♥ & stars are falling, all for us <3

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2007-12-05T00:03:00.000-08:00

Hello people I have MOVED!

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Byeeeee Blogger Hello Xangaaa <3

2007-12-03T02:25:00.000-08:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

zzz im back! :D

i guess i have to :/
no i cant forget about you.
you're just.. you. :D

Emo monster

2007-12-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

blahhhhhhhhhh. think im shifting to xnga/LJ. 0.o get my url from me! anyw, would like to thnk you for the movie marathon, girllllll! :] group outing to enchanted @ orchard (maybe?) tmrww! YAYYYYYY CAUSE IM BORED STIFF AT HOME! ;D lol. thanks alot peoooople <333

#1217

2007-12-01T23:03:00.000-08:00

go screw yourself please :D
or choke yourself with a 12376438 inch sausage -.-
just die.

barbeques

2007-12-01T00:14:00.000-08:00

Barbeque @ Downtown East! :] I had so much fun lol. Playing so many lame games without the forfeit of throwing you into the swimming pool. :/ Havent forgotten. Had some stupid movie marathon. Lol! Watched Narnia, the first movie anyway, Just Follow Law, and The Gamekeeper o.o Lol all of them I watched before so I spent my time watching YugiohGX to my hearts content. Yay! I LOVE GX! :] YiEn ended up watching with me and we ended up hyperventilating because Zane was so hot when he battles! :D We love Zane! Yay I love you, girl! ♥

And I managed to convince someone that GX is hot! And when watchign the first episode, Joy agrees! :D

*JOY} ily! says:
GX IS FUCKING BURNING HAWT. 8)
♥CHOWY; says:
YES IT IS AND WHO SAID IT WASNT HUH.
♥CHOWY; says:
WHO SAID I WAS WATCHING A KIDDIES SHOW? xD
*JOY} ily! says:
dat chazz is like HAWT.
*JOY} ily! says:
me larh me larh but i noe better now. GX IS LIKE HAWT.

Lol cool right. I tell you okay, GX is burning hot. :D Heehee she's now hooked. Joy you are a pig. You watch damn slowly can! Still on episode 2 -.- Heehee Season3 is hot okays! :] Make sure you fall in love with Zane. Anyway, now she thinks Asuka is way sexy. -.-

*JOY} ily! says:
THAT ALEXHIS IS LIKE SEXAYEEEEE! I WANT TO RAPE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!

no comments. o.o And it's Alexis. You will see the light soon. :] That asuka is a slut. Lol. Anyway, Im off to watch GX and read fanfics. Crackfics are way funny and flamers suck farmers balls! Lol. Byeee!

Who knew, when I let go of her, I'd be so much more happier? How ironic can this all get :D

Muse

2007-11-30T22:56:00.000-08:00

These few days have been chionging YugiohGX episodes. Proud to say Im already at Episode number 138! After Zane battling, I think he's still so hot *nosebleeds* Yawn. And oh when Haou Judai came out after battling that king or smt. Yay! Haou Judai is hot hot hot! I love his new eyes luh :] Go haou Judai! Please dont come back spacedout and crazy Judai. I love Haou Judai! ♥

See, he's so uber hot. Sighs. Hot guys in GX. RyoM, Aster, Atticus, HaouJudai erm.. Vellian Crowler? Farmer will agree luh. But the hottest is still Zane! ♥

Okay anyway, its already December 1. Sighs this is reaaaally bad because I havent started on any of my homework yet -.- I shall just start somewhere around mid December, no? And some crazy people have already finished homework. Zzz what is this. Madness man. Chinese homework is like *@#&(@#&(# I hate chinese teachers like *@#&@#*@!!! Lol. Just dont like them.

Was reading my journals, from 2004 (P4?) and I tell you okay, I did totally stupid stuff, wrote in my "dairy" every single day, and the period of time when I was crazy over maplestory, I wrote about every. single. little. thing. Yawn. Heehee now I dont have much more patience. And then I was reading and I found one entry in 2006 where I wrote about a dream I had o.o It's like super retarded.

23March2005 (when I was like P6 and super short and I typed in erm, twit o.o)
Ok, 2day, i dreamt i was at orchard road. which iz like a weird place! so i met MRT (my P6 teacher o.o) n i was ridin' on a horse and i saw her and did not wanna call her, but i still did. stupid me... and she said hi and then gave me a cube with my misdeeds. and i new it was my unit 3 workshts

Lol Im like so serious. Because I really dreamt about that. And if I forgot to pass up my worksheets, I ended up having nightmares about it! :D Retarded huh. Weird dreams follow me everywhere. These days dreams are all about you.

Yeah, and I wrote down everything about my results too o.o I was super obsessed over results those days. Like. lol. To think these days I dont care a toot about results! xD

18October2007
'o7's coming to an end. Sec2 life is so unpredictable. It had its up and downs. I lost alot and gained alot. Stupid sunli. I wont ever forget her and her pink bra (o.o) All these stuff, I believe they made me much stronger.

Lol got alot of pages scolding Sunli o.o It happened she was my obsession for a month or so. Everyday I write and scold her. Lol the funniest must be the hot pink bra thing. Oh and I remember one incident when Xiying brought mouldy chocolate to school and we bullied Kevin to eat it o.o And in the end he ate it and came out fine. Heehee. And Kevin getting A1 for weight! *claps* Erm, and ferns. >:( Who cares.

Lol 'kay I think I wrote a very long post. Dont ask me why luh. Off to watch my YugiohGX videos! ♥ Just had (another!) bbq and it was hot luh. Satay, marshmellows, corn, fishballlllllxz, otah, friedrice :D safe to say i love food.

Byeeee! ♥
27September2007
Tell me why I fell for you. Was it because you were different? Or because you could make me smile effortlessly? Or because you made me feel happy? :((

♥On my heart like a tatoo

2007-11-29T22:12:00.000-08:00

Hello people :D Ahaha yestd was fun. Went to Downtown East with my cousins & aunties and uncles for a birthday celebration lol. Kinda cool luh, barbeques, zilianing, eating, crapping, and playing UNO, daidee, truth and dare, spin the bottle, etc :D Tell me man xD I totally ruined my shu nv image by screaming and screaming while playing UNO :D But its kinda expected, no? Don't have the pictures because I dont have my phone, but well it was fun! :D Especially when there's satay ♥ Lol.

Anyway I found someone who ♥s Zane Truesdale as much as me! :D YiEn! Ahaha. We were going totally, totally crazy over the hot, hot, hot RyoM. Yay! I mean we're so alike luh. Most of the time, we were imagining what we'd do if ZaneTruesdale was married to us. Like, lifelong dream? :/

Haha one of the pictures we took when we went to school and played computer from like 10 to 3. Sheryl's an UnexpectedShipper! You ship a retard xD Yay Boiboi ♥ Haha next time you say that again, you get not only Justea but the whole bottle of freaking coke all over you! :D

Okay, people, I'd like to clarify this. My tagboard is a totally disgusting, shit, stupid, and horrible colour which is pink is because I lost a bet to Liyan -.- So that means I'll have to be stuck with this stupid tagboard for 2 months. Wth!! #@(&@(#*&@ Im so dying. Please look at ANYTHING BUT my tagboard. -.-

'Kays whatever.

Im on YugiohGX episode 131 now. When Johan sacrificies himself to bring everyone back to the normal world. Sobsobs :( Johan's so cuteeeee when he smiles. Heehee. When he battles Zane, he looks so hot can. I mean Zane xD Lalala. And when Judai emos he's so. HOT. :/ Anyway yeah, I found out something when Yubel came out from her host's (Martin's) body. :/ Yeah. She' such an ugly bitch. zzz.

So freaking ugly luh. Like demon like that. If Im Judai I'd rather stay with Shipei for 2187230 years than go with Yubel luh. Even though both ways also like shit xD

Yay isnt he like soooo freaking hot? Anyway Boiboi tells me that episode 163 Zane comes back. *screams* That is like soooo hot. Haha doesnt he look so hot here? I can look at his freaking photo the whole day :D I hope Zane comes back instead of Kaiser :/ Zane is way hotter than Kaiser :DD

Hooked on to Tatoo by Jordin Sparks. The lyrics are real nice and the song is like super nice. Lol.

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

Lol. Yay off I go to GX!
Fantasy is love♥ What will I do without it?

Post 1212 :D

2007-11-28T04:55:00.000-08:00

Without you, tomorrows wouldn't be worth the wait
and yesterdays wouldn't deserve remembering.

Ahaha hello people :D
I am seriously rotting away day after day at home. @#*(@#)
I wish I had something to entertain myself with!
Thats why Im going to go and hog my mother for a PlayStation3♥ :/

Anyway Im still on GX episode erm 125. :D
And Im watching now and I realised GX is like soo burning hot.
Ahaha fickle, but who cares.
Chibi Aster is one hot, hot, burning hot bishie.
Lol but Zane Truesdale and Atticus Rhodes are the hottest everrrrr :D
Anyway Johan is battling the Mask of whatever, anyway his name is Muhyoujyou Kamen.
Johan looks damn cutee when he's battling can?
Although in the original Japanese version, Johan's voice is like gayshitxzxz.
But oh whatever.

Episode 128 is supeeeeeeeer hot can.
Hot bishie Ryo against Johan.
*screams*
Ryo is super duper uber hotxzxz ♥

Okays, I'm bored cause the videos load fcking slowly.
What a letdown.
So Im going to wake up later to watch -.-
If i can wake up :D

I've had enough of this stupid life
Take my hand let's run away
Let's run till we don't know where we are
Let's run till we can't breathe anymore
Run till it doesn't hurt anymore.
With your hand in mine,
I believe I can create miracles <3

i miss all these little things,

2007-11-27T21:35:00.000-08:00

it's a good day if i think about him only 100 times.

Hello people! :D Im in Duel Academy now and Im currently battling with the hottest bishie of all time! Zane Truesdale! I tell you he's losing to me :D Ahaha. The above was just a figment of my imagination which is currently VERY bored. Met Boiboi in school today and was late because I mistook the time. But anyway, we stayed in the library while Boiboi was busy trying to think of a better way to kill Alexis. Her story is basically Asuka is a slut story! :D

Anyway we went to 85 for lunch after that. Erm, to cut a long long longgg story short, I will never order from that chicken rice store anymore. :D Went up to school and well, what can I say Boiboi? UnexpectedShipping indeed ;D Ahaha. Boiboi stun tio for like.. 15 minutes :D Anyway we met KLWC in 85 and he greeted us, gosh Im going to miss KLWC loads and loads and loads. sobsobs. So here I am at the library will Sheryl declares on her myspace that she's bi :O And Im les. Watch out for me :O Lol.

Sheryl is a pervert. She's writing about Alexis like she's some goddess from Heaven. But oh please, she hates her and can't wait to throw her down the mountain. LOL anyway chibi Aster is SOOOO cute. So now I declare here, that chibi Aster is mine and Boiboi takes the grown up Aster. But chibi Aster is wayyyyy hot can? T.T

Ohoho I better be getting home. My brother misses me, no? :/

te quiero, je t'aime, ich liebe Dich, ti amo, i love you

TearDrop<3

2007-11-27T01:32:00.000-08:00

TEARDROP - BOWL
YUGIOHGX SEASON3 SONG :D

Okay this song is reallllllly nice okays! I am like addicted to it bwahaha. :D YugiohGX Season 3 song! Im currently on epi 123! Like the attack of the zombies lols. But whatever Judai is sooo concerned for Rei! :D Lalala. Ahaha. Where's Aster anyways? MIA. I bet Asuka misses him like crazy :X And maybe Aster misses her tooo? SO SWEET! :D Anyway I went to collect my books and the chem, bio, geography and Amaths books are fcking thick. I chucked all my books into somewhere anyway. Ahaha. I dont care. Next year then I'll trash you. xD

1. When did you have your first girlfriend/ boyfriend?
I have many what :D Many many girl friends and boy friends :D

2. When did you give away your first hug?
Ahaha. I gave it to my mother! :D

3 . When did you give away your first kiss?(Not counting your relatives.)
I kiss my mother wad :X Or else wad? Kiss KLWC?

4. When did you first start lying to your parents?
Should be from when I was inside my mother's stomach :D

5. Did you ever lie to your parents about your results?
Er.. I lie that almost the whole class failed that kinda thing? :/

6. Have you ever though of having two girlfriends/boyfriends at one go?
0.o Who does that anyway? I have many girl frieeeends what :D

7. Have you ever though of going back with your ex?
Hohoho no ex.

8 . Have you ever thought of breaking the law?
Nahh. Im the most holy and innocent girl you've ever seen :X

9. Have you stole things before?
Lol when I was verrrrry small. I tried taking all those small beads -.- So stupid. In the end also kena discovered.

10. Have you smoked before you were even 18?
Ahaha no.

11. Have you drank alcholic drinks before 18?
Yup, a littttttttttle.

12. Have you gone into a pub/disco before 18?
Nahh. Cant sneak in anyway :/

13. Have you gone into fights before?
Hohoho. Erm, I fight with KLWC everyday.

14. Have you asked your friends to beat other people up just because you don't like them?
Lol no. I have better things to do (fanfic, maple, yugiohGX!)

15 . Have you been saying the truth all these while?
maybe? ahaha :D thats for me to know & you to find out :D

1. The person who tagged u was:
Liyan

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Piano mateeeeey :D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Erm. Funny. Hardworking? :X Stupid. Crazy. Lame. xDD

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ahaha. Helping me with my science test when I left my tb in school.

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
"I might not have much, but at least I have you" :D

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
EAT ALL DAY WITH HER! ;DD

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Eat moreeee, worry less :D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Kill her? Lol. Jue jiao? Lol. Noooo I will cry.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I stole her favourite food? :X

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
Find true love :DD

11. Overall impression of him/her?
Incredibly stupid xD

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, I dont care also.

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
Erm.. I eat alot? -.- I guess that's a character trait, no?

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
Im lazy :D Yeah I guesssss so. But who cares.

15. Person you want to be?
Someone who's carefree, whose life is simple. :D Yeah. And someone who loveeeees ZaneTruesdale <3>

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
Thank you :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
Shipei, Sheryl, Liyan, weien.. haha duno liao.

saw this quiz at isabel's blog & decided to do it :D

1. sheryl
2. xiying
3. you:D
4. farmer
5. jolyn
6. shipei
7. liyan
8. nickyeo
9. alvina
10. YiEn.

Who is #6 having a relationship with? (SP)
Ahaha doenst everyone know? Lalala. They're so.. lol pei?

Is #9 a male or female? (alvina)
I think she's a female :X Lol.

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Yien & Liyan)
Lesbians? Ew no way man.

How about #8 and #5? (Jolyn & Nickyeo)
Erm.. nahh. #8's very happy now xD Jolyn is too spastic anyway.

What is #2 studying about? (Xiying)
The way to holinesssssssssssssssss, but of course, she'll never reach there :D

When was the last you talked to #3? (:D)
about 2 days ago? I think. Haha yeah. I miss you ):

What kind of music does #8 like? (NickYeo)
Oldies. Like those 1920's kind. Like ELVIS PRESLY xD

Does #1 have any siblings? (Sheryl)
A GORGOR (johan), and a brother.

Will you woo #3? (:D)
Hahaha. :D :D :D Maybe?

How about #7? (Liyan)
MAYBE! If she eats with meeeeeeee! xD

Is #4 single? (Farmer)
Nope! He's married to this totally HOT (in his opinion) guy called Vellian Crowler.

What's #5's surname? (Jolyn)
Eng.

How about #10's? (YiEn)
Wong.

#4's hobby? (Farmer)
Activities that are vigorous and cannot be mentioned.

Do #5 and #9 get along? (Jolyn & Alvina)
Lol do they even know each other?

Where does #2 study at? (Xiying)
im so unholy secondary school.

Say something casual about #1? (Sheryl)
Put her in a room of hot anime guys from YugiohGX and all of them will lose their virginity :X

Have you tried developing feelings about #8? (NickY)
Hahahahahahaa who would dare? He's so happy now anyway -.-

Where does #9 live? (Alvina)
Tampines.

Are #5 and 1# best friends?
Aha yes!

Does #7 like #2?
They dunno each other.

How did you get to know #2?
AHS

Does #1 have any pets?
:D Yeah. A gorgor.

#7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ahahahaha maybe? :D

Okay, Im offfff to.. eat? Yawn and Im bleddy bored to blog out such a long post and do meaningless quizzes. Ahaha kinda obvious no? :D Shitz man. Im rotting at home now. Heh going out w Boiboi to the library tmrw! To play computer :D At least not rotting at home. Anyway, there's reaaaaaally a guy on ZatchBell airing on Kids central that looks a bit like Yuki! Wheeeeee. :D

being bored;
beingboredmeansdownloadingrandomsongsfromtheinternet
talkingtostupidpeoplelisteningtostupidsongs
readingstupidficsdoingstupidquizzesbeingstupidgenerally.
thinkingofyouthinkingofyouthinkingofyouandthinkingofyou. (:
thelasthingissomethingidoeverydayanyway:D

Stop.

2007-11-26T18:36:00.000-08:00

Hello just a quick updateeee before I go to my maple no? Yestd I went to IKEA and bought a pillow lol. Ate spaghetti & meatballz, which is like damn nice. Anyway, I'm seriously going to die! :/ Er lol. Because I ate moudly bread -.- A bit of mould only la, but still. Zzz and I still ate two pieces somemore. LOL and I wouldnt have even known it was mouldy until my brother told me :) See thats the price you have to pay for being a zhuu! Lol what else? Yestd the whole stack of books which I carefully stacked fell in the middle of the night, woke up the whole neighbourhood. Except for me! xD I was still sleeping on nicely.

I discovered that if I dont eat breakfast, I can lose 0.5 kg! Bwahahahaa. But cannot luh ): I cannot give up my breakfast, I will seriously die if I give it up! Yawn. :// 'Kays, I going play maple le. Ready to ks all the 3284687483487 noobs that offend me.

Don't call me stupid, because I dont think it was a mistake.
It isn't a mistake simply because I dont feel regret.
Up till now, I dont regret my actions.
And if you gave me the chance, I would do the same thing, all over again.

If I were the rain that binds together the Earth and the sky,
whom in all eternity will never mingle.. Would I be able to bind two hearts together?

Falling in love all over again

2007-11-25T22:25:00.000-08:00

& its time to let go.

Reminds me of the song she said, i said (time we let go) :D

I see these tear drops falling from your eyes
that don't change my mind oh,
baby please don't make things more difficult
than they gotta be can't take no more
this is killing me
everytime i look at you
i see more reasons for me to leave you
and it's causing me too much pain yeah

That song's quite nice? Haha yeah. Anyway Im on YugiohGX 121 now. Heh. :D Byeeee Im off. Im reaaaaaal tired, but I promised you, so I aint going to go back on my promise. I rock. :] I want STARBUCKS! I want Macs! I want Ben & Jerry's! I want food! :D Oh & yes, btw, the page is eightyninepages :D Hahah. And i uploaded the pics already. So yuuuuuuuuuuuup go seeeeee! <33333>

dont make me change my mind.

♥ClassParty'o7

2007-11-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

And everytime you feel like giving up,
hope whispers "just one more time".

Hello people had class party at Jeremie's house ystd. It was super cool luh! :) Met Boiboi at 3.50 because I was ten minutes late. Sorry Boiboi! But anyway, thanks to Farmer Brown's smart instructions (7 busstops after tanahmerah MRT) and counted carefully every stop and guess where we ended up? Changi Airport terminal 3. Thanks a lot farmer :D You are such a nice guy and the next time I see you, you are going to die a terrible death. Yeah, anyway me and Boiboi were damn pissed off cause we arrived close to like 5. Thanks to my junior :)

Yeah arrived there, and erm what? They were playing bleach, and the worst was KLWC which is like expected because xiying, bingyi and farmerbrown kept on targeting him 3 on 1 and making him die first 0.o Yeah and followed by FarmerBrown *claps* You can find farmer brown either on the floor (because kena hit or already dead) or runinng away. Then Xiying and Bingyi are playing like got no tomorrow :D

Went to barbeque stuff. Jeremie was running about like crazy. And then, erm, me, Shipei and Xiying were busy running away from ___. Then we were barbequeing stuff and seeing who could eat more satay sticks because we had 250 sticks. Hahaha! I ate like 30+ sticks like that! Blahblah then crapped and ate more satay sticks and watched Sheryl play Dynasty Warriors and she's quite pro! xDD And farmer played first but he was so lousy at that game that Xiying took over and she was way better than him. Erm, then they were defeating some weirdo called lu bu, and Bingyi was shouting something like, "How can a girl defeat lu bu?" and "I only have one last drop of blood" -.- Zzz then Sheryl was making so much noise and christening herself Salt (after Jeremie's dog Pepper).

Went upstairs to play UNO! And Xiying won first (Farmer's fault) and then me, and then.. Shipei? Yawn what does this tell you! Me & Xiying are the winners! And Farmer is the.. ultimate loser? Erm, then watched a bit of YugiohGX, and Jeremie's comp is fking fast luh and the whole thing loads damn fast. Gosh I miss watching YugiohGX. So i am going back to watching! Yay! :D Zane is soooo hot ♥

Yeap, then Jeremie dapao-ed food for us home. Thanks Jeremie pig. Erm, then we walked home, and it was like damn dark, and Shipei was screaming the whole way through (stupid). And lols, Im so happy my father was at least picking me up. And shipei was so scared to walk through the block of flats, but in the end she didnt die, and what does this show? Even desperate b***las dont want her :D

Today. Woke up at 12.30. And believe me, I would have slept longer, if my brother hadn't woke me up. Anyway I skipped breakfast and I lost 0.3 kg :O Which means I dropped at least 1kg by skipping lunch and breakfast. Yawn. But whatever, I slept damn late yestd okays! About 3 like that. Im damn tired now zzz. But whatever, I am going out later! :D Yay! Hahaha. And I havent ordered my books yet :X

& your eyes tell the secrets your lips will never say
i wish i never cared, because it would make it so much easier

Things will never change.

2007-11-24T04:16:00.000-08:00

Went hospital today to visit my grandmother. I hate hospitals :D Nothing much. The hospital food is like damn disgusting. I never want to stay in a hospital man. Skipped lunch today and lost 0.5 kg O.O But dont worry, it's all gained back by Ben & Jerry's, lagsagne, and alot of coke. Was busy talking cork with Sheryl. Have to say that her twinny and her are plain weird. Lols, but can't blame them. What else? My brother is bleddy retarded luh :D Class party tomorrow! I want my mangas. :) So random. Back to my online shoppng 0.o

Your such a bleddy hypocrite. I cant believe how anyone can be as twofaced as you. Disgusting. Who am I talking about? Good question :D

it takes two to tango, but only one to let go

my lifelong ambition

2007-11-22T19:17:00.000-08:00

Currently online shopping now :D Saw many very very pretty dresses and shirts, and some are like damn cheap luh. Hahhaa I want to buy all of them! But no money la shit D: Shit man. I need a JOB which is like Boiboi's job ($200 damn bucks for three hours playing stupid piano songs &#@^*@#) hahahaa. So I can buy all my animes and my clothes! D: Shitxzxz. Well, this is one pair of shoes that I saw. HAHA. Damn cute okay, I think it was about $18.

Super cutexzxz luh. I'm going to get it someday. Ambition: Get this pair of shoes. Zzz looking at other stuff. Ribbon earsticks are super chio, $1 only, no earholes sadxzxz. Im off to maple. Lifeless post again. No substance hahaaa. Byee :)

PSLE results

2007-11-21T19:57:00.000-08:00

I will never ever ever go rollerblading anymore. Seriously.. it was a very bad experience heh :D Alot of falling on my butt, alot of crap, and I came back dirty. Heh, and after I exercised I went and ate macs & icecream :D Yum. But whatever, had a lot of fun with you girl! ♥

Today PSLE results are coming out. Heehee good luck to my brother! :D I am such a nice girl. No? Hahaha.

Someone called me damn early in the morning. When I was stil zzz-ing. Whatever, I can guess who it is! Stupid, retarded Boiboi! :] Yeah of course. Because who else calls me so early in the morning huh? :D So early. People 12 then wake up :]

'Kay, must go ks noobs already. I know that 2389473958439057483574385 noobs are waiting to be ks-ed. Oh and my fame reached 1000 already! MUST tell Kevin when we go class party :D make him drool and look sad ): Poor Kevin. Heeheehee. I want to torture kevin 182798632375627638 times when we go to the class party. It's the last chance to do so :(

im currently experiencing writer's block. No ideas for my new fic. Dont care. Im off to maple :D

Perhaps I was rash in saying all that.
Don't let us lose this friendship okay?♥

A horny poem

2007-11-21T01:53:00.000-08:00

It's your first time.
As you lie back your muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.
He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,
but it's the first time his finger has found the right place.
He probes deeply and you shiver your body tenses;
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.

He looks deeply within your eyes and
tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before.
His cool smile relaxes you and
you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.
You begin to plead and beg him to hurry but he slowly takes his time,
wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.

As he presses ;closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout your body and
you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues.

He looks at you concerned and
asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head
and nod for him to go on.
He begins going in and out with skill but
you are now too numb to feel him within you.

After a few moments,
you feel something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you,
you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you, with a chuckle;
that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience

You smile and thank your dentist.
After all,it was your first time to have a tooth pulled

HAHAHA. It's super retarded no? :D I know what perverts like Xiying and Farmer were thinking! Sighs so superduper unholy man :/ At least there still are HOLY people like me and Sheryl (Chumley huffington) in the world :D

Who am I? Why are you here? To torture me? To force me to say lies? To piss me off? I should stop lying to myself and you.

Mystery of the missing balls!

2007-11-21T00:23:00.000-08:00

when will i stop loving you?
when you finish counting all the stars.

Chatted with Boiboi on the phone. Was watching teevee (kids central). Yay :D And me & Boiboi solved the mystery already! We solved the Mystery of Farmer Browns Missing Ballxz. :D Gosh, aint we smart.

We were watching Ben 10 :D Lols. See there's this guy who can change into 10 different monsters to save the world. -.- Yeah and then in this mission they were rescuing two BALLXZ. and when we saw that, boiboi and I just went "Isn't that farmer's ballxz?" Oh yeah INTERESTING FACT. A boat by the name of FOF (yes, me and boiboi screamed with laughter when we saw it) rescued farmers balls. GONGXI FARMER! :D Yeah, and basically there was a lot of fighting between the bangla (sheryl!) and that ben 10 (that cute guy is me) and then farmer's balls landed in the bottom of the sea with some stupid monster.. So yeah. So sorry Farmer :( I know this kinda sucks but.. no more balls for you! :D

Heehee, anyway, after that Sheryl's cousins came.. and well, uh, there's one big Aster fan that came talk to me. Neither boy nor girl 0.o Okay nevermind. And then Sheryl declared that she was Chumley Huffington! :D So that means, her husband is.... I leave all of you to guess. But kinda obvious, no?

Im holy :D So i refrain from any vulgarities :D Im really really holy :D

This really sucks and i dont want to care anymore.

who do you think you are? you think i give a damn about you? i wont forget okay. i will not forget. and i will make sure this mistake haunts you forever. i will NEVER forget what you said to me. i will never ever let you forget too. i'll make sure of that. Just disappear. Get the * away from me. You should just DIE. I would be so happy. Get out of my life. I dont care.

movies!

2007-11-20T04:11:00.000-08:00

Haha I want to see all these shows! :D I am Legend (coming out Jan 2008), The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (Feb '08), december boys (STILL NC16 so sadx), 27 dresses (Jan '08), enchanted and doraemonnnn! :D

Shows. ): I hope Jeremie stocks up on his food. Im going to download maple into his comp xD Then we can go show off to KLWC :D

SeflDenial

2007-11-19T21:52:00.000-08:00

Just let me fly far, far away, with you..
knowing that you would always catch me when i fell

Yay I just got another anime/manga - Fruits Basket! Yay. Pretty slow, but ohwell, I always have no money! ): If some KIND people would come and treat me, I wouldn't mind hor :D

Fourth job out for maple! I got another 30+ more levels to go. Zz life sucks like crap okay. But nevermind, I should be optimistic because people like Kevin Lim has like 60+ levels to go. Lol. Kevin is noob la. :D Kevin jiayou jiayou! I won't make his leveling easier, I'll go ks him. Hohoho.

Gonna go for Movie marathon maybe next week? :D Yay. I love movies. But that's such a long long way away zomgshitxz. I really want to watch Enchanted after seeing the ads on teevee. Yay. I want to watch Enchanted! Looks pretty cool although my cousin says she fell asleep, which is almost true that I'll fall asleep while watching it too :D

Maybe going for iceskating this Friday. Let me tell you I cannot skate for nuts. Im going to fall on my butt for about 100+ times. I suck at all this shit. Damn. But who cares. After I've exercised and everyth, Im going to get back all my fat by eating Ben & Jerry's. :D I love Ben & Jerry's. Heeheehee.

Class party this Sunday at Jeremie's house. Stupid Xiying has been reminding everyone for at least 2 times to bring $6. Hohoho, does she think we're as stupid as she is? :X It's decided already, me and Kevin are going to have a race to see who raids the fridge faster :D Does Jeremie have xbox? I want to play!

Have to hand up booklist, by when? I dont know. Heehee. Although Doreen was already filling it up. I shall just hand it up after I get back :D Kinda sucks. I already made my father write 3 different cheques because I miscalculated. :X

Been sleeping later and later and waking up earlier and earlier. Zz Im not like Xiyig doing VERY vigorous activities okay. I dont know whats wrong with me :X Maybe Boiboi's 'natural body alarm clock' has rubbed off me. Just ystd I slept at 3, woke up at 5, couldn't go back to sleep. #%@*#@(#*@( I only slept 2 hours. Zz that must be some kind of miracle. or maybe its because every night, i can't go to sleep because your in my head.

Think I've been blabbering on for a long while. Zz I love fanfic! ♥ Yay yay yay. I'm off to train my hermit :D

i hate you. let me sleep properly without you in my head every night without fail.
i hate you. its not even funny. dont you scare me like that again. >:((

12345 :)

2007-11-19T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hello people, it's 4.32 now :D And Im writing another Crackfic! I love writing crackfics. So now, I'm writing one -.- I love making Chazz suffer. Mwahaha. One day Im going to do one of Aster Phoenix. (:

Erm, Im lucky I remembered to bring my lappy. If not I'd die of some disease. I hate this shit man. :D I can't wait to go back. Go back go back go back. Bye.

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SUBMITTED NEW STORY @ FANFIC :)
(click here now!)
Haha, I love this crackfic - Into the life of Chazz Princeton.
Chazz Princeton ogling at Alexis's ... :D
Read & Review! ♥

We both know it.
Stop pretending :)

Sundays

2007-11-18T07:16:00.000-08:00

love, just like blood, will always stain

Movies I want to watch!
~~Stardust~~
Enchanted
December boys (NC16! CRAP!)
Good Luck Chuck
~~The Game Plan~~
The Kingdom
~~The Seeker~~
Doraemon
Hero

Yay I've got happy news! Just came back from Orchard Road, the lights there are, er, pretty. But kind of waste of money, no? :D I had lots of fun today you know (: Plus I bought my animes! That is very very good news! Yay! So I am like about 11 more books closer to book 22! :D Zz ate alot today. Steak is kind of weird. I prefer macs! But yeah, then went kinokuniya to try my luck with fruitsbasket. Could only find volumes 17-22 so went to popular. Yay I finally got my animes after 1234567 years! (: Im super excited. Boiboi is going to come to my house one day and unlock all those burnout events, eliminator, burning lap & crash! My brother wants her to :D Zz oh and yeah, Farmer brown, you dont talk so much okay? your stress also not much better than mine. Heehee :)

Listening to: Teardrops on my guitar, Taylor Swift

birthday wishes

2007-11-17T23:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN! ♥
the stupid ziliano who just can't stop zilianing :D hehs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIYAN! ♥
The stupid girl who is retarded and loves food just like me! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS! ♥
A stupid retard who insists that he's clever just because he cheated for his IQ test :D

hoho three birthdays on one day. (: dunno why hor? today like very.. lucky like that? :D Realised it's 3 and i havent eated at all. That must be a miracle or something. But Im feeling hungry already! :D Byeeeee, Im off to eat eat eat the whole day ♥

FanFic :D

2007-11-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

Listening to: Seven Days of Lonely, I nine.

Just submitted a crackfic. A lame attempt, but who cares I had a lame idea too :D Heh. Okay yestd in a conve with Shipei and Kevin, Kevin said, "but i am not interested in the food at all" and "i not interested in porn and food". Hands up those who believe that :D Zz who is Kevin trying to lie to anyway? Those who believe him should try to go and kill themselves with a sausage :D Boiboi is being lame as usual hoho. Yawns :] Byeeee people. This quote is.. cool? :D

Basketball - The second most exciting indoor sport.
The first shouldnt' be watched. (lol)

<3

2007-11-17T02:49:00.000-08:00

Personality quizzes are cool! :))

Stress pictures: Check your stress level.

These pictures are used to test the level of stress a person can handle.
The slower the pictures move, the better your ability of handling stress.
Alleged criminals see them spinning around madly while seniors and kids see them still.

:D kinda cool. haha.

First and last time. You must cheer up okays? No matter what, remember what you told me! :D Yup, that's right! Stay happy. Because, I'll be here okay? I won't say that anymore if you dont like it, alright?

:D

2007-11-17T02:17:00.000-08:00

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

www.drawahouse.com :)) got it from tabithas blog :D

I dreamt I was falling yesterday. Yawn :))

Falling
Dreaming of falling may represent the fear of letting go of something or someone, or the loss of control in a situation.

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Check out my fanfic! 7 stories already including a lemon one :X (title: XXX)

Because I've got you

2007-11-17T00:33:00.000-08:00

I think this is cute :D Zz just came back from the library. I am a smart genius, as boiboi agrees with me :] She's a retard. Oh and she's still busy trying to guess! ;D Class party on the 25th. Jeremie says there are 15 people going. 0.o cool, I dont care. Because KEVIN'S going! Isn't that reason enough to go, people? If you say no, you're officially declared stupid. Heehee I hope Jeremie's house has a pool, so we can throw Kevin in. Or at the most, me and Kevin have a race raiding Jeremie's fridge :P I bet I'll win. Oh and the cheena woman's going too! (: Cheena woman's cool wad. (Ahem I lie so much :X) Such a stupid post. Bye :]

Boiboi sucks at guessing games xD

_|_

2007-11-15T23:50:00.000-08:00

in my eyes, you'll always be perfect

Went for a haircut. I tell you okay I screwed my hair #@(@#*&(@#)@(@&# The stupid auntie went to cut cut cut then I closed my eyes and my fringe is screwed the next thing i know -.- Whatever. So I did the second best thing and went to buy food to eat -.-

Shit. I might not be able to go to the dance camp. Zzz sucks. Byee Im off :D

Fuck. So you dont dare to attack me in public and you decided to do this? Whatever. I don't care. Im not going to cave in to you. Fuck you. Ill do the second best thing. Im not going.

Wrong.

2007-11-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

No, all I need is just you.

Just finish watching Titanic. If my mother was here, she'd be crying. Aww. But nevermind, heh, I was laughing so much. Heehee. Titanic's not meant for laughing right? Whatever. Not my fault. Someone laughing more =X

Nothing much. Going library tomorrow to borrow books. :X I havent started of cao fang zi. Not planning to either. Maybe I'll start somewhere in late December. :] And the other book too. I think I'll start ALL my homework in late December. I can't be bothered.

love is when i loved you

Free.

2007-11-15T00:33:00.000-08:00

i want to be free.

Haha all those harrypotter fans should see this story man
[here] It's called My Immortal.
And Rachel introduced this to me.
You can google "worst Fanfic ever" and this is the first story that comes out.
Seriously this story is stupid, no storyline, horrible spelling, totally out of character, etc etc xD
Heh but she has 7000+ reviews :X

Whole day spent sleeping late.
Woke up at like 1+ because I slept damn late yestd.
Played Xbox with my brother and tio own T.T
Im working on a FRUITSBASKET fanfic! xD
Heh you can say my passion for fruitsbaskets has not faded yet, nor am I getting bored of fanfic.
surprise or what? :D

Im going for a jog.
One of those rare times I do anyway.
Or else I just sit there and gather fat xD
Zz I hate jogging.

Why cant we go back to the way it was,
when everything was ok and all you had to do was smile,
and my tears just seemed to fade away.

1190

2007-11-13T22:11:00.000-08:00

Heh Im going out to watch a movieee! :) dont ask me how Im going to sneak. I have an IQ of 139 (better than tayxiying!) which means im smart and i can think on my feet! (unlike xiying!) yay to smart people (me! xiying not included). Damn I got a fever and Im going out but I dont care :) Im moviedeprived.

a mistake i'll never regret

2007-11-13T19:50:00.000-08:00

I asked, "How long will you love me?"
He said, "Until you finish counting the stars."

:D Just got off the phone with retarded boiboi.
& I found out new stuff about her!
She, fondles =X her little pigtail -.-
She thinks AsterPhoenix's * is like a rolled shrimp. :X
Which is like freaking tiny.
She fondles AsterPhoenix :O
Lol she even told me to spread about her fondling Aster Phoenix.

And ChanChan is freaking retarded!
Sheryl's mother called the penis teacher and asked to speak to the teacher in charge and was directed to Miss Lee, who directed her to Mr Chan.
Stupid Chanchan asked Sheryl's mum to write an email to Cheong May Lan and act angry o.o
Lols stupid chanchan & his banana.

I remember how much I missed piano :))
Heh. You made me miss it all over again ;DD
You made me realise I made a mistake.
You made me realise mistakes can be written over, if we're willing to.

Byee. Im waiting for my brother to come back so I can play xbox with him :X
Zz and level in maple! Im level 90! :D
i miss you i really miss you): & i recall how much we tried to hurt each other, and I really regret it.
why you?

Somebody come and take me away(:

2007-11-13T00:36:00.000-08:00

Isn't this pretty? :D

Went to school with Sheryl Boiboi just now. Nothing much except we spent like 20mins+ looking for stupid Mr Chan. Went inside the general office at least three times till the lady was damn familar with us. :D Went library played computer and the stupid librarian thought we were so free to come back to use comp and said we were not supposed to play games. Zz please, we have btr things to do (read: fanfic!) Went 85 to buy food then came up and talked about chiobu. (read: xiying does NOT fit into that category) Lala homeschooling is kinda cool I guess. :D :D When we found MrChan (read: by calling Mr Chua because Mr Chan did NOT want to answer his intercomm -.-), we realised he was eating bananas. Zz we were busy trying to call every teacher and there he was eating a stupid banana. -.- Damn. Anyway heh Mr Chan is still as evil as ever and erm, a randomxzxz fact? Sheryl is going to do engineering (read: science) which is what she told Mr Chan. Ooo. She lied -.-

Im playing lame games and eating icecream D: I want to get out of this damn house!

I know im going to regret this :/
But I've already made my decision and that is to walk away from you.
Besides....................................

Back to FanFic! :))

two different worlds.
we are of two very different worlds, no?

FanFic!<3

2007-11-12T19:20:00.000-08:00

Going to school to meet Sheryl later.
Stupid Sheryl (:
Pretty bored at home because I can't go out anyway.
But Im still going out anyway :X

Heh. Finished another fic! This one's for Sheryl.
Chazz x Alexis, because you wanted smthg different.
Going to start on another fic for the idiot (:
Don't have any ideas now though :/

Why am I blogging?
Because you wanted a daily update -.-
No more! (: Hehe.
Find me at my fanfic! :D

Byee. Im off to play Xbox. :D

Sum41's With Me, chorus.
I think the lyrics are cool -.-

I want you to know.
With everything,
I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
And I'll hold on to this moment you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show.
And I won't let go.

Thoughts read unspoken,
Forever and vow.
Pieces of memories,
Fall to the ground.
I know what I did and how so,
I won't let this go.
Cause it's true,
I am nothing without you.

Byeee! xD

Lets hold hands.. and walk through Forever <3

i<3you(:

2007-11-11T20:45:00.000-08:00

i really miss you. i would do anything to have you by my side again.

Yeah this picture says it all :D

Fuck. Was writing a new fanfic and then my comp hanged.
And I didnt save it so now my whole story is gone!!!!!
Ohmygod I feel like dying now. I wrote until 2000+ words already!
Allow me to say this:
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
Grrrr. I'm not going to restart. Shit luh :/

A new story as always.
[click] It's called Numb. :/
I couldnt think of a better name and that was the song playing anyway.
R&R! :))
I prefer Reality anyway.
Dreams are cool no? dreams(: where i meet you every night.

Urgh, what am I doing here anyway?
I'm in love with fics again. Reading crappy fics xD
Back to my fics! :D

& let the misery and despair fall in the form of tears.

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you :/ is this wrong? missing you so much. do you feel the same?

:D :D

2007-11-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

I read this stupid comment given on my first Fanfic and I totally feel like laughing.

Hornyboii
OMF! what a fantastic story!
U should add more lemony stuff like give vivid descriptions of what they did
Keep up the good work :D
Senior must have known alot...
No comments

Lemon lemon lemon! XXX :D
Lols, that something holy senior and junior are good at, no?

Great day. :))
Writing fanfics. Eating icecream. Talking on the phone. Watching FantasticFour1. Ogling at Jessica Alba o.o
Im fickle. But I love Fanfic again :]

And Boiboi's long & lame comment on Reality.

LOL Mama you are damn weird and stupid :D
Just like BOIBOI me! (:
Why so short? Read le still hungry?
Stupid mama :P Haha!
But it's nice luh xD hurhur can write something else other than Royalshipping?
And why you dedicated story to some idiot never dedicate to your dear boiboi?
HAHAHA XD
I LOVE MAMA! not.
ptui!
Stay stupid and continue writing more coolio stories ok x3
FAVE LAH!

(omg i submitted such a long review for you mama. you better love me lots okaye)

Hahaha. :D Okay I shall write a Valentineshipping story and dedicate it to you! :] ChazzxAsuka.
A bit weird though. :(( I mean I prefer RoyalShipping! xD
Heh but Ill settle for Valentineshipping then maybe try out.. Spiritshipping :))

Life :D It's just a matter of how you live it.
It's great now.
Back to the fics! JUNIOR go comment. >:((
i have everything i want, except for you..

Reality.

2007-11-11T00:35:00.000-08:00

Submitted a new story! :)) R&R please. [click]
RoyalShipping (again!) and title's Reality, btw.
It was a request by an idiot >:((

<3

2007-11-10T22:18:00.000-08:00

It's too late to apologize.

i love escape ♥ that much. im sick now. fever, cough and flu. heehee. who cares? im not going to stop playing my life away :)) Trying to play towerbloxx now. I suck at it. My highest combo is only 4 -.- Hoho. Im going out to get my mangas.. maybe?

just remember, you were the one who pushed me into his arms.

i dreamt you killed her. and yet, maybe, that isnt surprising. maybe i would have done that too if i were you.

1181

2007-11-10T04:31:00.000-08:00

thank you <3
its nice to know someone cares.
even though your an idiot ^^
we've such a long road to walk..
imagine how many memories that would mean?

#1180

2007-11-09T21:04:00.000-08:00

just remember who was there when nobody else was.

Going to Escape later! I feel like a little kid all over again :D I love holidays. And Im going to spend everyday of my holidays out. with you & only you.

Heh. Plus there's no more bridging. That's like the best. I hate bridging :D Going to play about in facebook before I go out. ;D Heehee. Cornelius just informed me about the Towerbloxx application in facebook! Way cool. I must go get that application.

maybe we weren't meant to be with the people we want to be with,
but the people we were meant to be with. im certain that isnt YOU.

Y i wonder, how much more.

2007-11-09T03:05:00.000-08:00

hmm isnt he hot? :/

"Apologize"

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

This song is really... nice?

everytime i look at you,
im reminded of the past we used to have,
the memories we used to have,
the laughter we used to share.
but everytime i look at you,
i see the mistakes and stuff you put me through,
the empty promises, the missed chances,
and i know, i can never love like this again.

He makes all the pain go away with just one simple smile.

2007-11-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

Love has such a bitter aftertaste.

Streaming results and I've got into the combi which I wanted so I guess Im not going to opt out. Evil Mr Chan says that the results would come out at Christmas (!!!) which is like, still 1 month and a half left. Stupid Mr Chan. I hope all his hair drops out! :D See I can be evil too. But most of the time, Im like holy. ;D

Bridging today again. Had the test. Me and SherylBoiboi were carrying on talking throughout the test :] Was it a test anyway? Heehee I found out there was two more questions at the other side of the paper at the last ten minutes and they were undone! Heehee but I really couldnt be bothered. Heehee 11 marks gone :D

Had dance. Zz now Jolyn, Wenqi and Looloo transfered to the other weird dance while Im stuck with this cheena dance and this crazy teacher. She shouts her head off and I swear, if you were standing outside the PAS, you could hear it clearly. Heehee. But she doesn't scare me, mainly because I laugh at her barking her head off, and I always give that i-am-a-holy-girl face. I am, no? Zz the music is like freaking fast and without Jiaying, me, baobao and isabel have no one to copy the moves :X

Went to a party with alot of people at some condo. Heehee condos are cool. 0.o I dont really like parties with quite alot of people.. like very.. crowded? -.- We played stuff like charade, pictionary, zhong ji mi ma, 7up, all those lame games. EXCEPT. the punishment is that if you're like the ultimate loser, you have to be thrown into the swimming pool T.T And guess how many times I was the ultimate loser? (We played many games okay) TWELVE TIMES! O.o Means I was ponded twelve times! Wtfzzz -.-

Went to play Burnout Three. Tio own again. Zzz -.- But I owned some people.. Heehee. ;D I guess Im till quite pro yeah? Played stress -.- Zzz I ALWAYS tio own in stress. You can ask Xiying.. playing with me is SURE to boost your ego -.- Anyway Yunxuan (Sandra) loves playing with me because it's nice to lose sometimes according to her xDD Erm. I TIO OWN AGAIN AND TIO PONDED AGAIN AT LEAST 10 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!! Zzzz wtfz -.- Then played murderer. And I tell you okay, I OWN IN THAT FREAKING GAME. I tio murderer like 5 times, and I killed off alot of people including the detective ^^ means I got to pond people!!!!!!!! -.-

Anyway the part I liked best about the party wasnt the games. It was the food o.o Lols. Heehee. I love cream cakes! Yay. DD; Anyway I was ponded so many times (at least twenty!!) and Im sure Im going to get sick...

he smiles then looks away
and you wonder if just maybe that smile meant something he couldn't say.

6billion people in the world, and you need only one

2007-11-08T00:57:00.000-08:00

Sometimes the hardest things to say are the most important.

Happy deepavali to whomever it matters. Woke up at 1 today. Well I was freaking tired, no? Three killer specimen papers to do, and Im only going to do ~~two~~ one. Im just going to say I left the other two at home. No test? Heehee I dont care ;D Tmrw is fridaaaaay. Kinda like doomsday again. But whatever, its the last prac for dance and then I can rejoice, and anyway dance is kinda fun when the teacher is barking her head off. And tmrw can see the streaming results! :/ Damn.

Heh I found someone who's worse than me in stress! xD heehee but isnt it a little fun to be own someone else? it was fun ^^
i guess i was just tired. tired of pretending everyth was alright between us. and the mistakes you made would be what i remembered when i looked at you. and that no matter what you said, you never learnt and made the same mistakes over and over again. And that time make any difference.

you light up my life, you keep me warm
you are the sun that breaks the storm ♥

i am smart!

2007-11-07T05:17:00.000-08:00

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

HAHAH! TAYXIYING! :] SEE THIS! IM SMARTER THAN YOU! Wheeeeee. Xiying is stupid her IQ's only like 120+? :/ Gosh jiayous okay Xiying! You see where the smart genes comes from, Sheryl's 160 (according to her). Well she must blame that smart mama of hers for her wonderful smart genes! :]

Whatever. I love my xbox though. Heehee and my computer. But my xbox has been keeping me company the whole day ystd! :} i owned my brother in one game of burnout then tio own for the rest -.-

suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunsets :] I love sunsets. Aren't they like way pretty? Dawn is pretty cool too ;D Hoho a very random fact. (Y)

Anyway have to finish three damn specimen papers for maths for "preparation for the test". Can i just give up my turn? Damnnnnn. Im going to die. Three specimen papers! And I havent even started on ONE :/

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks for everything.
thanks for showing me what a fucktard you are ^^
fucktard fucktard fucktard. you like it? it's a name specially for you.
only you fall into that category. ;D
fucktard :D

a love meant to end before it started

isnt that ours? but i still wont & cant let you go :/

quizzes!(Y)

2007-11-06T20:17:00.000-08:00

my sweetest mistake was loving you and Im still gonna continue

Have you ever . . . . ?

[ ] Gotten detention(sch)
[x] Gotten your phone/mp3 player taken away
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total= 2

[x] Gotten late to a class more than
10 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total so far= 6

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you
out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total so far= 11

[x] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod cd , etc during class.

Total so far= 16

[x] Threw something at the teacher. (for fun nia)
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission (all the time :X)
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class

Total so far= 21

[x] Gotten a call home
[x] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total so far= 27

[x] Forged your parents signature
[ ] Made out in school
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework

tota l so far: 31
Total = 31
multiply by 3
31x3=93

i screwed up 93% of my life!

First put a 016.....
Here's your new digits;

1st number, put what you are
1- gay
2- taken
3- single and what ever happens,happens
4 - single and taken
5- happily taken and love that person
6- single but like someone
7- taken and confused
8- single and like someone, but can't
have them
9- just see what happens
0- single confused the fcuk of

2nd number, put your current Mood
1- Nervous
2- Bored
3- Confused
4- Just fine
5- SADDDD
6- Hyper
7- Sleepy
8- Angry
9- Tired
0- Happy

3rd number is The color of your shirt
1- Black
2- Pink
3- Red
4- Orange
5- Blue
6- Green
7- Yellow
8- White/Gray/brown
9- Camo
0- none

4th Number is the month you were
born in
1- Jan. or Feb.
2- March
3- april
4- May
5- Jun. or Jul
6- Aug.
7- Sep.
8- Oct.
9- Nov.
0- Dec.

5th Number is your Favorite Color
1- Black
2- White
3- Pink
4- Blue
5- Green
6- Red
7- Orange
8- Yellow
9- Purple
0- All

Next Number is your favorite sport
1- Soccer
2- Basketball
3- Swimming
4- basketball/soccer
5- Rodeo
6- Volleyball
7- Baseball/softball
8- Track
9- Dance (:X :X :X)
0- Other

Last number is your Sign
1- Aries
2- Virgo
3- Sagittarius
4- Leo
5- Cancer or Capricorn
6- Taurus
7- Libra
8- Aquarius
9- Gemini
0- Scorpio or Pisces

016408822 :D

Lame quizzes from friendster. Went to 85. Were talking bout uniforms. Yawn. :D Thats a lame topic but Duel Academy's uniforms are like way hot! I mean look like Obelisk Blue's uniform for girls (and guys!) for that matter. Way hot can :D Erhm of course if it's like.. okays nvm evil thought. Im off to gaming! :)
even though you are the one who makes me cry, you are also the only one that can stop me from crying.

quizzes(:

2007-11-06T18:26:00.000-08:00

RyoM, ZaneTruesdale! Y

I took the quiz and this is the results that I got! [here] Which YugiohGX guy is yours? :D Mine is ZaneT & Boiboi's is AsterP! Yay that's damn hot! :D I bet farmer's will be Crowler. Crowler's girl ;D Gosh doesnt he look so hot? Yay! Loveeeeee ZaneT :D

I took the Which YugiohGX guy is yours? quiz and i got him! :D [here] Gosh this is so wonderful! He's even hotter than Zane okays! :D Heehee. I loveeeee YukiSohma! <3>

you disappoint

2007-11-06T17:45:00.000-08:00

library. blogging.

what can i say? bridging was way boring again. and i think after this it'll be very hard to get out of the house again. imagine holidays- stuck in the house. Urgh thats not a very nice thought, but whatever. I will still find ways to get out :D heehee. Im going out later, I think ;D

fuck. so what if i said i dont like *? what if i said it was a waste of time? it IS a waste of time and i ~~dont like~~ hate it and i'd rather spend my time doing other stuff.

i was pretty because you said so.
i was smart because you said so.
i was witty because you said so.
with you, im everything. without you, im nothing.

unspecified

2007-11-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

this is going to be a way vulgar post.
if you dont like it, im not exactly INVITING you to read it ;D

and i break my no-vulgarities-for-this-week promise. sorry ):

oh fuck the world.
ithoughtofsomeoneandifeltlikecryingdying.
ididwhatiwanted,whyaminothappy?
whydoeslifeworkthisway? ihatethis.
howcananyonegethappiness? fuckthisshit.
ihatethisemptiness. ihateallthesefuckingfeelingsyoumakemefeel.
andthefuckingthingisyoudontevenknowcare.
youdontbloodyfuckinggiveafuckingdamnsowhyshouldifuckingcare?
itriedandifailed, itriedandfailedagain, itriedandfailed.
againandagainandagain.
howlongdoyouwantmetofuckingholdon?
howlongmoredoyouwantmetofuckingfeelthisshiteverytime?
ipromisedmyselfnottocare.
ipromisedmyselfnottobeemo.
ihatebreakingpromises, butireallycanthelpit.
readingpeople'sarchives.
irealisedhowmuchimiss*and*.
iwishicouldjustturnbacktime.
icouldforgetallthis.
iwishicouldjustgobacktoatimewheniwastrulyhappy.
i'vegottalivewithallthis.

...
Im back to normal, I think. :]
Anyway Im sorry i cant go out tmrw Boiboi, Xiying, Shipei yeah?
If you had told me earlier, maybe yeah. :]

Oh IYtuliprulez, my guild! :]
Mwahaha. And :/ I dont feel like writing Fanfics anymore.
:/

fickle. :]

You will never break my heart again

2007-11-05T20:25:00.000-08:00

The longest mile I've ever walked, is the mile when I walked away from you.

Bridging today again. Mrs Ong came! Kinda sad yeah [: But whatever heehee. Me & Boiboi finished the questions uber fast! And that's cause we're way smart! :D Went for dance after that. -.- The dance is too fast for me to catch. So yeah, after that me & Jolyn went to play the piano. Heehee. At least we're both above grade5, unlike someone. :/ Whatever. We had a lot of fun, and I realised, I want to go back to learning piano again! But maybe I wont have enough time next year, so maybe Ill drop *. Can't be helped. I really want to go back.

Heehee GO READ MY FANFIC! :D Im working on a new fanfic now. Heehee. I love writing fanfics. Urgh, what am I doing here anyway? :D RoyalShipping is way love! And of course, Im going to start on a Fruitsbasket story, maybe Yukiru (Yuki x Tohru) I mean thats the hottest combi, no?

Oh and yes, corny what you said is super way super duper cool! Hahaha.
Cornelius - Hello. What is love? I'll tell you what my classmate told me - I love You are 2 words, because i and YOU are one. LOLS! But kind of COOL. =)

Im off to maple. I love maple too. Heehee ks noobs :D
Dont put me down just because I hate *. Yes I do, I hate *. So I said I would be late, so? You think I really care? Just because you love * to bits, doesnt mean everyone does, and that further doesnt mean i WILL. If you cant respect me, please at least respect yourself. We have different priorities and views, yes. If you can't respect my views, guess what, I dont give a damn. I dont give a shit about *. So there.
I hate unreasonable people, dont you?
Grr. Bloody.

and nothing's ever as it seems when all your dreams exist in memories.

too late to apologize

2007-11-05T07:11:00.000-08:00

Go Read&Review my latest Fanfic people! Y

[FANFIC]
story: too late to apologize.
ROYALSHIPPING! Ryo/Zane x Asuka/Alexis.

Im going to try out a Fruits Basket fanfic! Although Im a worshipper of RoyalShipping. But Yukiru (YukixTohru) is kinda cool too, no?

Urgh. I feel good writing fanfics. It's like I can let out everything. Haha. Im making no sense :)

Whatever. Go R&R! Thanks <3

Will you be there to catch my tears when they fall?

2007-11-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

Life is like a deep, long sleep, and love, is like a dream

This is one sentence from Diaper Boiboi's Fanfic. It's way hot. Heehee Boiboi Im helping you do FREE advertising, you better thank me, no? Go R&R her fanfic! [click]

I feel like going back to fanfic. :D Maybe I should go back, no? Heehee. Write about YukixTohru! And RoyalShipping, ZanexAlexis! :D

Meaningless post.
will you even be here to stop the tears from falling?
will you be here with me, at all?
i think not.

story of stories

2007-11-04T21:46:00.000-08:00

Took these quiizes from Sheila's blog! :D

Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[ ] I like wearing accessories.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[x] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[ ] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 10% girly.

Boyish
[ ] I wear baggy pants.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switc hfoot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores. who likes them?
[x] I don't like shopping.
[x] I like to go bungee jumping. I LOVE BUNGEE JUMPING :D
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[x] I barely wear perfume.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 70% boyish.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying. (:X)
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[x] I enjoy reading books.
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time.
[ ] I correct people with their grammar.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are 10% nerdy.

Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[ ] I always sit at the corner.
[x] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes. (0.o Thats considered emo -.-)
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[ ] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. you are 10% emo.

Childish
[ ] I am open to my parents.
[ ] I sleep with a stuff toy.
[x] I watch cartoons. YUGIOHGX! ♥
[x] I don't like watching horror movies. i scared ):
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[ ] I like being with my family relatives.
[ ] I take bubble baths.
[ ] I've ran around the house in my underwear.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10. you are 20% childish .

Heehee whatever. A totally lameeeee quiz. Just realised I stopped watching YugiohGX for a long time to go for my mangas (which I havent even got) Maybe I should go back yeah? I♥ZaneT. Oh and yay I love JayC's new song Cai Hong! ♥ I can listen to it ALL DAY.

1.Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?;
YukiSohma, like duh. Or KyoSohma! :D And you. Heehee.
2 . Who do you blame for your mood today?;
Im freaking happy now. I dont know why? Maybe I should blame you again?
3. Have you ever seen a dead body?;
Erm yeah. My brother's tuition teacher :/
4. What should we do w/ stupid people?;
I just tolerate them. I am around stupid people everyday. Hurhur. Like Xiying, Sheryl, and Shipei. My junior is as smart as me though ;D
5 . How long do you think you will live?;
I'd rather die at around 50. So I dont have to live until so old when all the illnesses all come out ):
6. What was the first thing you did this morning?;
Went for bridging :/ Played computer? Heehee.
7. The color of carpet in your bedroom?;
Im allergic. to dust. Erm yeah.
8. Last person you went out to dinner with?;
Heeehee. My family I guess. ;D
9 . Are you spoiled?;
Nopeeee. Look at my wallet and you will definitely know. Im broke all the time luh -.-
10. Do you drink lot of water?;
No.. prefer coke you know?
11. How do you vent your anger?;
A lot of vulgarities come out I guess :/ Oh and I dont know. Heehee "talk" to Kevin?
12. The last compliment you received?;
"you very very very chio & smart leh" from Xiying. Thanks Xiying! You might reach there someday!
13. Do you look more like your mother or father?;
Dont know?
14. When was the last time you threw up?;
Also dont know.
17 . What theme does your room have?;
I want to go repaint it soooon. Anyway the theme is: Rubbish Bin/Pigsty.
18 . Are you a momma's child or a daddy's child?;
I am a nobody's child. Dont know la.
19. Would you ever join the military?;
No. Who will?
20. The last websites you visited?;
Friendster ;D
21. Who was the last person you took a picture with?;
Xiying. When she FORCED me to zilian ://///
22. Last person you went to the movies with?
Hahas. Went to watch gameplan!
23. The last person you stared at?;
that fking idiot on the way back to school who kept staring at me for no freaking apparent reason. It's irritating okays.
24. Number of pillows on your bed?;
2. my brother has 4. -.-
25. Is anything alive in your room?;
Yeah. me.
26. Today, would you rather go back a week or go forward a week?
Also no diff what. I'd rather go back to sec1.
27. What is your current goal to achieve?;
Not screw up my sec3 year.
28.How do you feel when you see him?;
Heehee. Ill feel really really happy. Haha and Ill start laughing randomly.
29. How long is your hair?;
Shoulder length -.-
30. What are your current worries?;
Er. something.
31. Do you have plans for summer?;
There's no summer in singapore, sadly. But whatever. I shall just study hard.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i dont want to grow up.
i want to stay like this forever, with you.

her heart tells a different story

2007-11-04T20:47:00.000-08:00

The shortest word for me is "I",
The sweestest word for me is "love",
The only word for me is "you".

Bridging today again. Yay Mrs Ong didnt come! I hope this happens EVERYDAY. Ill be super happy! ت Went to TM (again) and played stress at macs (again!). Now I owe xiying money, sobsobs :'( This is way sad. Going out later for a family gathering. Yawns. :D Lala I kept helping people win for uno! :/ Ill put down smth and they would have it, and well, I was onceeee the ultimate loser :D Heehee but please dont be mistaken okays? TayXiying the cheena woman is still the worst okays? Jiayous Xiying! Dont lose heart! ;D Anyway I help people win. Doesnt that show how wonderful & bighearted I am? :X Gosh Xiying will be jealous. She longs to be like me. Heeheehee.

On the walk back home, I realised I will miss so many things this year. I remember there was once stupid Xiying told me she was the one who invented bhb, and I halfbelieved it. Half only, but still. Now Im much wiser. Heehee :D And that time during Shanghai when everyday me & sheryl would spend like 1 hour plus at night stuffing everyth into our luggages, and the next day just chuck them all around. :X Hohoho. Farmer called our room a pigsty :/ And the time when Mr Chan saw the * that I wrote on my maths exercise book :X And the time when Sunli wore the hot pink bra and Shipei and Sheryl were busy laughing and at the same time ogling at it. Sunli never dared wear hot pink again yeah? ;D And that time Xiying and I drew the "model" of two people on our chinese books and heehee never dared to open it again. And that time Shipei and I came up with 101 ways to die and stopped at 5 and made a mess out of our table at Pastamania. And that time when Jeremie thought I was the one who wrote Jeremie loves Jeremie on the table and in the end we ended up quarreling and scolding vulgarities - on our first conve somemore! :D And that time when Bingyi went to ask whether PMS = Pre maritial.. ? And during functions training when I was like the slowest and the most blur of all. :/ And when Lihui ALWAYS came to find me to go the toilet -.- And when Alvina that retardhead came to my house and gave me donuts! (Y) And when Alvina and I went to the TKGS investiture and we were like sleeeeping all the way through the speech.

2F07 Lions home visit.

And here is proof that Xiying is the UNholiest of them all ;D

Sheryl's gonna kill me, no? Lolxzxzxz Sheryl looks spas [:

Zhuuuuuuuus Y

farewell I think. Where Charrr became a Christmas treeeee! ;D

Investiture :D

buying the ties for Mr Kwang at TM and eating cheese prata! [:

Investiture again. We love zilianing!

Our first group picture tgt. I love this picture Y

Sighs Im going to miss people going to IP. Like Jiayun, Lihui, Shipei, blahblah. :/ Must takecare okays? Jiayun & Lihui MUST come back to see us okay! And Shipei MUST MUST MUST become stupider okays? Heehees.

Im off. Im running late. And Im going to be neutral about everyone else. The only person I CANT be neutral about just has to be YOU. :D

Im sorry, I really am very sorry.
Im sorry I dont have enough middle fingers to tell you how i REALLY feel about you ;D

and if I had my way, I'd never get over you.

2007-11-03T23:03:00.000-07:00

You've only got three choices in life: Give up, give in, or give it all you've got.

I feel super ت now.

1 weeek of holidays gone like that! Gosh my holidays are flying past meeeeee. Heehee whatever. Been going out alot everyday. After bridging go out. Weekends go out. Nighttime go out. :X Yawns luckily my father doesnt complain or anyth. Heehee.

Munchyyyy donuts today! Yay to donuts! I absolutely ♥ donuts. Food for that matter yes? Heehee looking forward to bridging tmrw. Dont know why? Just want to see that ahem, cheena woman again. ;D I love seeing cheena woman. Kinda boosts my morale when I see how stupid she is compared to me. Heeheehee.

Haha this is super cool yeah! ;D And I got this rating because of shit (10x), hurt (3x), fuck (2x), porn (1x). LOL hurt also considered a vulgarity? Heehee no small kids allowed here! Sheryl why are you reeeeaading? You need to wait 10 more years. ;D Jiayou jiayou! 10 more years only!

Heehee I want neooooos! :D Neos with Sheryl, Cheena woman, junior, Jolyn & Shipei! Yaaaaaay I love neos. Take neos somedayyyyy okays? Mwahahaha.

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
Out queueing for munchydonuts & just finished tuition (x
2. Who are you in love with?
YukiSohma from fruitsbasket. No one can steal him away from me heeheehee ;D And of course ZaneTruesdale. Whatever, you gotta admit he's way hot. And KyoSohma too? Heehee. And of course you.
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Heehee I didnt eat it but I licked it. LOL. It was a dare.
4. Is there anything pink within 10feet of you?
My keyboard. My wallet. My donuts. 8days. Yaaaaay.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
Today! :D Plaza Sing & Marina Square. For my beloved DONUTS! (:
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
who wears socks in the house anyways?
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
Heehee I dont even have a car. I think if i reaaaally drive a car, Ill bang everyth in like 10m radius..
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
I dont, cant, and wont driveeeee. LOL.
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Yeppppps. To watch the gameplan! xD
11. What are you wearing right now?
clothes.
12. Do you wash your car or let the carwash do it?
I dont have a car O.o
13. Last food that you ate?
munchydonuts!♥
14 . Where were you last week at this time?
Home. :D
15. You bought any clothing items in the last week?
No money. Got money also spent on my beloved Fruits Basket. Heeheehee. Yaaay FruitsBasket is love! YukiSohma! Y
16. When is the last time you ran?
Heehee very very very long time.
17. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Basketball..
18. What is your favorite animal?
Cockroach. Heehee no way. I hate animals luh.
19. Your dream vacation?
Paris is love! :D

Im off to maple. Yaaaaay. And maybe see my fanfics what happened. o.o Heehee I got more reviews now! xDD
i miss you(:

There's a place in your heart that nobody's been, take me there.

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著

2007-11-03T04:48:00.000-07:00

One of the songs in JayC's album 彩虹

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為甚麼天這麼安靜
所有的煙都跑到我這裡

有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞
沒有理由我也能自己逃

你要離開我知道更簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

RAP
看不見你的笑
要我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

The lyrics are damn nice :D Gosh JayC's songs are so utterly chio luh! :D Goshhhhh I want a bf like JayC yay yay yay yay yay. Heehee. Lala. Byeeeeeee.

love at first sight is always cured by a second glance.
and a third, and a fourth, and a fifth, and a sixth... <33>

functionsouting?

2007-11-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

Went out just now. Watched game plan. Lols it's such a stupid show luh. I prefer Secret luh but it's okay. Heehee havent watched movies for such a long long time. But whatever. I really enjoyed myself in the movie! :D Went to find my FruitsBasket after that. Sai luh no $$, sadly. Heehee.

Gosh I want a Functions Outing! Y
can we have one? pretttty pleaseeeeeeeeeee :D

Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly

2007-11-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

if i had to choose between love and breathing, i'd use my last breath to tell you i love you.

031107. Thats today (:

Heehee. It's 12.30 and Im back from a very early lunch :D I got up damn early today at about 6. Shit man yawns. Plus was busy listening to muttons at midnight on 987 ystd. *grins* i love muttons at midnight, even though i always fall asleep somewhere around 1. Blame Boiboi for getting me addicted to that thing :D
Heehee went to Changi Airport just now. :D I♥Macs to bits & pieces. Yay MACS. Yumyum. Anyway went around walking and windowshopping and i bought this stupid ring thats worth $6 and now i regret it because im not going to wear it at all. DD; Heehee my stomach's happy & im happy now!

Watching secret! Yay I♥Secret luhs. JayC plays the piano so well! Heehee Secret brings back all the gooooooood memories, stupid. x) Lalala. Back to Secret (:

Y you must takecare okays.. wherever you are i hope your thinking of me. i WILL miss you.. alot ): its hard to let go. but sometimes its the only thing that will be good for us in the end.

isnt it ironic?
we adore the ones who ignore us, ignore the ones that adore us,
love the ones who hurt us, and hurt the ones who love us.

Oblivion

2007-11-02T02:19:00.001-07:00

with you the rest of the world blurs into oblivion.
you are all that matters in my life.

Take my quizzzzzzzzz! :] If you are a genuis you'll get above 9!
[Click here or die :D]

[ ] You own over 10 bottles of nailpolish
[ ] You own perfume that cost over $60. crazy can buy 7mangaas! :/
[ ] You had/have fake nails
[ ] You have more than one hair product
[ ] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp.
[x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
Total: 1

Do you:
[ ] Have/had a hair color that is notyour natural color
[ ] Have blonde moments atleast once a day
[ ] Constantly keep your phone at your side damnit NO PHONE NO PHONE @*#&(@*#
[ ] Dance around in your room whennobody else is home. crazy go dance still go home dance :/
[ ]Refuse to go out in public withoutmakeup
Total: 1

DO YOU ADORE:
[ ] Makeup
[ ] Glitter
[ ] The Color Pink (I HATE PINK PUI)
[ ] Shopping only when necessary
[ ] Jewellery
[x] Mirrors oops. guilty :X
[ ] Chick flicks
[ ] Shoes
[ ] Rainbows
[ ] Unicorns (I hate unicorns too. they're gay)
[ ] Disney Movies
[ ] Candles
[ ] Flowers
[ ] Stuffed Animals
[ ] Purses
[ ] Boots
[x] Starbucks caramelfrappe! Y
Total: 3

DO YOU SAY:
[x] Whatever.
[x] Oh my gosh/goodness/god
[ ] Hun/honey
[ ] That's hot
[ ] Dunzo
[ ] Darling
[ ] Psh
[ ] Cutie
[ ] Hottie
[ ] Totally
[ ] Fer Shur
[ ] Fabulous
[X] Hell (what the hell HAHA)
[ ] like
[ ] duh
Total: 6

Do You Read:
[ ] Cosmopolitan/Cosmo Girl
[ ] Cleo
[ ] Marie Claire
[ ] Elle
[ ] Vogue
[ ] Dolly
[ ] Girlfriend
[ ] Teen Vogue
[ ] Famous
[ ] New idea
[ ] NW
[ ] Madison
[ ] Who
[ ] PerezHilton.com
T otal: 6 (I read 8days!)

Have you Seen These:
[ ] Legally Blonde
[ ] Elizabethtown
[ ] Mean Girls
[ ] Now & Then
[ ] The Notebook
[ ] A Walk to Remember
[ ] Sweet Home Alabama
[ ] Where the Heart is
[ ] Just my luck
[ ] John Tucker Must Die
[ ] Centerstage
[ ] Bring it On
[ ] How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
[ ] Mona Lisa Smile
Total: 6

Are you/ have you been Addictedto
[ ] LOST
[ ] America's Next Top Model it's at 10 and im sleeping ^^
[ ] Project Runway
[ ] Desperate Housewives
[ ] The Simple Life
[ ] Next pussycat doll
[ ] 8th & Ocean
[ ] Grey's Anatomy
[ ] The O.C.
[ ] Laguna Beach/The Hills
[ ] Nip/Tuck
[ ] Gilmore Girls
[ ] Veronica Mars
[ ] One tree hill
Total: 6

I am 6% barbie

Who wants to be barbieeeee? :] I break barbie's heads okay! Out of the three barbies I have, two have broken heads while the other one has a broken leg :X

Love is a habit hard to break.

2007-11-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

The only thing harder than walking away, is never turning back

Bridging again. Nothing changes in bridging. Except today we got chocolate! Lala I love Mrs Ong :] Slacked abit then Charr gaves us all lame names :/ Aww man trust Charr. Went to dance. Yawn damnit we've finally finished the dance! Kinda fun when the teacher scolds us. :X Because Ill be laughing at her. Hehs Sheryl Boiboi cheer up okays! :] We all know how much of a * Cheongmaylan is. Heehee work hard in sec3! Because Sec3 year sucks like shit DD; Went to 85 and ate. Hehs. Ilovefood! :D

HOME LIFE
[ ] I constantly fight with my parents.
[ ] I constantly fight with my siblings.
[X] I never help around the house.
[X] I lie to my parents a lot.
[ ] I never do what I'm told.
[ ] I've cussed at my parents before.
[X] I've been grounded for a month or more.
[ ] I've tried to sneak someone in. i always sneak OUT :X
[ ] I've slapped a family member.
[X] I've screamed at my mother.
[X] I've been out way past my curfew.
[ ] I've insulted a sibling and made him/her cry.
[ ] I've injured a sibling and made him/her cry.
TOTAL SO FAR = 5

SCHOOL LIFE
[X] Teachers have called me a slacker.
[ ] I've gotten a detention.
[ ] I've been suspended.
[ ] I got expelled.
[X] I've cut class.
[ ] I skipped school altogether.
[ ] I've done drugs or drank alcohol on school premisis.
[ ] I've been sent to the principal's office.
[ ] My teachers have had to phone home several times regarding my bad bahavior or grades.
[X] I get bad grades.
[X] I don't try in school.
[X] I've sworn at the teacher or principal.
[X] I stuck up my middle finger at the teacher or principal.
[X] I've ran off the school grounds during school and didn't come back.
TOTAL SO FAR = 12

SOCIAL LIFE
[ ] I've been called a slut.
[X] I've been called a bitch.
[X] I've been called an asshole.
[ ] I've been called a liar.
[X] I've been called a fake.
[ ] I've been called a poser.
[X] I've been called any other kind of insult. try emo :]
[X] I have called anyone any of these things.
[ ] I have made fun of a retarded person. Farmer considered? he's worse :X
[ ] I have been kicked out of a public place.
[ ] I've caused a scene in a public place.
[ ] I threw a fit in a public place.
[ ] I'm hardly ever invited to parties and such because the person is afraid I'll do something mean.
[ ] I've been asked to leave a party.
[X] I've emotionally hurt somebody.
[X] I've made fun of someone because of they way they look.
[ ] People have said they hated me.
[ ] I don't have many friends.
TOTAL = 19

LOVE LIFE
[ ] I have never had a boyfriend.
[ ] I have never kissed a boy.
[ ] No guys ever talk to me.
[X] Guys have made fun of me. FARMER. T.T
[X] Some guys talk bad about me behind my back. thats not a guy, thats a girl :]
[ ] Screw that, they talk bad about me to my FACE!
[ ] In a relationship I have psychically abused my boyfriend. heehee i dont bully you do i?
[ ] In a relationship I have sexually abused my boyfriend.
[ ] I don't have much of a love life at all.
[ ] It's been at least half a year since I've been in a relationship.
[ ] I've asked someone out and they rejected me.
[ ] I've been cheated on by my boyfriend.
TOTAL = 28

NOW FOR THE SCORING
0 :: This seems almost impossible. You are totally pure and innocent and I'm surprised you're even reading this, you're so sweet. Obviously you would never think of doing anything rebellious as this which is why many people think you are BORING.

1 - 10 :: Wow, you must be an angel. Friends, boys, teachers, and family all love you. But all that love might be a bad thing.. it seems like you are too perfect to be true. Try doing something spontaneous and out there for once. It doesn't have to get you in trouble, but you need to have some fun once and a while.

11 - 20 :: I think this is the level most people should be at, or in their low twenties. Good job. You have a good attitude, and people generally seem to like you a lot.

21 - 30 :: We're starting to enter the danger zone, but not quite. This is a pretty good level, but you should consider working on your attitude a little more so you won't have to worry about these crappy things happening to you again.

31 - 40 :: Some of the things you do make you seem like a pretty mean person or a not very well liked person. In order to change all that, you need to change your ways first and learn some proper manners.

41 - 50 :: Well hello there, teen rebel. You appear to think you can do whatever you want whenever you want but in today's society that's not the case. I think you should try to act more appropriate before someone really gets pissed.

50+ :: This is not good. I'm sorry to tell you, but you have a really bad attitude and you sound like an asshole. But this is probably not the first time you've heard this from anybody. Therefore, you should listen for ONCE and do something good that will make you a nicer person.

im so holey^^ 031107. thats tomorrow! :] Hahaha got 100 for Sheryl's quiz & 90 for Junior's quiz. Heehee. Aint I smart? ;D Not like some stupid peopleeeee. :] China woman. :X oops.

Heehee Im happy with my life now. Very happy :DD thinking about YOU. i love creating memories with you. maybe 2007 was a kinda good year too wasnt it? :]

they said i deserve the best; but if the best isnt you than I dont want it

Cover my eyes so i only see with my heart

2007-10-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

He had a chance to walk away and he didn't.

011107. 1st November already. Shiiit my holidays are flying past me! DD; And tomorrow's already friday! This. is. freaking. sad. Hahahaha. Erhm, had bridging again today. Yawns bridging is boringggg. And time goes so quickly and my brain cells are rotting every single session yawns :D Sheryl, Corinne and Xiying making loads of noise as usual. Can't they spare a thought for the guai girl doing work? DD;

Erm heehee after that went down to 85 to eat. Sai luh. Im so freaking poor. I only have 60c now. Not even $1. Damnit damnit damnit :D Played UNO! I love UNO! So long as it's not stress. Heehee lost one time, won one time. Mwahaha. Stupid Sheryl kept on whining about going home. Yawn and they went to sms * like wtf. DD; I will get into trouble okays. Heeehee. Went donut factory after that. I love donut factory! :D Mwahaha. I ♥ White Strawberry Heart. Yayyyyy :D

Off I go to enjoy the last of Thursday. Before Friday comes of course. :D And enjoy my white strawberry heart! x) Heehee.
Well whats wrong with emo? You said I was emo, but what about you? You aren't any much better. In fact, you're not much better as the saintly, bird with a broken wing pictre you painted yourself as. You disgust me. And you're not much better too ^^
was that EMO? ^^

love is an UNDERSTATEMENT; they havent made a word for what I feel for you.

Damn boy, I get high on your smile.

2007-10-31T02:55:00.000-07:00

He was the one who said it, you were the one who proved it.

3rd day in bridging. Totally sucks. I hate bridging can. Get up at like 8 to do maths yawn. Plus today was raining. I hate getting up on rainy days especially when I want to sleeeeep. ;D Had a cool time at bridging with the stupid China Woman and crazy Sheryl.

Went Parkway Parade with Yunxuan, Chinawoman, Sheryl, corinne & jolyn after that. Waited for like 1.5 hours for the buns to arrive. Played Stress with YunXuan and Xiying. Heehee I tio trashed again by Xiying. But I also trashed Yunxuan and Xiying, erm once. :// Thats kinda pathetic huh :D Ate two burgers and was still NOT full. Sai luh see how hungry I am. Corinne also. Heehee eateateat (:

Went Comics Connection after that. DD; My FRUITSBASKET. Damnit I really have no money. Nevermind, Im going on weekends to kinokuniya to get my comics! ;D Mwahaha need the card Xiying okays? Heehee. Sheryl bought some stupid card protector for her cards while erms, Corinne & Yunxuan was going crazy over Wuzun and Xiying was going crazy over the Fahrenheit guy Calvin or smt. She does have bad taste doesnt she?

Mwahaha. Sowwie Xiying tmrw cannot go out. Got smt on. Heehee. Im listening to The Great Escape now! I still Y The Great Escape! (: Lalala. Im glad your here.. again. it hurts so much to say you're right.. again.

Sometimes you give everything. But sometimes it's just not enough.

left in the rain.

2007-10-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

I see my goal, yet I cant reach it.
I know what I want, yet getting there requires inhumane effort.
Fighting and fighting everyday. with him.
In the end, this fighting is like a circle that will never end.
And Im so tired of fighting you know?
Anyone would be tired.
You can tell him he won, because I choose to break out of the circle.
Your priorities may be different from mine, but it changes everything doesnt it.
Admit it. If your priorities are different, it changes your thinking, your actions, your words.
His priorities had never changed, never will.
What can I do about this?
Im going to change my priorities again.
People suck. I dont understand them at all.

i am going to be a happy girl from now onwards.
let the problems worry for themselves.
i am not going to care about anything anymore.
thankyou sheryl! :D

love, me

2007-10-30T01:13:00.000-07:00

you are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy when skies are grey,
you'll never know dear, how much i love you,
please dont take my sunshine away..

im desperate for money now. i want, need my mangas. i still need to ask you. i wonder what you are going to say? why am i going crazy because of this? sighs. sai luh. suddenly i realise, i regret so many things. why did i screeew up bigtime? shit. im so sorry? DD; suddenly. i want to go back to learning piano. heehee. why did i quit anyway? sai luh. -.- i dont know what im feeling now. i miss you. i miss all the times we had. i miss how we could talk on the phone for hours. i miss how we could never be apart. but you dont care anymore. or maybe i dont. does it make a diff?

cheer myself up? :///// i dont know already im going crazy. but heehee he really is cuteee isnt he? DD;

me, myself and i. thats all i got. ;D

2007-10-30T00:05:00.000-07:00

you are a part of me, you are the heart of me,
everywhere i look, everyone is just a different shade of you.

Today was bridging again. Gosh I hate bridging okay. Mrs Ong gives like so many damn questions and me & Boiboi look at them and we're like 0.o Damnit plus Boiboi was going on and on about her xbox game while holy me was busy tryin to do maths. Im so guai, no?

Heehee after that went w Xiying, Jolyn and Boiboi to TM. Im like @#*&()#$( broke luh. I didnt even have enough for one hashbrown 0.o Which I thought was made by erhm, chicken ;D Sai luh. Played UNO there. Heehee Jolyn the ultimate loser! Played and played even when that stupid person came tell us that there was no playing cards. Heehee it's UNO what. Then went ToysRUs, MiniToons, Popular, and finally ended up in the changing room playing UNO. Heehee.

Sec 3. 2008. Sai luh. DD; I really dont want to grow up. I want to turn back time. I want to do so many more things. So many things I regretted never doing. Im going to hate Sec 3. Work work work. Study study study. Read read read. Sai luh. Yawwwwwwwn next year is going to be shit. shit im getting emo.

it's really hard watching people change right in front of me.
but you know what's more painful? remembering the person that they used to be.

far away..

2007-10-29T05:46:00.000-07:00

Sighs I've finished reading FruitsBasket volue 5 & 6. Sighs DD; It's so sad okays i nearly cried. Kyo Sohma had an equally sad life. Sighs. Yuki has so much on his mind. It's so freaking sad. DD; WHY is Yuki & Kyo so freaking sad? Why do they have such an unfair life? Sighs. I love my animes. But Im broke now.. I cant get volume 7&8. Sighs..

Doesnt he look so super hot when he's sad?

Yuki Sohma. Sighs. He's damn hot right. *dian dao*

i never thought i'd hear those words from anyone.
i thought no one ever knew...
but then you came along, said the words i needed to hear the most...
and then the fear and uncertainity all faded far away...
how did you know? how did you sense it?
i dont deserve your faith in me. i dont deserve all this trust you put in me..
sucks.
i hate this feeling.

2007 was a turbulent year.
i learnt many things, lies, backstabbing, joy, heartbreak..
2007. It'll just be a mere memory again.
2007. 2006. 2005. what difference does it make?
years, days, hours, seconds of memories.
i dont want to care. i hate 2007.
goodbye. to all the regret, anger, the bitterness, the hatred.
goodbye to all this shit.

i want to leave you.
gonna let the tears fall for the last time, allow myself to sink into that state of selfpity for the last time.
after that there's going to be no more.
i've learnt i made a mistake. i did..
and i feel real upset now. i seem to get nothing right ever in 2007 did i?
but forget it, thats behind me, i dont care anymore.
thanks. for the mmrs?
i realised it's the first few tiems I really really really had so much fun, laughed sincerely with you.
goodbye <3> my love, dont forget me. wont you?

over

2007-10-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now for you and me.

Okays I suddenly feel very the emo 0.o Yeah. Will miss some people next year. Without them around, it would feel so super weird won't it? Like something's missing from your life. DD; Shit. So yup. Some random names.

♥ Shipei.
That stupid, retarded, actholy, actpure, actinnocent, actguai face. DD; I guess Im going to reaaaally miss that stupid face next year. Must come back okays. And dont make decisions you definitely will regret yeah. Yeah, and dont worry even if you go TJ, farmer, me and sheryl will never forget that you still owe us a big big treat okays! ;D Study hard okays! Heehee. (L)

♥ Jiayun.
Yups Functions de! Why are youuuuu leaving? Won't ever forget the times where we zilianed and then bugged you like crazeee to go edit the pictures. Jiayun the photoshop machine! Bwahahha. We all need to grow taller! 161cm! :D Takecare & study hard yups! (L)

♥ Lihui.
See another smart one in Functions leaving ): Heehee won't forget your my "toilet buddy" and I still kept the note that you gave to me. Haha Im so guai yeah. Must study hard make Functions proud okays! ;D Mwahaha toilet buddies (L)

♥ Xiying.
Sigh. China Woman. We will really miss you okay! Thats why for two weeks during bridging we simply MUST let you leave with wonderful memories of me & sheryl's singing! We WILL expand our singing list, dont worry! Sing more songs? Oldies? Heeehee. China woman, take care of yourself okay. And if you end up in the same class as Kevin, dont forget to make him remember me everyday (L)

♥ Famer Brown.
0.o Heehee. Stupid junior why you go to trip sci. Heehee better not curse you or else you cannot make it :X Mwahaha. These hols must go out more okay. LOL got secret motive de. If you somehow end up same class as Kevin (0.o what if you get tripsci + CLIT?!?!) then you must make sure Kevin grow fatter everyday. Mwahahahahahahahha. (L)

♥ Sheryl.
I hope we'll be in the same class next year yeah! ;D Dont lose hope okays! Sureeee can! Heehee. But you've been a totally retarded Boiboi. Like stupid and doing stupid things. Heehee rmbr that time in Shanghai, when we both couldnt wake up? And in the end we were ALWAYS rushing down, and either the last or somewhere around there. Yups. I got one wish for you.. heehee grow taller xD (L)

♥ Jolyn.
Heehee wont miss you so much. DD; Because you're in dance also. Shit. Hellow you ziliano. Stop acting spastic and alw going out somewhere *winks* ;D Lala and start watching YugiohGX YOU WONT REGRET IT! you will only regret watching bleach :X takecare yeah! (L)

♥ someone.
Well takecare yeah. Thanks for all these memories, and counting! ;D You've been totally sweet. Although you ARE stupid, spastic, retarded, crappy, horny and totally UNpure. Compared to me the pure, holy, innocent girl ;DD Haha lala takecare yeaaaaah (: (L)

I guess that's all. Erm only because Im totally tired out. I want to read my mangas! It's like calling out to me. DD; Yuki Sohma! Why do you have such a sad life? Sad childhoooood sighs DD; But you're so sweeeeeeeet. So totally sweet! Why can't Tohru Honda see that huh? :/

OHMYGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY IS HE SO TOTALLY HOT DD; PLEASE. HE'S EVEN HOTTER THAN ZANETRUESDALE. OR ASTERPHOENIX :X OR VELLIANCROWLER. OR SYRUS (DUH) GOSH WHAT A TOTALLY PRETTY BOY :D

I must calm down musn't I? Did I make a wrong decision? SHIT. I hate making decisions. I shall just leave it up to fate. It shall decide for me. I dont care anymore. I hate making decisions. X.X

:/ I just want to tell you. There are going to be times in your life when all you just freaking want to do is lie down in the middle of the road during rush hour. And I want you to know that no matter how many times you feel like lying there.. I will always be here to block traffic for you :D

It's you. When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me is you.

late but worth the wait/

2007-10-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

i want, wish, hope, to be a little kid again.
when all my troubles could be solved by chocolate.
and where fairytales and dreams came alive.

sighs DD; Won't it be good if I was a little kiddie again? But well, I wouldnt have learnt The Internet is for Porn song, won't be able to read my Fruits Basket, and won't be able to have met you. Sighs. DD; Being a little kid is cool. Heehee but nothing much changed. Im still as holy ;D

Went bridging today. Shit 1 hour is like freaaking short can. DD; And still have to do three specimen papers. Heehee Im going to get my tuition teacher's help :X Xiying is a China woman! 0.o Sai luh, heehee. China Woman. :X Sheryl's brother made some card for her. Spelt Aster's name as Ashter, Blair as Bla 0.o, and I forgot alr? But she didnt spelll Zane's name wrongly! (Y) Went TM after that and played UNO. Gosh Im the ultimate winner in UNO! Followed by Jolyn, Sheryl and then last of all, and the ultimate loser: ~~FARMER~~ FAMER BROWN! Bought my beauuuutiful Fruits Basket. Im going to be craaaazee over Yuki Sohma again! ♥ Why is he so hot? DD; Thats a qsn that will never be answered. Took Neos. Damn chio heehee.

Sighs why is Famer so evil? DD; And why am I so pure, holy, innocent etc?
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
jnr!
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
yes snr
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
xDD heehee i help you pass up form already
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
wl
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
fuck
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
wl
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
fuck
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
i go back put for you you still curse me
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
ungrateful stupid junior

Next time I dont help you alr. So ungrateful. Yawn. ;D A lot of people were at 85 & in school. Mostly SJAB 0.o lols. Heehee. Sighs DD; Will I regret my decision? I hope not.

I love you because you can sing a song that only we can hear. <3

ever?

2007-10-28T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi, my name is Yours. Yours forever ;D

Had a really interesting conve with Kevin, Jeremie, Shipei, Sheryl, Farmer & me! :D It's really cool. The step by step guide to frenching! Please find out very very very experienced instructor if you wish for live demos :D Mwahahha erm I dont need to say out the name do I? Heehee anyway. Farmer has a changi airport frame! 0.o Thats putting it nicely :D Shipei's treating us to NYNY, cafe cartel, macs, kfc, fish & co, ding tai fung, crystal jade, all the cool places you think of, me, sheryl & jnr are going! [: Thank you for being so bighearted Shipei! Going Jacks Place w Farmer & sheryl tmrw! :D Shipei's treat. Mwahhaha.

Your like my favorite song, my favorite quote, my favorite book, you feel like home.
and I gotta say, I haven’t been home in awhile and I wanna go back home <3

best damn thing :D

2007-10-27T21:10:00.000-07:00

I think people dream for a reason - so we dont have to be away from one another.
if we're in each others dreams, we'll always be together. always.

Heehee Im back from my "hiatus" which didnt really last very long anyway. Busy playing maple now. DD; Whatever it's lame. I care? ;D heehee I dont.

So the year is over just like that. Guess I will really miss Sheryl, Shipei, Xiying, Farmer, Jolyn alot? DD; Erm and yeah the rest of 2F also. Yeah but basically I will miss all of them, especially Farmer's fat wallet. Heeheehee. We must make use of 2007 and continue getting Farmer to treat us all okay? Heeheehee. Yeah, thanks for making my life in 2F so lively. And of course, I'll reaaaaaally miss Kevin. I mean, my source of entertainment. DD; Sighs. Goodbye Kevin. Dont forget to greet me when you see me ;D

Havent passed up the form yet. Shit. I really really hope I dont get into the same class as someone. Which might become a high possibility. Im desperately PRAYING, wishing, hoping that I don't ;D It'll be sad if I do, but I dont really care. :D Whatever. You think Ill really care anyway? ;DD

I've made my decision. It's going to be tough, but yeah. Thats it. I've decided. Im not going to go back on my words. This chapter of my life is closed. ;D Mwahahhaa.

Love is you and me - just you and me.
dont forget all these memories okays?

lost

2007-10-26T22:29:00.000-07:00

我在哪里失去了方向？

life turns around

2007-10-26T05:55:00.000-07:00

i really really believed it..

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAP.
what am I doing? SHIT.
Whatever.

Had dance & it was okaye I guess. Heehee PAS with aircon is cool. And the dance is kinda cool too although I was dreaaaaming my life away. Erm yeah. DD; Heehees. Im going to get my mangas soon. 0.o anyway who's that guy/girl on my tagboard? Whatever. I dont really care okay. ;D Heehee.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

♥HIATUS

Im going to figure out what I have to do & what Im going to do. Dont want to make the wrong decisions. :D :D
Heehee Im so weird. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Im sorry, Im sorry I can't be perfect enough.
i still have you. im grateful for that :D

2007-10-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

Heehee had a fun day playing UNO today. Stress stress stress! Yay Im the ultimate loser. Mwahahahah. I really feel very stressed playing with farmer. Although I did win him once. :D Heehee. Got back results today. Thankyou Jiayun for that lovely card. Sighs. Must jiayous in your TJ life okays DD; We'll definitely miss you! Zz got back results too. Sighs this is so shit. Except I get my mangaas! that love! ;D

I've never been so pissed in my whole life. Okays maybe not. But yeah, you get it. I think you should just fuck off and die. I cant stand this bloody shit you always put me through. He was right. Again. I was wrong. Again. All I want to do now is not be hurt anymore. Is that wrong? I dont want to pin my hopes up on YOU and be disappointed. Again. I can't stand all this anymore. I dont care anymore. I dont want to care anymore. You fuck off. You might blame me. But i blame HIM.

Just some pissed off shit. Got dance later again DD; Mama kill me. I feel so fkingly sick and I cant dance anymore? Heeehee. DD;

I end my post with just one comment!
Yuki Sohma rocks♥
Bwahahahhaha xoxo loveeeees.

You were right. I admit it. I was wrong. Okays? You fucking happy? I hope you are.
Ohmigoshhhh. Stress management 3.33 are you sure SL? I sure seem damn stressed now :)

:D cause you make me SMILE.

2007-10-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

No matter what kind of memory it is, it should always be in your heart.

*screaaaaams* Yuki Sohma DD; Sighs. This is sad. I'm not going to get my mangas anytime soon. Sighhhhhhhhhs. My brother called me stupid today 0.o For spending $100 on mangas. Heehee what does he know. He spends about alot on maple cash too. Lala who's he to talk ;D

single, taken or crushing?
single. but taken by Yuki Sohma! :D

are you happy with your life now?
Yeah Im kinda happy with my life right now as it is.

when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Hahah how would I know? DD; YukiSohma is hot though heehee.

have you ever had your heart broken?
Who hasn't? 0.o That person must be damn guai.

do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
It depends what kind of cheating? DD; Whatever. But don't cheat is like the best. Erh.. duh.

would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
It depends? Maybe he cheated in his chinese test 0.o

have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
Yeah. Only we were laughing about it. Think so far for what. Yawn. You can even plan who you want to marry ;D

if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
Food 0.o Lol whatever la. I also dont care except if its you :)

do you believe in love first sight?
Yeah ;D

Are you romantic?
Nooooo I'm not those kind of flower person. Heehee flowers DIE anyway. Whats the point of giving? DD;

Do you believe you can change someone?
Yeah.. why not? heehee. have i changed you?

do you easily give in when you are fighting?
If someone like KLWC hits me, Ill run to MARS. DD; Depends what we're fighting about. Heehee why quarrel so much anyway? Quarrel quarrel quarrel. Might as well not be tgt. ;D

do you have feelings for someone right now?
Heehee

have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
I try not to mess up.

have you ever broken a heart?
Nope. Im not that evil w0rhxz. 0.o

if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
Erm, I dont know. Serious.

are you missing someone now?
Yeah badddddly ):

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
write down their names in the list below.
tag them in their blog to let them know.
Sheryl, Shipei, JUNIOR (die also MUST do), jolyn, xiying, weien.

when everyth is right.

2007-10-25T05:08:00.000-07:00

ohmygoshhhhhhhhhhh *drools drools drools* isn't yuki sohma so freaking hot? DD; Erh I cant find some other way to start my post, except to post the hottest guy of all time! ;D farmer stop complaining okay. One day I post some Vellian Crowler pic for you okays? Be patient. Anyways, been playing UNO on msn with farmer! Heehee I love UNO although we always tio own by comp. T.T Heehee Im happy now! Cause I have Mrs Fieeeeelds. *grins* Im bored.

Fuck. who can we blame for all this? can we blame ourselves? we just threw it all away. or maybe i did. maybe i was tired, sick and fed up. whatever. i dont really care anyway.

I'm never gonna say goodbye, cause I never want to see you cry.
And I'm never gonna treat you bad, cause I never wanna see you sad.
I swore to share you joy & pain, and i swear it all over again.

total love

2007-10-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

There are things I dreamed about all of my life. Things I never thought I would have. Mere fantasies. Parents that would embrace me... a home where I would truly feel welcome. A place where everyone could smile and laugh together. A place where I could be myself and be close to the people around me. A warm place, surrounded by friends. But I know now... it wasn't all a fantasy. That place...exists.
-Yuki Sohma.

Gosh why is he so hot DD; He had a very very very sad childhood. fuck if I were Akito I'd go jump off and kill myself. Sighs DD; Why did he have such a sad childhood? Sighs. This is so freaking sad! DD; Im totally going crazeee over my mangas, so I guess that can keep me busy for the meanwhile. But I totally need my mangas! I NEED FRUITS BASKET. ♥ Heehee Im playing maple now! ;DD Tmrw I MUST get my mangas. Wait, shit, tomorrow got dance! DD; This is shit. When am I going to get my mangaaaas?

The only rule around here is to be yourself.
-YukiSohma AGAIN! (L)
Watching the sunrise is cool. But watching it with you would be the best. Must do it sometime okay?

you <3

2007-10-25T00:07:00.000-07:00

Gosh doesnt Yuki Sohma look so freaking hot? DD; I still havent gotten my comics yet, but yay whatever I dont mind drooooling at his picture everyday! :D

Yuki Sohma (草摩由希, Sōma Yuki), also known as the "Prince of Kaiwaia (or Kaibara) High", is a fictional character in the anime and manga series Fruits Basket. Yuki, the rat, being the twelfth month in the Japanese lunar calendar, has no such name derivement. Natsuki Takaya picked the name "Yuki" because she "liked the name". "Yuki" also means snow in Japanese, corresponding with "Ice Prince", another of Yuki's nicknames, although the characters in Yuki Sohma's name respectively mean "reason" (由) and "hope" (希), or "a reason to hope".

Sigh Yuki Sohma is so totally hot DD; Anyway today had some lame skincare talk & judo session. Heehee Shipei is so totally slow anyways. I hit her like 9/10 times. Okays make that 10/10 times yay! ;D Had some skincare talk after that. Heehee nothing better to say except I learnt smt! WeiCong looks like a big pimple ;D Got free skincare products after that. Heehee took Farmer & Sheryl's ones. Thankyou farmer & sheryl! :D :D

Erh what else? Went Simpang after that. Me & Farmer ordered the Meeeepok although it was very little. Now Im seriously broke DD; Pokkai. Hmm whatever Im going to write a fanfic about Shipei & ahem! Heehee maybe the setting shall be an unsanitary, dirty, ulu toilet?? ;D Thats totally cooool. I bet Ill have like 1234567890 views & reviews after I write it. Muahahaha (x

Ohyeah played UNO/Stress today with Farmer. Gosh Im really the ultimate loser. But whatever, Stress is TYCO! I choose to believe Farmer today LUCKY NIA ;D Oh and I lost to him by about 2 cards only. So Farmer, please do not rejoice! ;D

Can I drool at his picture the whole day? DD; Gosh seriously, why is he so hot? He looks like a pretty, pretty, pretty boy. Yuki is so totaaally hot. And sweeet. I want my mangas! DD; I want my $100! I want Yuki Sohma! I want FruuuuitsBasket! Sighs. Heehee found out he admitted to Tohru at book 10? Must go buy. Chiong go buy le. MUST go buy. ;D Gosh. Why is he so hot?

i choose to believe we lost it.
but somehow, i know it's because we threw it away.
we only have ourselves to blame.

1142.

2007-10-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

EDIT/
Fanfictioning, playing UNO, talking on the phone, eating icecream, all at the same time :D Lala. My fanfic is currently 1/100 done. Shitttto Ill never get it done at this rate. TohruH x YukiS! :D Mwahaha yay. Yuki Sohma, yay he's hot luh. DD; Shitto. Bwahaha I love starbucks! Caramel Frappe Grande/Venti. Yay starbucks! :D Lalaaaa Im going to get my manga tmrw! 12 new volumes of Fruit Basket! DD; Gosh I wish it was today though. Im going crazeeee waiting around for my mangas. Wonder what PostExamActivites are tmrw? Heehee I'm off to Fruits Basket yay again! :D :D :D

It's hard to let go<3

dont live to be perfect

2007-10-23T23:17:00.000-07:00

Post exam activites today was ___. Well fill in the blanks. Went 2L's haunted house. Shitto I think I scared the people there. Xk was hiding behind the door and jumped at Sheryl and she wasn't even scared. She just turned and gave him the "wow-im-so-scared" look. LOL. Lala i think people outside could hear all my flowery language 0.o Lalaa I feel weird today. I need to be alone I guess.

Fruits Basket is totally hot. Dont care what freaking junior says, or xiying. 0.o But whatever I♥FruitsBasket! :D Yuki Sohma is so totaaaaally sweet to Tohru Honda. Yay Kyo is so freeaaaking sweet, he looks out for Tohru so much. DD; So sweeeeeeeet. Sighs. Sad sad sad. Why can't they just admit it to Tohru huh? DD; Im getting $100 for my mangas, mainly FruitsBasket! Heehee 12 volumes! Yay love ♥ Sighs Yuki & Ryo are so totally hotttt. And so sweeeeeeeeeet.

I thought time would change all this.
but it turned out I was wrong and you were right again.
Time has changed nothing at all.
You're still the only one who feels like home, so much like home.

fruitsbasket!<3

2007-10-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

For every perso who is hurt, there will be someone else to heal
-Shigure Sohma

Heehee isn't that so totally hot ;D
Fruits Basket is really really really really really hot.
Mwahahha and my fanfic has alr been dead but now Im going to change to writing Fruits Basket stories!
Yay! :D

I feel so totally zibei now DD;
After finding out that thing.
Grrrrrrrrr -.- But whatever, I dont think I really care.

you'll be here... wont you?

只能放手.

2007-10-23T01:14:00.000-07:00

Yay this is Momiji Sohma!
And believe it or not people, Momiji is a GUY! :D
Mwahahaha. Although he can pass off for a girl ^^
And of course, he can't hold a candle to Yuki Sohma♥
My love! Yuki Sohma! (L)

Got back results today.
Not satisfied for literature and english but for the rest of the subj, mainly maths & chinese & science, uhh I dont really care :D
I made a BIG improvement so I guess I am going to get that money after all!
Money for more belts, more animes (fruits basket!♥), more shirts, more caramel frappes, more..
The possibilities are endless :D :D
Oh and I have already decided my combi so Im going there heehee!
Bio/Chem, Elect Geog, Core lit! :D
And next year, with two maths, Amaths & Emaths, I am SO going to DIE.
I can't handle Emaths alone! T.T

Heehee whatever today had lame post exam activites.
Friendster is really really really really cool DD;
I mean, me, xiying, jolyn, sheryl & shipei laughed and laughed over certain funny spastic pictures :D
Mwahahahha. Erm anyways today kena scolded by the lame old librarian.
Shipei went to push in the chair super loudly & in the end I kena scolded T.T
I guess the librarian
a) PMS
b) menopause
c) stuck in the library too long must have fa xie places! xD
and now Sheryl's beside me laughing, giggling maniacally because she's reading PORN stories on the web.
Sighs my boiboi kena polluted alr!
She went to search Zatch Bell just now and the school comp didnt allow her because it was classified under PORNOGRAPHY.
Heehee Zatch Bell = Porn!! :D

Went out with Jeremie and Farmer after school to buy those lameshit stuff for tmrw's game 0.o
Whatever, we chucked like anything we could find into the trolley and in the end it still didn't exceed our budget so I guess that's an achievement! xD
Went macs after that a nd ate and ate then bought another volume of fruits basket♥.
So now Im down to my last $12 and Im desperately poor & in need of more comics DD;

Urh, so yeah there'y my day, kinda.
Im going totally crazy over Yuki Sohma! DD;
Goshhhhh he's so totally sweeeet to Tohru Honda! And guess what she doesnt know -.-
Boiboi says Im fickle :D
Yay I dont disagree. Im totally FICKLE.

A very sad fact for today?
Xiying came ):
I tell you she's the best slimming centre in the world. You want to slim down, go find her. She won't give you ANY chance to binge (or eat for that matter) xD

Oh & Me and SHeryl are supposed to do some sort of comparison of anime characters.
Well here goes yeah? :D

ZaneTruesdale is totally totally hot, although when he changed, he became hotter ^^
SyrusTruesdale has totally WEIRD hair, and a totally wimpy voice.
AlexisRhodes is NOT a slut as sheryl says.
Atticus/Fubuki is about the second hottest guy in the whole show. Goshhhhhhh :D
AsterPhoenix is, er Sheryl's husband? But for my totally honest opinion, he looks like a little underaged, immature kiddo :D
JadenYuki is GAY and is erm, regretfully, Shipei's husband. See her taste x)
JohanAnderson is a cute guy! xD mwahahaha.
KyoSohma is a hot guy who is a totally nice guy inside but refuses to show it :D
YukiSohma is a very hot guy and he is also mine ;D

1. what did you do this morning?
schoooool. and woke up. and masturbated. oops kidding :X
2. what did you eat for dinner?
not yet dinner. but im hungry alr!
3. what fish do you like most?
i hate fish. i hate eating fish. or seeing fishes.
4. is it possible if you eat 5 dishes at a time?
erm. YES. :/
5. where is your hot spot?
dont know? my pure, holy and innocent nature i guess xD
6. have you ever watched a movie and laughed till you burst?
duh who hasn't. uhh maybe faris.
7. which kinda shows make you sleep?
lol those kind the girl kena raped then go under the shower and cry and cry and say "im dirty im dirty" over and over for 15 mins. ill be sleeping by then :D
8. watched a bollywood show?
bwahhahahahaha. lol yes.
9. what is behing you now?
erhm, i think it's a white figure which is floating at least 10 cm above the ground? -.-
10. whats beside you on your left?
the library table thing.
11. brand of school bag?
zinc
12. brand of shoes?
0.o north star?
13. kind of house?
erh landed. with absolutely NO FOOOOOOOD! ):
14. how many computers and laptop in total?
3. DD; urh the laptop none mine, kinda sadly.
15. webcam?
yeah.
16. kitchen?
with totally hot pastel yellow tiles! mwahaha.
17 flats in a level?
what's flats in a level?
18. bdae?
021093
19. lover?
YukiSohma.
20. slapped?
maybe kevin? DD;
21. kicked?
maybe kevin, again? DD;
22. pinched?
erh... xiying! mwahahahah
23. hated?
some asshole.
24. have you kicked someones ass?(purposely?)
O.o heehee im so innocent.
25. nice rhyming names?
no way so lame :D
26. brand of computer mouse?
dont know
27. brand of bed sheet?
don't care :D
28. brand of blanket?
same like bedsheet.
29. fav hangouts?
cafecartel! :D :D :D food places!
30. fav bread?
nutella bread. lol.
31. wanna end the quiz?
yeah. getting too lame for me :D
32. time now? 451
33. bye?
BYE! :D

Heehee Im off to reading FruitsBasket!♥
Toooodles people.
Oh and Yuki Sohma is totally hot! Yuki Sohma <33333>

why am i STILL clinging on to something that is long gone?
obstacles and more obstacles.
im not going to lie to myself, i dont have the determination, motivation or the courage to walk down that path.
not without you.

quiz

2007-10-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

Yawns Im totally sleeeepy now. It's 10.52 and I ought to be in bed sleeping! xD But sheryl asked me to do this quiz, nd being the kind, innocent, and holy girl I was.. I sacrificed my sleeping time to do it -.-

1. What are you wearing now?
cheesecake. LOL just a random thought for cheesecake. FBTS & orientation teeeee ♥
2. Are you guilty of anything?
Erm, too many vulgarities? And being too holy, pure and innocent for you DD; Im so sorry.
3. Skates or Bikes?
Bikes duh. At least I have like less 1% chance of falling on my butt.
4. Shopping Mall or Gym?
Shopping mall! :D Because there's food there. Whats so nice about the gym huh boiboi? DD;
5. Last person you talked to?
Boiboi, on MSN. We were cursing MSN because we couldnt play our beloved UNO. damnit. DD;
6. Favourite games?
UNO! :D Erm, training my doggie, sorry I meant Kevin.
7. Do you eat raw food?
I think it's kinda disgusting. Just cook it. LOL but there wont be sashimi if it was cooked would there? DD;
8. Are you addicted to anything?
Yes Im totally addicted to food! Anyone who sees my bottomless stomach should know. & fruits basket (latest obsession), YugiohGX, ZaneT, AtticusRhodes, YukiSohma♥, erm yeah and you :D
9. If you could be anywhere in the world now, where would you be?
Boston! Go meet my mother & enjoy the food there! xD
10. Last thing you got pissed at?
MSN! Like boiboi, WE WANT PLAY UNO RIGHT NOW! (x
11. Do you have a fictional character crush?
Yeah DUH. ZaneTruesdale/ RyoM about the hottest guy in the universe ONLY. and er duh YukiSohma♥♥ Gosh he's EVEN hotter than ZaneT. I♥YukiS! :D
12. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?
I am proudly straight xD
13. Skirts or Halters?
I'd rather wear skirts anytime over halters. Eeeew so disgusting anyway O.o Bwahaha but I put FBTS before skirts :D
14. Do you read comics?
FruitsBasket! ♥ My latest obsession/love! And pokemon. DD; dont laugh. I've been reading since young & Im STILL obsessed.
15. How many children do you have?
Uh 1. :D Sheryl Boiboi. ONE IS ENOUGH thanksveryverymuch :D
16. Nintendo Wii, PSP or XBOX 360?
I have an XBOX 360 alr, so I want a PSP! :D
17. Favourite shows, if any?
YugiohGX! TOTALLY! :D And Pokemon. Heehee. Lala I used to watch er Teen Titans DD;
18. Any actresses you love?
Jessica Alba! :D Yay because she's hot. Erm, who else? Shirley Yeung, Myolie Wu, erm, Megan Foxx! :D :D
19. What are you thinking of now?
Er heehee thats for you to find out. you.
20. I tag:
Shipei!
Weien!
Jolyn!
Er anyone else? DD;

I did it! :D Tell me I totally rock okay. Im off to my beauuuuty sleep. toodles.

insensible

2007-10-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

Alright before I start, someone just came to me and said
"You dont look like someone to be soooo obsessed over animes."
Laughsoutloud. I bet that person meant YugiohGX! ♥

But whatever, DONT JUDGE PEOPLE BY HIS LOOKS :D
heehee, to prove my point (that I'm totally obsessed over animes), here's another evidence! xD
I am officially hooked on fruits basket!
I totally love that series okay. The hottest guys ever ://
Yuki Sohma, Kyo Sohma ♥
The totally cuteeeeest guys ever :D :D
Momoji Sohma! ♥
And the ultimate, hottest, cutest, most kawaii chiobu ever!
Tohru Honda! ♥

YUKI SOHMA! ♥

Im absolutely crazeeee over that series alr okay.
Especially Yuki Sohma!
He looks like a girl, that's why he's called pretty pretty boy. He's prettier boy! :D
Go read the series people.
And i've also decided. The money which I wanted to spend on shopping shall now go to all my ANIMES! xDD
I mean clothes and all can't hold a candle to animes! :D
That's about $30. Which is 4 series's! :D
Mwahahahhaha.

Went Pastamania after school today w Farmer & Sheryl!
It was kinda cool. As in I paid $5 and farmer treated the excess ^^
Man I'm going to miss farmer when he goes to trip sci.
Yeah anyway we made a totally disgusting new drink with the following ingredients:
chilli flakes
cheese
tabasco
strawberry
pasta sauce
salt
pepper
water
Yeah and we created a totally cool new drink which farmer drank to prove he was a man.
Uhh I was kidding for the last part ^^

Went to Comics Connection and bought my beloved Fruits Basket vol 2 & 3!
Thus I had no money and Farmer treated us caramel frappe venia (or smt, basically it's larger than grande) with extra whipped cream.
Man I think Shipei should be damn jealous now xD
We made a bloody messy mess out of the frappe, and ended up we were so kind and we cleaned after ourselves -.-

Walked the bloody grass patch to the MRT.
I HATE GRASSHOPPERS. or any insects yeah.
But i bloody hate those grasshoppers! &*^% them!
They kept jumping up at our legs and it felt so bloody disgusting.
And what's worse, FARMER rubbing it in.
He sent sheryl some sms which she showed to me, laughing of course -.-
Basically the idea was that I would be PLAUGED with grasshoppers when I reached home.
Farmer. Two words for you..
Well you know what i want to say so I shall be a holy girl and not write it out here! xD

Played some lame monopoly game today anyway.
The theory was super boring, we were like chatting our lives away -.-
But the game was fun! :D
Me, Sheryl & farmer in one group, and man our business was BOOMING xD
What we did to ensure 100 sales, thats the first level of the game.
First we built apartments.
Then we decreased the rent from $24 to $8.
Then when people started coming in and our apartments were full, we increased the price back all the way to about $25 or more.
Boiboi's smart idea -.-

Hmm yeah, Im totally droooooling over Yuki Sohma!
Off I go to my lovely animes now.
Who would ever think I'd be so crazy over animes? DD; What can I say. Im a convert!

Lala seeya people ♥

why have you been looking so depressed lately? DD;
dont worry, you still have me <3

the path less walked

2007-10-21T15:20:00.000-07:00

It's 6 in the morning!
I can't believe I'm up so freaaakingly early, but well, I couldnt get to sleep for the whole night.
So yes, I'm going to have dark eye circles and whatever.

Mwahahahaa Im playing UNO now, since me and boiboi dont seem to go online at the same time.
It's lame. But it's totally fun! :D
I can play for the WHOLE DAY. I mean it, THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY.
Yeah anyway, I seem to be losing all the time.
If there was an Ultimate Loser title, I would win handsdown.

I had lots of fun yesterday.
Er I ate alot, but I got thrown into the pool -.-
Whatever I threw alot of people into the pool too. ^^
Mwahahaha. :D :D :D :D :D

These few days have been decisions, decisions decisions.
O.o and Im not good at making them.
But yeah, finally I've made up my mind alr (:

Byeeeeeeeeeee Im off to UNO (L)

the path less walked, that is my route.

everything im not

2007-10-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

Put Itunes on SHUFFLE! For each question write the name of the song currently playing and the artist of the song then press next and continue onto the next song.

Soundtrack for your life:

Being born:
Easy - Paula DeAnda
Being born for me was very very very easy I'm sure! :) Yay!

First Step:
Shut up & Drive - Rihanna
0.o I was destined to drive from young? :O :O

First Day of School:
I'm Like a Lawyer with the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me + Y) - FallOutBoy.
Darn long title. LOL maybe I'll be a lawyer? I want to be a rubbish bin collector! xD

Prom:
Don't matter - Akon
Hahahahaha prom doesn't matter! It's just a waste of money anyway. And who likes even wearing &#^&*#@^ dresses?!

Finding best friend:
Because of you - Neyo
Yay because of my bestie! O.o whatever hahahahhahaha.

Working in effigy
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
No commmmmments.

First Kiss:
born for this - paramore
HAHAHAHA -.- whatever luh.

Falling in love:
Hey there delilah - Plain White T's
"Oh, it's what you do to me" :D Yay.

First Date:
Ride With Me - JayC
Mwahahhaha riding on a bicycle? Haha riding in a porsche? Lalala.

Breaking up:
The pretender - Foo Fighters
"You're a pretender" Lalala. DD;

Getting Married:
Tong Hua - Guang Liang
你要相信我们会像童话故事里，幸福和快乐是结局。:D

Having Kids:
What I've Done - Linking Park
What have I done I must have set some serial killers out into the world! =x

Getting Scared
Stranger - Hilary Duff
Im a stranger to fear? HAHAHA no. I fear Kevin taupok me ):

Death of Friend:
不能说的秘密 - JayC

Excersizing:
Face Down - The Red Jump Suit Apparatus.

Surgery
My December- Linking Park
During december? DD;

Divorce
Big Girls Dont Cry- Fergie.
Yay I wont cry! :D :D :D :D :D

Vacation:
Ice Box - Omarion
Watch out peopleee. I'm going to Antartica.

Shopping
Numb - Linking Park
Walk until my legs are totally utterly numb! :D

Dying:
Remember the name - Fort Minor

Hello people :D Cookies turned out absolutely great, even though they still looked like crap on the outside. Whatever. The cake tasted like pure shit though. DD; What a total waste of time baking that stupid cake. DD; Heehee anyway I didnt do much.

Where is boiboi. I want to playyyyy UNO ):

somehow, no matter what.

2007-10-20T00:47:00.000-07:00

Im going crazy.
I can't.
no matter what I say, I can't let all this shit go.
I can't let you go.
I can't be happy without all of you.
I can't go a minute regretting.
I can't keep thinking of what I could have done.
I can't continue the fight like this.
I can't just give up.
Fuck this, forget this.
How easy, how hard.
Because no matter what, there's just one part of me, that is always present with you.
There's one part of me that won't lie to myself,
that's the one part that knows I can't go on acting tough forever.
I'm a liar.
I admit it.
I enjoy lying to myself.

all we need (L)

2007-10-19T22:42:00.000-07:00

RED
1) Closest Red thing to you?
Nothing close.

2) Has anyone ever cheated on you in a relationship?
An affair? No.

3) Last thing that made you mad?
Er some person who should just get a freaking life :D

4) Are you a fan of romance?
Yeah.

5) Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

6) Do you have a temper?
Ask Kevin Lim Wei Cong :D

ORANGE
1) Closest orange thing to you?
Some orange notebook. Like ewwww.

2) Do you like to burn things?
Yeah. Lalala I love burning stuff.

3) Do you dress up for Halloween?
Er no, but I love the Trick & Treating parts. Sweets! (L)

4) Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
Yes I am. Ask Kevin.

5) Do you prefer the single life or the sercurity of a relationship?
The single life.

6) What would your superpower be?
Just one wish :D To wish that Ill have nothing to wish anymore.

YELLOW
1) Closest yellow thing to you?
Er mwahahahha some yellow calendar. DD;

2) The happiest time(s) if your life?
With friends, with you, with them :D :D :D :D :D :D

3) Favourite holiday?
Perth & UK i guess.

4) Are you a coward?
HAHA yes. I am a big big coward :D Im scared of stuff like Kevin coming to taupok me ):

5) Do you burn or tan?
Tan I guess. How would I know?

6) Do you want children?
No, I guess.

7) What makes you feel warm and safe?
Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

GREEN
1) Closest green thing to you?
Green pen. Well it's green.

2) Do you care about the environment?
Erm.. I guess? :X

3) Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No.

4) Are you a lucky person?
Kindof? :D

5) Do you also want what you cant have?
Depends? sometimesss.

6) Think of 6 green things that make you happy:
Limegreeeeeen stuff.
Greeen belt? :/
Im not really a very very very big fan of green -.-

BLUE
1) Closest blue thing to you?
LOL my desktop?

2) Are you good at calming people down?
No. My job is just to make them angrier and piss them off more.

3) Do you like the sea?
Yes.

4) Last thing that made you cry?
Zane dyingggggggg :((

5) Are you a logical thinker?
more along the emotions lines.

6) Can you sleep easily?
er.... DUH.

7) Do you prefer the beach or the woods?
Beach, duh.

Purple
1)Closest purple thing to you?
Omg purple is gayy

2) Like being treated to expensive things?
Who doesnt like rich food?

.3) Do you like mysterious things?
Nahhh.

4) Ever met someone in royalty?
Nope.

5) Are you creative?
Im horny.

6) Are you a lonely person?
Im a lonely holy person DD;

PINK
1) Closest pink think to you?
Hot pink shorts Im wearing. Ewww dont ask.

2) Do you like sweet things?
Sweeeeet food :D Yay chocolates (L)

3) Like play-fighting?
Not really.

4) Are you sensitive?
I guess.

5) Do you like punk music?
Er okay.

6) What is your favourite flower?
I HATE FLOWERS T.T

7) Does anyone has a crush on you?
Yeah Elmo does

BLACK
1) Closest black thing to you?
Keyboard.

2) Do you like morbid things?
I guess.

3) Do you like being underground?
On the MRT? yawnnn.

4) Are you afraid of death?
Yes.

5) Do you prefer neutral or vibrant colours?
Vibrant :D

6) What is your favourite test ever?
Lit. Or Homec. Lol. Cause its foooood.

Me & Boiboi are playing MSN Uno. Which is kinda cool yo. :D Except We keep losing the computer operated people, and we're kinda pissed off :D But it's kinda fun too! Mwhaahaha I managed to win 2 times. LOL. I mean, 0 is kinda pathetic. DD; Anyway I can't post the SS sheryl, paiseh. (L)

My coooookies are baking just nice! But my cake is kinda burnt.. And the first try tasted like shit. T.T

motivation

2007-10-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

It's 12.28 people & I've just woken up.
Yay I really love Saturday mornings, they're lovely :D
And I'm so bloooody bored yeah :] Can't wait to go out shopping again!
Except my feet are breaking alr :O

Gosh Jessica Alba is like really the sexiest woman alive man.
I wonder what Kevin will do when he see her? DD;

I'm going to bake cookies later! Or a cake! :]
Someth definitely edible! Yayus! :D
:D :D :D :D :D
Yumyum thousands and millions of smilies!
I love my darlings (L)

Im off to YugiohGX.
Believe me Im still darn slow, at episode 110.
Got about 40+ more episodes to Season3.
Gogogo I can do it :D

&yes Im going to collect more belts! blue, red, yellow, limegreen, black! :D

gone

2007-10-19T06:11:00.000-07:00

I've lost It.
I've lost my Passion, my Faith.
I've lost my Hope.
I've lost You.
I really dont know what to do, how to tell anyone.
I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking!
Im thinking what to do and im going crazy x.x
I can't do anything else other than think how to resolve this every minute of my time.
I'm wrong, I'm ALWAYS wrong, I KNOW.
I dont even deserve this, I dont deserve You.
Why did I throw all this shit away?
Why did I make that mistake?
Why was I so careless, so rash, so stupid?!
I've never ever regreted anything as much as this.
I wish I could turn back time, make the tears run up my face.
Tell me everyth.
Tell me everyth I wish to hear.

Where are you, when I need you?

And I believe in you, even if no one understands.

2007-10-19T04:25:00.000-07:00

my smile must be the best lie that ive got.

My legs are like, breaking.
T.T

Had CCA in the morning, and expected to have it in the afternoon.
Don't ever underestimate SL okay, she can talk for 2 hours straight.
She's worse than me -.-
Whatever she talked like a damn lot of cork la. Wasnt even listening.
Then me and Jolyn ran off and went finding people till CCA was up.
And LLS helped us rearrange so that CCA today was postponed. (Y)

Went about finding ♥Functions people :D
They were doing Grad Day and I kept running into Alvina that spastic kukushit.
Mwahahaa poor Lihui, Kunmei, Vanessa, Lance, Danielle, and Benette were busy doing duty :D
Sorry kukushit Alvina for that thing yeah ): (L)

Went shopping today with Xiying, Sheryl, Shipei & Jolyn! ♥
Mwahaha Im accomplished. I spent $37.50 today and bought loads of stuffff.
Went to Marina Square to buy shirts first!
The shop wasn't open, so we walked about and Shipei bought her first pair of shorts.
She managed to lie to the aunty and we got it for $20, when it was originally $26.
:D Lying to get what you want. Evil indeed (:
Bought shirts while Sheryl ogled at the PSP stuff.
IceLemonTee was having their clearance sales.
Mwahaha bought a skirt and two bangles at $10.95 (original price: $23)

O.o went to Far East Plaza.
Gosh there's ALOT to shop there okay. I walked until my legs were going to break.
Bought two totally HOT belts, silver and white @ $6.60
Im going to collect more belts! Red, blue, black & yellow! Yayme! :D

Shopped for 7hours plus.
In between time, me and boiboi were busy singing the China song and the Internet is for porn song to hurry them up to walk faster.
Yayus. :D It's really damn coool. Our singing rocks :D
Mwahahaha. Xiying that retard spent ALL her money on her animes while Sheryl spent it all on Yugioh card book :/
Gosh is that totally stupid or what? T.T

Had a totally fun day anyway.
Yay pictures from yesterday!
Thankyou SherylBoiboi for posting them! ♥

Dont ask for the last picture, although you have to admit it was pretty cool?
And it all started from Xiying insisting she folded perfect circles ^^ like who really cares?

And I still have about $20 left for my shoes & jacket. $20 how to buy. ?!?!?! Shit I have a sad sad life DD;

What can tomorrow bring if today, I'm losing you?
I dont know whats going to be my next step, or what Im going to do anymore.

IF ONLY

2007-10-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

If only..

♥ I had a million dollars.
♥ Shopping didnt need walking about so much.
♥ I could just reach 165 cm
♥ Dance could just stop having meaningless extra practices.
♥ My brother could just shut up.
♥ Yugioh GX can load faster.
♥ Teachers could ALL disappear (esp. some)
♥ Choices wouldnt be so hard.
♥ LLS was back instead of that freaking bitch.
♥ We could at least wear a bloody shirt over the bloody leotard.
♥ Clothes and food are cheaper.
♥ My mother could just shut up. (please?)
♥ You could just fuck off.
♥ I could break someone's leg.
♥ I can break someone's head RIGHT NOW.
♥ Maths, chinese and science would disappear.
♥ There's no such thing as streaming.
♥ You wouldn't lie all the time.
♥ We didnt have such a thing such as CCAs.
♥ I could turn back time.
♥ I can smile happily again.
♥ I can play basketball right now.
♥ You're here.
♥ The school wasnt so lame to organize CCA as a post exam activity.
♥ Sunli could just disappear.
♥ Someone can get a life.

life would be perfect.

My life's not perfect now. But I'm still happy.
Until I heard about the CCA thing. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT.
Grrr *breaks head* *bangs wall* *dies*

recycled fibre

2007-10-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

People :D
i was kinda happy when i came online.
And then I saw Jinni's blog.
xinyi: wahlau. u know what. thr's dance tmr in th afternoon too. 2 sessions, morn&afternoon. how cool.
Mwahahaha. That totally cheered me up.
Doesnt anyone think it's totally totally cool? D:
Two sessions, plus it was supposed to be an early day tmrw.
I wonder who came up with such an arrangement.
so no life. You no life, I have can?
2 sessions? Does that mean next week no more dance? ;D fucking fat hope.
Zz SYF is in.. 2 years, if i calculated correctly?
So what are we practising for that we MUST come back for two sessions?
Damnit Im going to be dancing my whole life away when people just go out and have fun.
Bloody shit T.T
Whatever, if I hated dance before, I hate it more now.

That ends that.
Had a totally coooool day today.
Screening of the movie number 23 today.
Shipei was still screaming and covering her ears and eyes and it wasnt even scary?
Wth thats damn pathetic DD;
Anyway it was a STUPID show with a stupider storyline and it was totally freezing in there.
Whatever. It was still kinda cooool :D

Some talk after that with Coach Daniel, Kok Wee, Greena, Mr Chan, Mr Tan and Miss Poh.
Mwahahaha Mr Tan and Mr Chan are like totally spastic.
Especially MrChan. So now we know what sorta student he was! :D

Went Bugis to supposedly find clothes but I ended up saying
"I HATE SHOPPING."
Yes i hate shopping, just like boiboi.
My legs are aching, my back is aching, my stomach is aching DD;
Ended up in Starbucks. do you remember?
Bought a caramel frappe grande with Shipei! :D we went there.
And because I was in a super duper uber good mood, I treated Sheryl, Xiying and Jolyn, the duck, pig, and human respectively! so many times.
Mwahaha Im so NICE :D told myself.
Lalala Sheryl started the whole cork FIBRE thing, when she swallowed a small piece of tissue paper, which was recycled fibre -.- i wont miss you.
We corked alot, laughed alot. Lotsa retarded shit. (: but i do.
Lala i love caramelfrapppp! ♥

Pictures when Sheryl updates them!
Gosh Im totalllllly pissed off over the two-sessions-in-one-day-which-was-supposed-to-be-a-short-day dance thing.
Argh #@*&&@#^$*&#^($&#($&#Y$&*#^$&#^$
Damnit NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE.
this totally sucks. fuck ):

Bye people. I had a life today, tomorrow I no life.
Btr watch all the yugiohGX movies i can so i can replay it in my mind and daydream my time away in dance.
Er. Yeah, what else do you think I do during dance anyway? DD;

takecare yeah.
distance doesnt matter ♥

chances

2007-10-17T05:34:00.000-07:00

it's hard to dream these days.
somehow, in my dreams, we come alive.
tell me you won't leave, will you? DD;

♥ sweetest

2007-10-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

你的笑总是意外的甜
我爱你爱得不知不觉

Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL ♥
Mwahaha enjoy the novelisation & DVD! (:

Had postexam activities today.
Not as bad as 2G-2L i think.
Playing some stupid game.
Gosh tmrw's gonna suck like shit.

Played captain's ball.
3 consecutive games without any break and my legs are breaking T.T
Mwahahahha we were trashed like crap but it was fun! :D
Sorry for walking out after 3 games, I really thought it was over.
Went to watch Char & Jolyn & Joelle play basketball.
Mwahaha Doreen came and talked to me, and she's like so cute.
Turned out only 3 classes came for basketball o.o

Went to watch soccer, and dont be deceived by Kevin's appearance people, he's really quite useless at soccer.
When he runs, he's slower than others.
When he kick, as good as never kick.
When he (tycoly) saved one goal, he haolian and let in all the rest of the 123456789 goals.
Like wth D:
Oh and ChiaChen is even better.
He runs even slower than Kevin! O.o it's quite an achievement, everyone knows how slow Kevin runs.
And when he kick, it's like damn slow can. Some guy from the other end of the court can go and run and kick the ball AND farmer is like closer to the damn ball.
Wth D:
Conclusion: Farmer owes me 40 jirou! Thank you thank you ^^

Went back t class and slacccked.
James is so nice to let me play his game ^^
plus i took his phone for so long. sowwie james. (O.o copy Xiying)

Went Pastamania after school.
Farmer is one rich kid!
He treated Jolyn, Xiying & Me!
I mean, if he dont treat Xiying and me, seriously, he will come to school missing something the next day. A hand? A leg? A ball?
O.o But whatever he treated us pastas & a drink.
And anyways it's Sheryl's birthday and he can't refuse her! Lalala.
Mwahaha Farmer drank one whole bottlecap full of Tabasco.
He is a man okay. (for one day only, tomorrow, everyth will be back to normal)
:D

Went to take neos.
The new machine at CS is like superduper cool! :D
Muahahaha I look super spastic, but the neos are super chio! ♥
Went Macs & Farmer that stingy pokkai pig treated us 5 icecreams.
Please do not mistake, the cheapest one nia ($0.60)
Gosh Im so kind not to make him pay so much. After all, he still owes Doctor Tan money and its best not to let her wait. $7mil+ (:

Crossed that grass patch across the MRT w Sheryl and Jolyn.
Shit I HATE GRASSHOPPERS. They're super disgusting.
I was screaming all the way across the field T.T
And Sheryl and Jolyn were busy teasing me about grasshoppers.
T.T Tomorrow, when Sheryl's bday is over, she dies.

Okaye yay I reached home, and I slept for a short while.
And guess what I dreamt about? Grasshoppers -.-
I dreamt huge green slimy ones were chasing me okay.
And I was running and running awayyy. And you saved me :)
Im so freakingly scared of grasshoppers T.T

Okay I'm off to YugiohGX!
Season 3 already and Johan's appeared!
Well he's kinda cute, in a big elephant sorta way, but his actions are WAY cute.
No wonder he and Judai ought to be together, they're way spastic together! :D
Oh and Blair's appeared and she winked at Judai AND Asuka instantly shot Judai the I'm-gonna-kill-you look.
Mwahaha she's making it too obvious.
I wont like people knowing I fell for a stupid childish kid T.T
Thats like falling in love with... Kevin? T.T
Oh and Kevin said today that he got a lot of people zhui[1] him!
Sigh. Guess he's too disillusioned.

Still kinda disappointed cause I didnt do too well for Lit.
But nevermind, I know where I stand.

Bye people & Happybirthday Boiboi! ♥

I dont want to forget all the yesterdays and todays i had with you.
I want to store it in my memory and never forget it.
I dont want to lose you ever <3

lifeeee

2007-10-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

Episode 108 on YugiohGX now. Gotta get back to my Fanfics. They're either rotting, or dumped somewhere. Yawnnn. Im like tired D; Okay but on a happy note, I have learnt finished the lyrics for the internet is porn song! :D Pls congragulate me people. I am going to torture SP, sheryl, xiying and farmer with the song tomorrow. Oh and I printed for Sheryl so she can learn along with me and torture them too. :D

stay strong <3

I'm better as a memory, aren't i?

2007-10-16T02:24:00.000-07:00

When Im finally getting over you,
you give me another reason not to.

Lol today got back all the results.
Bwahahahahaha I didnt fail any papers, so yeah, that's it Im satisfied.
Im easily satisfied. :D

First period, Mathhhhs.
Er Miss Lee as usual PMS, but whatever, today she was sick ):
Whatever. Mwahahaha. I passed, because of Mr lim! ♥

After that, lit.
Shit, I'm damn disapppppointed for lit.
Yawn, but whatever. Still have CA2.

2 free periods.
Bullied Kevin. Bwahahaha I ♥ Kevin.
Erh played that lame game on James's phone, but I like it!
Bwahahahah was playing almost one period. Still kept dying T.T

Chinese. Got back paper 1, which was quite okaye :D
Yay I mean I didnt fail w0rh.
Yawn and FARIS wants to drop higher chinese?
Just because he got a B3+ for Higher chinese.
Wow. I have never seen a dumber person.

English. Got back papers, badly done across the level.
Whatever. I care? I passed anyway :D

Bwahahaha science. Got 50.5 mwahahaha.
So cool right, I know. :D
The potato tuber question, I put "Osmosis causes all this." and got 1 mark
And poor people got write like 4 lines long get the same mark as me.
Mwahahaha.
Pestered Mr Seow for marks, me & sheryl & xiying & shipei kept on trying.
Stupid Mr Seow so stingy. T.T

Had a bleach vs YugiohGX debate in the class.
Yay YugiohGX is still love! ♥

Went out after school with Farmer, Sheryl & Shipei!
Went to Macs and ate, yum yum.

me: eh farmer that girl giving you updown.
farmer: *give the i dont give a damn well actually i do face*
sheryl & shipei: where, where?!
in the end that girl, was like no big difference from kevin.
Like the potato tuber! A swollen potato tuber. 0.o whatever.
shipei see le laugh and laugh like siao. :D

Bwahahaha we were there to buy sheryl's present.
Mwahaha. And she was there shrieking in delight and hyperventilating and whatever.
And in the end, my money decreased by more than 70%.
Sigh 0.o My shopping spree on Thursday needs MORE MONEY.
Bought her novelisation, which she said she and Lexter search the whole of Singapore and couldnt find.
Whatever. We found it in Times -.-
Then went around looking for SpiderMan3 DVD!
Mwahahah found it. So yup, basically it should be can.

Mwahaha Sheryl say she will sponser me my pumps!
And Farmer ~~will~~ has to sponser me my jacket!
And you have to sponser me my belt! ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYL ♥
a little bit early, but whatever.
Hope you grow taller, wait that's not me, that's my brother 0.o
Mwahaha. Well, er, hope you... grow taller? T.T

Hahahahahah Im so glad. Because in the end, I could still drink my Starbucks!
Yay thank you thank you thank you ^^

Im off to YugiohGX!
Oh and YES PLEASE IM OFF TO WATCH THE INTERNET IS PORN! (x
It's super cool, me and boiboi were singing it and making new poems based on its tune and saying "FOR PORN!" at the top of our voices.
0.o We're weird.
Bwahahhahahahaha and influencing SP too.
Bye people ♥

Hate is easy, love takes courage

the pretender

2007-10-15T05:31:00.001-07:00

there's no place for regrets in my life

{her}
1. Start Time:
757pm.
2. Name:
Chow Yen
3. Nickname:
chowy, zhuyan
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be?:
limegreeeen :D Yay i feel limegreeeeeen :D
5. Chinese Zodiac:
rooster.
6. Horoscope:
libra
7. Hair color:
Black
8. Eye color:
Black
9. Height:
161.5 Heh Im growwwing people.
10. Favorite Color:
limegreeeeen & white! ♥
11. Glasses?:
nope :D
12. Braces?:
nope.
13. Piercing/tattoos:
nope. im a freaking sucker for pain D:
14. Pet:
yeah. my little pet brother 0.o

{Have You Ever}
17. Cut your own hair?:
bwahaha who doesnt? tarzan?
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?:
no time in my life for regrets.
20. Hugged someone who isn't your g/f or b/f?:
yeah when boiboi was feeling )x over results. so i being a NICE MAMA went to hug her :D yay lala.
21. Skipped school?
im damn guai can :D
22. Bungee jumped?:
no. but i want to try!
23. Jump off a building?:
and survived? lols.
24. Dumped someone?:
nahhh.
25. Been arrested?:
nope. im a holy, innocent girl :D
26. TP'd someone's house?:
whats that 0.o
27. Won something?:
yeah? er i think -.-
30. Been rejected?:
nopeeee.
31. Been to a funeral?:
duh who hasn't? T.T
32. Used a lighter?:
for fun purposes
33. Been on stage?:
functions backstage work ♥

{FAVOURITE}
34. Season:
winter. well summer is totally hot too.
35. Food:
anything that is edible, zhu yan will eat it :D
36. Ice cream flavour:
mochaaaa? coffeee? every flavour except for GREEN TEA -.-
37. School subject(s):
recess and PE. gosh. if they were real subj, i would excel in them. like 100/100 can!
38. Person:
RyoM/ HellKaiser/ ZaneTruesdale
41. Book(s):
Gone with the wind ♥ Yay it's damn hot!
42. Movie(s):
secret is hot :D
43. Song(s):
alotttt. quite alot of JayC de (my future bf!) and random english songs :/
44. Park:
jurassic park? LOL.
45. State:
singapore.
46. Place:
cafecartel, starbucks ♥ yay food places!
47. Sport to watch:
basketball 0.o
49. Bands/musicians:
Alot :D
50. Letter(s):
favourite letters? erm lets see. o h i c :/
51. Restaurant:
cafecartel!
52. Cartoon Character(s):
ZaneTruesdale! ♥ Yay hot guyyyyy. Atticus Rhodes. Yay HOT guy. Aster Phoenix. Yay hot child with an undeveloped brain :/
53. TV Station(s):
dunno?
54. Name for a son:
michaelangelooooo LOL
55. Name for a daughter:
achabuchabuchabuchabu. LOL.

{DO U PREFER}
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?:
chocolate! ok both :/
58. Long relationships or short?:
erm duh longlasting ones.
59. Dogs or cats?:
dogs. haha they're cuter :D
60. Scary movies or comedies?:
COMEDIES. and crack up in my chair. i CANNOT watch scary movies.
61. Short hair or long?:
long.
62. Croutons or bacon bits?:
bacon!
63. Kissing or hugging?:
i can only kiss my food i guess :/

{FIRST THING THAT COMES TO UR MIND}
64. Mexicans:
mexican food! :X
65. School:
Oh man th results.... ):
66. Grass:
erm.. green?
67. Cow:
LOL im thinking about cow shit :/
68. Canada:
nice place. (x
69. Mouse:
those kinda cartoooon mice :D
70. Hands:
dead body parts? :/

{FOR THE PAST 48 HOURS}
71. Watched a movie:
nahh, no nice movies :/
72. Talked on the phone:
yupps.
73. Cried:
0.o no.
74. Threw up:
yeah. cause im pregnant -.- really.
75. Drank a glass of water:
-____-
77. Read a book or magazine:
yeah 8days! Like fergie on the cover wor!
78. Watched TV:
yeah duh :D
79. Looked in the mirror:
OF COURSE :D
80. Taken a shower:
duh
81. Taken a picture:
no ):
82. Listened to music:
doing it now.
83. Kissed someone:
my food?
84. Told someone you liked them:
er. my food?

a) If you could collect anything in this world, what would they be?
I dont know. Collect clothes? :/ All the clothes in the world. Gosh that'd be alot.

b) Who's your favourite character from a series?
ZaneTruesdale/ RyoM / Hell Kaiser from YugiohGX. I dont care what people say, he rocks♥

c) are you banned from anything?
From my handphone. For 12846327856784235 years :/

d) which is better: a husky/squeaky voice?
LOL husky is so weird. Squeaky sounds GAY.

e) define beauty
you♥

f) are basketballers better or footballers?
haha basketballers. cause.. basketball is fun to watch?

g) Brains? Bravery? Or brawny?
all threee! :D

h) Candy or icecream?
icecream!

i) do you use MSN/Gmail/Yahoo/ICQ?
msn :DD

j) what is the most annoyuing song tht you have ever listened to?
Rehab, Amy Winehouse. T.T

l) are you a pessimist/optimist/or a realist?
more realist.

m) which football club do you expect to win?
I dont watch foooootball.

n) are you a spoilt dumb brat?
you shouldnt be asking me, but i can think of ONE person...

o) what makes you smile?
friends, YugiohGX, food and you :D

p) pink or purple?
PINK TOTALLY SUCKS ALRIGHT. EEEEW. BAN PINK.

q) do you like decorating your room?
not even clearing my room

r) what kind of house do you want?
a hugeeeeee one. wait a tiny one. i dont know?

s) like interior designing?
design my... i dont know, food?

t) holidays/school?
school's more fun, I mean I am totalllllly bored with this holidays.

u) have you ever been manipulated?
Yeah, totally. Guess how stupid I was :/

v) responsible guys/girls are just..
great friends.

w) when was the last time you went somewhr?
today? STARBUCKS♥

x) favourite chatting partner?
a lot of people.

y) what is current mood?
bored.

z) maths is..
BRIDGING! which i am most certainly in =X

1. what do your friends call you?
zhuyan. chowy?

2. who are your best friends?
FOOD.

3. Do you wear dresses?
I HATE DRESSES. i hate flowery stuff. and i hate pink. thankyou :D

STUDIES(:
1. Where did you buy your school bag?
singapore -.-

2. How is college?
i havent even been there.

3. Best subject?
recess. eating's the thing i EXCEL in :D although ocassionaly kena beaten by limweicong.

Worst subject?
maths, science, and chinese. i hateeee those subjects.

is there anything that gets on my nerves?
people who make the same mistake over and over again, no matter how many times you forgive them, no matter how many times they say sorry, no matter how many times they tell you "this is going to be the last time". Yeah.

LAST TIME
1. last time you fell in love?
0.o

2. last movie you watched?
good question. forgot 0.o

3. last shirt you wore before this shirt?
limegreeeeeeen orientation shirt ♥

4. Last thing you held?
the computer mouse? -.-

5. Last time you cried?
bwahahahah months back? dunno.

6. Last place you went?
in front of the fridge to look for FOOD!

7. last testimonial you got?
from jolyn i think.

8. Last message you got?
#@*&$^#*#& no handphone

11. last mail?
some friendster update

12. last to call you?
bwahahhaa liyan.

13. last you called?
er liyan also? ♥

LOVE
1. meaning of love?
you?

2. do you trust boys?
I SO DO NOT TRUST KEVIN LIM WEI CONG. T.T

3. wanna be wif whom now?
you♥

4. kissed anyone before?
yeah. totally. my parents -.-

5. whats your hp number?
7326487364376489234 yes. it's long but it's my number :D

6. What do you think makes a person wonderful?
everyone's different.

7. For you, whats important in a relationship?
erm, food. trust! :D dont know.

8. Who do you think is always the cause of the breakup? Guy or Girl?
depends? might be like both at fault.

10. What is the most important thing to you?
food T.T you :D

11. Will you give everything for a relationship?
maybe.

12. Have you experienced being dumped before?
nope.

13. if you were given a chance to go back in time, what would you do?
wouldnt have hesitated

14. do you love someone who doesnt love you?
0.o lols.

15. Why do everytime a relationship is over the guy is the one getting the blame?
good question. maybe because the guy's the one with the balls? how would I know?

16. What would you feel if a gift tht u gave was given back to me?
ill throw it away right in front of you. :/ unless it's food.

17. is it really hard to move on?
yeah, kind of.

18. If by chance the guy/girl you once loved needed help, would you help him/her?
of course. im kind and innocent.

19. If someone hurts you? and someday the person asks for your forgivenes will you forgive him/her?
see how. some people are in it too deep.

20.Do you believe in the saying "letting go is easy by letting go of someone is harder?"
true.

21. for every ounce of love that you give does it pay off?
yeaaah.

22. what kind of guy/girl are you looking for?
someone equipped with food :/ jk. im not looking anymore.

hello.
im so bored. :/
im so lifeless.
im so dead.
im so rotting.
whateverrrrrr
im so freaaaaking bored.

im so happy there's school tomorrow!
im so not happy papers are given back tomorrow.
shit i havent given my parents my hist & chinese papers -.-
unless i have faris's results, i think i wont be VERY happy to give them.
Shitttty.
Im so happy because im going shoppppping soon.

Sigh :/
lifeless. totally rotting my ass away. LOL imagine that.
lala. tata people.

honestly, even if he dies, i dont give a damn.
i'd be very very happy to see HIM go.
want to know how much I hate him? it's worse than ferns.
yes i hate him.. that much.

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2007-10-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

I lost all my links.
Oh craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.

Whatever, I think Im moving to some other place.
See how. :/

it was nice talking with you :D

the internet is for porn! (:

2007-10-15T00:17:00.000-07:00

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
- tonguetied, faber drive

Don't ask me how my day went.
Holidays are getting pretty boring.
Worst thing is that this holiday is only two days and school's tomorrow.
T_T The worst parts of tomorrow are the getting back of the papers, and not being able to get out of bed.
I wont be able to even crawl out of bed
Shit. This is bad ):

Bwahahahha
anyway that internet video is TOTALLY cool okaye.
:D You should go and watch.

Bwahahhahaha on a happpppy note,
I FINISHED SEASON 2! :D
The final fight between Judai and Saiou and finally Hassleberry turning into a, er, dinosaur to save earth.
Bwahahahhahaa.
Oh and I finally saw Blair!
And guess what, she just looks like a normal retard :D

Anyway I'm out now.
Busy spending money on hopeless stuffs like food.
I won't ever get sick of caramelfrap & ugly chicken pie.
Like yay.
Dont see whats the difference between ugly chicken pie & uglier chicken pie, but whatever :/
Yay I love caramelfrapp with cream!

Boiboi's birthday is like on 17th, two days away.
Which remnds me, we just got into a totally heated discussion. :D
On whether Asuka was a slut or not :/
Whatever. -.-

Bye people. :D
Enjoy the last day before school and papers.
It's gonna be a way sad day tmrw! :D

Bye, my love ):

xoxo

2007-10-14T20:06:00.001-07:00

videoremoved-
go to youtube and search yugioh GX internet porn.
:D

The internet is for porn YugiohGX
This is a fan sub, but it's a darn funny one.
I mean Alexis's voice is like some gayshit.
And Atticus's voice is like some old cheecopek.
But it's seriously damn cool.
And it's not porn too, I mean Im such a holy and innocent girl, do you think I'd actually watch porn? :D
It's just an innocent and funny song.
Bwahahahahaha. :D

I've almost completed Season 2! :D
Yay! :D On Saturday, I was episode 78 (pathetically)
And today Im like on episode 98.
Bwahahahaha. Some people should feel super zibei can :D
So yup, Im off to YugiohGX.

honestly, i dont care whether you live or die.

quizzes&you

2007-10-14T00:39:00.000-07:00

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

How You Life Your Life

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP)

Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal.

Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men
You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Your Mood is a 9

It's hard to imagine feeling much better than you do right now. Life is pretty great.

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal

You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.
You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.
And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.
You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.

You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.
Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else

You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly

Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."

Your Power Element is Fire

Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

You are Totally Realistic

"Romance" means you're about to roll your eyes
Seriously, you can do without the sap or drama
Save it for someone who has nothing really going on in their relationship

For you, love is real - and easily integrated into your life
You don't need candles, flowers, or chocolates to know he's the one
Just some stimulating conversation... and maybe a great smile.

He's Getting Over Her...

You don't mind giving up a little of your life for your guy.
But there's no way that you'd put him first all the time.
You've struck a good balance of independence and compromise.
Just make sure he gives up a little for you too!

Your Emoticon Is Smiling

Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.

You Are 72% Pure

You're pretty pure, and you have no plans on changing that.
You do have a devilish side though... and it will probably get the better of you.

Your Life is 98% Perfect

You truly have the perfect life. And you probably feel like the luckiest person in the world.
You have a great career, family, and personal life. You have it going on!

Your Love Quote

Love makes the wildest spirit tame, and the tamest spirit wild.

You Are 68% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.
Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.
But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.
You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

You Are an Optimist

You definitely see the sunny side of life, even when things aren't going so great.
And while you may not be a realist, your optimism has really improved your quality of life.
You have the energy to take charge, solve your problems, and enjoy life for what it is.
Optimists are happier and healthier - so keep thinking positive!

You Are a Cookie-Browine-Sundae

Totally sweet, delicious, and comforting.
You are a total glutton for... everything!

You Are An Extrovert!

You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.
Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.
You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.
You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.
Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything
in.

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This video is darn funny.
A card called Pot Of Weed (Pot of greed), Sexual Intercourse (Polymerization) and etc.
Including one Elvis Rip Off Suit & pirates of the carribean dead mans chest. Like 0.o

I am so bored.

love was the ache, the anticipation, the retreat, anything else around it but the emotion itself. <3
- The inheritance of loss