happy apr fools day! :D

oh and happy bday to jiaye yeah :D
early in the morning, wq mama sent me a stupid retarded msg.
my poor mama has peanuts for brains ((:

nick is damn horny! :D
the priest has a new job sia.
use the mystic door to lure girls in.
use shining ray to "attack" six.
use dispel to clear up the "mess".
coolness :D

okaye! i go MAPLE (:

maybe not for council functions.
i shall perservere.

already so broken.

perservere. i can do it :D

maybe not for studies.
maybe not for council.
maybe not for dance.
but definitely for friendships :D

oh sh*t i want to get well NOW!
my freaking mother wun allow me to go and do art and homecons.
oh wadda fuck.

Re-read, re-write, redo, undo
I'm stuck on this page
I'm full of artificial sweetener in my heart. (:

♥ i suddenly love koda kumi and ayumi :D
blame hosy.

YAY im sick! :D
means i dunnid do PE on monday.
seriously, PE means torture.
i still cant forget that stupid running for 40mins plus last week AND static exercises. which i HAVENT finished.
i cant believe i used to LOVE pe in sec1.
-.-
cuz now, i HATE mondays T.T

evryone's become in emoshitxz these dats.
emoshitxz kills people (:

insecurity. KILLS.
do cheer up alriteys.
!GOGOGO planet ((:
you can do it! :D

i feel so high all of a sudden. :D

cuz im so damn bored :D

going to blog bout ytd :D
and cancel out all those EMOSHITXZ.
haha

morning duty with joseph ytd @ changcheng.
he brought down this GAY purple note pad :D
and i told him the logic of why-joseph-walks-until-liddat by me and nick :D (we rock)
now all the flies+mozzys are flying all about.
GRRS. and stefan told me to lengthen my skirt till its like.. until the ground?
-.- cool lameshit.

science and maths was okaye.
i haven been listening at all in science.
so i confirm + chop fail the science test :D

mr chan pulled my ponytail again.
i complained to him to use friday as a makeup lesson day ((:
and then he pulled my hair -.-
then he said that gracia's hair was all pulled out until there was none left (she cut her hair)

was sitting at concourse steps in recess :D
it was coolshit.
jinni, corny, jianle, alvina, tzzzy, xingkai, me, glen.
all sitting htere and talking shit :D

yay our third member for CBLA :D
alvina! (: promoted to the secretary.
looloo shall ALWAYS remain the lowest position ;D
cool man. i bet looloo will ♥ that :D

cip was kinda okaye.
some people got really emo-ed out and cried.
it was kinda tiring. cuz i din know any dialect. and then was tryin to high and high.
the jemeen or whatever working there is a total _____
wadda hell :D even sunli dun like her. I THINK.
i bonded alot with chowpeiqingyi, and the retarded family ;D
yay yay -loves ♥

i expected a PUMPING during dance.
taking zilian pics, slacking, etc.
LLS was real nice today (i think).
she din scream like a mad woman. and they din kp us as much.
well, there's always next week :D

boiboi is now a PLANET :D
she is newly REinstated (:
no more the lonely asteroid, now a planet.
GOGOGO! :D whoohoo.

thanks shipei :D
i wont be so dumb ever again (:
CHEER UP ALRITES. CHOWPEIQINGYI ♥

i dun give a damn what people say cause im just me.
fine. i dont bloody care anymore.
say all you like bout me.
yay, for once joseph damn smart.. his blog i mean LOL.

hotel 81 :D
29126
2+9+1+2+6 = 8 pm
whoohoo. nick and i rocks sia :D
so damn cool. so horny ^^
its just letting go bit by bit.. till its no longer there.
i wasnt 100% truthful today when you asked whether the passion was there. :X sorryy.
[edit]

i just realised i was very dumb.
zzz i cant believe it. i was jealous of you?

CIP tmrw! :D YAYYYYY!
ok but thr's that lameshit thing glen sabo-ed me?
i shall get NICK aka HORNYBOI as my partner :D

one more day :D

today was emo day T_T
evryone was EMOing :/
wells erm i decided liao.
im NOT going to emo shit anymore.
:D

sheryl your right.
tmrw ill decide luh.
tmrw and tmrw and tmrw (:

C-BLA is founded! :D
im the cblavp (:
jinni's the cblast (c-bla sexy shit treasurer)
glen's the cblap :D
whoohoo. lyndon too guai [4] to join luh.

thanks alot to xiying, sheryl, glen, wenqi.
love ya loads <3
thanks alot to sheryl boiboi too <3
and peiqing <3
and gracia <3

okie im too emo liao le.
chiense today sucked luh.
can jus die sia.
confirm + chop got to see my mother again.
T_T

okaye whatever.
more tests next week?
i hate homework. :D
and i hope mrs jain never comes bac for english lessons.
EVER AGAIN :X

scandalous? go and eat shit luh.
EMOSHIT! :D
okaye bye. tmrw is friday.. :/last time i get so fed up over it. imagine evry fucking person fucking telling you the same thing over and over again. fuck. but after awhile, it just sounds so stupid. i mean evryone's telling you the same thing? doesnt it sound like shit to you after awhile?

okaye i guess i owe suwern and jolyn an apology.
i was fucking pissed at that time.
and erm, your were at the wrong place at the wrong time.
im so damn sorry. for asking your to fuck off.
sorry x 1000

i know i let alot of you down. not them. anymore.
yeah. and im damn sorry.
like tzzzy, charr, lihui, jiayun, etc :D
and of cuz inggrid, tenghui, etc.

i just realised i have stm.
wth? i realised i cant.
i know its supposed to be tmrw.
buy, yeah.

shipei came to school with her tied! :D it was zomgg cute
lalas.

okayes lessons today was super borin. sianded.
geography was boring luh.
me and gracia were somehow talkin bout costumes.
rmbr the dance one? with the seashells and the moss and whatever shit.
:D then xiying started telling us bout hers.

chinese was like shit luh.
she started testing us on the stupid spelling.
i failed 3/4
the last one i tyco-ly passed :D

went down with glen to recess.
and nick. and jiahao.
and nick was telling us the "why joseph walk until liddat" logic :)
its sucha cool logic! I MUST TEL JOSEPH ^^
oh i think glen is so damn scandalous! :D
art was like shit luh.
mrs neo is a BIASEDBIASEDBIASED FREAK!
hmph! i shall colour my whole art folio yellow :D
den later she shall will giv me 100 :D

music was freakin boring too :D
whoohoos ^^ rly love the lemons unite group.
they helped us with our melody! :D
wheehee loves okayes.
glen and nick came up with a horny song!
something like..
when i have sex,
i feel vexed.
when i am being raped,
i know it is fate.
when i have a baby,
i know it was coming.
when my husband sees me,
he starts ***ming. :D
and some last line :D okayes its so freakin' horny can :D

english! :D
mrs jain didnt come.
so we sorta had a slackin period.
went to !horny with nick (:

yeah had dance after that.
it was damn slack.
and i bonded with wenqi and yeni so much ;DD
i discovered yeni is retarded.
she has to dance to rmbr all her yan [4] yu [3].
wonder h0w she'll do tt tmrw.
wenqi is so damn retarded! :D
we're QUITS okaye! after what you did to me. and what i did to you HAHA.

so sorry to peiqingyi and glen.
couldnt go out tdy.
:D jiayous people.

if you live in a very beautiful kingdom that you love alot, you're happy but you're not, will you leave? what if you can't go back there once you left?
-doreen IDOL! :D i really miss you. aww x) functions just isnt the same without you.

fine. since it turns out this way.
since they dont care.
since im happy but im not.
fine. :D

i hate chinese.
D:

sometimes im just going to lose it.
break down. :D
still. i smile. fake.
i joke. fake.
i laugh. fake.
i talk hornyshit. fake.
i must.
i dont know whats wrong with me.

stop looking down on me.
fuck off.

sometimes, you just know some stuff have to be let go.
some stuff are alr gone

we don't force you, at least I dont.
i've hung in there long enough. all for you.
so now, it's just called lost cause.

ask anyone of them.
sometimes words dont need to be spoken,
and the meanings are damn clear.

some stuff are long LOST. ((:

:D 2F show and tell today!
it was kinda like a lost cause also la (:
cuz the emcee speech (me, glen WHERE THE HELL IS MAMA) was impromptu.

whoohoo ^^
but i still think our show and tell rocks sia.
kevin was DAMN brave! :D
so KEVIN YOU ROCK! :D

our class dance rocked luh.
and the nick was dancing. and he looked spastic.
then me and !looloo were like:
"eh nick shit!"
"eh nick you dance like shit!"
"dun pretend you duno its us."
"here! here! you stupid shit~"
:D our class dance rocks!

lessons were basically the same luh.
boring, stupid crazy.

before the performance, me and glen were like crapping.
we tried to get into the PA room.
and charrrr and tzzzy din let me in ):
okies. so i got pissed (?) wif xk and banged the mike on -somewhere.
whoohoo. :D finally i suceeded sia.

nick is damn horny! :D
during science, we were having a horny talk.
like "i want ___'s ____"
and then "no, too long too heavy liao."
science mah;DD
nick is freakin hornyy~

science practical was cool.
i learnt alot of new stuff ((:
alot not related to physics but BIO! :D

my mother came to visit sunli.
bet she wont ever come back again.
she came here frm 7-8 and talked for like 10 mins?
LOL. ;DD

chowpeiqingyi went for outing just now.
we started talking bout ghosts, and then swinging on the swing.
it was like damn spooky.
cuz evryone's phone & wallet was in my pocket.
den later i felt someone's phone ring.
but no one's phone had a sms or call.
:/ we freaked luh.

camping @ 7-11 was cool! :D
we bought mashed potato and camped there.
CHOWPEIQINGYI ROCKS! :D

time to go home and listen to my fucking mother.
who chooses to believe sunli than me.
oh fuck

way back into love rocks!
whoohoo~

just the slightest touch
can make my pulse race
-taken from some ulu song. :/

go eat shit sia! your a damn two faced person.
acted so nice in front of me.
but behind me. backstabber lah you (:

white words arent supposed to be seen people.
its becoming so damnit popular (:

today sucked like crapz la.
it started with PE.
we arrived late. mr lim made us run around the basketball court for like 1 period.
non-stop. or else do pumping.
as if thats not all. still must do static exercises.
ohwell fuck.

great, then now i got a demerit :D
ok i know evryone knows. and guess how?
one very big mouth.
ok its so cool man.
i got a demerit.
apparently sunli enjoys acting suckish first and then coming to an[1] wei[4] later.
wtf what sort of use it is.
i just wanted to shout in her face SHUT THE F.UCK UP.
and shipei is the most sad of all over this.
like obviously lah.
but does she fucking know WHY.
obviously not.
will we tell her?
go eat shit.
so if she's the most sad, who's the most "unaffected"
of cuz is me.
but im not like you.
you display your anger openly. display evrything openly.
BUT IM NOT LIKE THAT.
i dont write my emotions all over my face.
yeah so i dont care. its just a bloody demerit.

as for ** who cried. don't okaye.
its not worth wasting tears over a retard like me.
:D

what is my mothers fuckingly problem?
she wants to go see sunli. and its not sunli who wants to see her.

great.
tmrw i know what will happen.
evryone will ask why. when all i want dem to do is stfu.
den council meeting. evryone will ask what happened. when all i want dem to do is stfu
den sunli will act nice. say i knw my mistakes alr right? yes veryvery good.. when all i want dem to do is stfu

well still. tmrw still must go sch.
becuz why. becuz in spite of what people think.
i dont like running away. im not going to run away.
:D

my mind is made up.
dun you think i thought of all the stuff that your stated? :D
i thought of evry single one of them.
i thought. and yeah, i made up my mind :D

ok i guess the only good ting today is i did a GOOD DEED! :D
yay im a GOOD GIRL (:

you can say im abnormal
i got a demerit. i should be crying. booohoo.
bloody shit. you dun expect me to cry the whole day.
i cant reverse it anymore.
if you dont know that, you dont know me.

trapped in the past, i just cant seem to move on.

oh shit.
here goes world war 3.
i just exceeded my smses again.

find a way back into love.
CONFLICT in the mind.
well, what do you want me to do. i am hopelessly gone.

"as for someone who cried, i cant be bothered with her -.-"

ok like cmon man.
who was talking about you.
there are other people who cried too.
and its not only you.
so dont be too sensitive.
cuz really, its NOT you.

okie. i hate blogger. ):
hey29126.blogspot.com
WELL HAHA. i couldnt think of any more names.
anyway, i dont give a damn what people think la.
stupid blogger. go eat shit.

sometimes we pretend so much that we cant differentiate reality from dreams.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need 'em again someday

I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

Ohhhhh... ...
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I fee
lI need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

nice song sia (:
thanks to SHERYL Boiboi :D
no matter what you said, you still managed to let me see.
escape isnt something i should be doing evrytime.
yr right :D
thanks a million okies.
♥ loves

lets keep it real.
finally i faced up to the truth. from here what? :D
im useless. im really useless.
sometimes i dont want people to giv me advice.
im so damn useless.

why, you.
backstabber.
dont let history repeat itself please.
i cant stand it again.

people think they know what they're getting from me
and they're always wrong.
i wont bother trying to take back that misconception.
whoohoo.
Im FINALLY a PRIEST! :D
thanks alot to bingyi :D
cuz i didnt know the answers and he helped me (:
wish you a long lasting marriage with __!

** cried ytd during dance.
LLS was just too kp liao.
chop off her.. something! :D

anw my last piano lesson.
yeah, kinda sad to say goodbye to evryone except you.
:/ i've been with them so long.
i wonder whether im making another mistake again?
nahh. im not ((:

im going to sleep again :D

love, beautiful while it's there, and just as likely to disappear by the time you blink. :D

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

oh yeahs i forgot bout some stuffs :D

sunli praised kevin said he was smart and daring.
still say we shouldnt laugh at him being dumb.
i mean like wth? daring i agree sia.
so now, kevin is like so super act la.
think he still so pro.
still threaten gracia not to go do show and tell.
?!?!?!?!?

then wenqi went to buy macs, then later left the coke on the table.
after that XXX was holding the coke, and happily drinking.
jolyn asked XXX "is that your coke?"
then XXX shuang[3] shuang[3] "found it on the table!" then suck suck suck.
then XXX still try to push to corinne can.
but corinne apologised whereas XXX started singing.
wtfh..
go suck your ____ la.. :D
alriteys :D
the inheritance of loss and my sister's keeper! x)
i finally got it can! :D
♥ yay! :D

i said i wouldnt lose my head.

the only person who knows you best is yourself.
but what if i cant even understand myself?
who do i ask?

Shits! :D
After so long, its FRIDAY again!
Dance! Extra short day! Yeah.

Okayes! we have officially fitted corinne into the family!
She is now the illegitimate daughter of Jolyn and __! (:
Congratz CORRINE darling! :D

So today SUNLI that cow got angry again.
as usual she purposely picked on me ^^
and as usual i ap-ed her back :D
wtfh is her problem lah..
ask me STAND UP and 'remind' the class what happens this monday.
i was like thinking "your birthday? ge pi ar"
and then she asked all those who no respect for her stand up.
obviously i stand la.
then some people like naomi go and stand.
i mean like.. ??!

mrs jain got pissed again lah.
cuz we were so enthu noisy.
discussing our english results, crapping, HORNY! :D
my results sucked la.. as usual.

argh today! :/ tab ran away!
damnit and stupid LOOLOO go pull us back.
dun worry! :D
chuan[4] dao[2] qiao[2] zi[4] ran[2] zhi[2]!
see chi so pro right :D
cuz i forgot the other half.. -.-
mr chan is a COOL COOL teacher! :D
sat wif gracia + glen and crapped..
then stupid mrs jain came and separated us.
wtfh.

i failed my chinese. WTH.
and then i had to copy evry thing x 10.
go eat shit la sunli.

oh and wenqi was so nice to buy food for us! :D
and glen and jolyn! :D
yay we are ANTI-COW! (sunli)
:D

dance.
LLS got pissed again.
she scolded lala and she cried!
aww dun cry ok T.B!
L.B and R.B are here to support you! :D
Three Boobies FOREVER! :D
okaye then like today is crying day la..
alot of people cried like minghui, huifeng, charmaine, peakdeng, lala :D, jiayu, etc.
i mean.. hais whatever la.i duno what to say.

ok this is so cool :D
Insanity is our priority. CHOWpeiqingyi; o7!
<3

ok im feeling really bored here so i shall be emo.
the hardest part of all is leaving you.
but oh do go ahead and leave can.
no one is lying out a red carpet asking you go :D
leave me alone be please.
-----------
i know this is my fault.
no matter what you say, its still my fault.
hate me. hate me. :D
i cant say i dont care. but its just.. i cant find any argument for myself. its still my fault.
some emo shit.

go eat shit la. ((:
and DIE! :D

CHOWpeiqingyi rocks man <3

wait.
its you not him. is it?
wah im so bloody freaking indecisive T.T

if only.
all this was a nightmare.
if only i wasnt going through all this.
i hate yanyu. :/
STUPID spelling tmrw. and passing up of zuoye..
my life centers around stupid sunli.

still on the same track.
i don't know what to do okaye.
yes im so very sorry. its my fault. i know.
i really dont know what to fucking do

Okaye some retard people went to take my keyboard away.
So yupps! I can't freaking play maple or anything else.
Hais, i got a pro comp and no keyboard.
I mean my comp can get into evryone's blog k?
Jealous anot? x)

Wells, CHOWPeiQingYi rocks sia!
I realised we've been damn bonded these few days ;D
Thats so super duper.. er GOOD (:
Nothing is secret in ChowPeiQingYi :D
And insanity is our priority!
-loves ♥

Today was kinda borin.
Maths was a bit like shit la.
Moved over to high with wenqi + glen.
And discovered mensuration menstruation is sucha COOLIO topic ^^
The first time i did so many maths questions before (:

Chinese was suckish la.
Sunli spent like the whole period scolding us about stupid workbook.
She din call my name, and I din hand up the book.
Wth.. Im going to tell her later. Cuz im tooo guai see :D

We din have our sex debate like promised during English.
Kill Mrs Jain! :/

And during ACC it was so super duper sian..
I guess during cd then most fun bah! :D
Sat tgt wif Chowpeiqingyi, Jinni & Gracia.
We highed and lame crapped (:

Then went to 85 with ChowPeiqingyi.
im getting addicted to BUBBLETEA :D
Lalas. And suddenly i want a coke float. =X
Yeah. WE HAD FUN AND BONDED!
Seriously i think instead of falling apart, we are getting more bonded.
Everyone knows evryone else's secret.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE ((:
loves la :D

Sheryl + Gracia! DO CHEER UP OKAYES!
i loves your hor. :D

For once I made my decision and stuck to it luh.
Lets just say its impossible.
I'm so very the sorry..

CRAP! Im so SPASTIC! :X

I just realised why i stayed up late on Corrine's bday!
To send her the sms.
And crap! I think i smsed people and forgot all about it.

Oh wells, Corrine! -muchlove!
♥

Yo people I'm updating! :D

Okaye ytd was fun :D Common test- geog was screwed! I came to this conclusion that if you DONT study, no stress! :D Hahaha its a super lamecrap logic, but cmon wif people like our dear sunli coming up wif dont clean windows giv u green form logic.. :D I'm much much better off.

We went to swing on the swing outside the church. Yeah and me and sheryl discovered the whole school is HAUNTED! (: At night. And i discovered Sheryl is oh-so-dumb. LOL. Yeah and swinging on the swing was oh-so-cool! Although ahpei cut herself ):

We had class dance prac. And the stupid uncle came and locked the doors so freakin' early. So we went to ask Sunli for the TEN key. And for once she agreed! er ? LOL. Well, so we prac. I offered GOOOD comments. And i got taupoked ):

Evil crap people. T.T

Today was erm like CRAP. Well assembly was canceled, so the ChowPeiQingYi went down to 85 to eat. But wtf! Sunli wanted to see them dance. She's a complete COW!

She got Shipei on the phone, screamed, yelled, hollered, whatever with her. I pity Shipei. like fuck. She wanted us to "put down our chopsticks and get up here! 'cuz the whole class is waitingfor us" (In chinese, DUH. Her english ain't so pro :D)

So what could we do? Scream back? Get a demerit? Wtf can i dumped my instant noodles there. I should have taken it and CHUCKED IT IN HER COW-DED FACE. And Sheryl had stomache pain. And she freakingly RUSHED UP FOR SOME COMPLETE COW WHO WANTS HER WAY!

Fuck can. So we apologised to the class. I don't mind, I'm seriously sorry. No matter what some might think. Yeah, but I was so pissed that i cried. Again.

Like fuck can. Kp me all you want. Cuz ill just give you attitude. But why pick on the rest? WTF. YOU COW! BITCH.

The mc's all ROCK :D :D Lalas. We're going to get Sunli on stage, 'cuz some retard came up wif the idea of THANKING HER ^^ For her LOVE, and CARE, and CONCERN. (:

Kevin was tricked again -.- Into going onto stage and singing. Wells, JIAYOU kevin. :X

Went down to 85. Talked alot with Sheryl. Jiayou okaye! :D :D Yeah, hahaha. I am close to you, is just that you DONT KNOW IT :/ Well. Anything, can MUST talk to me okaye ^^ -muchloves <3

Stupid people. Think until so far.

we we wa we wa -.-
Wtf can I'm so pissed now.. I guess sheryl knows behh. DAMNDAMNDAMN!!

Apparently, someone has been picking on my dear ahpei + ahqing. Like !wow that person is so super SHUAI can. :/ I noticed his wonderfully big mouth! :D C'mon dun show respect for people, why should we? THATS HOW IT WORKS. D: Sad how some people can be born into this world.

SHIT YOU how can you believ this sorta crap?! thats it. fucker.

I am finally done with Geog. People congratulate me. 2hours including finding the articles! :D Now i can go and chiong maple. I will kill myself if i dun level by tdy 0.0

I love microsoft word. It freakingly shut down my whole document. So yay, I have to redo my third article. Like grrr. I spent 1.5 hours on this already 0.0

Damnit sia. Stupid stupid stupid. I want to maple. Anyw, thanks Gracia for helping me printing! Yes la you are the chioest in this world can -puke. You can attend Miss Singapore Universe and win! nothing HEH. Love ya loads :D

I can see us holding hands,
walking on the beach with our toes in the sand.

GAHHH I'm dyin' from all the stupid geog! 2x is OVER damnit! Although there's still the 700 one but i want to catch my movie gah HAHAHA! :D Geog' sucks can! And there's still the stupid chinese that sl gave us. damnit! And tmrw i got to go back and chiong my ENGLISH. Cuz I forgot.
Sometimes i just wanna end my life here. I have no life at all. Esp in the holidays 0.0

There's an empty room full of memories,
And everywhere I look,
it's where we used to be.
It's like a photograph,
A moment frozen in time,
I'm staring at your face,
even when I close my eyes.
where'd you go?
I thought you'd never leave,

Lalas! Corrine! (Aw you look oh-so-sweet!) Before I forget, tmrw's your bday! :D And erm Ill try to rush out something hahah! It has been fun these three years with you, in 5,6 hi & 2F! YESYES SUPER DUPER! Haha anyw do jiayous in 2F, studies, with sunli (bleahbleah) and pub HAHA! :D lotsa -loves corrine!

HAPPY BELATED BDAY! :D Cant use the comp tmrw see ):

Ok anyw i am like now 50% And there are like three people vying for the stupid jnr master place in my guild. ME ME! I want ): So i gotta do geog now :/

I had a dream a few nights ago! :D I dreamt that __ came to haunt me as a ghost! It was in the clock tower (of all freaky places!) and __ came and said she wanted to strangle me! HAHA SELF-SATISFACTIONARY I LOVED THAT DREAM :D

Luckily I did not dream of Gracia or boiboi or it would have become a nightmare & i wld have kicked their faces HAHAHAH.

With just one glance and you changed the whole of me,
Yet didn't you realize you've turned me into a child,
Who would just break down and cry, and so I questioned,
How many heartstrings must you sever?

level 69! :D
&30%!!
i am so going to level by TODAY. (:
&beat nick! :D :D

lalas. 2x later at 7pm.
why must it turn out like that..

if tommorow never comes.
To my dearest SHIPEI! :D

Thanks a million for listening to me! :D

And don't worry * is always like that. Btw your _ _ _ _ _ _ _ are all stupid dumb and blind people and like !wow im smarter than them :D

Anw Im digressing again, hahaha dumdiddly, thanks a million :D Jiayous okaye! :D Mozzy power forever! ChowPeiQingYi. Oh and if you DO tell, ill smack your mouth and turn your brain into fruitjuice :D im like so super serious can!! x) ♥ -loves!

I've been here for 4hours. I havent done anything, no geog nothing. I only flooded my blog with too many posts 0.o And succeeded getting myself depressed.

HAHA. Well, I'm gonna try to change that mindset. It's going to be very hard, but wells :D try to find back the passion. @.@ is that possible?
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel, you're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
Cause you know we've been in a maze of love
and we are losing control to get away

♥ emo shit :D
I feel lotslots better, thanks alot Weien :D Your the best friend anyone can have, and i seriously really treasure you :D It takes alot y'know, but yeah.

♥Soh-doh-mi.
Don't be sad Gracia :D i love you too! HAHA. the vehveh chio girl! :D Whee hope you enjoy your day @ ECP! Hahas wells thanks a million youu.

♥ 孤独
Thanks to Hosy, Shipei, Sheryl, Bryan, Liyan, JinniS, Glen, blah, blah and blah. -muchloveys :D

I'll be fool again. I'd fall for it again.
'Cuz thats the only saving grace I have.

Dum Diddly. (:

don't ask me for answers.
i don't know myself.
Can I? Im so freaking screwed now.

[edit]
i am so freaking screwed.

screw screw screw everything.
screw dance. screw showandtell. screw piano. screw council. screw sunli. screw geography. screw chinese. screw you. screw everything.
and blah, blah, blah.

in cambodia, time passed so slowly.
time had no meaning.
but then, it was damn peaceful.

problems. opinions. questions. answers. hostility. doubt. uncertainity. screw it man!

i feel so much better :D

i can just explode anytime though.
just know whats going on half the time.
how cold she was.

Oh hey im so screwed.
Maybe its true.
She put in so much effort.
This will be the last time.
I dont want to try anymore.
Sometimes i just want to go back to cambodia.
Where its so hot you cant think about anything else except the freaking heat.
Nothing else. so all the problems are forgotten.

I have an utter fucking screwed life.
i have changed so much havent i?
so much you cant recognize me.
i didnt ask you to try looking.

taking me high, touching the sky :D
you make me fly.

I'm so freakin' bored :D

Went for piano just now, and it was fun :D
Yeah then went to Cafe Cartel after that, and 'cuz i had to go back, well yeah.
I had fun anyways! x)
Especially since I din pay HAHAHA.

Realised I got alot of bloody homework left.
And well yeah, maybe im still pissed.
But oh nvms, I'm damn happy tdy :D
&I've made up my mind.
Oh well, better do Geog.
URGH STRANGLE MISS KARTINI.
X.x

Just being next to you
You're the final piece that fits
You're the smile I can't resist
Who can? :D

♥ that is so random :D
well who can blame me?

you, me, he, she, we, they, it.
you! :D
♥ jerk it out :D

lalas :D
that's the only good thing that's happened :D
you you you.
cya tmrw :D

:D changin' skin

Its not your fault luh (:
Some things are just meant to be.
Who can you blame?
Some decisions just have to be made.
I made mine. :D
and im not going to be freakin` indecisive anymore.
to back out last minute and all.

class over cca.
cca over class.
which one really matters.
ill try not to take sides.
opinions opinions opinions.

put it back before you ruin it.
you've already done it.

Im back! :D Hahaha. Well, can't say Cambodia was alrite, although it WAS fun swimming :D (do shut up Tzzy) And i ate pasta everyday! x) And went to Angkor Wat and it was DAMN HOT, like 37 degrees. Well anw, home sweet home :D

Gracia's blog was spammed by a retard anon. who's acting smart :D

anon: maybe since you like being anon on some ppls blog, here im giving you back the same thing and get your f**king ass off my face you asshole. what bloody **** doy ou think you are?and serve you right for the treatment you get frm your seniors

damn your friends for insultin them ask yourself abt your ****ing attitude before saying others
damn your ass to hell if you think you are so great by all means ppl will have other ways to deal with youthink what you are the only one who can scold the F word? then think twice

and im telling you, dun think you are so great
and you are definitely deaf
tell your friends from anon: they suck..worst than your seniorsif you think your seniors like you think twice
go go ahead and delete these tags

more than happy if you delete yourself frm the surface of the earth too
GO AND DIE
and i freakingly mean it
anyway to tel you who i am
someone out to stir trouble anyway to tel you who i am

to hell i will
and from hell i will

go ahead and miss dance
nobody gives a damn
'i think they will be happierso very sorry to spam your blog..ph maybe i should put it in a more direct way..cause ppl like you are so atupid to not understand sarcasm

i have said my fill more or less and am almost finished with cursing your damn friends
happy?
verywith myself obviouslyi'll be very happy to let them see and if others see these tags
cause then they will know that despite all your cursings...

r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d! :D
For one, your going to ask her to delete all your tags?
We're not dumb, and you know how we don't care? What for waste energy + time deleting some fucking tags made by some retard who doesn't even KNOW how to spell STUPID?!

You can be vulgar. And try to ACT SMART. But let me tell you man, I am vulgar. :D And if you WANT to know how to use the word fuck do come to me.
Zzz i dun want to write anymore. Bottom line is: Go to hell for all i care ;D
It's your opinion not mine.
SO DONT ASK ME!
Homework and more homework :D Screw it.
I havent started anything at all.

Looking forward to my theory results. I'm sure they suck. Well, all the better for me. (:
That was super-duper random :D

how come evryone seems to be using the same skin? :D
LOLS :D
whats wrong with me man! :D
i am so super retarded! :D
gahh gracia! :D where are you? (:
`something you once cared about. alot

Yo people! :D

I'm in Cambodia now. It's damn hot evryday, like 40 degrees celcius. And i've been swimming in my free time! ((: so yupps i've become VERY black :D

I can't freaking finish my homework so I'm like dead :D :D And I gotta go study geog with someone later.. 'cuz I din bring back my book anw LOL.

oh I see a RETARD @ gracia's blog. dont be freaking lame you shitto. :D if you want, i can smuggle you to cambodia :D

Missin' ya lots people :D :D :D (not anon) HEH. wells. Be back tmrw :D

So its open war. hey like finally. &no i dont care.

Sometimes words dont need to be in black and white. (who asked you to see the white words) And yet people will understand. Do read between the lines :D

I entirely support them. Just so you know, threaten all you like. I do not care anymore. Since I did it, i have a mindset about what to do and what to expect. Not that its any different from now.
I always get what I really really want. Sorry to sound spoilt or wdv. But yeah, since it's like that, I have no more regrets. I'll really get it :D And I'll smile :D
My whole holiday will not be ruined by you la. Don't be too happy yet.
So anw, cya people! :DD I'm still smiling. cuz I DONT CARE :D

oh why do i feel so pissed over you *(^)*&^%$! fuck

Y'know i really have to say this: some people just overrate themselves. Maybe __ will be the person who will actually make what i am so wishing for come true. it'll be.. urh a blessing in disguise HAHAHA.

Hmm, well some people arent worth gettin' worked up over people :D You can. But, I won't if I were you. What for? :X That sounds SMART doesnt it :D LOL

Just when i thought, i made up my mind, and hope was snatched away. It came back. But in the form of someone i never expected. Ohwell, if ___ does get her goal, I'd kneel down and kiss the floor she was standing on. :D
Hello i forgot to bring back my geog book. dum diddly, im dead! :D
whee! :D will miss ya all! :D esp you. (:

I say now if you really wanna be with me
I'll love u endlessly
One thing that i really wanna know
Will this end or will this grow? (x

I think I'm going crazy postin' lyrics on my blog and everything :D :D

Hello Cambodia, bye Singapore in another 12 more hours. Oh and HANAKIMI! I'm so going to miss it! And of cuz my WUZUN! ): ):

I give up on maths :D. Do forgive me Mr Chan.

dum diddly.
like !wow finally. __ _____
nahh, its just not you :DDDDDDDDDD

Hey, listen to what we're not saying.

Alrites the Heymath's thingy is giving me a MAJOR headache. Aww man. This sucks! Next term i'll DEFINITELY have maths remedial, which HAHA hey! is a good thing! :D I'll be looking fwrd to next term mr chan! :D

Meanwhile let me grow white hairs trying to finish this Heymaths. Like crap mr chan, i should have gave him the excuse that I'm too dumb! :D Hahaha!

I don't think im quittin' piano! :D For some reasons, and well yeah. 'Cause i think piano is kinda okaye. I guess i just HATEEEE theory. whee. guess th reasons

I'm looking forward to school again. Why? Don't ask me man. I think it's 'cause of sunli. :/ Well i think i've fallen in love again. Okaye whatever! I think im just lamin' it around here :D

This sucks. How am i going to complete all my homework by today? Mission Impossible! :D Hahaha, more crap. So yeap, i'd better get back to maths. and geog. and chinese. and english.

So why can’t I just tell you that I care sweet! .

So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear :D

Holidays SUCKZZZ gahhh! I dont wanna do my homework cuz i just dun feel like. And i din bring back my distinction for english CRAPZ im so dead!! And the gao zhi i dun haf, so how m i gonna do the stupid compo and yingyongwen for our dear lil sunli? What The Hell.

Tmrw im going overseas! Wheee, i guess going overseas is better than stayin' in singapore aye? I'd rather go to some PC bunk! :D And sleep. And maple! :/ Well, i guess ill have lotsa fun yeapp? :D And tmrw i got to wake up at like 3.45 for the flight which is leaving at SIX. like ZOMGGG.

Maple cant freakin' load. The patch is taking a damnit long time. Oh CRAPZZZZZ. Msn sucks too! The games are all CRAPZ.

I had a freaky dream last night. I dreamt that __ became the GHOST OF TOWER HALL! Hahaha guess im so freaked out but __ and the GHOST that i even DREAM bout it?! HAHA. Be happy man.

Don't forget,
I will take you home,
You are not alone.
You're not fighting on your own.

the epitome of it all. you. why?!

I wanna be your answer, all the time
to every single question :D

i think the excessive homework is making me run around in circles GAHH.
stupid homework.
i can't believe it havent done anything.

don't i know how much i've disappointed her.
i know.
haix :X
if your reading this, if you know who you are, i want you to know im sorry. i guess i caused alot of bloody trouble. there wont be anymore. yeah i promise that.
Sometimes I feel like running away myself,
So do me a favor right now and close your eyes,
And picture us running away together,
when we come back everything is gonna be okay.

You betray yourself, your emotions clearly written on your face.

我一定会想你整个晚上

heyhey :D

i shall remove all the links of ppl's blogs i dun go to
cuz my whole blog is slowing down my whole lousy comp.
._.

so yups! (:

idol you are love, just so you know.
one of the functions people i bonded with the most. (:
do JIAYOU :D

you are my sweet escape.
'Cause I know that you're living a lie

i asked.
she didn't agree. fuck.
what great difference does it make..

yeah so i guess im not luh, and evryone's happy.
:D yay.
i wont give up like that. like boiboi says, i must be happy. but WHY when i FINALLY make up my mind, everyone opposes me? wtf..
maybe its better this way

ok my computer's eerie.
there's weird music from i-duno-where-place coming out from it.
like !wow haunted comp :D
doesnt stop me from playing it x)

reminder for hol hw
1. summary + compre
2. read up chapter 5, do chapter 6 english
3. compo (on what i duno)
4. si han
5. 4newspaper articles
6. heymath online tests
7. heymath worksheets

GAHHHHH HOMEWORK IS KILLING ME!!!
and there's dance intensive. tuition intensive. piano.
holidays is really like homeschooling.

I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side

you amaze me, you just do.
everyone just loves opposing me._.

what is so freaking wrong with me. and the whole world.
why am i making all these wrong decisions in the first place.

alrites. so today's the theory exam.
guess what.
im the biggest retard on earth.
i forgot to bring my eraser ._.
and my jacket so it was !freezing.

i am so going to fail.
i did and did the paper.
then i was done in like 40 minutes?!
it wasnt EASY
it was hard.
thats the problem ):
and then i fell asleep.
._.
like a pig.
and i slept till the examiner tapped me.
and i realised it was the end of the exam.
so well, im so going to fail! :D

went to bugis to shop with my mother.
and went nlb :D
home is still the best!
computer, maple, tv, bed! :D

holidays S.U.C.K
i dun even have any time to go out.
monday- dance prac
tues-fri - hols overseas
sat- hw + maths tuition + piano tuition
sun- hw
wthh.

yeah so tdy theory.
isnt it supposed to be today? havent i told myself to ask?
you all are holding me back.
but i musnt be indecisive at this juncture.
its too late for these kind of thoughts.
ill just make up my mind, and go ahead with it :D

im happy. so everyone thinks.
what can i say? i hide it very well?
looking for what i lost, what really mattered once.
it's a sooner or later case :D
i don't want you to feel pity for me. i am not completely weak. i can fucking get on my feet again. giving up is my decisio nand its not running away. dont look down on me, please. cuz im not what you think. im not even what you thought in the first place.
DONT THINK.

alert: do not read my post if you extremely averse to fuck.
hence, do not read the words in grey!

morning duty.
the mozzies became ants.
and they were all running around biting people.
told tabitha bout doreen :] tadas. din tel her bout me.
ill definitely 100 percently miss you :D

science was next.
miss lam's going ):
she's such a super duper nice teacher.
at least i dun slp in her class.
i LISTEN alrites &in mdm hidayah, i sleep :D
whoosh we did a cheer for her :D
muchloves- miss lam! :D

maths was nice.
mr chan is a damn nice teacher!
gracia called me "my stupid neighbour" and mr chan pulled her ponytail!
i guess mr chan knows im smart :]
whoosh :D

pe was next.
mr lim asked us do the stupid exercises.
and then we could playyy! :D
and then my bloody womenly sensation disappeared & i went play bball :D

geography was erm boring.
miss k gave us homework ):
i can jump now.

chiense was freaking boring.
she dragged the lesson by like 1/2 an hour?!
put me in charge of the cip thing with faris?! like i have enough time.
wah damnit.
then got back sucky results.
see my papa mama do so well, i so shi bai :D

thanks alot to sheryl :]
i guess you really understand the best lah :D

oh&thanks to gracia too :]
and corrine, and mama, and blahh :D

oh and dance, the HIGHLIGHT of my day.

wow dance today was wonderful! :D
LLS was the nicest teacher on earth.
we could crap and for once we danced nicely and willingly.
it was the best dance prac on earth!

well, unless you are 100% crazy, you'll realise the above is crap.
super duper crap.

for one, LLS was purposely picking on me and gracia.
she didn't even bother to hide it. nt that i care.
so well, i shan't too.
i don't give a fucking damn.

like, she separated all of us, with our buddies.
Jinni with Nalina
Me with Minghui
Gracia with Ruiting
Xinyi with evelyn
Caleena with sheila (that retard! XD)
Wenqi with Jiayu
who cares. fuck
d-bla can still bond and communicate.
d-bla-ians unite! :D

and then when sitting also need separate.
so she put me like right at her left side, only me.
like !wow she thinks ill be lonely. hello i got more bloody imporant things to think bout other than me being alone?!
i can live by myself.
wtf! (:

!wow now LLS wants us to come earlier to open windows.
only us, most d-bla-ians.
oh fuck.

so they ask us to dance, and then gracia described ___.
bigbig eyes, beautiful complexion, small mouth, etc,etc.
!wow so prettaye! :D
and wenqi mistook a chimpanzee for a baboon.
look in the mirror mama! :D
you see a chimpanzeeee! :)

well, damnit! :D
todays dance was damnit shit.
and there's like hol hw!
and then im going on holiday.
and then there's intensive training. zzz.
and then there's stupid tuition to bu3 cuz my fucking tuition teacher says i going hol MUST bu3. guess what (huat) i aint improving under u either zzz.

so everyone thinks its that easy to drop everything, just leave.
its not. its not.
but guess what. no one cares.
tmrw ill make my decision. and stop telling myself tmrw.
yeap! im not going to be indecisive like boiboi says :D

holidays dont even seem like holidays.
and there's theory tmrw.
i hope i fail! its a sureproof reason then i can ____ _______

don't blame me for being sianded lately people.
i just.. have no more comments.

its not giving up. its not quitting. its just leaving behind something you know is long lost.
so lost you know you cant get it back. .

it rains everyday.
its dark, its gloomy.

alrites, so anw.
why im so pissed with sunli.

sheryl needed to go la du zi
so we came in late
and apparently she alr said she would giv demerits to anyone who's late.
c'mon like ANYONE was listening =.=
well, turns out she was jus threatening.
hais. she should learn geog, waste paper, affect environment, blah.

oh and tdy match agnst chungcheng girls
we won! :D
had SPA retest then. of all times x(
wells, we won x)
why you weren't there..
then stayed bac wif jolyn to watch chungcheng vs. ngeeann.
at first supporting ngee ann.
then supported chungcheng. cuz of one very shuai guy x)
chungcheng no. 9 chao SHUAI.
:D
awws. jolyn + i are going c.r.a.z.y!
and he's the best player of all. damn fast. &damnshuai
:D

then inggrid was holding the card thingy
so i waved to her.
she looked at my direction.
i waved harder.
she looked at me.
i waved even harder
she gave that blank look
i waved
she looked away.
._.
inggrid is D.U.M.B

english was boring.
revising my theory.
x)

common test sucked la.
mr tham got pissed or smth.
and then he just walked out "if you dont give me your papers, you get 0."
._.
zzz.

ohcrapz. :D :D :D
well i just realised that ___ really ____ bigbig time. _______ la.
im just not that ___ that you want me to be ____ so do ____ off you _____.

no9 is shuai x)

a lot of things happen without a reason.
you leave me with question marks.
why don't you just end it just like that.
fuck.

all this while.

damnit sunli you S.U.C.K
turns out evryday your jus threatening to giv demerits.
:/
ohcrapz.. wells.
monai lisa rocks :DD

i'm sorry for all the things i couldn't do.
it's me. it's not you.
i've got it wrong all the time.

damn you.
till today i still blame you.
for killing that passion.
that passion and that trust.
all gone.. 'cuz of you.
thanks.

again. and again. how many times do you want to go around?

founders day today :D
was supposed to be doing stage duty
but then duno who doing le.
so i kena demoted to ushering @ hall.
x) it was fun la! :D

me and charr were basically daydreaming.
joel was singing the school song.
graci threw the flowers at him and asked him to shut up
x)

after that, when they were having boring talks, then we went bac council room.
me, pearlyna, corrine, chelsea, lyndon sat around and talked.
hahas found alot alot of stuff yeah.
do jiayou! :D esp pearlyna :D

yeahh. and basically it was like that, and then me and gracia and sheryl stayed behind to revise work :D
oh we're so freaking GUAI1.
yeah, but i din really rmbr anything.
so bye man. i confirm flunk wif sheryl.

music sucks.
theory + practical sucks.
and miss lee, damn her lah.
zzz. she think we so dumb need banana apple rambuntan this kinda shit for beats.
._.
zzz and she damn kp lor.

science + geog!
oh for once me and gracia were GUAIGUAI kids.
we listened :D copied notes :D
whoosh :D

sel was watching the movie.
erm it was okaye i guess.
gracia only found out that it was nice towards the end ._.
xiying fell asleep O.o

and then, we wanted to go 85 to buy bubbletea.
but then the school dun allow us to go out.
then got three very nice kp seniors, all fatfat de, pants lowlow de.
they wanted to climb over, but decided fence sure topple.
so when xiying and sheryl wanted to climb over, one toot idiot said
"ehh i dun want to eat le! lets go and watch them climb over! bet they won't do it!"
!WOW.
miracle! pigs like them can't climb fences too!

well shipei went "b*stards" damn loudly, and i said fuck.
:] guessed the fatso idiot was TOO hungry.
i mean. pigs cant last for very long can they? :D
so they went "iyo cannot la cnt la! dun waste our time here!"

well, that goes to show, some people plain suck.

iyo. well thats about it ba! :D
theory lesson later. ): theory suck.

passion died. trust died too.
it all died.
all died when you did that.
i can't find it back.
maybe i wont want to

i've got all my life to live.
:D

gahh sunli wants us to take some pics bout stuff you want to giv someone you love.
i shall giv my mother a pushup bra to enhance her image! :D
aww im sure she'll appreciate it! (:

tmrw in blazer attire.
turns out im not ushering, im on er stage?
:X

i forgot how to cry.
tell me how. and why. i don't know. i'm all confused.

And when the night falls in around me
And I don’t think I’ll make it through
Ill use your light to guide the way
Cuz all I think about is you
and i cant stop myself. from thinking about you.

hasnt the school run out of paper?
or.. didn't it not recently ago, run out of paper?
well, how come teachers are threatening to give out demerits right and left?

apparently, sunli has a whole stack of paper green forms.
apparently, the forms are going to rot.
so yes, she HAS to go and finish it.
and so, this explains the don't clean windows give you green form logic.

ok so this is how it went about.
me & gracia were going down the hill.
we were discussing long john silvers, cafe cartel, macs etc.
until i got a call from elizabeth.

apparently some b*tch says i HAD to go back to clean windows.
cuz the duty roster changed, people.
and shipei din inform us.
so well, i said i was at mrt. i said i tapped my card (which was a lie) but i WAS going to
._.
and she said she saw me at the fifth floor.
i couldnt possibly have walked so fast.
she said it was equals to LYING and she could give me a bloody demerit.
i asked elizabeth NICELY to ask her to the phone.
it's not like i shouted "get her on the bloody __ phone!"
i didn't say that.
fine! she didn't want. what can i fucking do?

so up the hill we went.
instead of discussing macs, long john's and cafe cartel only one word was in my brain: fuck.
i was damnit pissed!
if i was in tampines, she would have asked me to go back right!
unreasonable bloody bitch.

fine i went back.
up the five floors, up the hill, i was cursing. i was swearing.
so much, gracia got fed-up of fuck and asked me to use stefan instead.
yup i went up to class and asked her.
and guess what. she didnt bother to bloody listen.
oh cuz, its my duty. you should check the duty list everyday. besides your a student councillor, you should be much much better than others.
oh fuck.
i mean, who checks the duty list everyday?
i don't have alot of time to go around checking duty lists ._.
im sorry -.- i cant do it.
so fine! we had to clean windows, arrange tables, sweep floor, wipe whiteboard, etcetc.
oh and thanks alot to gracia! for cleaning the windows, and helping to waste jif, etcetc.
thanks to delphine and huifeng, for sweeping the floor and arranging the tables.
:D
from around 2. to around 4. x)
we cleaned with the jif from 2J :D
whoosh. and gracia was like damn cute. (:

alrites. today almost evry teacher scolded us la.
mrs jain scolded us for not doing hw, talking in lessons etc.
O.o wells. she said we're damn talkative and clique-ish, esp the girls.
it's group bonding la.
yup, so now we have to separate tables.
damnit, we should have gone sb again (x

then miss lam also got angry with us.
i feel so bad. :X
wells. i guess yea im not fit la

then mr chan was kinda hinting to us too.
wth, i guess its our fault, but..

yupp. today was 100% boring. damnit.
x)) ohyup! wenqi can tie a bun! :D
she just ties her hair at the top, and then tada! a bun! xD

ok now im not that pissed at sunli.
at least she bothered to say er thanks.
i don't know.
but she digresses alot man ._.
she managed to talk until 2A, the noticeboard, and the duno what a ll jus starting from the dirt on the table ._.

i hope gracia's wrong.
i do not want it that way

pain sets in.
why. im so confused.
maybe you could tell me.
if you were there.
well, are you?

fill up the empty spaces, please do

today was coolio :D

devotion was kinda blah.
mrs goh was talking bout the making of babies.
i know it's cool
and the champion king sperm! :D
whoosh. yeap. me & boiboi were laughing laughing laughing.
:/

well yup. then we had maths.
and i didn't understand the formulas.
i was huh-ing huh-ing huh-ing to elizabeth all the way! :D

whoosh, then we had english. and chinese.
both very boring periods whoosh.
and the chinese, me and xiying were drawing.. stickmen! :D
ain't that so coolio? (:
featuring: the stickmen having fun! x)

and during recess, i had the bloody womenly cramps.
x) so we went down to the sick bay.
sheryl was accompanying me.
xiying accompanying gracia.
and duno how, two retards caleld shipei and shuqing popped out.
._.
so we had like a little party there.

instead of champagne we had milo
._.
and we made kinda alot of noise laughing.
whoosh but it was damn funny.

then one aunty she came in and she was like "eh why only two packets of milo left arh?"
and we were like laughing and laughing. zzz.

the sick bay's spooky!
then gracia thought she got cramps.
but then she had gastric instead (whoosh! dun eat at all mah)
then she purposely drank green tea (from our BELOVED shipei) and then tio cramp also.
so now she had cramp + gastric.
._.
then shuqing was urhm.. having cramps.
or supposed to.
halfway through partying, she got cramps.
._.
then sheryl, was supposed to be DEAD.
ok lucky she wasn't dead -.-
she just puked out 99.999% of water in her system
(:

so whoosh man.
then ah neo HAD to come and ruin it all la.
say all the well people had to go back man. or else tio demerit.
i thought tht the school run out of paper? dun tell me demerits printed on toilet roll ._.
well HAHA. so they went back, and sheryl puked and puked.
:/

hahas. then later yup we slept.
we spent THREE one hours in there.
we just slept. and talked. crapped. slept slept slept. fought (with gracia ._.) slept.

so wells, here i am now posting! :D
i realise whenever i go to the library alot of crappy things happen so i can post alot.
._.
well. yup gracia, me, xiying, sheryl, shipei, shuqing went to 85!
alot of ppl had to chiong bac, so now only left like me and gracia
._.

i want to go and watch the basketball match.
yeahh.. :/ watch bball whoosh!
nahh. im just lying to myself.
i sincerely pray that what hosy said will NOT come true ._.

i declare. im just in love again ♥

with WUZUN :DD!
omg declare me crazy, but blame hosy! (:

wuzun rocks ♥

'cause you know ill be waiting for you.

sunday's boring. :/
evryone's chionging the stupid ENJOYedu thing. enjoy HAHAHA.
so anw, evryone's busy finding answers/doing.
i guess i shall wait till a kind soul signs in ._.

and well, there's still the dumb art homework which neoneo (as shuting calls her) gave us.
HAHAHA i left my art folio in class.
so zzz, there it is im dead.

theory is 10th D: that is so super crap.
cuz i know ill fail! :D

there stupid 'wuzun' tzzy!
i changed my skin, and i deserve to be part of EFC whoosh.

might be shifting to wordpress, which did i mention is coolio? :D
fizzlelove! :D whoosh.

alriteys! i should try to chiong enjoyedu since hosy aint gna help me ):
wells. -muchlove! :D

somewhere along the way, i lost it.

after tuition.
and piano lesson.
im dyin~

and oh crapz.
piano exam's on 10th and im not prepared T.T
say goodbye man.
and its super early in the morning, at 10, at aljunied.
haha 10th december @ 10am @ aljunied.
whoosh.

right, anw i forgot bout the formula!
knnnnvb :D
simplified its kn4vb whoosh :)
proudly brought to you by d-bla :D

clothespeg teacher is sucha niceeeeee teacher -.-
whoosh. x)
maybe she'll get possesed by the ghost of tower hall cuz she's so ahem- brave
well, whatever man.
._.

i've finished reading the tenth circle by jodi picoult.
its a coolcool book :D
now im looking for my sister's keeper whoosh.

._. i realised i brought none of my homework back.
shit.
why can't i be like them.
why can't i forget so easily.
let go.
sometimes, its just so hard.

let go
of this crap. :D
of everything about it i thought i knew.
of memories :D
of you

evryone has two faces, only some hide it better than others

wows.
i guess SDT's damnit happy :D
cuz gracia tio kick out of the dance.
nvm she's so farnie anw.

oh the school is so freaking haunted
ytd we were staying bac choreo 2F dance.
and then me and gracia heard freaky music from the front of our classroom.
it was chao scary.
and then, tdy jolyn said she heard it.

then tdy, we were dancing on tower hall stage.
and then we were talking ghost stories :D
about the tower hall, stadium, classrooms, etc.
and then !blackout
whoosh, we all SCREAMED like siao.
ok then this is the chao freakish thing.
the light and exits signs nearest to the staircase were ON
and the balcony where ED was practicing.
ONLY THOSE LIGHTS ON. the rest blacked out.
then, we started xiang wai. :D
someone went to switch on the lights,
and then, the lights near to the staircase switched off.
omg. the clock tower is SPOOKY.

yea anw tdy a new teacher came. clothespeg teacher :D D:
i realise right. all the teachers contradict.
one minute "smile la smile la!" the other minute "stop laughing! stop smiling so fake!"
blahhhhhh.

three boobies! :D
one boobie, two boobie, three boobie! :]

i really need to say this.
well. just get lost man you shit.
i do not give a damn :D
so fuck off.
well. hahas i realise wenqi is damnit farnie.
we had to do crunches today.
whoosh. my neck was going to break lah.
:D

gracia is so pissed with suan li x)
we're all just acting fake in front of her
:D like she is to us.
two-faced man!
whoosh we made chawanmushi on monday! :D
mine had alot of mushroom and chicken and crabstick
cuz jovyne's a vegetarian :D
whoosh loved it man (:

ok im so random :D
but the chowpeiqingyi's recess plan succeeded :D
whoosh. open champagne man. (:

joseph spat on tabitha tdy on accident -.-
he was eating chewin gum and then he went "oh crap!" and spat on tabitha. :X
HAHAHA.

boiboi has FINALLY grown up?
and i discovered she's so weird.
and crazy over bloody womanly sensation :D

SILENCE is a quiet way to lie.
ill be silent. and wait.
distancing myself from it.
ohyes, you know. you do.
so why hide it. stop this.

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