7:07 AM
POST NO 888! ♥
buy toto :D
i mean, shucks 888.
yawn tuition tmrw, and that totally...
rocks?
maybe i should give up.but then again i shouldntmiracles happen :D
♥Functions Trng
5:04 AM
you do everything right
and still get EVERYTHING wrong
righto :D just came back from !functions. ♥
its superduper lovezzzz, although i dont like the trng.
i never liked hard work :D
we zilianed.
ALOT =X
decided we'll keep on taking photos everytime there's a functions smthg!
this coming friday, there's nightsafari, showing those UK students around.
with the rest of the func sec2s! ♥
& my mother let me go!
omg i freaking love her! :DD
although i know
WHY :D
coz she heard three words: FREE OF CHARGE
hohos.
went to 85 with lihui.
recalled out *birdie one and *birdie two.
hahas, now it sounds so.. WRONG (:
wells, lihui is damn lag!
like strt of th year things, she still dunno!?
bought sparkling juice. finished it all :DD
think this picture is like super prettaye. hahas. or i guess, im just plain dumb and stupid :DD
deathly hallows! i so want that book ): decided not to let my mother spend $50 (not that she would) so im borrowing from alvina f-o-c! :D say im smart. thanks alvina ♥
say CHIOBU man. liu yi fei from condor heroes, on channel U. damn chio can she! i watch th show coz of her only (:
apparently this wrestler, benoit or something was found dead in his house. with his kids and wife. suspected that he killed them before. hehz. i only knw about it thru bingyi's msn (:
♥ i want the functions pictures! :D
and its all because of you (:
Quotes, nd you in my head
7:35 PM
an extra holiday is
ALWAYS equals to more homework. teachers are sadistic people, i should be a teacher when i grow up too (: there's so much freakin' homework. and hydroponics -.- and !functions :D
Quotes ♥
i have noticed that if you look
carefully at people's eyes the first five seconds they look at you, the
truth of their
feelings will shine through for just an instant
before it flickers away.
Months went by with us
pretending. When did our light turn from
green to
red? I took a chance and left you standing.
Lost the will to do this once
again.
Please send me anything but
signals that are mixed
'cause I
can't read your eyes.
Find the boy that can make the worst days seem like the best just because he's a part of them.
I want a
reaction. I want you to do
something about this.
i wanna
run, but only
far enough to make you miss me.
I try to
fool myself.
I try to
pretend that I want someone else.
But deep down, I know that I always
wished for you.
Sometimes you just have to jump off a bridge and hope you learn to fly on the way down.
When we glance at each other, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for is us. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it's a beautiful place and there's only us. Just you. and me.
Those 3 seconds of staring stops my world.
Functions training later <3
sorry shipi, im heading for disaster i knw, but i cant stop.
i hate you
i. will. love. you
7:16 AM
From somewhere,
the beginning is sure to be hard, the ending sad, but remember the process, and that's what matters.I know I will be. emo-ed out. But i will still continue, regardless of the hurt. Nothing comes free in this world.<3 Functions! :DD
random.
crazy over you?
6:24 AM
im doing chinese now.
O.O
Functions training tmrw. Some slacker got a wedding tmrw. Wonder what he does (: Stand there and throw flowers? lol.
I cant help thinking about how much you changed. Well, have nothing to say about it. Everyone has changed, Shuting, I cant help changing. Anyw i know i changed become more cute and innocent :D
Fail with consequence. Lose with eloquence. And
smile with grace.
beautiful.
truth always lies in your eyes <3
love,me
3:55 AM
lessons, in school were boring.
morning duty!
didnt get my bikini beach ):
haiz last duty with alvina.
no more bonding!!
started with science.
yup seowseow is stupid, hate him man.
he jus give us ws then later go back mark, den one chapter completed le
i can also join teaching liddat :D
right. elit and english were stupid.
just sat there and stoned. (:
kevin is superduper disgusting
seriously just DIG out his eyes or smthg! :/
yawns,
chinese was bullshit too.
and CD was taken over my some useless-crap-boring teacher.
honestly, seriously, please, can we have cuifen jie back? =/
right.
went to eightyfive and met th ultimate retards!
one retard donated $20 to me! ((:
and another one told me tht sai timothy not shuai.
expected de lor. :D
yups had dance later.
JIAYU! (: our new president
and JIAYING! (: our new vicepres.
and for some retard who got into the final two, but eventually tio kick out ar.. NO COMMENTS! ((:
today a new junior came and joined me and wq today
and that is..... YENI! :D
and today we bonded tgt with the sec1s!
coz of retarded wq.
the "campus superstar" that had no blanko and thus wrote wrongly.
or else i am sure the voting she vote for herself ((:
i was shuffling my songs.
listened to alot of old songs, they're.. nice?
accidentally in love by counting crows.
damn nice song? heard it and rmbred the sec1 dance, although i dunrmbr anymore.
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
oh lovely:D
me and shipei desperately wanted to blend into the background.
cant beliv you pangsehed someone.
sorry shipei if you have to hear his name, so many times. <3 sorry, im just crazy
i wish you were here.
i will wait.
addicted, to you
6:25 AM
Doing the science ppt now.
Super whatever, just present and get it over with.
Stupid presentations.
AND i dont understand a single thing wikipedia is saying bout communalism
and try mutualism and the duno what parasitecrap.
HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH MY PPT AT THIS RATE!?
seriously.
if i screw it up, i am so sorry corinne gracia and shipei.
haiz
coz my heart and head dont beat at th same speed
3:10 AM
forever came too soon.
who are you to judge me?
before you point the finger at me,
check whether your fingers are clean.
i want to be your favourite hello
and your hardest goodbye
too much drama up in this fake hearted school.
[ the preps ; the goths ; the less-than-cool ]
where it starts && stops; whos to define?
whos to be trusted and where to draw the line.
screaming &&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; crying && all the useless chatter.
you live, you die, only life is what matters.
filled with smiles, lies, and fears.
welcome to the magic of teenage years ...
it only takes a split second to do something
you'll regret for the rest of your life :D
suchasfallinlove
There are three sides to every story;
one person`s side,
the other person`s side,
and the truth.
for all you people talkin` crap
[ she said this / he said that ]
just grow up. go spread THAT
so true:D
sometimes the smallest things
are the hardest to do, like
clicking on his screen name
& just saying hi
The only thing standing between
me and total happiness is reality.
Everything is easier when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder.
roses are red and violets are blue ,
will you be happy if i say i love you?
sugar is sweet and baby you are too,
i'm going crazy, but what can i do?
did you know that she has seven kinds of smiles?
one when something really makes her laugh ;
one when she`s making plans ;
one when she`s laughing just out of politness
one when she`s uncomfortable ;
one when she`s making fun of herself ;
one when she`s having fun with her friends;
&& one when she`s thinking about you
You dont have to hold on to the pain,
to hold on to the memories
LiFE DEFiNiTiONS;;
Wish:
Every moment you spent wanting him.
Trust:
Giving him your heart and hoping he won't break it.
Love:
Unable to live without him, even when it hurts.
Hope:
Holding on when you know it's time to let go.
Pain:
The hurt you felt when he broke your heart.
Friends:
The sisters God forgot to give you.
in every story there is an end
but with every end there is a beginning
in three words i could sum up
everything i learned about life:
it goes on
everything i learned about love:
it doesnt last
and everything i learned about people:
they change fast
Labels: pictures, quotes
enjoyed
2:42 AM
school is. boring.
life sucks. did the survey today. crap.
i enjoyed being the lightbulb tdy, really :D
i enjoyed blending into the wall today.
i enjoyed rushing out homework today for sunli wtf.
i enjoyed scrutiny.
i enjoyed meeting someone whom i din want to meet.
i enjoyed.. my day?
& that is how fun my day is.
but i definitely enjoyed DNT. i really did.
coz of a number of reasons, but yea.
coz our table of four (wq, joan, shipei, me) was the noisiest.
and we gt mr tay..
im screwed.
why did i fall for you? when i know nothing will come out of it.
8:55 PM
oh right, doing the test right now.
stupid luhs.
i anyhow *click*click*click*!
lalas.
oh
functions! <3
this close, that far.
wth is their problem
4:41 PM
Oh random :D
School has been boring.
Ytd i wanted to blend into the background and disappear.
For god's sake.
What the hell is their prob?
like freaking wth
iloveyou
random
5:11 AM
Oh. random.
Reading the rape of nanking now.
Surprisingly, Jeremie told me it was in the library.
Hoho.I freaked Shipei out. =/
I wont ever talk to you about this again.
And there me and sheryl and glen were reading it happily.
Its nice, but the pictures are a totally different matter..
Oh, haha.
Thanks to JIAYUN (i think) for photoshopping those imgs.
Loves! :D
Oh, there the two of them were trying damn hard to _____
and there i was desperately thinking "God, blend me into the background and disappear please"
Random :D but disgustingly true-.-
but its time to face the truth
i will never be with you.
im sorry im sorry im sorry.
but i think, i think, i think....
♥ Functions is love.
4:35 AM
Second of school.
Shit, the new timetable's damn weird.
I'd rather no second recess, at least can go home earlier :/
Fine, whatever :D
school was basically
screwed.
ACC was the first lesson, i dreamed with my eyes
openwe got a teacher got mr seow or whatever for science.
he's a new teacher.
like my science
cant get bad enough luhs -.-
my beloved mr chan is gone):
we got miss lee instead,my functions teacher.
better not sleep in her class :/
Erm yeah, Mr Yeow for history.
Think he's damn farnie :D
Mrs Rod for literature.
think she's super slack and farnie :D
Went for AGM ytd.
Basically to sign the contract.
Oh, hoho retardedness with Functions girls ♥
Got Alvina, Jiayun, Charr, Jinni to pei me to buy Mr Kwang's present.
Hoho, prata and retarded pictures.
Functions is muchlove!
♥
So the earlier part of my day was okaye.
Haha, the later part...... I realised i love functions! :D
Lala, randommmm. Thanks guys for going with me!
If only lihui was there):.. Functions girls, lovelovelove! spastic charmaine! zilianing in front of the mirror =X
Heh, retardedness :DD
Had the SYF showcase for HO, CO, Band, Guitar today.
Canteen with Alvina is retardedness.
Lessons went alright.
Yupppppps.
School is a better way to spend than at home rotting :D
alrights, tme to chiong hw! :D
Labels: functions is love
last day
1:44 AM
Oh hey people.
Yes im still here, after so freakin' long, coz i've been chionging my homework!
Laughs* thats a surprise aint it?
So, I've completed my chinese homework! :D
Thats super surprising I know, managed it in around like er 4 hours.
Considering my chinese standard. (:
tadas! :D
english errorsenglish review (damn, lost it)
chinese diarycheng nan jiu shiyan yu 21-40lit noteshist qnsheymath 1 test only :X
maths probability projscience proj (corinne STIL hasnt sent me)
oh hey, that
isnt alot.
time to rush out chengnanjiushi, that stupid boring story.
and learn my yanyu
maybe?as for the scienceproj, i cant really be bothered anymore.
coz corinne still haven send me =X
oh Jinni and Alvina!
I seriously need that present, apprec it alot if ur follow me
Thanks x 1234567! <3>
history is never always over
11:50 PM
exactly the same thing happened the last timeand i stopped, i just stopped.now history is repeating itself.why the fuck is this happening to me?why the fuck must is always be ME?
10:12 PM
apologizing is like white-out;
it covers up the
mistake,but it
never really goes awaydo you remember when the
only pain
you ever felt was your daddy
taking a splinter out of your little finger?
do you remember when
allthat it took to make you happy was an
empty cardboard box that you could turn into a space ship?
do you remember when a
kiss & a
Spiderman band-aid was all you needed
to make the hurt
go away?
do you remember when
'i love you' was
what you told your parents before
they went to work in the morning?
and he had this sort of accidental smile that
always found it's way across his lips before
he could worry about looking uncool.
and all i want is for him
to be standing outside my window
on christmas morning with a sign saying..
"santa forgot one"
It's hard to get
over people.
I mean
really get over them.
You can start to have feelings
for other people, but it
doesn'tmean you're over them. It just
means you're
moving on.
the road to success is
not straight.
there is a
curve called
failure,
a
loop called
confusion,
speed bumps called
friends,
red lights called
enemies,
caution lights called
family.
you will have
flats called
jobs.but if you have a
spare called
determination,
an
engine called
perserverance,
insurance called
faith,
and a
driver called
Jesus,
you will make it to a place called
success you closed your eyes. that was the difference.
sometimes you cannot believe what you see,
you have to believe what you feel.
and if you are ever going to have other people trust you,
you must feel that you can trust them, too -
even when you're in the dark.even when you're falling.
i truly believe that everything happens for a reason.
us meeting, being friends, letting our friendship grow into love.
us being together & getting through everything.
& lastly i believe that there is a reason for us. going our own seperate ways.
oneday i will find out what that reason is, but for now,
i will just accept the facts & learn from them.
the most important thing in life is to find yourself,
know who you are at all times,
and stand by that for the rest of your life." We are all
a little damaged.
Some of us
hide it better than others, and others just have in different ways than most.
But on some level we are all torn up.
We take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all
and we will end up
damaging someone else.
And most of the time we won't even
notice or
bother to care,
because we are busy with our little disaster, that we call
life.
You start out life with a clean slate then you begin to
make your mark.
You face
decisions, make
choices.
You keep moving forward, but eventually there comes a time
where you look back over where you've been
and wonder
who you really are.
you can see only a far as YOU tink. :DD
i had tuition and it was crap. very stupid lor. i went there, slept for 1 hour, and spent30mins freakingly dreamig, and laughing at that nerd guy opposite me. nahh, coz he really entertained me. :D hoho cool. i wonder which idiot invented tuition.
at least she knocked sense into me