7:45 PM
happy children's day? HAHAHA=DD
ESPECIALLY TO MY BOIBOI SHERYL
happy children's day xDD
nvm im lame xD

8 days to exam=x


3:30 AM
and have they forgotten?
i dont wna be a middle person anymore.
i don't wna trouble myself anymore.
bring heartache.

forget it.


9:35 PM
I'm waiting for the night drifting away
On the waves of my dreams to another day
I'm standing on a hill and beyond the clouds
The winds blowing still and catching my doubts
I'm hunting on the night the slave to my dream an illustrated seen decends in the sleep
We're playing for the fights emotional games
I'm turning off my eyes and hiding my shame

(Chorus)x 2
A neverending dream a dream of you
I believe I received a sign of you tonight
I want to hide my feelings too as you do and I want to be with you

(Speaking)
I'm waiting for the night drifting away on the waves of my dreams to another day
I'm standing on a hill and beyond the clouds the wind's blowing still and catching my doubts

I'm watching all the flowers dyeing away inheated breath of life at the dawning day
I'm waking up in spring and kissing your face the sweet imoving thing
I feel your embrace

A neverending dream.......

(Chorus) x 2
A Neverending dream a dream of you
I believe I received a sign of you tonight
I want to hide my feelings too as you do
and I want to be with you
(Chorus) x 1

omg i really love this song :DDD yesyes. cascada's A Neverending dream ((:


8:32 PM
PURE coincidence.
don't be.. misled by it hosy.
dun be tricked. dun be.. taken in.

iHATEgeog.
bleahbleah.

i shouldnt be worrying. i should be studying. but i cant seem to.
and im so glad. h0sy im very glad you told me.
this should be the way it should be h0sy. DUNWORRY(:
and im glad tht __ read it too. maybe lets just let time heal our old wounds.
cuz.. i'll always be there for u (:


2:56 AM
Your French Name is:
Audrey Chabert
What's" Your French Name?



cool? audrey chabert xD

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson
"Grew up in a small townAnd when the rain would fall downI'd just stare out my windowDreaming of what could be"
No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's" Your Inner Pop Princess?

HAHA (: kelly clarkson! i dun care wad jm say bout kelly clarkson being boring. xDD



2:01 AM
just came bac frm bball:D
td's bball was fun
with the exception of alexander the "great" and that animal zoo.
yupps xDD

english was the summary test.
i had a super hard time summarising.
why do we nid to summarise anw-.-
yupp. no sweets for me to eat):

science was bleahbleah.
me and hosy were making wild observations
lol. wild xD

history was blahblah too.
this is wild observations no. 2-.-
LOL and hosy wait till TWO months ltr then told me ___.
HAHA. if got fire then two months ltr tel police hor?
=="
and omg i din noe ___
well cuz hosy din tel me-.-

acc was terribly quiet.
lilaoshi was havin a sorethroat.
yea..she din shout. she hit the table.
which one bttr? :DD
yupps..chinese hist is boring-.-
and terribly chim.
i bttr study for it on sunday:DD

art was FUN(:
lol. i din bring my art piece.
yupp so i tel the cher
"oh i nv bring my art piece.. done le.. at home.. yupp.. i got do"
she ask me plan for art test
{omg ART TEST-.-}
yupp.. in the end i helped hosy colour her bone piece.
jiaxin's art piece so nice lor==

BASKETBALL (:
yay. it was FUNNNN:DD
me & rubiah and aminah {hosy} went to futingmah tht side play
xDD
then wenwen came..
then the two baichi by the name of animal zoo and alexander the great..lol.
p4? but hav to admit they pro lor. but oso..
we were teasing them all the way.
"ehh never drink milk arh?"
"dun bu zi liang li! jin 3 pointer!"
"go home drink milk! ur mama waiting for u"
"ehh your ball arh"
"yupps!"
LOLOL!!
shuting kena __ by me xD
hosy kena __ by __! xD
lol:D

arguing wif __ over the phone on the way.
can you stop it!!


4:34 AM
这是我们的纪念日,纪念我们我们开始对自己诚实,
这是美丽的纪念日,纪念我们能重新认识一次。
oh can we do that? again?
如果你在读这个,我非常抱歉。。我们失去了自己。
如果你需要一个人,我一定会在你的身边。
i promise-

zhe shi wo men de ji nian ri, ji nian wo men ke yi kai shi dui zi ji cheng shi.
zhe shi mei li de ji nian ri, ji nian wo men neng cong xin ren shi yi ci.
if your reading this, im very sorry. we lost ourselves. we lost each other.
but if you nid someone when the world is dark, when your lost, when your down, when your confused, when you just need help, i was always be there.
its a promise (:


3:10 AM
like.. wth.
yes. wth.


12:23 AM
i had a nice long talk wif shermaine ytd (:
she was so sweet. and so sensible x)
hahas jiayou girl:D mixtures.
chemicals. solutions. suspensions.
hate chem(x
hate them:D

pw was disastrous.
well quite.
some people got demerits.
crystal, birdie, jeewah.. :x
RIGHT.
__ was being particularly____td
omg. cant take it anymore.
and oops! laoda said the ___ word xD

we thought mr lim won't come.
yupp. but he did (:
maths is a killer.

chinese spelling was a killer too.
bleahs. im positive i will fail :DD
after tht lilaoshi made us stay bac and do some compre.
waste recess time..
:/

english was compre test.
yupp i think i will fail.
serious. 100% SERIOUS
im gna fail :/
dno why..i chiong all my work.
den lie on the table dream xD
and eat sweets (:
whn miss yati was looking away,
i jus eat. and eat. and eat..

RAARHS. i hate the three baichi!
donovan, haokai and james!
went to somewhr for cd
yupp. couldnt decide whr to sit.
finally sat beside shifu
we were crapping thru it all(X
alvina became rubiah.
i became mariah.
crystal became mary.
shu ting became futingmah {fatimah}
LOLS hosy not thr!
we wanted to qu3 name for u xD
yupp.. the three da baichi.
sent me 80+ MSGS.
prank call me like 10+ times
{till i had enuf common sense to divert their calls} xD
EIGHTY. stupid lah.
make me delete one by one):

i don't know;


1:45 AM
today started off with pe and basketball!
hahas. i got somewhat pissed td.
yupps i dun tink i shud hav gotten pissed.
still it was fun:DD

oh. and donovan told me smth SUPER wrong ytd.
he told me he __ __. wth.
and then that ___ haokai lor.
argharghargh SHUTUP!

td was not much bttr.
donovan came and re3 jeewah.
jeewah got pissed. since donovan was so $#(*&U(*
yea. so. she took his chair and threw it.
yupp. donovan siam by 1cm.

science SPA test was..boring.
chromatography. yea.
boring can.
imagine waiting for like 30mins for some stupid ink to spread:D

haokai was irritating td.
like he isnt evryday-.-

geography was cold-.-
the aircon i mean.
it was boring. mrs kho scolded weian again.
amanda was funny (:
"why we can chase all the teachers out and make them cry but this teacher cannot!??"
lols.

omg i cant believe it
stop it. stop it. its over.


1:43 AM
its no longer the same
i thought it'd hurt. but it didnt.
cuz i've been hurt by you too many times. and i dont care anymore


12:29 AM
HADY WON!
YAY :D

sel was the first period.
yupp and it was supposed to be maths(:
but in the end, we din do anything.
jus sit ard and slack slack :D
hahas yupps i was sitting with shuting shifu, carol..
shuting was throwing staple bullets at mr lim xD
i was throwing staple bullets at laoda xD

history was a blahblah lesson.
miss khoo was telling us a story bout high blood pressure.
yupps. thts all. very boring.

chinese was boring again.
me and hosy were passing notes.
yupps:D
lilaoshi got angry wif weian and james.
her patience run thin le.
ok lol.
boiboi: it was crap ok.

omg. mr lim was explaining bout the maths thing
and me and hosy werent listening at all.
well.. i was listening.
but go in one ear. go out the other lor.
yupps then mr lim got angry.
suddenly dui4 us fa huo.
haiz. yupps. terrible can.

then my shifu went to apologise
we all tagged along xD
and luckily got shifu.
or else we would just be like.. =x

hec was next.
yea..test return bac.
lol i got .
hahahahas. and hosy got .
yea i bet u __ will wna find out de
=
and it was TRUE.
she went "oh how much is your marks? i help u calculate."
"ehh i calculate le"
"oh how much ur marks?"
lol jus ask la.
:D

yupp whn we came bac,
there was a msg written by SOMEONE.
lol its veh obvious can.
and OMG ___ said something TERRIBLY WRONG.
this is not maple can-.-
yupp english was a BLAH period.
haokai show me a pic of someone having 19MIL
and den jeewah immediately went "CHEY NOOB!
i got see 150MIL before!"
LOL:D

anw boiboi tag me this quiz:D
1) How old do you wish you were? THIRTEEN lol!
2) Where were you when 9.11 happened? huh. dunno leh xDD
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? hit them lol. nahh. HASNT happened to ME :D
4) do you count yourself kind? i go around killing ms monsters. considered kind?
5) if you had a tatoo, where would it be? arm lor. lol.
6) if you could be fluent in other languages what would it be? HAHAHAS japanese! i think its COOL xD
7) do you know your neighbours? yupps. i noe one is irritating and the other is not lol xD
8) do you follow your horoscope? lol wads my horoscope?
9) would you move for the person you love? i have the same qn as boiboi. move house??
10) are you touchy feely? lol too chim for me.
11) do you believe that opposites attract? ya. duh. lol.
12) dream job? PRO SLACKER:D
13) favourite channels? COMPUTER:DD
14) favourite place to go on weekends? COMPUTER!:DD
16) showers or baths? lol i spend more time in front of the computer xD
17) do you paint your nails? nope.
18) do you trust ppl easily? depends. i have wrong judgement =P
19) what are your phobias? insects xDD
20) do you want kids? lol and hav dem end up like me?
21) do you keep a handwritten journal? yupp. 2 months nv update le xD
22) whr would you rather be now? overseas! :))
23) who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? hahas BOIBOI and some other ppl xD
24) heavy sleeper on light sleeper? HEAVY hahahas:D
25) are you paranoid? SOMETIMES:D
26) are you impatient? like boiboi like mummy xD
27) who can you relate to? any1. i guess.
28) how do you feel bout interracial couples? ok mah.
29) have you been burned by love before? burned by hot water yes. but by love..??
30) whats your favourite pickup line? I TALK TOO MUCH XD
31) whats your main ringtone? most of the time put on vibrate? lol
32) what were you doing at midnight ytd? lol playing MAPLE! XD
33) what did the last text on your handphone say? _blank_ xD
34) whose bed did u sleep in? LOL mine!?
35) what colour shirt are u wearing? white =P
36) most recent movies u watched? duno. at the computer?? XD
37) name three things you have on you at all times? handphone, clothes lol..erm and err duno le.
38) what colour are your bedsheets? white..lol
39) how much money do u have with you now? IM POOR CAN! very poor )x
40) whats your favourite part of the chicken? chicken wing LOL
41) What's your favorite town/city? perth or paris or SINGAPORE hahaha.
42) I can't wait till..?i become a PRIEST XD
43) What did you have for dinner last night? spaghetti(:
44) How tall are you barefoot? 1.57 liddat lor. veh short lor.
45) Do you own a gun? lol. do YOU own a gun?!
46) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? milo(:
47) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? slacking XD
48) Last thing you ate? HAHAHA PASTA AGAIN:D
49) What songs do you sing in the shower? i DO NOT sing in the shower XD!
50) Last thing that made you laugh? lol __ lame jokes
51) Worst injury you've ever had? cutting my leg wif some very sharp thing and getting stitches.
52) Does someone have a crush on you? haha no?
53) What's your favorite candy? EVERYTHING!! lol
54) What song do you want played at your funeral? lol. u curse me. lol
55) Five random people to do this? any1 idiot who has lots of free time and wishes to spend some xD oh and one such idiot person is yj. good luck

wth boiboi that was the LONGEST quiz ever:D


10:45 PM
paris city of lights.
1F chalet
bleah! i wan to go for the chalet.

today was a short day:D
no common test!
so it was extra-short:D

hahahas yupps! FUN:))
chinese was not so fun.
hosy had another funny lil dream again:D
AGAIN!? and again it was bout..
ahems xD

maths was fun:D
haokai din hav a calculator {as usual}
and he kept borrowing from ME!
so i told mr lim.
and mr lim gave him donovan's calculator.
{haokai fiddles with the buttons}
haokai: ehh! how to switch on de!
{raise hand}
haokai: MR LIM! how to switch on the calculator de!!
{whole class laffs}
me & hosy: lol dummy!
{later}
haokai: omg this calculator like __ liddat keep on dcing.
me: must be cuz see ur face
hosy: ehh this is not maple. how can calculator dc!?
yupps. i kept asking hosy for maths ans.
she dun wan help me. lol (:

science was fun too :DD
BIRDIE LA! lol.
she started with this qn
"miss poh, does green tea really kill sperms?"
LOL den we were subjected to acidic and alkaline explanation
:DD

english was fun too:DD
cuz of shifu! hahas.
donovan was playing catching with james.
sorry ICE&WATER-.-
yupps. and they knocked over shifu's bottle xD
then shifu came in.
shifu: MY WATER! MY BELOVED MAMA'S WATER!
{carol, me and hosy laff}
yupp so we used laoda tissue paper clean.
i used the tissue wrongly. lol xD
shifu: omg not liddat!! xD
then i saw hosy just chuck the whole tissue on the water.
so i copy lor xD
shifu: AIYA NOT LIDDAT!
LOL!
shifu: you are not suited to be a cleaner
LOL:D

maybe i alr have.
i know that i hurt you, things will never be the same.


10:09 PM
OMG:/
i think..im in love with you:x
its weird:DD
and whn did it start

You Are 0% Fake
Fake doesn't even come close to describing you.You're totally natural, and proud of who you really are!
How Fake Are You?


9:34 PM
The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

lol chim:DD
there's LOTSA hw.
and rite. i CANT complete all of dem:D

at the most i jus go heaven xD


3:49 AM
xD my 2nd post

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream
You are kind, popular, and generous.You tend to be successful at anything you try.A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.
What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?


Your Love Element Is Metal
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other
What Element Is Your Love?

Your Life Path Number is 7
Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning
You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.
In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.
While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!
What Is Your Life Path Number?


i think they should make the thing smaller-.-


2:35 AM
somehow, i've tired of blogging):
i only like changing my skins:DD
cuz i think thts the most fun part of blogskins:DD
hahahas:)

you have to admit it.
blogs tel you MANY things.
they tell u a persons feelings
sometimes things u dun wanna hear.
sometimes juicy gossip?
but a blog reveals a persons personality.

we're told to treasure frenships. treasure treasure treasure.
how many million times are we gna hear tht in sec life?
millions hear it; thousands rmbr it; but only hundreds do it.

i've done what i could.
i did what i could.
you cant accept it.

dont expect too much frm me.
it'll ruin us in the end:x

nokia 6280 or 6111?
:/

its less than 2 wks to exams.
my book 1C is COMPLETED:DD
gtta mug hist next.
))):

hahas MUG HARD ppl:DD


2:33 AM
RIGHT! wadever can. i say one sentence u say another. like wth can!
i have done whatever i am supposed to.
hell.


12:57 AM
short attention span.. rite. thanks shifu(:

english was boring.
no one want to listen de..
jus copy and copy and copy stuff

we did a tough tough science ws
my brains turned to alkaline and acid-.-
rite and birdie ask miss poh if she wanted a GSTRING
{she got one for her bday}
LOL and den miss poh said: no la! i got alot at home!
HAHAHAHAS:D

maths was just percentage, discount and blah.
=x

and chinese was the reviewing of the test paper.
i from 42.5 down to 41.5
hosy noes(: yupp. im veh happy(:

hist was the test.
FAIL can.
all the qns so hard de..

after tht we played bball(:
yupp thanks shifu for evrything((:

im thinking too much.
my geog revision only 1/2 way thru. haiz.


2:13 AM
& i don't know what to do.
shifu im uber sorry that i played a totally LOUSY game.
yup..too many things to think bout(:

and im non-existent.


12:29 AM
tactless.

td was a day of surprises
yup yup..WEIRD can.
good surprises. bad surprises.

did functions duty wif chengyu and meixuan.
they did the flying fox.
omg i wan do oso!(:
NAHH thats impossible.
i look down from the 5th storey gna die le

laoda DID do the summary for pw.
but he only did one-.-
ohwell better than NOTHING.

we played against these sec4s.
basketball. PRO sia.
and dey said my shifu got talent(:

BLAH. hist test.
so miss khoo began wif a "ok keep ur books"
den pass down the paper.
CHAPTER 8! {beside me i saw hosy going white}
alvina: "i thot only chapter 7?!?! i dunno anything leh!"
jeewah: "die!"
jingyi: "huh? i thot chptr 7?"
haokai: "oh ___!"
LOL and it just turned out to be a WS.
i will study more. study more(:

maths was boring.
i hate maths.
haokai kept borrowing my correction tape
amanda kept borrowing my calculator.
GRRS; hmm.

im tired of this life.


1:02 AM
YAY WE'RE NOT GETTING THE DEMERIT:DD i really gotta thank ya cheryl thanks alot alot alot<33


8:21 AM
THE WORLD IS MADE UP OF IDIOTS:D
WITHOUT IDIOTS SUCH AS ME AROUND, IT WOULDNT BE CALLED A WORLD:DD
WE MUST ACCEPT THEM HOWEVER HARD IT SEEMS.

THE-FINALS-FOR-SI IS COMING:DD
i seriously 100% hope that hady can get in.cuz i seriously do not quite like jonathan.aww.sorry to jonathan fans such as my bro(:

I'D NEVER THOT I'D SAY THIS; i LOVE the word CONSCIENCE.
I HOPE SHE HAS ONE:DD but i seriously DOUBT IT:DD ohmans.we ain't gna do ANYTHING..hahaz
FEELING WEIRD.FEELING LYK I DARE TAKE ON THE WORLD.

www.thebushuangness-outlet.blogspot.com
hahas I RAN OUT OF IDEAS:DD
www.ourworld-has-monsters-.blogspot.com
IM BEING LAME:DDD


12:24 AM
OH YAY(:
i just told someone im NOT a dog.

today was supposed to be another ORDINARY day.
but of cuz __ MADE IT SPECIAL.

SPECIAL. check the dictionary
it'll tell you: oh very unique and blah and blah
but NOT THAT SPECIAL kae.
its SPECIAL in a totally HORRIBLE AND FREAKY WAY.
totally the way __ is.

YAY i feel so weird td(:
weird in a GOOD way. not even __ can put me down

common test(:
the paper was set by mdm lur-.-
no wonder so hard la
but nvm WHATS GONE IS GONE((:
YAY see i so optimistic-.-

CHINESE next
that li lao shi la!
sit on haokai table
yell " ZHUA JIN SHI JIAN WOR!"
EHH my eardrum.
lol hu cares wors! XD
chinese spelling die wor~

geography.
SO COLD(: SO COLD(:
SO BORING-.- SO BORING-.-
im POSITIVE I'LL FLUNK GEOG:DDD

homecons
cooked fried rice wif my spastic(:
SPASTIC claims she doesnt like cooking.
HMM.
MDM LUR LA. RUIN THE WHOLE FRIED RICE):
giv us 2 tbsp of soya sauce):
THATS why it was so SALTY:DDD
AYEAYE:)

talked to mr lim(:
sorted MANY stuff out.
talked about **
talked about quitting func
talked about &&
talked about ##
YAY SEE THATS RUBBISH TOK

DUNNO WHY IM FEELING SO HIGH.
maybe cuz hosy snt me like 20 songs?
or maybe cuz i JUST HAD A FUN 45mins on msn

YAY SEE! IM NOT A DOG:DDD
GNA MUG:DD


12:59 AM
RANDOM}

"We may be either the suffering slaves of nature or the happy masters of her laws."
yr life yea^^

It is the natural right of every human being to be happy--to escape all the miseries of life. Happiness is the normal condition, as natural as the landscapes and the seasons. It is unnatural to suffer and it is only because of our ignorance that we do suffer. Happiness is the product of wisdom. To attain perfect wisdom, to comprehend fully the purpose of life, to realize completely the relationship of human beings to each other, is to put an end to all suffering, to escape every ill and evil that afflicts us. Perfect wisdom is unshadowed joy.

Why do we have enemies from whose words or acts we suffer? Because in our limited physical consciousness we do not perceive the unity of all life and realize that our wrong thinking and doing must react upon us through other people--a situation from which there is no possible escape except through ceasing to think evil and then patiently awaiting the time when the causes we have already generated are fully exhausted. When spiritual illumination comes, and we no longer stumble in the night of ignorance, the last enemy will disappear and we shall make no more forever.
ok wow this is chim but i think its true :x

The most important quality you can ever develop is having belief in yourself. The belief that you can, without a shadow of a doubt achieve success in every area of your life. Virtually every person has the capacity to do wonderful things with his or her life. But the greatest single obstacle for most people is self-doubt. Many people wish they could accomplish certain things but lack the belief that they can actually do it.
heyhey(: U ARE WHAT YOU BELIEVE lp & hosy(:

We go about our lives, obsessing silently, moving mindlessly, getting things done. We fail to notice the wonder and joy and beauty all around us because we are in full scowl mode about the things in our heads.
Open your eyes to the silliness around you, and laugh out loud. It's good for your heart in every way.

hahas~ random.


11:36 PM
ytd was FUN!
oh yes it was.. especially the PTC [parents teachers conference]

arrived there at 5.00
luckily jinni reminded me to go bring the proposal
there we met up wif lihui, alvina they all(:
we were watching the ncc boys pump and pump.
lihui and alvina wanted to tel willie to "1 2 3 shutup!"
LOL(:

then we went downstairs to eat(:
we played "hai nan ji fan" xD
it was FUN!
and alvina translated it to the amr version
hai nan chee fan {spoken in a very angmoh accent}
jinni will always end up giggling.
jiayun will then giggle along.
then we will all start laffing and laffing.

ate "hai nan ji fan"
doreen exchanged her packet of rice wif lihui.
then, lihui went to add more chilli.
after that it was too hot to eat(:
doreen finished evryting the fastest(:
i jus ate the rice can le-.-
lihui separated the rice wif chilli and the rice without chilli(:

then fen1 pei4 jobs.
there are three jobs: the welcome party, the people-walking-abt-serving-drinks and the registration counter.
i wan the serving drinks de(:
became the welcome party.
did wif teng hui.
basically, jus stone there for an hour plus and say the same sentence over and over(:
"good evening m'am/sir, this way please"
i APPREC the chair now can. my legs were sore.
but we had fun(:

after that, me and lihui went ard collecting survey forms.
lh: "such a big tray and so only one box of pencils. so extra"
me: "ya lor."
hmms yea XD
we kope-d each others 'customers'
we had FUN XD
hmmhmm

den we say this girl(:
she's frm poi ching [hosy's old skl]
she's VERY CUTE! 8 years old and very very cute and smart!
LOL she took to lihui very well
and she's the sis of my jonathan goh [my ogl]
germaine goh(: SO CUTE
we played hai nan ji fan wif her(:
she's so cute! WE HAD FUN(:
-nienyuan walked past-
nienyuan: omg how can you do this?
doreen: we're playing with her.
nienyuan: oh. i didn't see her cuz she's so small. make sure she doesnt get lost.
hahas(:

hmms then we arranged the tables for prelims.
the tables were so heavy(:

mmhm.
somehow i left feeling empty. and terribly pissed.
yes. i did. pissed.
nahh not cuz of functions.

and what i say:go ahead and do lor.maybe i thought i din care.
if you cud giv her,why not us.
i dun care anw im gna quit piano anyway.
i dunno how. its all going down.
to have reached this di4bu4 and fall back-


11:41 PM
i don't know what to do. some one help me.

-mixed tangle


7:48 AM
it turned out that nothing was true. nothing at all. nothing was what i thought to be.
NOTHING AT ALL! we know we're losing it. we're losing it. but we don't really bother.
for we know. what's broken can NEVER be mended. its no longer the same. no longer.
i guess i should IGNORE. but how to? did you know my title before was trust? TRUST.
ASK YOURSELF. did you ever trust me? NO. if u did. we'd be bttr than we are now.


6:46 AM
can you believe it.
go ahead. i dont care anymore.ha. and i thot u cared.


12:33 AM
how can it be.

right! IM LAZY TO UPDATE SEE.
aww sad thing! we 1F have to part due to some streaming.
i will miss alot alot alot of you(:
when we look back, we'll rmbr.

KAEZ..today was fun
weiqian was sad today.
i can empathise weiqian, but i dun tink u shud let it affect you.
CHEERIOS girl(:

english was the MOST FUN time!
cuz me and crystal and hosy sat together.
we laughed and laughed and laughed.
we crapped and crapped and crapped.
and we all discovered smth: we love money(:

i just got richer by 20c and someone just got poorer by 20c
guess hu XD
if hosy wasnt moneyminded lor..i could earn 40c XD

test was horrible
why is it that hosy doesnt learn and she finds it so easy-.-
and why is it that i learn but i find it like very hard-.-
FAILURE SIA(:

cuifen jie got angry wif us! aww):

at LEAST haokai sit beside me got SOME use.
during the test i was busy using his correction tape.
ohwell(:

miss poh played dis game wif us..
its like we just walk and walk ard and whn she say stop we take the person beside us to be our partner.
me and hosy were walking wif each other.
den i ended up wif JEEWAH!
and miss poh said the motive of the game was .. err i forgot.
friends.
we seriously need them.
thanks to all my frenz!<3

bleahbleah. tmr got art. i haven finish=x


3:30 AM
useless. yupps. thats a wrd to describe me.

its one of my out and out days. threee things convinced me. i couldnt take it.
i've been trying so hard NOT to cry. but i did. and it din feel good..like it shud hav.
im confused.very confused.but i know.
i've made my decision. i've made my final decision.
i dun wish to hang on anymore.i wish to giv up.but hw can i?when she's so nice and swt?
how can i. how can i. oh mans..
how can i tel her "i've decided?"
if ur reading this now, thank you for trying. it doesnt hurt. but im the kinda girl hu will stick to her decision once she's made up her mind. im sorry..take care(:
i feel the distance widening. i dun wanna lose you. please tell me and reassure me.

will the ground open up and let me die?XD


1:46 AM

I WOKE UP SUPER EARLY can):
considering tt i've been waking up at 10..
i woke up REAL EARLY(:

HAPPY BDAY TO MY SHIFU SHUTING!
BIRTHDAY HUGS TO YOU!
TKCARE<3

YAY no common test(:
make me work and work and work ytd nite.
ohwell still got 3 tests sia..
history [die], science [die die] and maths [good bye]
hrmph. still had our co-form teacher come hav form cher interaction.
no interaction de lor.

chinese was BORING!
lilaoshi as usual. turn the fan down.
bleahbleahx.

maths was quite fun.
bleahs. bleahs. bleahs.
fine not fun.

english was boring as usual?
science miss poh din come.

BLEAHS!
i expected first day to be fun de lor..
HAHAZ(: wishful tinking.

gna put my thankyou list here(:
-to ada lp for being there and taking a whole lot of initiative(:
-to hosy for being by my side and letting me eat her nuggets(:
-rachel for being the CUTE lil nygh girl(:
-boiboi for being CUTE & being there(:
-ashley for being the caterpillar, millipede and centipede all in one(:
-belinda for being the lil angel she is(:
-debra for being my ONE and only SPASTIC(:
-bird for being the wacky old bird she is(:
-crystal for being a wonderful GIRL(:
-jiaxin for being sweet, caring and understanding(:
-meixuan for being..meixuan(:
-lynn for being my deardear(:
-tree for being the TERESA(:
-nicholas for listening whn i was down(:
-shuting for being MY SHIFU!(:
-weiqian for being spunky and a gd fren(:
-amanda wong for being my NUER(:
-shermaine for being unassuming and understanding(:
-FUNCTIONS for sharing the best of two months((:
-DANCE for being frenly((:
-1F(: no words needed
-6HI05(: the best of my childhood.

rite this is WACKY.
i HAVE NOT FINISHED THE HIST!
goodbye(:


6:52 AM
THE PHILOSOPHY (by urs truly)XD

TMR MIGHT BE THE DAY YOU GNA DIE {choy!}
LIVE TODAY LIKE ITS YR LAST DAY(:
IT AIN'T GNA BE ANY GOOD IF U LIVE TODAY MOPING BOUT YTD:D


3:54 AM
BREAKING news
the school holidays is ENDING officially!

fine wdvr breaking news THAT is(:
DUN THINK THE BAD PEOPLE!
erm..going back to skl..
let me give you the five lame reasons.

-meeting yr frenz!
-meet yr teachers!
-hand up the hw u've slogged so long over!
-eating the school food!
-secretly buying cokeXD

take care while i chiong hw(:
as usual=D


3:15 AM
tagged by my sweetie boiboi dis quiz(:

memorable lasts
im not dying ok..ok maybe i am, from hw.
i should add a last words tooXD

LAST MOVIE WATCHED: erm that was a uber long time ago. forgot la.
LAST OUTFIT YOU WORE: like who walks about naked? of cuz is clothes la-.-
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: when my eye itched. okok jkjk. in feb i guess..isit? stmXD
LAST THING YOU ATE: spaghettti!
LAST THING YOU BOUGHT: chers day present(:
LAST LAW YOU BROKE: i HAVEN broken any law. I THINK=x

TAG PEOPLE NOW. hrmphs. [eg: if its 7.03 like now, then 7 ppl to do]
-ada lp
-birdie
-shifu
-tree
-lynn
-nuer
THERE 7!
dun u DARE say its 6. i have a counting prob u noe..
must excuse me(:

till then people.
HOLS IS ENDING): BOOHOO


11:37 PM
OHMAN. SECOND DAY IN MOURNING?
CUZ PAUL TWOHILL IS OUT.

AHAHAS(:
CURRENTLY TYPING IN CAPSLOCK
CUZ MY KEYBOARD HAS A PROBLEM.
AS MY SHIFU HAS A PROB WIF HER SPACEBAR.
I HAV A PROB WIF MY CAPSLOCK. ITS SPOILED SEE.

FOR H2SS {IF U DNO, DUN ASK}
I DUMPED HIM(:
HE WAS A BOTHER.
#KEPT ASKING FOR MONEY
#ASKING TO TRAIN HIM
#LOOTING.
NO.NO.NO.NO.NO(:
HOPE YOU & H2SS STIL OKAYES(:

MY LP HAD HER PUB OUTING.
WHN WILL FUNCTIONS HAV OURS?
BOOHOO):

HWCRISIS}


6:50 AM
OMG PAUL TWOHILL IS OUT.
OMG. OMG. OMG.
BUT LUCKILY, JASMINE IS IN(:
OMGAWSH!
PAUL TWOHILL OUT.
THE COMPETITION WILL BE NO MORE FUN):


11:55 PM
for those who haven even started their hw, u'd bttr start.

currently:
1. MATHS- halfway done):
2. CHINESE- quarterway done):
3. SCIENCE- not even done):
4. HIST- not even done):
5. HEC- doing):

))))):
aww mans.
its gonna be a tough 4 days.

ytd singapore idol!
down to the last 4. the final 4
jasmine, jonathan, paul and hady.
{for those hu dno, i must say ur on another planet}
rite.
YAY! i support JASMINE! xD
JASMINE must NOT go out.
if she does.
my face will be like.
this.
)))))))))):

speaking of ))))))):
I'VE GROWN FATTER.
awww. mus try to EXERCISE xD
dowan becm a COMPUTER POTATO xD

{MAPLE!}
again YAY! im gna LVL.
by tmr. currently 75%.
and my DUMB bro got me a BF.
a MAPLE bf.
oh MAN!


10:13 PM
the moment i signed into msn ytd.
turtles all over the place.
LOL. i mean turtles in front of almos evryones msn name?
even my guild notice said:
"to commemorate steve irwin's death, pls put a turtle (tu) in front of ur msn name"
yupp yupp(:

steve irwin was killed ytd while filming by a stingray.
yupp yupp.
the whole world noesXD
eat more stingrays to avenge him ba :x

yupps. other than that.
yay i lvled in maple ytd(:
am currently lvl 58
going to lvl soon. 50%.
yupp yupp. shuang xi lin men? XD

{SHOUTbacks}
jingzhi: hihi jingzhi(:
inggrid: hahaz! you take care too:)
elizabird: WOW. ur blog will be ALIVE when i see it-.- AHAHA.
boiboi: is that an INSULT yea? i'll punish u(:
lihui: hahas! thanks(X
shuting: then imas much a paikia as u are. i haven even started(: tkkair too.
jingyi: urm..sure. but i dunno ur urlxP
lp: heyhey(: yupps i will. tkkair too<3


3:03 AM
today i was VERY guai canXD
i woke up at 8. got dance prac see. so i wake up at 8..
and went back to sleepXDD
den officially woke up at 10.
thats what you call guai okaye. learn from meXD

all the XDs(:
i must be REALLY MAD

one. two. weeks never exercise.
bleah bleah. now gtta exercise:P
dance audition; oops.
i completely forgot steps.
luckily got nalinaXD
i noe i see cher's face sure faint deXD
basically we trained and trained.
my muscles all going to die =x

drank 1bottle of coke in the morning.
drank another bottle of coke in the afternoon.
gna drink another oneXD

perhaps i cant open myself.
lets keep it that way
muaks.


11:48 PM
i cant stop the rain from falling, by cascada.
nice song lol
but i can take an umbrella. thats why its inventedXD
think CAN. don't think CANT(:
ohman(x THATS why im crazy.

im gonna slack these hols. im not gonna do my hw(:
i've slacked these 2 days le. pure slacking.
oh man. i nidda break(:

anw, WHAT is the pytha-theo-wdvr thing?
SO confusing can. so confusing =

something JUST happened. something BIG.
and all i can think off is rambling on and off.
something that can change my outlook.
something to make me lose my ***
something that MIGHT make me lose my hp.
something that i must fork out more money. oh man poor):

ohwell.
remember the rain and the umbrella then.


10:40 PM
pray for me people.
R.I.P me.
argh.
i thot maybe i din wan it.
but now i've changed.
and this has to happen.


1:04 AM
ytd was the dance performance(x at the esplanade

out of the house at around 6.
reached the station and met jinni who looked like she was dressed to go ____.
hehe(:
and blur her forgot to bring her money.
5% interest. daily! rememberXD
when we reached city hall, we din noe whr was the control station?
like where where where:D
met jiayu, jiaying, huifeng and blahblahXD

went walking along esplanade.
*rumble* hungry!
went walking about wif jinni devil_pig and huifeng.
wanted to eat haagen daaz icecream
$4.90 for one scoop.
out.
wanted to eat mrsfield's cookies or brownies
so little..XDXD
went to see the CHOCOLATE! shop
$1.00 for a small strawberry wif a teensy bit of chocolate
out.
went to cafe at esplanade library
$5.20 for one slice of cake.
out.
really got nothing eat de lor):
settled wif 3 mrs field's cookies and saved moneyXDD

the performance was chim.. i din understand anything.
well, they dancded very well. very graceful(:
very nice clothes. err.
but the theme!? nono. i din understand
so i kept trying to guess.
first i thought it was life. cuz they were like breathing so heavily.
then i thought that it was love.
then heaven(:
then HELL..
until now, i still dunno.
sat beside jinni devil pig.
kept elbowing her when i thought that there were GHOSTS!
XDD
sorry~

maple(: anyone has the 70% scroll sell me. i maybe buy for 1.5 mil^^


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