Hello people.

believe it or not, im fnished with lit! :D
every single piece of shit in that book, i've done it
& as for the quotes, gotta keep on reading to get in my mind.
but yes im DONE :D

i feel so accomplished -.-
for the first time in my whole life.

maths, chinese, hist sci.
gosh im not going t study:/

You can't force open the petals of a rose.When he is ready, he will open up to you.

Hello heres a quiz boibi tagged me t do! [: Had lotsa fun at NYNY and now im going to cont yugiohGX :D i want to see evil evil shroud's ballllz being pulled out! ): yeh im not going to study. heehee no life.

GX EPISODE 65 No pain no game ♥
http://www.media.putfile.com/yugiohgxepisode65dubbed

1. Do you believe in true love?
Yeah I do believe in true love since you made that come true again & again
2. What do you normally watch on TV?
Anything that just happens to be showing. UglyBetty! :D
3. Can you cook?
0.o i buy food. or people cook for me. lol but i cant cook much :D
4. What nicknames do you have?
Chowy & stupid zhuuuu & zhuyan. 0.o
5. What makes you laugh?
Friends, spastics, 'i wanna peeee', YUGIOHGX (like the love duel i laughed like shit), FOF, you♥
6. Who/what can't you live without?
friends yeah & family :D oh & YUGIOHGX, donutfactory, caramel frapp, NYNY, cafecartel, food, jcdoestexas, songs, comp & you♥
7. Now, you have reached seventh heaven. Tag 7 people and plaster a huge smile onto your face.
anyone.

There's going to be a part of me that's
in love with you for the rest of my life.

Ohmigosh Im at epi65 le.
&ZaneT is sooooo hot when he bathes. gosh zaneT♥ *eyeballs pops out* & omfff I HATE SHROUD. D: that freaking shit evil guy w no ballz. FUCK he was the one to make zane evil. )x but whatever ♥ zaneT

im eating now! damn happy coz im eating. damn pissed at SHROUD. Argggggggh asshole.

Everyone keep's telling me to just get over you and to move on, they obviously don't understand just how hard I've already tried.

you were everything i was looking for ;; when i wasnt even looking

heehee in the library blogging. There's a ZaneT picture on comp 5 so I decided to use it. Beside me is zhupei meng typing :D

Lessons were so boring as usual. Erm Eugeny is stupid! I kept on eating sweets in class, since we have no recess and people like me & kevin cant ever survive WITHOUT food. During SL's lesson was making alot of noise. Who cares. Eugeny complained about when I'm going to start studying! ;D Heehee I told her never.

Since when has exams ever bothered me anyway -.- Life still goes on heehee, kevin still erecting, xiying still crazy over bleach, sheryl still loves edo, farmer has a flaccid ahem...

Yay a quiz on jolyn's blog. This quiz is like damn cool except not that true :D

C: Really easy to fall in love with
H: Easy to fall in love with
O: Really easy to fall in love with
W: Very broad minded
Y: Loved by everybody
E: Beautiful eyes
N: good bf/gf

I'm really easy to fall in love with? All you need to do is feed me :D Oh yeah and ferns loves me too. One of my supporters. Duh?

A: DROP DEAD GORGEOUS
B: Loves to make people laugh
C: Really easy to fall in love with
D: Is a great dancer
E: Beautiful eyes
F: People wild and crazy adore you
G: Dont let people tell you what to do
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: Loves to laugh
J: Easy to have fun with
K: Really silly
L: One of the most romantic people you know
M: Makes dating fun
N: good bf/gf
O: Really easy to fall in love with
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite
R: Can kick your butt
S: Lives life for fun
T: Great Friend
U: Gets blamed for everything
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: Loved by everybody
Z: Lives life for fun

Welllllll it's New York New York today! Cool I heard food there is real nice. Free flow of icecream! And candy floss! omigosh <3333>

so many times ; i wonder why i dont give up -- but then i see you smile
&i remember why i keep hanging on over & over again ♡

that's what i can do for you.
it's not enough, but it's something

you're my angel, that star up in my sky

got back lit zzz fucking disappointment. wtfh first time. i was damn careless yeah ;D eng summary was cork smsing farmer w boibois phone. chi 0.o dnt presentations. zzz. simpang after tt. milodinosaur [: ystd- 85 w jolyn & cafecartel. cool :D

you will just say sorry.
i? i'll say maybe we werent even meant to be happy in the first place.
dont worry, it's never your fault.

thankyou for everyth all this while<3>
ill never forget what you did for me.
you taught me to love & what love is.
buddies<3

happy endings are just stories that haven’t finished.

zz hello people :D class was stupid again. alright anyway im in the library now & sheryl & jolyn are beside me! mr yeow just came in and when he saw sheryl he started walking towards her

mr yeow: you know what cca ** is?
sheryl: duno
me: duno
jolyn: i know its CD!
mr yeow: aiya see la CD write CO. so stupid *hits sheryls head*

heeheehee i think mr yeow is like super cool :D And he always bullies sheryl which is like so damn cool luh.

yeah zz cool lessons were spent either a) sleeping b) daydreaming c) talking cork d) teasing kevin. had english test & i flunked it all :D

today i took out my textbook and attempted to study. ahemahems* well shipei, sheryl, nicholas and *ahem* faris were damn surprised. whats your problem? never see people study before arh? :) heehee anyway i only study coz i BORED.

anyway kevin has a new love! :)) gosh isnt that SO exciting. he was going crazy over his new love *ahem ahems* today! with chiachen, me, sheryl all at the side egging him on! oh heehee life will never be the same anymore! :DD

why am i doing this to you? i guess i cant take it anymore
why are you doing all that to me? you will never know what you did.

well, on the plus side YugiohGX epi 53 now! Yes that is so totally coooool! :D watched the epi when aster purposely battle jaden and use all the lousy cards and jaden yaya. oh heehee so cool :DD

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& you make me so sad.

http://www.fanfiction.net/~chowy
:D just submitted a lemony story! can't see on my comp but hope you can! do read & review alright! heehee fanfic/anime/YugiohGX is love! :D

dont you think it's freaking sad
i have to lie to you all the time
i think it's freaking pathetic
& i hate it, i hate loving like this.

we're just dancers who are practising for a performance that we will never give.

Right hey people :D I'm currently banned from using the comp! Damn it's so shit man. Whatever, my allowance has been cut too. But me being the zhu I am, I can find ways to get my allowance back! (:

Fuck, the worst part of all this is I can't watch my beloved season 2 anymore!
YugiohGX *cries*
And i have to wait like 2 more freaking weeks till I can watch it again.
DAMNIT i hope the exams end quickly.
these stupid measures are just killing me.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck :D

Had History test today. Zz didnt even open my textbook, till today that is. So duh I failed everything. Yay cool luh :D Later SPA test which is, stupid, coz I wont even study at all. Ystd I wrote a lemony story about Alexis Rhodes & Zane T (my laogong) -.- Cool okaye, it's a joint production of farmer & mrsZaneT! lemony stories♥ Haha.

Well I guess I'd better go :D Till then peopleeee.

I can't stand people who twotime ):

You. you cant do anything about this can you.
I think you're so useless. freaking useless.

Gosh just made a big big improvement! With a lot of side commentary by boiboi! :D I've finally finished season1 :D Yay me! Just finish epi 52 which is the graduation match between ZaneTruesdale & JadenYuki. GOSH they drew & Zane's cyber end dragon's attk went up to 36900! Lala. That battle was so hot alrighty. Anyw, I think Shipei should be feeling DAMN zibei now. Heehee, she's on epi 4 still & I'm moving on to season 2! :D Cool I get to see Aster Phoenix!

gosh atticus rhodes is hot! :D He dian dao the Mindy & Jasmine and they asked for his autograph & fainted :D Yeah he's cool! Plus he tried matchmaking Alexis & Chazz and all those guailan cards like loveletter or whatever came out (:

gosh gosh gosh alexis rhodes is supraa chio can! But i think her monsters all super girly, like cyber angels. But she's hot anyway.

aster phoenix is super hot :D Hehe but my boiboi's alrdy, so I cant snatch ^^ very much contented with Zane anyway :D


vellian crowler. :D He's freaking gay, zz his voice is so damn freaking irritating & he wears earrings and has a ponytail. zz, erm, gayshit.


Yes ZANETRUESDALE is so superduperuber hot okaye :D ohmygoshhhhh *screams* & he's a superduper good duellist too! And when he laughs he seriously makes me :D


Yami Yugi. From some angles quite shuai. From others looks like some elephant 0.o

Finished season 1 finally and about like 12 donuts in the process. Yumyum donuts. & caramel frappp <33 Lala tmrw is school! All the super sian periods like art -.- honestly why cant mrs neo just, erm, disappear :D

Lala shall take a break from YugiohGX! Yes i shall take a ONE DAY BREAK :D Which means tmrw at around this time I'll be back starting on season2. Where Aster Phoenix comes in ^^ wahahaa. end of years? i dont really care :D wait i dont even care at all :D

wouldn't it be ironic if at this very moment
you were thinking of me just like i'm thinking of you?

Hello people :D I'm back from maths tuition! Can you believe it, out of the two hours, I slept one hour! Hehh it's almost a confirm bridging you see my name! Well that's good right :D Wahahaha I hope teacher is Mr Chan and not Miss Lee. :/

Just came back from subwayyyy. So cool i love subway too ♥ Yay I have donuts! Munchy donuts, they're yummmmy but I love donut factory more. And of course caramel frapp ♥ Yay Shipei jealous yet?

Here are the zilians we took on Dance CIP & Mooncake Fest. Cool :D



I'm offff to complete my season 1! :D Im on epi 47 le! Slowww, according to Sheryl -.- ZaneT is so superduperuber hot although Jaden battles well. Zane is HOT. Oh and I've finished my lemony story! :D Gotta wait till 2 days later though to put it up.

you have so much magic in you,
and i wouldn't dare hold that back.
& i shouldnt too. forget me, forgive me. forgive me for doing all that to you.

hello i feel so random :D know i shouldnt be here again. yugioh gx is so superdupercoool. i've watched until epi 46 and im about to complete season 1 alr! Heehee and farmer introduced it to me last sunday! Oh and mid-years are coming but I dont really give a damn -.-

Pegasus' personal list of best duelists in the world-
#1 Yugi Moto (duh obvious)
#2 Seto Kaiba
#3 Joey Wheeler (NO??!! WTF?! This is SO wrong)
#4 Aster Phoenix (doesn't make sense either but whatever, not that I mind :D)
#5 Jesse Andersen (o.0)

From Sheryl's blog. SHIT. Pegasus isnt WEIRD, he's just stupid. T.T After all I dont see any ZaneT in sight ♥ (who cares about jadenyuki?) and ZaneT's damn hot & good at dueling. 0.o Shit man. I hate pegasus.

Found out there's like some history test on chapters 56789 on tuesday. Shitxzxz. Thats so fucking crap. Heh last min tyco still can :D -.- Shitxz told my mother my chinese marks. She said it's quite an improvement (DUH i passed) :D Heehee.
to think tycoing can bring me this far -.-

Ohyes anyw that guy in the middle is so hot♥
Including Alexis yes, but ZaneT's hotter.


Im joining fanfiction! :D so i can write lemony stories.
♥ ZaneTruesdale!

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In Another Time- Jodie Simmons

you and i were never meant to be together
and now it's time for me to go
but, deep in my heart you will always stay forever
in another place; in another time

so,walk with me and let me hold you close
and we will share this last memory
and dream about our love
and what it means to love someone enough to set them free

in another place; in another time
in the space between any reason or rhyme
someday our love will shine
in another place; in another time
you will always be on my mind
in another place; in another time
in another place; in another time
we aren't meant to be. why must you do this to me? what's on your mind which i cant even guess? why do you keep on closing yourself up? why are you such a big bunch of contradictions? why must you always speak with your eyes? why am i so stupid to fall for you?

I want to be the girl that changed everything.
The girl that made a difference.
The girl that gave you a story to tell♥

CIP for dance ystd.
Spent/wasted loads of time cutting mooncakes.
Zz I can so think of better ways to spend my time. Blahblah.
Me & Jolyn corked around alot, and duh, zilianed alot :D

Concert was okaye. :/ Zz duno what to say?
Xiying and Corinne and farmer and me and sheryl were making lots of noise zz.
Esp Xiying & Farmer. All dian dao by performers on stage heehee :D

Zz spent time corking alot.
Thanks alot boiboi ♥ Heh Im damn scared of the whole sch at night. D:
Zz busy asking MrSeow stupid qns like "do you have a girlfriend" and "are you a virgin" o.o Zz.

Okaye Im off to YugiohGx and my ZANET.
Excuse me, he's hot.

Betrayal. Alot to be spoken with that word.
:D

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
so hold on.

Today was damn spastic :D

Got new water babies today! Damn chio can, although Im like damn sadistic and like to squash them :/ Yawns. Got back three tests today, chinese & literature poem & science & maths test. All were okaye, hehe esp. chi test which I didnt learn & passed :O But Xiying didnt learn and not only PASSED but got 40 too. $(*#($&##$ Er anyways heehee Im quite surprised for maths test, zzzzz zah means that must go pyscho miss lee to get out of maths remedial! (: And as for lit, lower than my expectations, kinda.

Heehee today SP got freaking cramps. Being a girl sucks luh, all the freaking menses cramp. Anyw she cramp until damn pro, and then me & jolyn went down in a taxi for her and pei-ed her wait for taxi AND still had to walk up later. ): ): damn freaking hot can. Er today everyone was growing water babies! Like sheryl, chia chen, me, shipei, jiaye. Water baby craze.

Later got the mooncake festival concert. FUNCTIONS JIAYOU! ♥ Zz got to stay 4 hours for some yawn programmes :/

Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning
so why must it be you? i didnt plan on all these stuff. i didnt plan on falling in love with YOU. so dont turn it around and blame ME.

helllllo epi40 on yugiohgx :D got this quiz from tab's blog! [:

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
here's how it works:

o1; Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, MediaPlayer, iPod, etc)
o2; Put it on shuffle
o3; Press play
o4; For every question, type the song that's playing
o5; When you go to a new question, press the next button
o6; Don't lie and try to pretend you’re cool.

BORN:
what i've done- linking park
0.o guailan

FIRST WORD:
i wanna fuck you (dirty)- akon
omigosh no freeeeeeaking way! my first word was, uh, some crap.

FIRST DAY:
give it to me-timbaland
HAHAHA ;D Give meeeee foooood!

FALLING IN LOVE:
your guardian angel-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
hahaha sweet! yeah im your guardian angel :D

FIGHT SONG:
how do i breathe-mario
uhhhh im gonnna die fighting ;D

BREAKING SONG:
Dance Floor Anthem- Good Charlotte
uhhhhh T.T

PROM:
Secret (Extended Fast Version)- JayC
a secret [;

LIFE:
the great escape-Boys Like Girls
:O my favourte songg! ESCAPE FROM TEACHERS MY WHOLE LIFE :]

MENTAL BREAKDOWN:
Home-daughtry
break down in my roooom!

DRIVING:
Glamorous (Feat. Ludacris)-Fergie
driving's glam for me! (till i crash!)

FLASHBACK:
Thanks For The Memories-Fall Out Boy
"thanks for the memories even they werent so great" :]

GETTING BACK TOGETHER:
4 in the morning-Gwen Stefani
"..and the tears are pouring" ): ):

WEDDING:
Tong Hua-Guang Liang
就像童话故事里一样！:)

BIRTH OF CHILD:
I Don't Love You-My Chemical Romance
DONT LOVE GIVNG BIRTH! (:

FINAL BATTLE:
Wall To Wall- Chris Brown
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DEATH SCENE:
Akon - Don`t Matter
IT MATTERS! T.T

LAST WORDS:
sibendaoyueqiu
cooool :]

Had two tests tdy. lit & chinese which i both failed, thankyouverymuch :D zzzzzzzzzz i slept like 1/2 an hour for chi test. zzz gosh :/ did i mention i 'forgot' t study? so i just felllll on th table & sleppppppt. lit was cork. again i wrote shorter than others. zz zahh fail ;D

english. slept :D wrote zanes name all over my paper [: chi daydreeeeeeeamed. dnt painted bolllllz w sheryl & zhuuuu. sheryl & i grew water babies!(:

yugiohgx now yupppp.

did anything even happen? did we even do those stupid stuff t each other. i forgot hw much i hated you...

im damn effing freaking fucking pissed.

i hate people who backstab but in front of pretend to be nice & kind.
i simply hate those people.
yes you know who you are.
and when it's all discovered, well :D they just deny it all.
and when facts are finally forced in front of their ___ (no word to express it) face, they finally say yes.
but blame it on the stupidest reasons ever.
i might as well blame my failing maths test because of the freaking weather.
because it was raining, and i got so freaking sad i couldnt do my test.
yes thats how stupid your reasons are.
and when they see, nothing is really going to improve.
they go around generating pity, by well telling everyone a sob story.
yeah, :D (again i use the maths test thing) like i tell miss lee.
i failed because kevin was kicking my chair.
or some other stupid reason.
but for the stupidest reason (again), people believe them.
heehee i conclude you have the "please believe me i am just a victim. pity me and hug me and bring me to your bedside tonight" face.
thats funny. because i dont believe your pity face anymore:D
i am finally free. coz i used pornorization to get cyber end dragon from cyber dragon and end dragon and dragon dragon.
ahem ahem :D
hint hint: im immature! :D yay. and im er emo, and er, a bitch.
like you're any better?
okaye that was a random fact.
well anywayyyyyy im still way pissed.

yes because of someone else.
fuck off then.
you've got gut flirting and saying you havent done anything.
take a look at yourself.
like you're anything better.

can only cheer myself up with my donuts:D
double choc, white strawberry, strawberry, spicy cheeseeee, mint chocolate, hazelnut peanut or whatever, orange citrus & apple cinammon.
thank you for buying them for me <3>
heehee i dedicated to you already :D

im blogging coz of need?
just found out some thing about a certain someone. wow you brighten up my life fucker. backstabbing, bitching, you are so totaaly fucked up (smthg i learnt in eng tdy!) im so tired of you. zz you achieved yr goal. really pity you [:

tdy was tiringggggg?
thanks zhuu, farmer, xiying & sheryl ♥
bye :D off t drooool at zane.

disaster, from th strt. i guess, when it turns hopeless, you just lose hope? lose that belief of certain stuff & find out how ugly life gets. start t wonder why you made sucha big mistake.. & start to hate :D

thank you for th donuts<3

thankyou. for everything.
for teaching me.
i made a mistake.
by loving you.

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episode 27 nw(:

Oh I realised I havent been blogging properly :D

I screwed up science test. shittos shittos shittos. Gone for bio & my best topic somemore *cries* Yay but biology is damn boring & there's so much t learn & probably 1/4 of it came out so Im quite happy that I didnt learn it all ;D not like some people ahem, probably faris.. ^^

ACC was freaking boring? Not allowed to talk & do freaking work. Nahh I wont do that in 6543212 years. Busy playing JC does texas & corking & bullying Kevin :D Ahem studying.

Corked after school w Shipei! :D Heeheeeheehee we're so spastic ♥

Okaye back to YugiohGX. I think Im obsessed liao lor :/ Blame farmer & Sheryl. They're freaking evil! :'( First lure me by faking that YugiohGX is lemony stories, den when I really went to check it out, I hooked liao! Waaaaaa T.T Evil people. I want to study hor. Like faris :D

Okaye anyway ZANE TRUESDALEEEEEEEEE ♥ the more i look at him, the more hot i think he is *screams* Im on episode 23 liao! Muahaha & Shipei only epi 4! ): Shipei should feel kind of zi bei coz me & her started on the same day one de hor.. plus I still go home and STUDY ;D How come like that? Thus I conclude that Shipei's watching speed to my watching speed is 6:1 :D Heeheeehee pathetic.

There are probably a million and one ways to let me down, a million and one ways for you to break me, but there are a million and two ways to find my way back, and one way will surely work. No matter what.

schooooool again! zhadans all bombed tgtr tdy!
except during SLs period. surprisingly
nahh we were all acting guai :D wheeeeeeee. so fun.

history test tmrw crappppppppo
im not learning :D have better stuff t do!
WATCH ZANEY MY LOVE IN YUGIOH GX ^^
yay me
im at episode 22 le! zane left me drooling *screams*
never thought id be so crazy over any guy esp ANIME ones
he's HOT. :D damn hot.
aster is wayyyyyyy hot too w those blue eyes but he's my boibois!
so i shall nt snatch ^^
farmer can have syrus & shipei jaden.
but i want zane!

back t yugioh gx :D

hey hotttt guy,
ZANE TRUESDALE YY
*faints*

YES I KNOW.
HE'S SEXAYE & HOT *screams*
ZANE TRUESDALE.
the hottest guy ever. :D
gosh sheryl's right, goodlooking guys dont exist in reality D:
except animes that is, and here's my sexy ZaneT
ok at epi 20 le.

yes Zane truesdale is loveeee although he gets killed by yubel later. who cares he's hot ♥♥ anyway i've finished watching from episodes 4-15 today :D yay me. aster, jaden & zane are so hot <3 time to go and sleeeeeeep as for science im done :D

some people disgust me so much.
thinking they're right after they've done so much wrong.
expcting everyone to forgive.
waiting for the world to stop spinning for them.
that will never happen.
so get a life :D
look at what you've done, you reap what you sow :D

ok im so random o.o back to yugioh gx
oh yay for zane, he's so freaking cute. yay zane <3333

blogging out of long habit.

had tutionn in the morning wtf make me waste 3+ hrs doing stupid maths sums when i can be watching yugioh gx! yay yugioh gx is love!! ♥ okaye tuition is stupid. i strive to be a guaikia from now onwards. everyday come home early, and watch yugioh gx. only on epi 4 ): ystd started only duno how can i catch up with farmer & sheryl ok i go watch le :D ♥ yugioh<3

PEOPLE :D

I'VE GOT A NEW LOVE
A NEW NEW NEW LOVE.
YUGIOH GX!
YES YUGIOH GX IS LOVE

<3

♥ dont let me let you go..

starbucks my love :D caramel frap & ugly chicken pie yay love. kfc cheeeeeesy meltz & cheeeeese fries my love too. havent eaten that for a long long time. & of course donut factory the biggggest love of all! 2 doublechocs, 3 whitestrawberryhearts & 1 apple cinammon :D gosh love love love. hehhhh :D anyw sheryl & farmer say GX is about lemon! D: and they temporarily got me hooked on to it but anyw lemony stuffff are coooool (: okie i dun wan to see GX if its about cards.

There is no dawn without a night.
There is no victory without a fight.
There is no rainbow without rain.
There is no happiness without pain.
:D

theres no way im going to get over you,
not because i cant but because i wont..

bye im offfff t eat my DONUTS! ♥♥ apple cinammon or whatever it's called is nice. spicy cheeeeese sucks D: and white strawberry heart is love!

im such a dumbass not to have realised..
you dont even care.

She loves him more than he'll ever know.
He loves her more than he'll ever show.


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Thankyou LOO JINNI for giving me your pass t AHS portal so i can get your science notes. gosh siaogao sucks man. misssfarah is so damn nice :D Anyw thanks loo♥ Hehhhhh I dont think I'll be revising anyway. Weekends are for sleeping! :D But they suck cuz there's always so much homework. But luckily i've alr finished lit poem & english sentences & hmwrk so there's only revising for tests now :D Yay me. So im goinggggg to go out with starbucks (my love!), donut factory (double love) & kfc ♥♥ Cheeeeesy meltz :D

Yay quotes too
one! ♥
Love & pain goes down the same lane.

two! ♥
It's better to have met you in my dreams
than to wake up & reach for hands
that aren't there

three! ♥
When someone breaks your heart,
don't walk away; stay & fight.

four! ♥
Love at first sight is often
cured by a second glance

five! ♥
Bitch, take responsibility for yourself because
no one's going to take responsibility for you.

credits: flyyquotes

I want to be the one to prove that
love does last forever <3

*Your Guardian Angel*

Lyrics:
When I see your smile
The tears run down to my face
I cant replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold
And it breaks to my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me in heaven

It's okay it's okay it's okay

Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling
All for us

Days were growing and nights
grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

And I'll never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me in heaven

Cause you're my you're my my my
My true love my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here for you

Please don't walk away
Please I'll make you'll stay ooh
stay ooh

Use as you will
Pull my strings
Just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray(gray)

I will never let you fall
I'll stand with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me in heaven
(fade)


Yes i love this song :D

Maybe you're the same as me,
we see things they'll never see

Hey peoplee :D

Today was so super spastic.
Made alot of stupid mistakes for trigo test
Shoots Im gone
But this proves Im SO MUCH smarter than kevin.
I studies for 30 mins and he studied the whole hour & in the end he also wrong
:D

Science was cork cuz me and Eugeny played handphone games & corked :D
History was cork cuz I was alr deciding what I wanted to eat for lunch!
Literature was cork cuz I didnt even do the stupid shit poem D:
English was cork cuz Jain forgot to come again! So we just had stupid spelling & Kevin said primal is a living organism ?!?!

Chinese was super cork ok, cuz she said she wanted to change our places.
Like fuck, and she still say some cork about being some united & democratic class.
Damn wonder who's the bastard/bitch who went to hand up the fking seating plan.
Very smart of you, fking irritating can, stop being an asshole & fk off and die.
Anyw :D MY BELOVED KEVIN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.
D: D: D:
GOSH HE'S GONE TO THE OTHER END OF THE CLASSROOM, sitting beside our veryvery lucky girl xiying :D
Heh Shipei changed and changed and ended up beside farmer who's beside bingyi who's behind me -.-
wtf. four big zha dans.
And SURPRISINGLY me and Eugeny are like still tgtr!
And sheryl & jolyn are STILL tgtr!
Even Jiayu said her arrangement kinda stupid :D

Okaye it's stupid cuz all Seehui & Eugeny do during sunli's lesson is ACT GUAI.
-.- -.- -.-
Anyw did that cork passage about some la [1] che [1] mian [4] - pull car noodle?
Supposed to set questions which Jiayu set superduperhard qns which I wont know how to do D:
And Eugeny & Seehui's qn is........
What kind of food did the mother want to eat?
a) la [1] de [2] shi [4] mian [4] - pull bus noodle?
b) la che mian -.-
c) la [1] di [4] tie [3] mian [4] - pull train noodle?

Okaye they seriously are so cork la.
Dance was suck.
Luckily we didnt need to wear leotard coz the ED people were there
Heehee so thankyou ED people :D
Anyw my muscles are breaking coz of stupid dance -.-

So thats my day :D

Oh and i want to say.....
WEICONG I WILL MISS YOUR STUPID NONSENSE & ERECTING & WHATEVER! :D
hope xiying enjoys you :D

All I want is to lie here with you and pretend like life is a movie
with a happy ending waiting around the corner.

sometimes i wonder; so this is how its going t be.
im sorry. i cant accept that
you can go & die. fuck out of my life.
i dont need you. i lie
Before I met you,
I never knew what it was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason
:/
That's what love is about i guesssssss.
Recklessly hurting each other & insanely loving each other

update tmrw [:

ever since i met you,
nobody else is even worth thinking about

♥ starbucks, caramel frap & the ugliest chicken pie ever. so love :D i stilllll havent watched dead silence, cant fit it in, too busy. & my father is already complaining that i go out too much. cork. i want to watch dead silence! but i want to sleep for three months too ;D cork la.

High school musical 2! i also want to watchhhh. ): zac effron ♥ the songs are nice yeah. everyday is niceeeeeee. You are the music in me ♥ ok and everything.

eoys coming. CORK.
btw, happy bday :D

Whenever I feel like letting go...
You give me a reason to keep holding on

cork. today was so cork :D
in the library blogging w zhuuuu now ♥
except her comp keeps on shutting down internet.
yay oh yay :D

DNT was cork.
we painted out ballz blue, green, baby pink & red
yay oh yay.
ballllz rock♥

jiayu didnt come tdy! ):
so cork sunli came over and suaned us td.
suan all th freaking cork for what, we dun even care.
she cork :D

came to sch early to help cork xiying & sheryl colour their poster!
gosh my colouring so chio can ♥
compared to *ahem* JOLYN & SHIPEI's one :/
cork.

i seem to be using cork alot.
er anyw i want to queue for donutfactory! :D
cork oh cork i want doublechocs & whitestrawberryhearts.

anyw from jinni's blog, there's 25 more days to midyears!
so i worked out my schedule le!
i decided that 20days slack ;D
5 days chiong!
:D cork schedule luh.

oh cork la i feel like pulling out all your maomao's & burning it up in front of you and making your fucking life hell. fof :D

cork day.
tmrw got maths test.
so cork.
i not studying.

koped frm lala:D

i sabo: jiayeeeee, shipeeei & boiboi [:

[two] where is your default picture taken?
huh?

[three] what's your middle name?
spas (x

[four] what color do you hate most?
PINK & MORE PINK.

[five] does your crush like you back?
dotzzzzz ;D

[six] what is your current mood?
bored

[seven] what color underwear are you wearing?
rainbow-.- lollll jk.

[eight] what makes you most happy?
w him♥

[nine] look at a picture/poster inyour room, who's on it?
danielradcliffe & emmmmmmmmmmmawatsons♥

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
beat up FOF and snerf x)
never ever let you fall♥

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
-.-

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
yeah. almos kena hit by car.

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
corrrrrk

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
great escape♥

[fifteen] what is your desktop background?
maple-.-

[sixteen] what are you wearing?
clothes

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
long ago

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
yeah. with a large group though

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?
watch over you♥

[twenty] what's the first thing(s) you notice about the opposite sex?
everyth

[twenty-one] what do you usually orderfrom Starbucks?
CARAMELFRAPPPP ♥♥

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret
wont be a secret(:

[twenty-three] favorite color?
black

[twenty-four] is it sunny or raining?
sunny.

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
TV shows. nt so spas lyk boiboi -.-

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment
ben&jerrrrrys<3 coke! WHITESTRAWBERRYHEART♥♥

[twenty-seven] do you speak any other language?
-.-

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
FOOOOOOOOOOOD<3

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
beautiful♥

[thirty] when was the last time you received a hug?
-.-

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in the rain?
go kiss kevins ass.

[thirty-two] what/who are you thinking about right now?
♥someoneeeee

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
T_T buying donuts

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
bitch flirting.

[thirty-five] how often do you laugh?
always. [:

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
no

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
chio:)

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush/significant other?
erm.. ask him? :/

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
no-.-

[forty] who was the last person to make you cry?
dno

♥you become the person you promised you wouldnt
i keep telling myself, your just a guy. i CAN get you out of my world.. but how can i when you ARE my world?♥

♥1

1.Do you own an adidas watch?Colour?
No

2.Do you own a camera handphone?Model?
No. it kena confiscated ):

3.Do you own a laptop?Brand?
Yeah, dell ):

4.Do you own an ipod?Colour?
sadly )x

5.Do you own a boyfriend?Name?
.. lol.

6.Do you own a levi pants?Type?
Yeah jeans.

7.Do you own a pair of flip flops?
Yeah ripples♥

8.Do you own an adidas bag?Colour?
No

9.Do you own a shades?What kind?
Yeah. Aldo.

10.Do you own a guess wallet?Nice?
Nah

11.Do you own a soft toy?Cartoon character?
Yeah i have alotttt but my bro stole them all :D

12.Do you own a shop?Where?
-.-

13.Do you own a car?Brand?
Toy model.


14.Do you own a Michael Jackson cd?
No thanks

15.Do you own an All-star sneakers/hi-cut?Comfortable?
Nah

16.Do you own cigarettes?Brand?
NO

17.Do you own a cardigan?Colour?
Ew, no cardigans please.

18.Do you own a skinny jeans?Colour?
I'm as fat as FOF! :D

19.Do you own a digital camera?
Uh yeah.

20.Do you own a bed?
duh?

♥2

01. I've come to realize that:
I dont work hard! (x

02. I am listening to:
♥ potential breakup song

03. I talk:
cork

04. I love:
:D

05. My best friend:
is spastic

06. My Car is:
hot like me.

07. My love life:
is ok?

08. I hate it when:
kevin erects

09. Marriage is:
something I'm not thinking about now.

10. Somewhere, someone is:
in love :D

11. I'm always:
CHIO :D

12. I have a secret crush on:
♥

13. My cell phone :
gone to amr )x

14. When I wake up in the morning:
I go back to sleep

15. When I go to bed at night:
I close my eyes

16. Right now I am stuck:
in this stupid quiz

17. Babies are:
CUTE! <3

18. I get on friendster :
when i feel like it

19. Today I ate:
food.

20. Tonight I will:
sleep (x

21. Tomorrow I will:
go to school.

22. I really want to:
stay with you forever :D

♥3

1) Are you a male or female?
Female.

2) What are you doing now?
doing this quiz :D

3) Pick your favorite number from 1-7.
5

4)Who are you talking to on Messengers?
I'm not online.

5)What did you eat for dinner?
Food.

6)What music are you listening to
no song here =x

7)Where are you now?
library comp

8)What do you wanna eat right now?
donutfactory♥ bennnnn&jerry's

9)Where were you 4 hours ago?
school

10)You wont leave home without?
myself

11)Do you have someone you hate?
FOF & FOF & more FOF

12)Does your room have air-con?
duh):

13)When did you last cried?
er long ago.

14)Whats the the most memorable thing you have in ur room?
er.

15)Whats the most useful thing in your room?
BED :D

16)The most amount of cash you hadwith you ever is?
$80

17)Do you Gamble?
No.

18)Do you smoke?
NO !

19)What chocolate you like?
EVERYTHING <3

20)Do you Blog?
YES apparently so yeah.

♥4

1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
ok-.-

2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
I HATE DRESSES

3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
depends who its from <3

4. Group dates or single dates?
Single ?

5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
erm no.

6. Are diamonds a girls best friend?
mine is food :D

7. Is your hair up or down today?
Up.

8. Do you straighten your hair?
yeah.

9. Favorite mascara?
i dun use makeup

10. Do you get your nails done?
no.

11. Small or large purses?
chuck into pocket

12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
money ):

13. Jeans or sweats?
jeans.

14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry thats uncomfortable?
NO.

15. Do you text message a lot?
no phone ):

16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
never ever :D

17. Whats your favorite color?
black & white :/

18. Heels or flats?
Flats ! (:

19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
Yes. Many times.

20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
dont wear makeup -.-

21. Walmart or Target?
wads tt

22. Do you wear collared shirts?
No.

23. Do you like preppy boys?
no

24. Do you think lip gloss is the best!?
Nah.

25. Do you own any big sunglasses?
Yep.

26. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
10 mins.

27. Do you like to wear band-aids?
Who likes wearing band aids man ?

28. Do you like skater boys?
NO.

29. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
YEAH <3

30. Gold or silver?
Silver.

31. Do you like to receive flowers?
no. flowers die.

32. Do you like surfer boys?
no.

33. Do you dress up for the holidays?
no.

34. Do you like to wear dresses?
NO WAY.

35. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
11

36. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
there are guys in my class?

37. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
No.

38. Do you like to hold hands?
er

39. What is the youngest age you would
date?
Dont know.

40. What is the oldest you would date?
duno

41. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
eyes :D

42. Is it hot when guys sweat?
NO WAY. look at kevin man.

43. What is the best feature in a guy?
duno?

44. Do you like making eye contact?
yeah

46. Would you kill for chocolate?
FOR FOOD IN GENERAL ♥

47. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
dotz

48. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
-10

49. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
Yes !

50. Do you yell a lot?
at kevin :D

51. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
who does.

52. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
never

53. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
Nah.

54. What makeup could you not live w/out?
no makeup for me -.-

55. Do you fall in love easily?
no.

56. Do you have cramps?
NO ?

57. Do you think you have the bestest
friend ever?
dunO?

ok biaye i have like finalllllly finished this stupid quizzzzzo ♥heehee but doing quizzes are fun yeah. Schooool sucked ): Kevin rocks man. He erected again, and tried to blame it on his pants? And he was scratching his d*ck and said he was scratching "paint" on "his chair". PI LA. i believe :D

♥you & me

She slipped on a kiss and stumbled into love.

today was okayeeeee. stayed back t help w th noticeboard till like 7! wtf i demand 10 blueforms! errrr alot of funny stuff happened. went out later ;D zzz thankyouuuu for being thr<3

BIAYEEEEEEE! quizzes tmrw! (x

I love you.
Not because of who you are,
but because of who I am when I'm with you.
you arent perfect,
but you're somewhere near
<3

yes this song is a lot of love♥ &it expresses like exactly how i feel! xD

望着你慢慢离开
宿命像潮水般
淹没我不能呼吸
漂浮在黑色的海
怎么习惯失去你的未来
怎么留住渐渐消失的云彩
骗自己爱还存在
泪水却失踪不断
命中注定没有你的未来
莫失莫望渐渐消失的空白
什么都别说我不想懂
至少我还拥有美丽的梦
什么都别说我真的不想懂
终于明白该放手
终于明白该放手
望着你,慢慢离开
泪水不断

first day of school was ok. ehhh sheryl is still as spas & short :D lols i still cant believe you. you really are wad defines coward & i have no wish t end up like you. haha so useless. oh bbbbbbbbbbbbtch[: oh ferns not much bettr assholee. anyw.. yeah dont bother t explain liaos. heeeeeehee i realised hw much i missed kevin fatty! he getting more qianbian.... ok i shall go sleeeeeeeeeeeep [: THeres pe tmr

dont bother to explain what you did. i hate you for making me fucking feel like this

ok sheryl said my post was too long;
so im here to simplify it to 3 words! xD
FUCK YOU BITCH :D
see its in grey for pure minds not to see xD
but for someone to seeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

you ruined my good impression of you. oh shit sorry, it wasnt even good from the start. but yeah, now i know your name asshole and it's going to stay like forever.

you talk alot about others, but somehow, manage to absolve all blame from yourself. i just love your wonderful habit, yes i do. all that poseur and what not. your vicious your evil your trash your a bloody bitch you get my blood boiling :D

gosh isnt it so freaking funny and incredible. i still remember all the shit you put me through. i still remember what you did to me. i still remember what you said to me, word for word. you bitched about others, but when i actually got to know them, they weren't even like what you said. far from that, they seemed like angels compared to you.

gosh i was really really stupid to listen to you. to let you play with me when you needed me. you couldnt guard (my) hearts & love me properly, so yes, my heart just went. *laughs* im so sorry it wasnt even there in the first place.

what was i? your spare tyre? i bet when i just upped all and left you, yeah you were sad. you tried telling everyone desperate sob stories. omf anyone who believes them, where did you leave your brain anyway? at home? in the rubbish bin? you dont even need a freaking brain for believing FICTION. yes fiction.

i cant believe how totally childish you are. oh im so sorry. you are a wonderful person with the biggest heart in the whole wide universe! *rolls eyes* oh yes i believed that sort of trash since like 54342875 years ago.

to end off! :D
i'll stop being a bitch
if you stop being a whore
utterly true :D

♥
You have my attention.
Like you’ve had all the while.
Since that first day when you made my heart smile.

♥
Missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you’ve seen them last.
Or the amount of time since you’ve talked.
It’s about that very moment when you’re doing something and you just wish.
You wish that they were right there with you.

♥
to actually live is the rarest thing;
most people only exist.

♥
"If you're willing to take the chance,
the view from the other side is spectacular."

♥
Summer is filled with breaking the rules and standing apart,
ignoring your head.. and following your heart

♥
when theres something you really want, fight for it.
don't give up, no matter how hopeless it seems.
& when you've lost all hope, ask yourself in 10 years
from now, if you're going to wish that you wouldve
just gave it .. one more shot<3 color="#999999">how much more you
really want. -- dawson's creek

♥
our teacher told us to highlight anything we want;
so i went up to you and marked you with my highlighter.

♥
Now you're surprised that I'm pissed .You think
I'm acting all tough.Well I think you're acting like a
bitch,and I swear this time I've had enough.

♥
Don't pity the dead, Harry.
Pity the living, and, above
all, those who live without love.
--Albus Dumbledore--

♥
How does it feel to know that you've taken someone else's smile?
mine<3
♥
the best things in life are unseen
that's why we close our eyes when we
kiss, cry, and dream.

donut factory is supra hot ♥

Okaye
Ystd was the dance concert
& I shall never ever ever go out with Yeni Tio that retarded junior anymore.
We are so supraa spastic can.
spastic things happen with yeni tio :D

We wanted to go raffles city buy donuts -.-
We alighted at raffles place coz YENITIO said from raffles place can go to raffles city.
so we alighted and walked in and out of ulu shopping malls.
and realised we were like, lost. duh.
Called gracia & she scolded me stupid ): Coz she said from rafflesplaces cannot go to raffles city -.-
We were laughing like what la.

Then in Suntec, we kena lost again.
We went to find donutfactory♥
& even though i had been going there like 4 times in this holidays, I still couldnt find it on my own -.-
coz people always bring me :D
Me & Yeni tio wandered around LOST for like 20 mins, finding lifts/escalators/carrefour/basement1 etc.
seriously.

When we finally found it, we wanted to buy one box each :D
But then :D the queue was like until the toilet & then there was only like 1/2 an hour left.
shucks.
so we queued at express which only allowed 2 donuts each.
freaking pathetic?
& the great great thing is.
gracia & co took like 45 mins for boxes of donuts. boxeS
and me & stupid yeni took 30 mins for 4 freaking donuts!
wth, their express is really damn express can.

shucks.
no double choc when we reached there ):
whitestrawberryheart & applecinamon
♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yenitio & i rushed there & then waited at wrong place :O
the dance concert was erm ok?
dance and dance -.-

went home :D
walked home
got a free lift home :D
yay me.

shucks
today's like sunday.
im so not ready for school tmrw D: beloved holidays are ending so quickly.

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,the moon, the riches, and this life,
but for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you
a much much longer time <3