Cover my eyes so i only see with my heart
10:29 PM
He had a chance to walk away and he didn't.

011107. 1st November already. Shiiit my holidays are flying past me! DD; And tomorrow's already friday! This. is. freaking. sad. Hahahaha. Erhm, had bridging again today. Yawns bridging is boringggg. And time goes so quickly and my brain cells are rotting every single session yawns :D Sheryl, Corinne and Xiying making loads of noise as usual. Can't they spare a thought for the guai girl doing work? DD;

Erm heehee after that went down to 85 to eat. Sai luh. Im so freaking poor. I only have 60c now. Not even $1. Damnit damnit damnit :D Played UNO! I love UNO! So long as it's not stress. Heehee lost one time, won one time. Mwahaha. Stupid Sheryl kept on whining about going home. Yawn and they went to sms * like wtf. DD; I will get into trouble okays. Heeehee. Went donut factory after that. I love donut factory! :D Mwahaha. I ♥ White Strawberry Heart. Yayyyyy :D

Off I go to enjoy the last of Thursday. Before Friday comes of course. :D And enjoy my white strawberry heart! x) Heehee.
Well whats wrong with emo? You said I was emo, but what about you? You aren't any much better. In fact, you're not much better as the saintly, bird with a broken wing pictre you painted yourself as. You disgust me. And you're not much better too ^^
was that EMO? ^^

love is an UNDERSTATEMENT; they havent made a word for what I feel for you.


Damn boy, I get high on your smile.
2:55 AM
He was the one who said it, you were the one who proved it.

3rd day in bridging. Totally sucks. I hate bridging can. Get up at like 8 to do maths yawn. Plus today was raining. I hate getting up on rainy days especially when I want to sleeeeep. ;D Had a cool time at bridging with the stupid China Woman and crazy Sheryl.

Went Parkway Parade with Yunxuan, Chinawoman, Sheryl, corinne & jolyn after that. Waited for like 1.5 hours for the buns to arrive. Played Stress with YunXuan and Xiying. Heehee I tio trashed again by Xiying. But I also trashed Yunxuan and Xiying, erm once. :// Thats kinda pathetic huh :D Ate two burgers and was still NOT full. Sai luh see how hungry I am. Corinne also. Heehee eateateat (:

Went Comics Connection after that. DD; My FRUITSBASKET. Damnit I really have no money. Nevermind, Im going on weekends to kinokuniya to get my comics! ;D Mwahaha need the card Xiying okays? Heehee. Sheryl bought some stupid card protector for her cards while erms, Corinne & Yunxuan was going crazy over Wuzun and Xiying was going crazy over the Fahrenheit guy Calvin or smt. She does have bad taste doesnt she?

Mwahaha. Sowwie Xiying tmrw cannot go out. Got smt on. Heehee. Im listening to The Great Escape now! I still Y The Great Escape! (: Lalala. Im glad your here.. again. it hurts so much to say you're right.. again.
Sometimes you give everything. But sometimes it's just not enough.


left in the rain.
7:03 AM

I see my goal, yet I cant reach it.
I know what I want, yet getting there requires inhumane effort.
Fighting and fighting everyday. with him.
In the end, this fighting is like a circle that will never end.
And Im so tired of fighting you know?
Anyone would be tired.
You can tell him he won, because I choose to break out of the circle.
Your priorities may be different from mine, but it changes everything doesnt it.
Admit it. If your priorities are different, it changes your thinking, your actions, your words.
His priorities had never changed, never will.
What can I do about this?
Im going to change my priorities again.
People suck. I dont understand them at all.


i am going to be a happy girl from now onwards.
let the problems worry for themselves.
i am not going to care about anything anymore.
thankyou sheryl! :D


love, me
1:13 AM
you are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy when skies are grey,
you'll never know dear, how much i love you,
please dont take my sunshine away..

im desperate for money now. i want, need my mangas. i still need to ask you. i wonder what you are going to say? why am i going crazy because of this? sighs. sai luh. suddenly i realise, i regret so many things. why did i screeew up bigtime? shit. im so sorry? DD; suddenly. i want to go back to learning piano. heehee. why did i quit anyway? sai luh. -.- i dont know what im feeling now. i miss you. i miss all the times we had. i miss how we could talk on the phone for hours. i miss how we could never be apart. but you dont care anymore. or maybe i dont. does it make a diff?

cheer myself up? :///// i dont know already im going crazy. but heehee he really is cuteee isnt he? DD;

me, myself and i. thats all i got. ;D


12:05 AM
you are a part of me, you are the heart of me,
everywhere i look, everyone is just a different shade of you.

Today was bridging again. Gosh I hate bridging okay. Mrs Ong gives like so many damn questions and me & Boiboi look at them and we're like 0.o Damnit plus Boiboi was going on and on about her xbox game while holy me was busy tryin to do maths. Im so guai, no?

Heehee after that went w Xiying, Jolyn and Boiboi to TM. Im like @#*&()#$( broke luh. I didnt even have enough for one hashbrown 0.o Which I thought was made by erhm, chicken ;D Sai luh. Played UNO there. Heehee Jolyn the ultimate loser! Played and played even when that stupid person came tell us that there was no playing cards. Heehee it's UNO what. Then went ToysRUs, MiniToons, Popular, and finally ended up in the changing room playing UNO. Heehee.

Sec 3. 2008. Sai luh. DD; I really dont want to grow up. I want to turn back time. I want to do so many more things. So many things I regretted never doing. Im going to hate Sec 3. Work work work. Study study study. Read read read. Sai luh. Yawwwwwwwn next year is going to be shit. shit im getting emo.

it's really hard watching people change right in front of me.
but you know what's more painful? remembering the person that they used to be.


far away..
5:46 AM
Sighs I've finished reading FruitsBasket volue 5 & 6. Sighs DD; It's so sad okays i nearly cried. Kyo Sohma had an equally sad life. Sighs. Yuki has so much on his mind. It's so freaking sad. DD; WHY is Yuki & Kyo so freaking sad? Why do they have such an unfair life? Sighs. I love my animes. But Im broke now.. I cant get volume 7&8. Sighs..


Doesnt he look so super hot when he's sad?


Yuki Sohma. Sighs. He's damn hot right. *dian dao*


i never thought i'd hear those words from anyone.
i thought no one ever knew...
but then you came along, said the words i needed to hear the most...
and then the fear and uncertainity all faded far away...
how did you know? how did you sense it?
i dont deserve your faith in me. i dont deserve all this trust you put in me..
sucks.
i hate this feeling.

2007 was a turbulent year.
i learnt many things, lies, backstabbing, joy, heartbreak..
2007. It'll just be a mere memory again.
2007. 2006. 2005. what difference does it make?
years, days, hours, seconds of memories.
i dont want to care. i hate 2007.
goodbye. to all the regret, anger, the bitterness, the hatred.
goodbye to all this shit.

i want to leave you.
gonna let the tears fall for the last time, allow myself to sink into that state of selfpity for the last time.
after that there's going to be no more.
i've learnt i made a mistake. i did..
and i feel real upset now. i seem to get nothing right ever in 2007 did i?
but forget it, thats behind me, i dont care anymore.
thanks. for the mmrs?
i realised it's the first few tiems I really really really had so much fun, laughed sincerely with you.
goodbye <3> my love, dont forget me. wont you?



over
11:38 PM
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts is the only way now for you and me.

Okays I suddenly feel very the emo 0.o Yeah. Will miss some people next year. Without them around, it would feel so super weird won't it? Like something's missing from your life. DD; Shit. So yup. Some random names.

Shipei.
That stupid, retarded, actholy, actpure, actinnocent, actguai face. DD; I guess Im going to reaaaally miss that stupid face next year. Must come back okays. And dont make decisions you definitely will regret yeah. Yeah, and dont worry even if you go TJ, farmer, me and sheryl will never forget that you still owe us a big big treat okays! ;D Study hard okays! Heehee. (L)

Jiayun.
Yups Functions de! Why are youuuuu leaving? Won't ever forget the times where we zilianed and then bugged you like crazeee to go edit the pictures. Jiayun the photoshop machine! Bwahahha. We all need to grow taller! 161cm! :D Takecare & study hard yups! (L)

Lihui.
See another smart one in Functions leaving ): Heehee won't forget your my "toilet buddy" and I still kept the note that you gave to me. Haha Im so guai yeah. Must study hard make Functions proud okays! ;D Mwahaha toilet buddies (L)

Xiying.
Sigh. China Woman. We will really miss you okay! Thats why for two weeks during bridging we simply MUST let you leave with wonderful memories of me & sheryl's singing! We WILL expand our singing list, dont worry! Sing more songs? Oldies? Heeehee. China woman, take care of yourself okay. And if you end up in the same class as Kevin, dont forget to make him remember me everyday (L)

Famer Brown.
0.o Heehee. Stupid junior why you go to trip sci. Heehee better not curse you or else you cannot make it :X Mwahaha. These hols must go out more okay. LOL got secret motive de. If you somehow end up same class as Kevin (0.o what if you get tripsci + CLIT?!?!) then you must make sure Kevin grow fatter everyday. Mwahahahahahahahha. (L)

Sheryl.
I hope we'll be in the same class next year yeah! ;D Dont lose hope okays! Sureeee can! Heehee. But you've been a totally retarded Boiboi. Like stupid and doing stupid things. Heehee rmbr that time in Shanghai, when we both couldnt wake up? And in the end we were ALWAYS rushing down, and either the last or somewhere around there. Yups. I got one wish for you.. heehee grow taller xD (L)

Jolyn.
Heehee wont miss you so much. DD; Because you're in dance also. Shit. Hellow you ziliano. Stop acting spastic and alw going out somewhere *winks* ;D Lala and start watching YugiohGX YOU WONT REGRET IT! you will only regret watching bleach :X takecare yeah! (L)

someone.
Well takecare yeah. Thanks for all these memories, and counting! ;D You've been totally sweet. Although you ARE stupid, spastic, retarded, crappy, horny and totally UNpure. Compared to me the pure, holy, innocent girl ;DD Haha lala takecare yeaaaaah (: (L)

I guess that's all. Erm only because Im totally tired out. I want to read my mangas! It's like calling out to me. DD; Yuki Sohma! Why do you have such a sad life? Sad childhoooood sighs DD; But you're so sweeeeeeeet. So totally sweet! Why can't Tohru Honda see that huh? :/


OHMYGOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY IS HE SO TOTALLY HOT DD; PLEASE. HE'S EVEN HOTTER THAN ZANETRUESDALE. OR ASTERPHOENIX :X OR VELLIANCROWLER. OR SYRUS (DUH) GOSH WHAT A TOTALLY PRETTY BOY :D

I must calm down musn't I? Did I make a wrong decision? SHIT. I hate making decisions. I shall just leave it up to fate. It shall decide for me. I dont care anymore. I hate making decisions. X.X

:/ I just want to tell you. There are going to be times in your life when all you just freaking want to do is lie down in the middle of the road during rush hour. And I want you to know that no matter how many times you feel like lying there.. I will always be here to block traffic for you :D

It's you. When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me is you.


late but worth the wait/
10:15 PM
i want, wish, hope, to be a little kid again.
when all my troubles could be solved by chocolate.
and where fairytales and dreams came alive.

sighs DD; Won't it be good if I was a little kiddie again? But well, I wouldnt have learnt The Internet is for Porn song, won't be able to read my Fruits Basket, and won't be able to have met you. Sighs. DD; Being a little kid is cool. Heehee but nothing much changed. Im still as holy ;D

Went bridging today. Shit 1 hour is like freaaking short can. DD; And still have to do three specimen papers. Heehee Im going to get my tuition teacher's help :X Xiying is a China woman! 0.o Sai luh, heehee. China Woman. :X Sheryl's brother made some card for her. Spelt Aster's name as Ashter, Blair as Bla 0.o, and I forgot alr? But she didnt spelll Zane's name wrongly! (Y) Went TM after that and played UNO. Gosh Im the ultimate winner in UNO! Followed by Jolyn, Sheryl and then last of all, and the ultimate loser: FARMER FAMER BROWN! Bought my beauuuutiful Fruits Basket. Im going to be craaaazee over Yuki Sohma again! ♥ Why is he so hot? DD; Thats a qsn that will never be answered. Took Neos. Damn chio heehee.

Sighs why is Famer so evil? DD; And why am I so pure, holy, innocent etc?
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
jnr!
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
yes snr
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
xDD heehee i help you pass up form already
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
wl
*[S=12]*[E=5]*[X=06]* says:
fuck
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
wl
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
fuck
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
i go back put for you you still curse me
♥ CHOWY ; (out) says:
ungrateful stupid junior

Next time I dont help you alr. So ungrateful. Yawn. ;D A lot of people were at 85 & in school. Mostly SJAB 0.o lols. Heehee. Sighs DD; Will I regret my decision? I hope not.

I love you because you can sing a song that only we can hear. <3


ever?
12:05 AM

Hi, my name is Yours. Yours forever ;D

Had a really interesting conve with Kevin, Jeremie, Shipei, Sheryl, Farmer & me! :D It's really cool. The step by step guide to frenching! Please find out very very very experienced instructor if you wish for live demos :D Mwahahha erm I dont need to say out the name do I? Heehee anyway. Farmer has a changi airport frame! 0.o Thats putting it nicely :D Shipei's treating us to NYNY, cafe cartel, macs, kfc, fish & co, ding tai fung, crystal jade, all the cool places you think of, me, sheryl & jnr are going! [: Thank you for being so bighearted Shipei! Going Jacks Place w Farmer & sheryl tmrw! :D Shipei's treat. Mwahhaha.

Your like my favorite song, my favorite quote, my favorite book, you feel like home.
and I gotta say, I haven’t been home in awhile and I wanna go back home <3


best damn thing :D
9:10 PM
I think people dream for a reason - so we dont have to be away from one another.
if we're in each others dreams, we'll always be together. always.

Heehee Im back from my "hiatus" which didnt really last very long anyway. Busy playing maple now. DD; Whatever it's lame. I care? ;D heehee I dont.

So the year is over just like that. Guess I will really miss Sheryl, Shipei, Xiying, Farmer, Jolyn alot? DD; Erm and yeah the rest of 2F also. Yeah but basically I will miss all of them, especially Farmer's fat wallet. Heeheehee. We must make use of 2007 and continue getting Farmer to treat us all okay? Heeheehee. Yeah, thanks for making my life in 2F so lively. And of course, I'll reaaaaaally miss Kevin. I mean, my source of entertainment. DD; Sighs. Goodbye Kevin. Dont forget to greet me when you see me ;D

Havent passed up the form yet. Shit. I really really hope I dont get into the same class as someone. Which might become a high possibility. Im desperately PRAYING, wishing, hoping that I don't ;D It'll be sad if I do, but I dont really care. :D Whatever. You think Ill really care anyway? ;DD

I've made my decision. It's going to be tough, but yeah. Thats it. I've decided. Im not going to go back on my words. This chapter of my life is closed. ;D Mwahahhaa.

Love is you and me - just you and me.
dont forget all these memories okays?



lost
10:29 PM

我在哪里失去了方向?


life turns around
5:55 AM
i really really believed it..

CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAP.
what am I doing? SHIT.
Whatever.

Had dance & it was okaye I guess. Heehee PAS with aircon is cool. And the dance is kinda cool too although I was dreaaaaming my life away. Erm yeah. DD; Heehees. Im going to get my mangas soon. 0.o anyway who's that guy/girl on my tagboard? Whatever. I dont really care okay. ;D Heehee.


The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.


You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.


♥HIATUS


Im going to figure out what I have to do & what Im going to do. Dont want to make the wrong decisions. :D :D
Heehee Im so weird. Byeeeeeeeeeeee.

Im sorry, Im sorry I can't be perfect enough.
i still have you. im grateful for that :D


9:34 PM

Heehee had a fun day playing UNO today. Stress stress stress! Yay Im the ultimate loser. Mwahahahah. I really feel very stressed playing with farmer. Although I did win him once. :D Heehee. Got back results today. Thankyou Jiayun for that lovely card. Sighs. Must jiayous in your TJ life okays DD; We'll definitely miss you! Zz got back results too. Sighs this is so shit. Except I get my mangaas! that love! ;D

I've never been so pissed in my whole life. Okays maybe not. But yeah, you get it. I think you should just fuck off and die. I cant stand this bloody shit you always put me through. He was right. Again. I was wrong. Again. All I want to do now is not be hurt anymore. Is that wrong? I dont want to pin my hopes up on YOU and be disappointed. Again. I can't stand all this anymore. I dont care anymore. I dont want to care anymore. You fuck off. You might blame me. But i blame HIM.

Just some pissed off shit. Got dance later again DD; Mama kill me. I feel so fkingly sick and I cant dance anymore? Heeehee. DD;

I end my post with just one comment!
Yuki Sohma rocks♥
Bwahahahhaha xoxo loveeeees.

You were right. I admit it. I was wrong. Okays? You fucking happy? I hope you are.
Ohmigoshhhh. Stress management 3.33 are you sure SL? I sure seem damn stressed now :)


:D cause you make me SMILE.
7:00 AM
No matter what kind of memory it is, it should always be in your heart.

*screaaaaams* Yuki Sohma DD; Sighs. This is sad. I'm not going to get my mangas anytime soon. Sighhhhhhhhhs. My brother called me stupid today 0.o For spending $100 on mangas. Heehee what does he know. He spends about alot on maple cash too. Lala who's he to talk ;D

single, taken or crushing?
single. but taken by Yuki Sohma! :D

are you happy with your life now?
Yeah Im kinda happy with my life right now as it is.

when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Hahah how would I know? DD; YukiSohma is hot though heehee.

have you ever had your heart broken?
Who hasn't? 0.o That person must be damn guai.

do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
It depends what kind of cheating? DD; Whatever. But don't cheat is like the best. Erh.. duh.

would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
It depends? Maybe he cheated in his chinese test 0.o

have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
Yeah. Only we were laughing about it. Think so far for what. Yawn. You can even plan who you want to marry ;D

if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
Food 0.o Lol whatever la. I also dont care except if its you :)

do you believe in love first sight?
Yeah ;D

Are you romantic?
Nooooo I'm not those kind of flower person. Heehee flowers DIE anyway. Whats the point of giving? DD;

Do you believe you can change someone?
Yeah.. why not? heehee. have i changed you?

do you easily give in when you are fighting?
If someone like KLWC hits me, Ill run to MARS. DD; Depends what we're fighting about. Heehee why quarrel so much anyway? Quarrel quarrel quarrel. Might as well not be tgt. ;D

do you have feelings for someone right now?
Heehee

have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
I try not to mess up.

have you ever broken a heart?
Nope. Im not that evil w0rhxz. 0.o

if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
Erm, I dont know. Serious.

are you missing someone now?
Yeah badddddly ):

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs.
write down their names in the list below.
tag them in their blog to let them know.
Sheryl, Shipei, JUNIOR (die also MUST do), jolyn, xiying, weien.


when everyth is right.
5:08 AM

ohmygoshhhhhhhhhhh *drools drools drools* isn't yuki sohma so freaking hot? DD; Erh I cant find some other way to start my post, except to post the hottest guy of all time! ;D farmer stop complaining okay. One day I post some Vellian Crowler pic for you okays? Be patient. Anyways, been playing UNO on msn with farmer! Heehee I love UNO although we always tio own by comp. T.T Heehee Im happy now! Cause I have Mrs Fieeeeelds. *grins* Im bored.

Fuck. who can we blame for all this? can we blame ourselves? we just threw it all away. or maybe i did. maybe i was tired, sick and fed up. whatever. i dont really care anyway.

I'm never gonna say goodbye, cause I never want to see you cry.
And I'm never gonna treat you bad, cause I never wanna see you sad.
I swore to share you joy & pain, and i swear it all over again.


total love
2:42 AM

There are things I dreamed about all of my life. Things I never thought I would have. Mere fantasies. Parents that would embrace me... a home where I would truly feel welcome. A place where everyone could smile and laugh together. A place where I could be myself and be close to the people around me. A warm place, surrounded by friends. But I know now... it wasn't all a fantasy. That place...exists.
-Yuki Sohma.

Gosh why is he so hot DD; He had a very very very sad childhood. fuck if I were Akito I'd go jump off and kill myself. Sighs DD; Why did he have such a sad childhood? Sighs. This is so freaking sad! DD; Im totally going crazeee over my mangas, so I guess that can keep me busy for the meanwhile. But I totally need my mangas! I NEED FRUITS BASKET. ♥ Heehee Im playing maple now! ;DD Tmrw I MUST get my mangas. Wait, shit, tomorrow got dance! DD; This is shit. When am I going to get my mangaaaas?

The only rule around here is to be yourself.
-YukiSohma AGAIN! (L)
Watching the sunrise is cool. But watching it with you would be the best. Must do it sometime okay?


you <3
12:07 AM

Gosh doesnt Yuki Sohma look so freaking hot? DD; I still havent gotten my comics yet, but yay whatever I dont mind drooooling at his picture everyday! :D

Yuki Sohma (草摩 由希, Sōma Yuki), also known as the "Prince of Kaiwaia (or Kaibara) High", is a fictional character in the anime and manga series Fruits Basket. Yuki, the rat, being the twelfth month in the Japanese lunar calendar, has no such name derivement. Natsuki Takaya picked the name "Yuki" because she "liked the name". "Yuki" also means snow in Japanese, corresponding with "Ice Prince", another of Yuki's nicknames, although the characters in Yuki Sohma's name respectively mean "reason" (由) and "hope" (希), or "a reason to hope".

Sigh Yuki Sohma is so totally hot DD; Anyway today had some lame skincare talk & judo session. Heehee Shipei is so totally slow anyways. I hit her like 9/10 times. Okays make that 10/10 times yay! ;D Had some skincare talk after that. Heehee nothing better to say except I learnt smt! WeiCong looks like a big pimple ;D Got free skincare products after that. Heehee took Farmer & Sheryl's ones. Thankyou farmer & sheryl! :D :D

Erh what else? Went Simpang after that. Me & Farmer ordered the Meeeepok although it was very little. Now Im seriously broke DD; Pokkai. Hmm whatever Im going to write a fanfic about Shipei & ahem! Heehee maybe the setting shall be an unsanitary, dirty, ulu toilet?? ;D Thats totally cooool. I bet Ill have like 1234567890 views & reviews after I write it. Muahahaha (x

Ohyeah played UNO/Stress today with Farmer. Gosh Im really the ultimate loser. But whatever, Stress is TYCO! I choose to believe Farmer today LUCKY NIA ;D Oh and I lost to him by about 2 cards only. So Farmer, please do not rejoice! ;D


Can I drool at his picture the whole day? DD; Gosh seriously, why is he so hot? He looks like a pretty, pretty, pretty boy. Yuki is so totaaally hot. And sweeet. I want my mangas! DD; I want my $100! I want Yuki Sohma! I want FruuuuitsBasket! Sighs. Heehee found out he admitted to Tohru at book 10? Must go buy. Chiong go buy le. MUST go buy. ;D Gosh. Why is he so hot?

i choose to believe we lost it.
but somehow, i know it's because we threw it away.
we only have ourselves to blame.


1142.
12:26 AM

EDIT/
Fanfictioning, playing UNO, talking on the phone, eating icecream, all at the same time :D Lala. My fanfic is currently 1/100 done. Shitttto Ill never get it done at this rate. TohruH x YukiS! :D Mwahaha yay. Yuki Sohma, yay he's hot luh. DD; Shitto. Bwahaha I love starbucks! Caramel Frappe Grande/Venti. Yay starbucks! :D Lalaaaa Im going to get my manga tmrw! 12 new volumes of Fruit Basket! DD; Gosh I wish it was today though. Im going crazeeee waiting around for my mangas. Wonder what PostExamActivites are tmrw? Heehee I'm off to Fruits Basket yay again! :D :D :D

It's hard to let go<3


dont live to be perfect
11:17 PM

Post exam activites today was ___. Well fill in the blanks. Went 2L's haunted house. Shitto I think I scared the people there. Xk was hiding behind the door and jumped at Sheryl and she wasn't even scared. She just turned and gave him the "wow-im-so-scared" look. LOL. Lala i think people outside could hear all my flowery language 0.o Lalaa I feel weird today. I need to be alone I guess.

Fruits Basket is totally hot. Dont care what freaking junior says, or xiying. 0.o But whatever I♥FruitsBasket! :D Yuki Sohma is so totaaaaally sweet to Tohru Honda. Yay Kyo is so freeaaaking sweet, he looks out for Tohru so much. DD; So sweeeeeeeet. Sighs. Sad sad sad. Why can't they just admit it to Tohru huh? DD; Im getting $100 for my mangas, mainly FruitsBasket! Heehee 12 volumes! Yay love ♥ Sighs Yuki & Ryo are so totally hotttt. And so sweeeeeeeeeet.

I thought time would change all this.
but it turned out I was wrong and you were right again.
Time has changed nothing at all.
You're still the only one who feels like home, so much like home.


fruitsbasket!<3
5:30 AM

For every perso who is hurt, there will be someone else to heal
-Shigure Sohma

Heehee isn't that so totally hot ;D
Fruits Basket is really really really really really hot.
Mwahahha and my fanfic has alr been dead but now Im going to change to writing Fruits Basket stories!
Yay! :D

I feel so totally zibei now DD;
After finding out that thing.
Grrrrrrrrr -.- But whatever, I dont think I really care.

you'll be here... wont you?


只能放手.
1:14 AM

Yay this is Momiji Sohma!
And believe it or not people, Momiji is a GUY! :D
Mwahahaha. Although he can pass off for a girl ^^
And of course, he can't hold a candle to Yuki Sohma
My love! Yuki Sohma! (L)

Got back results today.
Not satisfied for literature and english but for the rest of the subj, mainly maths & chinese & science, uhh I dont really care :D
I made a BIG improvement so I guess I am going to get that money after all!
Money for more belts, more animes (fruits basket!♥), more shirts, more caramel frappes, more..
The possibilities are endless :D :D
Oh and I have already decided my combi so Im going there heehee!
Bio/Chem, Elect Geog, Core lit! :D
And next year, with two maths, Amaths & Emaths, I am SO going to DIE.
I can't handle Emaths alone! T.T

Heehee whatever today had lame post exam activites.
Friendster is really really really really cool DD;
I mean, me, xiying, jolyn, sheryl & shipei laughed and laughed over certain funny spastic pictures :D
Mwahahahha. Erm anyways today kena scolded by the lame old librarian.
Shipei went to push in the chair super loudly & in the end I kena scolded T.T
I guess the librarian
a) PMS
b) menopause
c) stuck in the library too long must have fa xie places! xD
and now Sheryl's beside me laughing, giggling maniacally because she's reading PORN stories on the web.
Sighs my boiboi kena polluted alr!
She went to search Zatch Bell just now and the school comp didnt allow her because it was classified under PORNOGRAPHY.
Heehee Zatch Bell = Porn!! :D

Went out with Jeremie and Farmer after school to buy those lameshit stuff for tmrw's game 0.o
Whatever, we chucked like anything we could find into the trolley and in the end it still didn't exceed our budget so I guess that's an achievement! xD
Went macs after that a nd ate and ate then bought another volume of fruits basket♥.
So now Im down to my last $12 and Im desperately poor & in need of more comics DD;

Urh, so yeah there'y my day, kinda.
Im going totally crazy over Yuki Sohma! DD;
Goshhhhh he's so totally sweeeet to Tohru Honda! And guess what she doesnt know -.-
Boiboi says Im fickle :D
Yay I dont disagree. Im totally FICKLE.

A very sad fact for today?
Xiying came ):
I tell you she's the best slimming centre in the world. You want to slim down, go find her. She won't give you ANY chance to binge (or eat for that matter) xD

Oh & Me and SHeryl are supposed to do some sort of comparison of anime characters.
Well here goes yeah? :D

ZaneTruesdale is totally totally hot, although when he changed, he became hotter ^^
SyrusTruesdale has totally WEIRD hair, and a totally wimpy voice.
AlexisRhodes is NOT a slut as sheryl says.
Atticus/Fubuki is about the second hottest guy in the whole show. Goshhhhhhh :D
AsterPhoenix is, er Sheryl's husband? But for my totally honest opinion, he looks like a little underaged, immature kiddo :D
JadenYuki is GAY and is erm, regretfully, Shipei's husband. See her taste x)
JohanAnderson is a cute guy! xD mwahahaha.
KyoSohma is a hot guy who is a totally nice guy inside but refuses to show it :D
YukiSohma is a very hot guy and he is also mine ;D

1. what did you do this morning?
schoooool. and woke up. and masturbated. oops kidding :X
2. what did you eat for dinner?
not yet dinner. but im hungry alr!
3. what fish do you like most?
i hate fish. i hate eating fish. or seeing fishes.
4. is it possible if you eat 5 dishes at a time?
erm. YES. :/
5. where is your hot spot?
dont know? my pure, holy and innocent nature i guess xD
6. have you ever watched a movie and laughed till you burst?
duh who hasn't. uhh maybe faris.
7. which kinda shows make you sleep?
lol those kind the girl kena raped then go under the shower and cry and cry and say "im dirty im dirty" over and over for 15 mins. ill be sleeping by then :D
8. watched a bollywood show?
bwahhahahahaha. lol yes.
9. what is behing you now?
erhm, i think it's a white figure which is floating at least 10 cm above the ground? -.-
10. whats beside you on your left?
the library table thing.
11. brand of school bag?
zinc
12. brand of shoes?
0.o north star?
13. kind of house?
erh landed. with absolutely NO FOOOOOOOD! ):
14. how many computers and laptop in total?
3. DD; urh the laptop none mine, kinda sadly.
15. webcam?
yeah.
16. kitchen?
with totally hot pastel yellow tiles! mwahaha.
17 flats in a level?
what's flats in a level?
18. bdae?
021093
19. lover?
YukiSohma.
20. slapped?
maybe kevin? DD;
21. kicked?
maybe kevin, again? DD;
22. pinched?
erh... xiying! mwahahahah
23. hated?
some asshole.
24. have you kicked someones ass?(purposely?)
O.o heehee im so innocent.
25. nice rhyming names?
no way so lame :D
26. brand of computer mouse?
dont know
27. brand of bed sheet?
don't care :D
28. brand of blanket?
same like bedsheet.
29. fav hangouts?
cafecartel! :D :D :D food places!
30. fav bread?
nutella bread. lol.
31. wanna end the quiz?
yeah. getting too lame for me :D
32. time now? 451
33. bye?
BYE! :D

Heehee Im off to reading FruitsBasket!♥
Toooodles people.
Oh and Yuki Sohma is totally hot! Yuki Sohma <33333>

why am i STILL clinging on to something that is long gone?
obstacles and more obstacles.
im not going to lie to myself, i dont have the determination, motivation or the courage to walk down that path.

not without you.


quiz
7:48 AM

Yawns Im totally sleeeepy now. It's 10.52 and I ought to be in bed sleeping! xD But sheryl asked me to do this quiz, nd being the kind, innocent, and holy girl I was.. I sacrificed my sleeping time to do it -.-

1. What are you wearing now?
cheesecake. LOL just a random thought for cheesecake. FBTS & orientation teeeee ♥
2. Are you guilty of anything?
Erm, too many vulgarities? And being too holy, pure and innocent for you DD; Im so sorry.
3. Skates or Bikes?
Bikes duh. At least I have like less 1% chance of falling on my butt.
4. Shopping Mall or Gym?
Shopping mall! :D Because there's food there. Whats so nice about the gym huh boiboi? DD;
5. Last person you talked to?
Boiboi, on MSN. We were cursing MSN because we couldnt play our beloved UNO. damnit. DD;
6. Favourite games?
UNO! :D Erm, training my doggie, sorry I meant Kevin.
7. Do you eat raw food?
I think it's kinda disgusting. Just cook it. LOL but there wont be sashimi if it was cooked would there? DD;
8. Are you addicted to anything?
Yes Im totally addicted to food! Anyone who sees my bottomless stomach should know. & fruits basket (latest obsession), YugiohGX, ZaneT, AtticusRhodes, YukiSohma♥, erm yeah and you :D
9. If you could be anywhere in the world now, where would you be?
Boston! Go meet my mother & enjoy the food there! xD
10. Last thing you got pissed at?
MSN! Like boiboi, WE WANT PLAY UNO RIGHT NOW! (x
11. Do you have a fictional character crush?
Yeah DUH. ZaneTruesdale/ RyoM about the hottest guy in the universe ONLY. and er duh YukiSohma♥♥ Gosh he's EVEN hotter than ZaneT. I♥YukiS! :D
12. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?
I am proudly straight xD
13. Skirts or Halters?
I'd rather wear skirts anytime over halters. Eeeew so disgusting anyway O.o Bwahaha but I put FBTS before skirts :D
14. Do you read comics?
FruitsBasket! ♥ My latest obsession/love! And pokemon. DD; dont laugh. I've been reading since young & Im STILL obsessed.
15. How many children do you have?
Uh 1. :D Sheryl Boiboi. ONE IS ENOUGH thanksveryverymuch :D
16. Nintendo Wii, PSP or XBOX 360?
I have an XBOX 360 alr, so I want a PSP! :D
17. Favourite shows, if any?
YugiohGX! TOTALLY! :D And Pokemon. Heehee. Lala I used to watch er Teen Titans DD;
18. Any actresses you love?
Jessica Alba! :D Yay because she's hot. Erm, who else? Shirley Yeung, Myolie Wu, erm, Megan Foxx! :D :D
19. What are you thinking of now?
Er heehee thats for you to find out. you.
20. I tag:
Shipei!
Weien!
Jolyn!
Er anyone else? DD;

I did it! :D Tell me I totally rock okay. Im off to my beauuuuty sleep. toodles.


insensible
6:03 AM

Alright before I start, someone just came to me and said
"You dont look like someone to be soooo obsessed over animes."
Laughsoutloud. I bet that person meant YugiohGX! ♥

But whatever, DONT JUDGE PEOPLE BY HIS LOOKS :D
heehee, to prove my point (that I'm totally obsessed over animes), here's another evidence! xD
I am officially hooked on fruits basket!
I totally love that series okay. The hottest guys ever ://
Yuki Sohma, Kyo Sohma ♥
The totally cuteeeeest guys ever :D :D
Momoji Sohma! ♥
And the ultimate, hottest, cutest, most kawaii chiobu ever!
Tohru Honda! ♥

YUKI SOHMA!

Im absolutely crazeeee over that series alr okay.
Especially Yuki Sohma!
He looks like a girl, that's why he's called pretty pretty boy. He's prettier boy! :D
Go read the series people.
And i've also decided. The money which I wanted to spend on shopping shall now go to all my ANIMES! xDD
I mean clothes and all can't hold a candle to animes! :D
That's about $30. Which is 4 series's! :D
Mwahahahhaha.

Went Pastamania after school today w Farmer & Sheryl!
It was kinda cool. As in I paid $5 and farmer treated the excess ^^
Man I'm going to miss farmer when he goes to trip sci.
Yeah anyway we made a totally disgusting new drink with the following ingredients:
chilli flakes
cheese
tabasco
strawberry
pasta sauce
salt
pepper
water
Yeah and we created a totally cool new drink which farmer drank to prove he was a man.
Uhh I was kidding for the last part ^^

Went to Comics Connection and bought my beloved Fruits Basket vol 2 & 3!
Thus I had no money and Farmer treated us caramel frappe venia (or smt, basically it's larger than grande) with extra whipped cream.
Man I think Shipei should be damn jealous now xD
We made a bloody messy mess out of the frappe, and ended up we were so kind and we cleaned after ourselves -.-

Walked the bloody grass patch to the MRT.
I HATE GRASSHOPPERS. or any insects yeah.
But i bloody hate those grasshoppers! &*^% them!
They kept jumping up at our legs and it felt so bloody disgusting.
And what's worse, FARMER rubbing it in.
He sent sheryl some sms which she showed to me, laughing of course -.-
Basically the idea was that I would be PLAUGED with grasshoppers when I reached home.
Farmer. Two words for you..
Well you know what i want to say so I shall be a holy girl and not write it out here! xD

Played some lame monopoly game today anyway.
The theory was super boring, we were like chatting our lives away -.-
But the game was fun! :D
Me, Sheryl & farmer in one group, and man our business was BOOMING xD
What we did to ensure 100 sales, thats the first level of the game.
First we built apartments.
Then we decreased the rent from $24 to $8.
Then when people started coming in and our apartments were full, we increased the price back all the way to about $25 or more.
Boiboi's smart idea -.-

Hmm yeah, Im totally droooooling over Yuki Sohma!
Off I go to my lovely animes now.
Who would ever think I'd be so crazy over animes? DD; What can I say. Im a convert!

Lala seeya people ♥

why have you been looking so depressed lately? DD;
dont worry, you still have me <3


the path less walked
3:20 PM

It's 6 in the morning!
I can't believe I'm up so freaaakingly early, but well, I couldnt get to sleep for the whole night.
So yes, I'm going to have dark eye circles and whatever.

Mwahahahaa Im playing UNO now, since me and boiboi dont seem to go online at the same time.
It's lame. But it's totally fun! :D
I can play for the WHOLE DAY. I mean it, THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY.
Yeah anyway, I seem to be losing all the time.
If there was an Ultimate Loser title, I would win handsdown.

I had lots of fun yesterday.
Er I ate alot, but I got thrown into the pool -.-
Whatever I threw alot of people into the pool too. ^^
Mwahahaha. :D :D :D :D :D

These few days have been decisions, decisions decisions.
O.o and Im not good at making them.
But yeah, finally I've made up my mind alr (:

Byeeeeeeeeeee Im off to UNO (L)

the path less walked, that is my route.


everything im not
3:38 AM

Put Itunes on SHUFFLE! For each question write the name of the song currently playing and the artist of the song then press next and continue onto the next song.

Soundtrack for your life:

Being born:
Easy - Paula DeAnda
Being born for me was very very very easy I'm sure! :) Yay!

First Step:
Shut up & Drive - Rihanna
0.o I was destined to drive from young? :O :O

First Day of School:
I'm Like a Lawyer with the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Off (Me + Y) - FallOutBoy.
Darn long title. LOL maybe I'll be a lawyer? I want to be a rubbish bin collector! xD

Prom:
Don't matter - Akon
Hahahahaha prom doesn't matter! It's just a waste of money anyway. And who likes even wearing &#^&*#@^ dresses?!

Finding best friend:
Because of you - Neyo
Yay because of my bestie! O.o whatever hahahahhahaha.

Working in effigy
Disenchanted - My Chemical Romance
No commmmmments.

First Kiss:
born for this - paramore
HAHAHAHA -.- whatever luh.

Falling in love:
Hey there delilah - Plain White T's
"Oh, it's what you do to me" :D Yay.

First Date:
Ride With Me - JayC
Mwahahhaha riding on a bicycle? Haha riding in a porsche? Lalala.

Breaking up:
The pretender - Foo Fighters
"You're a pretender" Lalala. DD;

Getting Married:
Tong Hua - Guang Liang
你要相信我们会像童话故事里,幸福和快乐是结局。:D

Having Kids:
What I've Done - Linking Park
What have I done I must have set some serial killers out into the world! =x

Getting Scared
Stranger - Hilary Duff
Im a stranger to fear? HAHAHA no. I fear Kevin taupok me ):

Death of Friend:
不能说的秘密 - JayC

Excersizing:
Face Down - The Red Jump Suit Apparatus.

Surgery
My December- Linking Park
During december? DD;

Divorce
Big Girls Dont Cry- Fergie.
Yay I wont cry! :D :D :D :D :D

Vacation:
Ice Box - Omarion
Watch out peopleee. I'm going to Antartica.

Shopping
Numb - Linking Park
Walk until my legs are totally utterly numb! :D

Dying:
Remember the name - Fort Minor

Hello people :D Cookies turned out absolutely great, even though they still looked like crap on the outside. Whatever. The cake tasted like pure shit though. DD; What a total waste of time baking that stupid cake. DD; Heehee anyway I didnt do much.

Where is boiboi. I want to playyyyy UNO ):


somehow, no matter what.
12:47 AM

Im going crazy.
I can't.
no matter what I say, I can't let all this shit go.
I can't let you go.
I can't be happy without all of you.
I can't go a minute regretting.
I can't keep thinking of what I could have done.
I can't continue the fight like this.
I can't just give up.
Fuck this, forget this.
How easy, how hard.
Because no matter what, there's just one part of me, that is always present with you.
There's one part of me that won't lie to myself,
that's the one part that knows I can't go on acting tough forever.
I'm a liar.
I admit it.
I enjoy lying to myself.


all we need (L)
10:42 PM


RED
1) Closest Red thing to you?
Nothing close.

2) Has anyone ever cheated on you in a relationship?
An affair? No.

3) Last thing that made you mad?
Er some person who should just get a freaking life :D

4) Are you a fan of romance?
Yeah.

5) Have you ever been in love?
Yes.

6) Do you have a temper?
Ask Kevin Lim Wei Cong :D

ORANGE
1) Closest orange thing to you?
Some orange notebook. Like ewwww.

2) Do you like to burn things?
Yeah. Lalala I love burning stuff.

3) Do you dress up for Halloween?
Er no, but I love the Trick & Treating parts. Sweets! (L)

4) Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
Yes I am. Ask Kevin.

5) Do you prefer the single life or the sercurity of a relationship?
The single life.

6) What would your superpower be?
Just one wish :D To wish that Ill have nothing to wish anymore.

YELLOW
1) Closest yellow thing to you?
Er mwahahahha some yellow calendar. DD;

2) The happiest time(s) if your life?
With friends, with you, with them :D :D :D :D :D :D

3) Favourite holiday?
Perth & UK i guess.

4) Are you a coward?
HAHA yes. I am a big big coward :D Im scared of stuff like Kevin coming to taupok me ):

5) Do you burn or tan?
Tan I guess. How would I know?

6) Do you want children?
No, I guess.

7) What makes you feel warm and safe?
Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

GREEN
1) Closest green thing to you?
Green pen. Well it's green.

2) Do you care about the environment?
Erm.. I guess? :X

3) Are you jealous of anyone right now?
No.

4) Are you a lucky person?
Kindof? :D

5) Do you also want what you cant have?
Depends? sometimesss.

6) Think of 6 green things that make you happy:
Limegreeeeeen stuff.
Greeen belt? :/
Im not really a very very very big fan of green -.-

BLUE
1) Closest blue thing to you?
LOL my desktop?

2) Are you good at calming people down?
No. My job is just to make them angrier and piss them off more.

3) Do you like the sea?
Yes.

4) Last thing that made you cry?
Zane dyingggggggg :((

5) Are you a logical thinker?
more along the emotions lines.

6) Can you sleep easily?
er.... DUH.

7) Do you prefer the beach or the woods?
Beach, duh.

Purple
1)Closest purple thing to you?
Omg purple is gayy

2) Like being treated to expensive things?
Who doesnt like rich food?

.3) Do you like mysterious things?
Nahhh.

4) Ever met someone in royalty?
Nope.

5) Are you creative?
Im horny.

6) Are you a lonely person?
Im a lonely holy person DD;

PINK
1) Closest pink think to you?
Hot pink shorts Im wearing. Ewww dont ask.

2) Do you like sweet things?
Sweeeeet food :D Yay chocolates (L)

3) Like play-fighting?
Not really.

4) Are you sensitive?
I guess.

5) Do you like punk music?
Er okay.

6) What is your favourite flower?
I HATE FLOWERS T.T

7) Does anyone has a crush on you?
Yeah Elmo does

BLACK
1) Closest black thing to you?
Keyboard.

2) Do you like morbid things?
I guess.

3) Do you like being underground?
On the MRT? yawnnn.

4) Are you afraid of death?
Yes.

5) Do you prefer neutral or vibrant colours?
Vibrant :D

6) What is your favourite test ever?
Lit. Or Homec. Lol. Cause its foooood.

Me & Boiboi are playing MSN Uno. Which is kinda cool yo. :D Except We keep losing the computer operated people, and we're kinda pissed off :D But it's kinda fun too! Mwhaahaha I managed to win 2 times. LOL. I mean, 0 is kinda pathetic. DD; Anyway I can't post the SS sheryl, paiseh. (L)

My coooookies are baking just nice! But my cake is kinda burnt.. And the first try tasted like shit. T.T


motivation
9:27 PM

It's 12.28 people & I've just woken up.
Yay I really love Saturday mornings, they're lovely :D
And I'm so bloooody bored yeah :] Can't wait to go out shopping again!
Except my feet are breaking alr :O

Gosh Jessica Alba is like really the sexiest woman alive man.
I wonder what Kevin will do when he see her? DD;

I'm going to bake cookies later! Or a cake! :]
Someth definitely edible! Yayus! :D
:D :D :D :D :D
Yumyum thousands and millions of smilies!
I love my darlings (L)

Im off to YugiohGX.
Believe me Im still darn slow, at episode 110.
Got about 40+ more episodes to Season3.
Gogogo I can do it :D

&yes Im going to collect more belts! blue, red, yellow, limegreen, black! :D


gone
6:11 AM

I've lost It.
I've lost my Passion, my Faith.
I've lost my Hope.
I've lost You.
I really dont know what to do, how to tell anyone.
I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking!

Im thinking what to do and im going crazy x.x
I can't do anything else other than think how to resolve this every minute of my time.
I'm wrong, I'm ALWAYS wrong, I KNOW.
I dont even deserve this, I dont deserve You.
Why did I throw all this shit away?
Why did I make that mistake?
Why was I so careless, so rash, so stupid?!
I've never ever regreted anything as much as this.
I wish I could turn back time, make the tears run up my face.
Tell me everyth.
Tell me everyth I wish to hear.

Where are you, when I need you?


And I believe in you, even if no one understands.
4:25 AM
my smile must be the best lie that ive got.

My legs are like, breaking.
T.T

Had CCA in the morning, and expected to have it in the afternoon.
Don't ever underestimate SL okay, she can talk for 2 hours straight.
She's worse than me -.-
Whatever she talked like a damn lot of cork la. Wasnt even listening.
Then me and Jolyn ran off and went finding people till CCA was up.
And LLS helped us rearrange so that CCA today was postponed. (Y)

Went about finding ♥Functions people :D
They were doing Grad Day and I kept running into Alvina that spastic kukushit.
Mwahahaa poor Lihui, Kunmei, Vanessa, Lance, Danielle, and Benette were busy doing duty :D
Sorry kukushit Alvina for that thing yeah ): (L)

Went shopping today with Xiying, Sheryl, Shipei & Jolyn! ♥
Mwahaha Im accomplished. I spent $37.50 today and bought loads of stuffff.
Went to Marina Square to buy shirts first!
The shop wasn't open, so we walked about and Shipei bought her first pair of shorts.
She managed to lie to the aunty and we got it for $20, when it was originally $26.
:D Lying to get what you want. Evil indeed (:
Bought shirts while Sheryl ogled at the PSP stuff.
IceLemonTee was having their clearance sales.
Mwahaha bought a skirt and two bangles at $10.95 (original price: $23)

O.o went to Far East Plaza.
Gosh there's ALOT to shop there okay. I walked until my legs were going to break.
Bought two totally HOT belts, silver and white @ $6.60
Im going to collect more belts! Red, blue, black & yellow! Yayme! :D

Shopped for 7hours plus.
In between time, me and boiboi were busy singing the China song and the Internet is for porn song to hurry them up to walk faster.
Yayus. :D It's really damn coool. Our singing rocks :D
Mwahahaha. Xiying that retard spent ALL her money on her animes while Sheryl spent it all on Yugioh card book :/
Gosh is that totally stupid or what? T.T

Had a totally fun day anyway.
Yay pictures from yesterday!
Thankyou SherylBoiboi for posting them! ♥


Dont ask for the last picture, although you have to admit it was pretty cool?
And it all started from Xiying insisting she folded perfect circles ^^ like who really cares?

And I still have about $20 left for my shoes & jacket. $20 how to buy. ?!?!?! Shit I have a sad sad life DD;

What can tomorrow bring if today, I'm losing you?
I dont know whats going to be my next step, or what Im going to do anymore.

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IF ONLY
5:33 AM

If only..

♥ I had a million dollars.
♥ Shopping didnt need walking about so much.
♥ I could just reach 165 cm
♥ Dance could just stop having meaningless extra practices.
♥ My brother could just shut up.
♥ Yugioh GX can load faster.
♥ Teachers could ALL disappear (esp. some)
♥ Choices wouldnt be so hard.
♥ LLS was back instead of that freaking bitch.
♥ We could at least wear a bloody shirt over the bloody leotard.
♥ Clothes and food are cheaper.
♥ My mother could just shut up. (please?)
♥ You could just fuck off.
♥ I could break someone's leg.
♥ I can break someone's head RIGHT NOW.
♥ Maths, chinese and science would disappear.
♥ There's no such thing as streaming.
♥ You wouldn't lie all the time.
♥ We didnt have such a thing such as CCAs.
♥ I could turn back time.
♥ I can smile happily again.
♥ I can play basketball right now.
♥ You're here.
♥ The school wasnt so lame to organize CCA as a post exam activity.
♥ Sunli could just disappear.
♥ Someone can get a life.

life would be perfect.

My life's not perfect now. But I'm still happy.
Until I heard about the CCA thing. DAMNIT DAMNIT DAMNIT.
Grrr *breaks head* *bangs wall* *dies*


recycled fibre
4:30 AM

People :D
i was kinda happy when i came online.
And then I saw Jinni's blog.
xinyi: wahlau. u know what. thr's dance tmr in th afternoon too. 2 sessions, morn&afternoon. how cool.
Mwahahaha. That totally cheered me up.
Doesnt anyone think it's totally totally cool? D:
Two sessions, plus it was supposed to be an early day tmrw.
I wonder who came up with such an arrangement.
so no life. You no life, I have can?
2 sessions? Does that mean next week no more dance? ;D fucking fat hope.
Zz SYF is in.. 2 years, if i calculated correctly?
So what are we practising for that we MUST come back for two sessions?
Damnit Im going to be dancing my whole life away when people just go out and have fun.
Bloody shit T.T
Whatever, if I hated dance before, I hate it more now.

That ends that.
Had a totally coooool day today.
Screening of the movie number 23 today.
Shipei was still screaming and covering her ears and eyes and it wasnt even scary?
Wth thats damn pathetic DD;
Anyway it was a STUPID show with a stupider storyline and it was totally freezing in there.
Whatever. It was still kinda cooool :D

Some talk after that with Coach Daniel, Kok Wee, Greena, Mr Chan, Mr Tan and Miss Poh.
Mwahahaha Mr Tan and Mr Chan are like totally spastic.
Especially MrChan. So now we know what sorta student he was! :D

Went Bugis to supposedly find clothes but I ended up saying
"I HATE SHOPPING."
Yes i hate shopping, just like boiboi.
My legs are aching, my back is aching, my stomach is aching DD;
Ended up in Starbucks. do you remember?
Bought a caramel frappe grande with Shipei! :D we went there.
And because I was in a super duper uber good mood, I treated Sheryl, Xiying and Jolyn, the duck, pig, and human respectively! so many times.
Mwahaha Im so NICE :D told myself.
Lalala Sheryl started the whole cork FIBRE thing, when she swallowed a small piece of tissue paper, which was recycled fibre -.- i wont miss you.
We corked alot, laughed alot. Lotsa retarded shit. (: but i do.
Lala i love caramelfrapppp! ♥

Pictures when Sheryl updates them!
Gosh Im totalllllly pissed off over the two-sessions-in-one-day-which-was-supposed-to-be-a-short-day dance thing.
Argh #@*&&@#^$*&#^($&#($&#Y$&*#^$&#^$
Damnit NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE.
this totally sucks. fuck ):

Bye people. I had a life today, tomorrow I no life.
Btr watch all the yugiohGX movies i can so i can replay it in my mind and daydream my time away in dance.
Er. Yeah, what else do you think I do during dance anyway? DD;

takecare yeah.
distance doesnt matter ♥


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somehow, in my dreams, we come alive.
tell me you won't leave, will you? DD;


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