He makes me want to push him off a cliff and then run down and save him.
the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. but i can(x Break the rules. Stand apart. Ignore your head. And follow your heart.
It`s kind of fun to do the impossible. you(x You're not my friend; friends don't look at each other like we do.& i think holidays rock :D they're uber cool yeah. anyw, i've alr finished th two poems for lit & my 2nd draft so now im left brainstorming. i want munchydonuts&donutfactory :D yum. hahah, i ate so much ystd i'm finally feeling fulll now. gotta go back t sch on wed for the shanghai noticeboard thingy & tues for english enrichment? /: and one day for the sci poster, which i want to use condoms & viagra and what hehhh. it's a contraception poster yeah. lotsa tests )x science, literature, chinese. i cant fail ALL ok. zz so tata.
btw, happy bday in advance xiying! horny danainai :D
shipei :D is. stupid <3>even my best friend gets sick and tired of hearing your name again and again.. i will give anything to see you smile like that again:D
:DDD
4:47 AM
If i dont manage to return, dont blame me. know tht i've alr tried my best:D &know tht even though you might forget me, i wont <3> -------- you havent changed yet. &i havent changed too.
ca2results♥
1:51 AM
idiot fugly b!tch & chicken drumstick bastard = MATCH in heaven :D
HAPPY BDAY GRACIA:D super spastic&bimbo! xD for someone's info i paid fr th present too & made th card & thanks zhu fr going t buy cuz i wasnt free<3>
got results tdy&im quite happppppy! improved 13% t 71.5 (x ohmyshit got 83% for dnt, i looooove mrtay man<33> lol i failed maths by 2%. hehhhh lit 92%. yup i going pyscho my mother fr tht zenstone/ipod.
charr gave me her present tdy. thankyouu charmaine, altho i din rly knw you, i have come t know&love you! xD thankyou functions&others fr th fareweeell presentYspastic jinni strted cryin&made me cry too. dont cry !SPAS :D joseph was laughing -.- charr was trying hard to cry and lihui was laughing too-.- hehh all th sweets gone le bt i shall keeep all th notes [:
maths-sleeping:D science-sleeeping english-fkin boring? lit-hmwrk)x hist-hmwrk)x chi- zzzzzomg kevin erected ok SUPRAAAA LOL can (:X) no one did anything t him&well he stood up t ans qns&th whole class saw :O i firstclassview ok! HAHAH.
went subway w farmerr&mdd. damn funny, me&mdd determined t eat all of nicholas money. o.o so hungry can. came back and went 85 buy bubbletea&chocolate :D yawwwwn i still hungry. played jc does texas&farmer still cnt beat me xD muahaha. mdd wants bumblebeeeee! i buy barbiedoll fr her :X altgt i ate: 1 subway meal (chips&coldcut trio&coke), takapoachi, fries, mcchicken, bubbletea, marsbar! o & i going buy caramelfrap coz im so hungry)x
hahahhh i want t tel you: functions realllly made my day! <33> ca1 sa1 ca2 eoys next
we are what we are, and sometimes that's not enough. im sorry? i saw th look in yr eyes & im sorry i hurt you so. i didnt mean t..
birthdays!(:
5:00 AM
YHAPPY BDAY TABS & HAPPY BELATED JOS :D
so maybe we aren't meant t be
♥♥♥
3:11 AM
♥FOREVER
其实我非常爱你 不想失去你 难道我没有权利 说我不愿意 sorry
baby♥
2:06 AM
You’re one of a kind so that also means you’re kind of the one
went t sch at 6.45. thankyouuu zhuting&tenghui please dont fail yr physics or ill be so guilty)x mrchua is nice:D f'nctions sec2s, jiayouuuus! our fourwordmotto! JIAN CHI DAO DI! till endofyears yeahh. heh wait for me ill be back! <333> gogo i can do it:D
ok i corkeeed sci test. i finished it in 20+ mins w 20 blanks. thn i jus luan luan put down smthg. this paperr is a killer? oh shit..
lit was writing poems. thanks bingyi&zhu jeremie fr th lyrics :D zhupeeei cheer up its chowy t th rescue again! ♥ im adddicted t writing mushy poems theyre so HOT [:
english was boring? chinese was boring too so i strted writing mushy poems:D i am damn addddicted t it can?for you(x ate up mslee's hersheyskisses)x zhuupei ate 80% of it :/ zhu. tempted kevin w chocolates. hha he also quite cute like a overgrown pig luh-.- dnt was cork. ended up having clay session. spastic boiboi&her die. supraaaa cute:D our ballllllllz came out of th oven burnt.
cut hair&it's so screweeeeed. fringe no diff -.- The funny thing about love is that you never know how hard you're falling until you hit the ground.
teachersday:D
2:52 AM
so my keyboard is corked up&im typing uber slowly&im in a superrrrrr bad+fkin emo mood&theres bloooooody sci test which i confirm cork up [:
had teacherdayconcert tdy xD charr&lihui took turns taking my shoelaces&shoes&running all over -.- jervis also. frst CHARRRR tt retard untied my shoelaces frm th shoes. den lihui): den jervis): den alvina)x den jinni -.- so i went ard shouting, "charrrrr! return my shoe&lace! my shoe! shoelace!" retard -.-
td was beyourselfday. lol our clss theme = anything. haha:D so we were supraaa coordinated can -.-
fri getting results? i really hope i improve. this results are damn impt t me.(x &stupid SL suaningggggggg-.-
haha sp is spaaaaastic ;D thankyou tenghui!(x
bye:D sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep[x dont walk behind me, nor in front of me. walk beside me and hold my hand forever<33
1007:D
3:29 AM
you. so much t say..
paper1. english was fine but i screwed letter. chinese was gone right from th strt [: heeeeeheeee dun care.
need t call sum stupid person now(x gosh im so nice :D
my everything i think im giving up on it and strting t believe in other stuff..
quizzes:D
12:44 AM
im hoooooooked onto quizzes :]
A - AVAILABLE?: yup(: B - BEST SPORT?: basketball<3> but i suck at it -.- C - CRUSH?: (x D - DOGS NAME?: dun hv E - EASIEST PERSON(s) TO TALK TO?: shipei? nick.y? F - FAV. COLOR(S)?: black&white&blue. pink sucks x( G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: both! H - HOMETOWN?: tanahmerah:D I - Instrument?: piano. a bit of violin, although it sucked J - Favorite juice?: orange. K - KIND OF MUSIC?: anything, as long as it's nice. L - LONGEST CAR RIDE?: around newzealand x) M - MILK FLAVOR?: chocolate N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: 1 O - ONE WISH: zenstone<3> P -Phobia/Fears?: horrrror movies & nightgames -.- Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?: all xangablogrings one:D R - REASON TO SMILE?: around friends.. and him S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: you give love a bad name - bon jovi T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 7! :/ freaking late for school! U - UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT ME: it shall remian unknown(: V - VEGETABLE YOU DONT LIKE?: ALL -.- W - WORST HABIT?: biting nails? X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD?: my last backbone checkup. Y - YUMMY FOOD?: EVERYTHING:D Z - ZODIAC/ASTROLOGY SIGN?: Rooster, Libra
heehee &&& i sabo.. SHIPEI! :D lala & shuting :D
ok omfg this two quizzes got from jolyn's blog :D yup. this quiz is superrr interesting i think it's so coooool! :]
Junk- [x] chips [x] fast food [x] soda [x] candy [x] popcorn with butter [x] pretzels [x] peanut butter [ ] ranch [x] chicken wings [x] pizza [x] burgers [x] hot dogs [x] grilled cheese so far: 12
shitzzz that's like damn lot can. For some people, I dont really care -.- I shall just buy some stuff from the pasarmalam & shove it to her:D yeah, but for people like mrlim & mrchan, i diedie also must buy )x which is bad, cause i no time =x
lessons were quite fun? having fun w kevin and everything :D paper1 tmrw, im feeling so... shit man, if i fail paper1, im gone [: anyw have to choose betwn gonghan/sihan. me & boiboi alr agree! we are going to choose SIHAN. because gonghan need to memorise stuff, sihan dunnid ;D lalala.
had art test today and screwed my mask. became some ugly shit. i dun even dare to pass up can? :/ got back sihan today also :O the one about qing dian huo dong :O surprising that i got >15! shit myselffffffffff. im so going t die tmrw x)
whatever. im going out to eat later, maybe? why did you turn back if you are determined not to care? why pretend to be indifferent then make sure you eyes tell a totally different story? why do you have to do this to me? to us?
quizzes<3
2:49 AM
this's for Jinni/Charr? maybe you wont ever understand what this means yeahY there's no point in asking someone to stay when their heart has already left.
i likeeeee quizzes so here's two. 1. single, taken, naked, or flirts? single :D
2. are you happy with that? no comments.
3. have you ever had your heart broken? not really?
4. do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay? YEAH. cheating in chinese spelling, unless you want to write out the word x10? but if you twotime.. /: i dont think so.
5. have you ever talked about marriage with another person? -.- no
6. do you want children? want children dowan pain ;D
7. how many? at least 2? yeah, then they can take over me & my brother's shoes & prank call people and swap pepper for salt and heh :X
8. would you consider adoption? perhaps?
9. if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? yeah, i hope they can tell me :D so i can reject them. but not if its him :D
10. do you want someone you can't have? maybe i have him alr? (x
11. have you fallen in love? dunnos.
12. do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? yup :D super lovelaye can :D
13. do you believe that you can change someone? yeah to become more talkative -.-
14. is it a good day? spent eating&sleeping&slacking&dreaming :/
15. have you ever broken a heart before? dun think so! :D
16. does your ex still have feelings for you? dont think so. :D
17. do you still have feelings for your ex? nahhh. :x
sabo: jolyn, gracia, shipei :D
hehhhhh i guess im damn lame, so yup, here's another one from jolyn's blog
1. In two word, explain yesterday: fun :D yeah, i love functions! :D 2. Who made u smile today? shipei, nicholas, my brother, him :D 3. What were u doing this morning at 8? sleeping 4. What were u doing 15 minutes ago? using com. still using. 5. Something that happened to u in1985? i was waiting to be born -.- 6. Last thing someone else said to you? if you dont let me play maple, i put frog in your bed -.- (brother) 7. What was ur answer? er you dare you die :D 8. Worst thing on television: boring shows. 9. What was in your e mail today? spam, spam, spam, spam, spam -.- 10. How many different beverages have you drank today? 5! :D &mocha:D 11. What is ur favorite part of the day? the whole day if it has shipei? and him :D 12. Your current To-do list? er.. eat and sleep and finish zuowen xD 13. Where is ur best friend right now? probably unable to finish zuowen and sleeping now :D 14. What color is ur toothbrush? white(: 15. What are u wearing right now? FBTS♥&a shirt? 16. Any plans for Friday night? yeah, rejoice there's no dance xD 17. Least favorite place to shop? pasarmalam? 18. Things u bought today? food&food&more food&icecream & food & food :D 19. Last gift you received? valentinesday? 20. Who gave you that? a friend :D 21. What made you sad today? weekends usually suck): SP knows HAHA. 22. What can make you happy? shoppingggggg, playing comppp, dl music :x, functions, prankcalling, eating :D oh and drinking mocha:D 23. Beauty is: character 24. Describe your key chain: i hate keychains. 25. Where do u keep ur change? throw inside pocket =x 26. Are u happy with ur life? yeah<3> 27. What are u thinking now for someone you love? how his smile is so special:D 28. If someone you love forgets you and think your're distrubing to him/her then how would you feel? i dunno. 29. Person u trust the most? erm, shipei? nick? 30. what day is it today? saturday(: 31. what are you going to do after this? sleep...
i sabo :D SHIPEI hahahahaha. too bad do 2 quizzzes. o.o my brother and i played a lame trick, involving a swimming pool & a person. /: sorry. hehhh.
Love is simple, but powerful. It's waking up in the morning and knowing that someone will always hold you in their heart.
zen stone, love! <3
11:37 PM
After what happened ystd, Im ok alr! [: Hahaa I cant believe spastic Jinni cried, very very much expected yeah :/
Im eating chocolate now! zomg Kevin tagged @ gracia's blog! D: Kevin is so going to die alr. Watched the tribute to kevin lim video erm its damn funny! :D
Yeah i want this ok. It's freaking hot, the limegreeeeeen zen stone & the white one. 2GB for $99 only ok.
Product Type Portable Audio Player Weight 21 g Dimensions 55.6 x 35.4 x 12.8 mm Interface Type USB 1.1, USB 2.0 Capacity 2 GB Display OLED Display Resolution 64 x 64 pixels FM Radio Yes Voice Recording Yes Rated battery life (audio) 9.5 hours Battery type Lithium-polymer
2GB $99? i must go and pyscho my mother to get it for me now :/
tmrw have t go back t school and see SL. wow, thats so.... cool? :D gosh i really cant stand her. D: i havent done her stupiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid zuowen yet.
HAHHAAAAAAAA SP told me about the two tomatoes! :D i really can imagine man..... but yeah (x so dumb, i should have known......
anyw i just went out and ate carl's jr with my father&brother. my brother and i are spastic )x and evil )x we went to pour salt into the pepper and mixed it up. hehhhh, 3/4 of the salt was used :O
if anyone gets a call, and that person asks for billy.. nvm its just me & my brother ;D
look for the girl with the broken smile. your smile is beautiful<3
food!
5:20 AM
eat eat and more eat thats what i've been doing :D
gosh i ate alot. i am so going to become like kevin, and that is a bad bad bad thing. tell me, in what way have i treated you badly as a friend? its useless if you want t come and comfort me now. i've done it on my own, and im stronger now.
#1000; functions.
2:13 AM
Here's t th ending of a very difficult decision, and an ending of a very fruitful and long journey :D
firstly, yeah, this is my post #1000 which is like wow. HAHA. dont know how t take screenshot? :/ noob. yup..
Went fr the rehearsals tdy, they were ok I guess ;D talked to tenghui & zhuting &miss lee and although i told myself i wouldnt cry, i couldnt help it, at least i didnt cry in front of miss lee. no i dont cry in front of teachers =x yeah, thankyou my two commheads for those words heehee. yr have been really great commheads :D
We zilianed alot! xD took charr's shoes and ran about, and then hid it under tzyharn's butt -.- My eyes are so super screwed -.-
heh i cant help it, but yup, here's all the pictures. x) mostly about the f'nc sec2 girls :D i dont think i can wear that f'nc sec2 shirt anyw :D
thank you for trying to reassure me, and going out with me. thank you for everyth, maybe i will go back to piano anyw? but you aren't him, and will never be.
met someone i thought i'd never meet.. she told me i looked like someone who had a boyfriend -.- shit whatever.
the one thing that i tried to hold on to. this song's hot anyw :D listen yeah.. i think miss lee's right, it will be for my good. maybe i will come back if my eoys are good? Or maybe Ill get too used to living without functions, too used to not having that tie, maybe i wont come back after all.
26 people, 1 comm, schoolfunctions<3> work hard. bond more :D talk cork. zilian. have fun :D goodbye. ---- i called her. i wanted to talk to someone desperately. but she was busy. she turned me away. i hope she's happy.
&profilo
Just a mad man, a stealer, a perfectionist, or anyone. Something that's you.
He makes me want to push him off a cliff
the worst way to miss someone is to be
Break the rules.
It`s kind of fun
You're not my friend;
so maybe we aren't meant t be
♥FOREVER
After what happened ystd, Im ok alr! [: Hahaa I cant believe spastic Jinni cried, very very much expected yeah :/
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