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believe me im _ pissed now.
you never ever thought of me did you.
dont lie and said you did.
you never asked me if what i wanted was all that.
you just went ahead.

nowhere in your grand plan did i fit in.
i see now.
i see.

:]
shit you you promised.

fk no its not snerf.
hard to believe but NO IT ISNT HER ((:

i need starbucks again

O.O
this world is damn scary.
this school is.
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&how i wish i had NEVER met you.
never seen this side of you i had never seen before
you.....
i have no words left to describe you(:
congratz.
i hate you.
i didnt want to. believe it or not.
but you made me.
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history test
frankly i dont give a damn.
literature test.
make your own notes.
dont ask from me.
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thank you fr lying to me, making it seem like you were someone different.
different arent you?
yes. uncaring too.
maybe i should just giveup.
or maybe. i dont know.
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i wish i could care more about results.
but i cant.
i cannot concentrate..
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sorry for this post if you dont like it. there's nothing i can or WILL do (: why should i bother this is my blog and i write what I want x)

SIMPSONS! Y
im going to watch it x)) gosh simpsons is so cuteee.

The world is going to throw us
a million reasons why this isn`t going
to work out between me & you,
but what the world doesn`t know
is that I`m armed with the one
reason why it will ;; I love you.

Sometimes you need to stand up for what
you believe in ;; even if that means standing alone

Secret # 22: I hate how he can make me fall for him,
even if i havent talked to him in forever.

quotes are lovely! :D
mrkcin, cheeeeeeerup:D
i should give up but i cant <3

tdy turned out to be a bad day! :]

Hah chinese was fun coz I was talkin so much with Eugeny that stupid girl. Talk about alot of stuff also. Den Xiying change place to go sit with Junni in the end talk more than me :D Sunli was so pissed off. Bet she regret her decision lor (x

Rushing this post coz Im going out to eat Swensens! ♥ Gosh damn love :D

Anyw during science it was equally bad. Me and Gracia and Sheryl boiboi and Xiying were all talking across the four tables. Mr Seow got so pissed he asked sheryl to shut up :X Stupid guy! :]

Archery was fun! [x at least with SP. And thanks to those -- teachers. Keep on saying and saying abotu some stupid hand. Stupid teachers [:

OHHHHHHH I just heard some very crapshit thing about junior & me. f--k it can shutup cnt? I stuff orange watermelon down your mouth.

By the wayyyyyy.
My day was slightlyyyy ruined by some toot person. Seriously. What the toot la...... DISGUSTING LOR. [: disgusting disgusting disgusting. x]

SWENSENS & STARBUCKS! ♥

♥ I still get lost in your eyes, you chase my thoughts away to another place.
the day you made my heart smile <3

I THINK IM CONVERTING TO XANGA

♥ think im not changing :]

& i talk to you, like you're nothing special,
while deep down inside i hang on to every word.
do you know?
Helloooo I have just come back from tuition!
Tuition is damn fun with all the retards! :D Hahhhh shit I realised I've been spending ALOT of money$.
Going to buy that CHIO myuk bag maybe with shipei (:
And i need a new jacket coz I lost mine in ShangHai, a new charger (although without my phone I dont know what it's for), &more clothes x)
& STARBUCKS and more STARBUCKS.
ATM, more money please? x)

I was fine before you walked into my life.
and messed it up:D
/edit
shan't aim to be in the bottom anymore.

FINISHED MY HOMEWORKKKKKKKK :D except history and learning for tests but comeon do you think i will.

Life --
4 Simple letters, yet so complicated.
Love --
4 Simple letters, yet so confusing.
Destiny --
7 Simple letters, yet so unpredictable.
Feeling --
8 simple letters, yet So unexplainable.
Regrets --
6 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear.
Pain --
4 Simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal.
Sadness --
7 Simple letters, yet it lingers in everyone.
Mistake --
8 Simple letters, yet they can never be erased.
Beauty --
6 Simple letters, yet so hard to see.
Hope --
4 Simple letters, yet it's so unreachable.
You --
3 Simple letters, yet it means everything to me.

this is what you do to me :D

Starbucks is love ♥ caramel frap is my faveeeeee hehz. I want to watch the Simpsons! Gosh they're so cuteee! I must go and watch it sometime soon. Hehhhhhhhz I am wasting a lot of time outside and not STUDYING (:

Doing th whole pile of hmwrk we have. Gosh its ALOT. Teachers are damn sadistic. Damn and there are 2 TESTS and i cant afford to flunk them o! :D Luckily the science one has been postponed.

I left my last post uncompleted becauseeeeeee my mother was coming. [: Have been secretly sneaking to use computerr. But you should know what its more than.

Okie back to my work! And 2.4 NEXT WEEK! Gosh o thats fast I bet ill faint :D

♥ the true test of love is no matter how long you
two go without talking, he will always find a
way back into your heart . no matter
how hard you try to forget him, you can't.
it's the little things that mean the most, but
break your heart all the same.
from ALVINA :D
how i wish sometimes things would change. you dont know how messed up i am inside. how long are we going to dance around each other? im sorry if i messed up YOUR life, but you messed up mine completely :D
blame those hormones.

sometimes i just wish that you will :D

School today was quite slack.
Transferred over t beside Junni tdy & I conclude that Sunli made a stupid decision [:
Gosh maybe I dont talk so much, in fact I talk alot to Junni toooo :/
And I play games at th back and she doesnt even know :D

Science was stupid, I transferred t th back t play games..
English was EVEN stupider, except we were torturing Kevin(:
After school me, Bingyi, James, SP and Nick went to tortureee Kevin.
Made him run around th school just for one stupid pink dolphin;D

Zilianing in th library is utterly totally CHIO [:
Me, Junni, SP, Char, Nick zilianed so much till the stupid librarian got so pissed with us for making so much noise.
GOSH but zilianing in th library is so COOL :D

Dance was clearing.
Wenqi went to watch a CONCERT. Blah why never bring me along :X
Thanks Xiying, Corinne, Shuqing&Sheryl for buying my donutss! ♥
Btw its all gone now, & doublechoc & whitestrawberryheart is LOVE.
OMGGGGGGGG.

random :D
Went home with Jolyn, coz she couldnt gettt her bball :X
Stupid Yeni Tio Junior :DDD
& i am more disgusted than everrrrr over her.

becauseofyou lyrics:D neyo

Want to, but I can’t help it
I love the way it feels,
It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don’t
Tell myself I’ll stop everyday, knowin’ that I won't

I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true
Baby, you have become my addiction, I’m so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it

And it’s all because of you
And it’s all because…
Never get enough,
She’s the sweetest drug

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, I’m gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight♥
you really made my day with a smile and a look that meant more than..

Somewhere, deep inside, we all can fly. ♥

Went to STARBUCKS today :D I think Starbucks is HOT. Especially the fraps. I always drink them when I go there. Gosh plus somemore FOC hehz [: I realise I always go to Starbucks everytime Im bored/pissed/emo.

Next week 3tests! :/ Im not going to learn anyw.

I realised I always spend time out of home these days. Havent been even studying, what with Harry Potter, and Starbucks♥ Gosh they're way hot. Will have to stop going out so often [:
Thanks fr going out:D

so bye.
Starbucks didnt help.
Im still pissed off.
And guess what, my brother didt make life ANY easier for me.

/edited
I hate this world, I hate you even more. I've never hated someone so much, but yes, I hate you like f--king crap now. F--k it man you are an utter 1234567. I cant stand you. I cant stand you. I cant stand you. I am not perfect. Guess what, neither are you. So shut up.
Asshole:D

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away(:

In the library blogging. Thats the only way i get to use the computer these days anyw [:

This is super retarded the lesson on acting or whatever was super boring :D
First lesson was about walking around the fking classroom, pretending that you are walking in mud/water/chewinggum. (?)
Stupid.
I rather go home and study can.

Investiture wasnt screwed, although i was carrying that stupid tray until all the badges were shaking :X
Yups. Functions ban [1] back all the chairs and it was cool esp with Alvina x)
Thanks alvina for lending me the harrrrypotter.
HAHHH and we share the same views aye:D

Harry Potter is so love.
Ok im boreddd so until next time((:

I should have known(: but i didnt nor can i stop myself
Nothing is going right now:D I am still so screwed with you. Sometimes, i wonder, what the hell am i doing?

Went out to eat at Lao BeiJing its some stupid restaurant with a weird name but nice food! :D
And its expensive too.

Anyw, I was eatin and eating the xiaolongbaos, and suddenly I remembered about th China trip, with those like 6 for $4 xiaolongbaos! :/
Gosh they were damn nice. ♥
Anyw so yup.. China is so. far away. June wasnt it :D
Yet. I guess everyone will remember 2Fo7 ShangHai trip..
:] making no sense





First picture is damn old x) Gosh I looked so. INNOCENT :]
Next few photos are those of ShangHai trip.
&that retarded group photo where we forced Kevin to ZILIAN x)
And farmerbrown's flower pose.
&MY XIAOLONGBAOS! <3
Anyw I got all these photos from Gracia's blog :]

&tmrw will be a nice day :D
yupppppp :] hehhhhhhh.

hahhh being th ultra uber lame person i was i went to go and do some thing recommended by the retardedguy - weien :D
rate people's blog. have only enough time to rate mine. :X
i think its super inaccurate coz. LOOK AT THE RESULTS.

www.hey29126.blogspot.com

No bad words were found.
supppper inaccurate?

ok i admit its very lame :D guess im damn bored.
like i have better tings to do that what. MANGLE AN ORANGE NUN :/

www.qwertywh00sh.blogspot.com

HAHHHHH oh SHIPEI SP SP SP i bet you'll love this.
the awful fondling of a young bunny rabbit.
there's kevin anytime :D

& THIS IS EVEN BETTTTTER :D



FARMERBROWN! :D
testicular theft of a godly blogggger.
what a despo guy(:

hahhhh so im done with history.
satisfied with all these lameeeelikeshit stufffff.
thankss weien!

this world is damn scary..
haiz. my day was great.
but your just not ):
i know when you look away you think of me

hahhhhh moving 400+ over chairs from the tower hall.
damn tiring.
especially since the chairs were damn fking heavy.
hahhh and we dont get to sit at all :D
people like JUNIOR and SP get to sit -.-
so sit properly or ill smack your butts :D

alrighttttt functions is so much love! <3>
charrr, alvina & me the only 3 sec2s to ban [1] all the chairs.
but at least we bonded wif the sec1s ((:

hahhhhhhh anyw i see some stupid fking bian tai guy from my class online.
so i best not go online.
who knows might have virus O.O

hahhhh my day rocks(:
DEFINITELY not the lesssssons.
thankssss people. and shuqing for ur donuuuuuuuut. x)
you still make me feel so.. alive. & your just differnent.
and thats what i like about you :D

the world will never be the same, and it's all because of you.

pretty icons [:
four in th morning, gwenstefanie ♥
reading the holocaust, hahh its nice.
hellllo i am busy doing my historyyyyy
so seeeeya peeps :D
you<3>

never never never give up -winston churchhill.

just came back from tuition it sucked.
the stupiddddd guys were busy teasing me about harrypotter (which i AM going to borrow from alvina) :D
maths is stupid. i hate maths.
so yup im still in that kind of dots mood which basically is seriously.. ;D

wondering if ill screw up investitutre on tuesday.
hahhh and our formation is so damn. chio. [:
1600+ chairs which is cool, except we ran out of chairs.

right. i just listened to top20.
my beloved umbrella is top nw so i dont mind ♥
oh and don&drew the remixof bouncybouncysmacksmack is actually quite nice.
hehhhhhhhhhhh.

i hope i wont screw up english letter writing.
hahhh results still dont matter to me.
how long am i going to keep saying this? :]

hah never posted icons before.
but well, here's one that HAH depicts erm everything x)
hahhhhh bla.
and guess whats there's still history homework. LIFELESS [:

Nothing's worth losing
Especially the chance to make it right
and what am i supposed to make right?!

oh damnit im not going to reveal my results anymore.
so people dont pester me for it anymore:D
coz i am pissed and irritated at the way people react go and eat shit.
do "happily ever after"s ever exist?
or is it just "once upon a time"?
dont send me signals that are mixed coz i cant read your eyes<3

gosh i wish i can take pictures as beaaaautiful as this ;D

To sum up my day with functions♥ it was uber fun(:
ZHUTINGGGGGGGG cheer up okaye :D
we can always have another functions lunch we need lunch everrryday and dont be D: ok! :D

HAHHHHH thank you lihui alvina jinni charr jiayun joseph darren jeremy benette (er like that?) danielle vanessa shijia kunmei joel juwel (for sabo-ing us) tenghui zhuting for today:D
HAHH well we ran out of chairs but it was fun i guess.
and thanks alot alvina, for lending me the book ♥ o HEHZ.

damn and i gotta say this.
good for us that we siamed early ystd.

went for lunch! and we messed up the whole place.
the arranging of chairs was tiring but fun!
next time we'll go take functions♥neos! :D

hahhhh so im feeling kinda. dots.
yup. misssing him alot.
so yup these two pictures i found on deviantart are damn chio!
and they describe what i feel?
this is how i feel about you. i wish i felt differently. you know you're killing me?

and this is what i will do.
some people care too much, i think its called love <3

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