These few days have been chionging YugiohGX episodes. Proud to say Im already at Episode number 138! After Zane battling, I think he's still so hot *nosebleeds* Yawn. And oh when Haou Judai came out after battling that king or smt. Yay! Haou Judai is hot hot hot! I love his new eyes luh :] Go haou Judai! Please dont come back spacedout and crazy Judai. I love Haou Judai! ♥


See, he's so uber hot. Sighs. Hot guys in GX. RyoM, Aster, Atticus, HaouJudai erm.. Vellian Crowler? Farmer will agree luh. But the hottest is still Zane! ♥

Okay anyway, its already December 1. Sighs this is reaaaally bad because I havent started on any of my homework yet -.- I shall just start somewhere around mid December, no? And some crazy people have already finished homework. Zzz what is this. Madness man. Chinese homework is like *@#&(@#&(# I hate chinese teachers like *@#&@#*@!!! Lol. Just dont like them.

Was reading my journals, from 2004 (P4?) and I tell you okay, I did totally stupid stuff, wrote in my "dairy" every single day, and the period of time when I was crazy over maplestory, I wrote about every. single. little. thing. Yawn. Heehee now I dont have much more patience. And then I was reading and I found one entry in 2006 where I wrote about a dream I had o.o It's like super retarded.

23March2005 (when I was like P6 and super short and I typed in erm, twit o.o)
Ok, 2day, i dreamt i was at orchard road. which iz like a weird place! so i met MRT (my P6 teacher o.o) n i was ridin' on a horse and i saw her and did not wanna call her, but i still did. stupid me... and she said hi and then gave me a cube with my misdeeds. and i new it was my unit 3 workshts

Lol Im like so serious. Because I really dreamt about that. And if I forgot to pass up my worksheets, I ended up having nightmares about it! :D Retarded huh. Weird dreams follow me everywhere. These days dreams are all about you.

Yeah, and I wrote down everything about my results too o.o I was super obsessed over results those days. Like. lol. To think these days I dont care a toot about results! xD

18October2007
'o7's coming to an end. Sec2 life is so unpredictable. It had its up and downs. I lost alot and gained alot. Stupid sunli. I wont ever forget her and her pink bra (o.o) All these stuff, I believe they made me much stronger.

Lol got alot of pages scolding Sunli o.o It happened she was my obsession for a month or so. Everyday I write and scold her. Lol the funniest must be the hot pink bra thing. Oh and I remember one incident when Xiying brought mouldy chocolate to school and we bullied Kevin to eat it o.o And in the end he ate it and came out fine. Heehee. And Kevin getting A1 for weight! *claps* Erm, and ferns. >:( Who cares.

Lol 'kay I think I wrote a very long post. Dont ask me why luh. Off to watch my YugiohGX videos! ♥ Just had (another!) bbq and it was hot luh. Satay, marshmellows, corn, fishballlllllxz, otah, friedrice :D safe to say i love food.

Byeeee! ♥
27September2007
Tell me why I fell for you. Was it because you were different? Or because you could make me smile effortlessly? Or because you made me feel happy? :((

Hello people :D Ahaha yestd was fun. Went to Downtown East with my cousins & aunties and uncles for a birthday celebration lol. Kinda cool luh, barbeques, zilianing, eating, crapping, and playing UNO, daidee, truth and dare, spin the bottle, etc :D Tell me man xD I totally ruined my shu nv image by screaming and screaming while playing UNO :D But its kinda expected, no? Don't have the pictures because I dont have my phone, but well it was fun! :D Especially when there's satay ♥ Lol.

Anyway I found someone who ♥s Zane Truesdale as much as me! :D YiEn! Ahaha. We were going totally, totally crazy over the hot, hot, hot RyoM. Yay! I mean we're so alike luh. Most of the time, we were imagining what we'd do if ZaneTruesdale was married to us. Like, lifelong dream? :/


Haha one of the pictures we took when we went to school and played computer from like 10 to 3. Sheryl's an UnexpectedShipper! You ship a retard xD Yay Boiboi ♥ Haha next time you say that again, you get not only Justea but the whole bottle of freaking coke all over you! :D

Okay, people, I'd like to clarify this. My tagboard is a totally disgusting, shit, stupid, and horrible colour which is pink is because I lost a bet to Liyan -.- So that means I'll have to be stuck with this stupid tagboard for 2 months. Wth!! #@(&@(#*&@ Im so dying. Please look at ANYTHING BUT my tagboard. -.-

'Kays whatever.

Im on YugiohGX episode 131 now. When Johan sacrificies himself to bring everyone back to the normal world. Sobsobs :( Johan's so cuteeeee when he smiles. Heehee. When he battles Zane, he looks so hot can. I mean Zane xD Lalala. And when Judai emos he's so. HOT. :/ Anyway yeah, I found out something when Yubel came out from her host's (Martin's) body. :/ Yeah. She' such an ugly bitch. zzz.


So freaking ugly luh. Like demon like that. If Im Judai I'd rather stay with Shipei for 2187230 years than go with Yubel luh. Even though both ways also like shit xD


Yay isnt he like soooo freaking hot? Anyway Boiboi tells me that episode 163 Zane comes back. *screams* That is like soooo hot. Haha doesnt he look so hot here? I can look at his freaking photo the whole day :D I hope Zane comes back instead of Kaiser :/ Zane is way hotter than Kaiser :DD

Hooked on to Tatoo by Jordin Sparks. The lyrics are real nice and the song is like super nice. Lol.

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

Lol. Yay off I go to GX!
Fantasy is love♥ What will I do without it?

Ahaha hello people :D
I am seriously rotting away day after day at home. @#*(@#)
I wish I had something to entertain myself with!
Thats why Im going to go and hog my mother for a PlayStation3♥ :/

Anyway Im still on GX episode erm 125. :D
And Im watching now and I realised GX is like soo burning hot.
Ahaha fickle, but who cares.
Chibi Aster is one hot, hot, burning hot bishie.
Lol but Zane Truesdale and Atticus Rhodes are the hottest everrrrr :D
Anyway Johan is battling the Mask of whatever, anyway his name is Muhyoujyou Kamen.
Johan looks damn cutee when he's battling can?
Although in the original Japanese version, Johan's voice is like gayshitxzxz.
But oh whatever.

Episode 128 is supeeeeeeeer hot can.
Hot bishie Ryo against Johan.
*screams*
Ryo is super duper uber hotxzxz ♥

Okays, I'm bored cause the videos load fcking slowly.
What a letdown.
So Im going to wake up later to watch -.-
If i can wake up :D

I've had enough of this stupid life
Take my hand let's run away
Let's run till we don't know where we are
Let's run till we can't breathe anymore
Run till it doesn't hurt anymore.
With your hand in mine,
I believe I can create miracles <3

Hello people! :D Im in Duel Academy now and Im currently battling with the hottest bishie of all time! Zane Truesdale! I tell you he's losing to me :D Ahaha. The above was just a figment of my imagination which is currently VERY bored. Met Boiboi in school today and was late because I mistook the time. But anyway, we stayed in the library while Boiboi was busy trying to think of a better way to kill Alexis. Her story is basically Asuka is a slut story! :D


Anyway we went to 85 for lunch after that. Erm, to cut a long long longgg story short, I will never order from that chicken rice store anymore. :D Went up to school and well, what can I say Boiboi? UnexpectedShipping indeed ;D Ahaha. Boiboi stun tio for like.. 15 minutes :D Anyway we met KLWC in 85 and he greeted us, gosh Im going to miss KLWC loads and loads and loads. sobsobs. So here I am at the library will Sheryl declares on her myspace that she's bi :O And Im les. Watch out for me :O Lol.

Sheryl is a pervert. She's writing about Alexis like she's some goddess from Heaven. But oh please, she hates her and can't wait to throw her down the mountain. LOL anyway chibi Aster is SOOOO cute. So now I declare here, that chibi Aster is mine and Boiboi takes the grown up Aster. But chibi Aster is wayyyyy hot can? T.T

Ohoho I better be getting home. My brother misses me, no? :/

TEARDROP - BOWL
YUGIOHGX SEASON3 SONG :D

Okay this song is reallllllly nice okays! I am like addicted to it bwahaha. :D YugiohGX Season 3 song! Im currently on epi 123! Like the attack of the zombies lols. But whatever Judai is sooo concerned for Rei! :D Lalala. Ahaha. Where's Aster anyways? MIA. I bet Asuka misses him like crazy :X And maybe Aster misses her tooo? SO SWEET! :D Anyway I went to collect my books and the chem, bio, geography and Amaths books are fcking thick. I chucked all my books into somewhere anyway. Ahaha. I dont care. Next year then I'll trash you. xD

1. When did you have your first girlfriend/ boyfriend?
I have many what :D Many many girl friends and boy friends :D

2. When did you give away your first hug?
Ahaha. I gave it to my mother! :D

3 . When did you give away your first kiss?(Not counting your relatives.)
I kiss my mother wad :X Or else wad? Kiss KLWC?

4. When did you first start lying to your parents?
Should be from when I was inside my mother's stomach :D

5. Did you ever lie to your parents about your results?
Er.. I lie that almost the whole class failed that kinda thing? :/

6. Have you ever though of having two girlfriends/boyfriends at one go?
0.o Who does that anyway? I have many girl frieeeends what :D

7. Have you ever though of going back with your ex?
Hohoho no ex.

8 . Have you ever thought of breaking the law?
Nahh. Im the most holy and innocent girl you've ever seen :X

9. Have you stole things before?
Lol when I was verrrrry small. I tried taking all those small beads -.- So stupid. In the end also kena discovered.

10. Have you smoked before you were even 18?
Ahaha no.

11. Have you drank alcholic drinks before 18?
Yup, a littttttttttle.

12. Have you gone into a pub/disco before 18?
Nahh. Cant sneak in anyway :/

13. Have you gone into fights before?
Hohoho. Erm, I fight with KLWC everyday.

14. Have you asked your friends to beat other people up just because you don't like them?
Lol no. I have better things to do (fanfic, maple, yugiohGX!)

15 . Have you been saying the truth all these while?
maybe? ahaha :D thats for me to know & you to find out :D



1. The person who tagged u was:
Liyan

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Piano mateeeeey :D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her?
Erm. Funny. Hardworking? :X Stupid. Crazy. Lame. xDD

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Ahaha. Helping me with my science test when I left my tb in school.

5. Most memorable words she has said to you?
"I might not have much, but at least I have you" :D

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
EAT ALL DAY WITH HER! ;DD

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
Eat moreeee, worry less :D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Kill her? Lol. Jue jiao? Lol. Noooo I will cry.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I stole her favourite food? :X

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?
Find true love :DD

11. Overall impression of him/her?
Incredibly stupid xD

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
I dont know, I dont care also.

13. A character trait you love about yourself?
Erm.. I eat alot? -.- I guess that's a character trait, no?

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?
Im lazy :D Yeah I guesssss so. But who cares.

15. Person you want to be?
Someone who's carefree, whose life is simple. :D Yeah. And someone who loveeeees ZaneTruesdale <3>

16. Say something to the people who care for you!
Thank you :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.
Shipei, Sheryl, Liyan, weien.. haha duno liao.

saw this quiz at isabel's blog & decided to do it :D

1. sheryl
2. xiying
3. you:D
4. farmer
5. jolyn
6. shipei
7. liyan
8. nickyeo
9. alvina
10. YiEn.

Who is #6 having a relationship with? (SP)
Ahaha doenst everyone know? Lalala. They're so.. lol pei?

Is #9 a male or female? (alvina)
I think she's a female :X Lol.

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Yien & Liyan)
Lesbians? Ew no way man.

How about #8 and #5? (Jolyn & Nickyeo)
Erm.. nahh. #8's very happy now xD Jolyn is too spastic anyway.

What is #2 studying about? (Xiying)
The way to holinesssssssssssssssss, but of course, she'll never reach there :D

When was the last you talked to #3? (:D)
about 2 days ago? I think. Haha yeah. I miss you ):

What kind of music does #8 like? (NickYeo)
Oldies. Like those 1920's kind. Like ELVIS PRESLY xD

Does #1 have any siblings? (Sheryl)
A GORGOR (johan), and a brother.

Will you woo #3? (:D)
Hahaha. :D :D :D Maybe?

How about #7? (Liyan)
MAYBE! If she eats with meeeeeeee! xD

Is #4 single? (Farmer)
Nope! He's married to this totally HOT (in his opinion) guy called Vellian Crowler.

What's #5's surname? (Jolyn)
Eng.

How about #10's? (YiEn)
Wong.

#4's hobby? (Farmer)
Activities that are vigorous and cannot be mentioned.

Do #5 and #9 get along? (Jolyn & Alvina)
Lol do they even know each other?

Where does #2 study at? (Xiying)
im so unholy secondary school.

Say something casual about #1? (Sheryl)
Put her in a room of hot anime guys from YugiohGX and all of them will lose their virginity :X

Have you tried developing feelings about #8? (NickY)
Hahahahahahaa who would dare? He's so happy now anyway -.-

Where does #9 live? (Alvina)
Tampines.

Are #5 and 1# best friends?
Aha yes!

Does #7 like #2?
They dunno each other.

How did you get to know #2?
AHS

Does #1 have any pets?
:D Yeah. A gorgor.

#7 the sexiest person in the world?
Ahahahaha maybe? :D

Okay, Im offfff to.. eat? Yawn and Im bleddy bored to blog out such a long post and do meaningless quizzes. Ahaha kinda obvious no? :D Shitz man. Im rotting at home now. Heh going out w Boiboi to the library tmrw! To play computer :D At least not rotting at home. Anyway, there's reaaaaaally a guy on ZatchBell airing on Kids central that looks a bit like Yuki! Wheeeeee. :D

being bored;
beingboredmeansdownloadingrandomsongsfromtheinternet
talkingtostupidpeoplelisteningtostupidsongs
readingstupidficsdoingstupidquizzesbeingstupidgenerally.
thinkingofyouthinkingofyouthinkingofyouandthinkingofyou. (:
thelasthingissomethingidoeverydayanyway:D

Hello just a quick updateeee before I go to my maple no? Yestd I went to IKEA and bought a pillow lol. Ate spaghetti & meatballz, which is like damn nice. Anyway, I'm seriously going to die! :/ Er lol. Because I ate moudly bread -.- A bit of mould only la, but still. Zzz and I still ate two pieces somemore. LOL and I wouldnt have even known it was mouldy until my brother told me :) See thats the price you have to pay for being a zhuu! Lol what else? Yestd the whole stack of books which I carefully stacked fell in the middle of the night, woke up the whole neighbourhood. Except for me! xD I was still sleeping on nicely.


I discovered that if I dont eat breakfast, I can lose 0.5 kg! Bwahahahaa. But cannot luh ): I cannot give up my breakfast, I will seriously die if I give it up! Yawn. :// 'Kays, I going play maple le. Ready to ks all the 3284687483487 noobs that offend me.

Don't call me stupid, because I dont think it was a mistake.
It isn't a mistake simply because I dont feel regret.
Up till now, I dont regret my actions.
And if you gave me the chance, I would do the same thing, all over again.

Reminds me of the song she said, i said (time we let go) :D

I see these tear drops falling from your eyes
that don't change my mind oh,
baby please don't make things more difficult
than they gotta be can't take no more
this is killing me
everytime i look at you
i see more reasons for me to leave you
and it's causing me too much pain yeah

That song's quite nice? Haha yeah. Anyway Im on YugiohGX 121 now. Heh. :D Byeeee Im off. Im reaaaaaal tired, but I promised you, so I aint going to go back on my promise. I rock. :] I want STARBUCKS! I want Macs! I want Ben & Jerry's! I want food! :D Oh & yes, btw, the page is eightyninepages :D Hahah. And i uploaded the pics already. So yuuuuuuuuuuuup go seeeeee! <33333>

Hello people had class party at Jeremie's house ystd. It was super cool luh! :) Met Boiboi at 3.50 because I was ten minutes late. Sorry Boiboi! But anyway, thanks to Farmer Brown's smart instructions (7 busstops after tanahmerah MRT) and counted carefully every stop and guess where we ended up? Changi Airport terminal 3. Thanks a lot farmer :D You are such a nice guy and the next time I see you, you are going to die a terrible death. Yeah, anyway me and Boiboi were damn pissed off cause we arrived close to like 5. Thanks to my junior :)

Yeah arrived there, and erm what? They were playing bleach, and the worst was KLWC which is like expected because xiying, bingyi and farmerbrown kept on targeting him 3 on 1 and making him die first 0.o Yeah and followed by FarmerBrown *claps* You can find farmer brown either on the floor (because kena hit or already dead) or runinng away. Then Xiying and Bingyi are playing like got no tomorrow :D

Went to barbeque stuff. Jeremie was running about like crazy. And then, erm, me, Shipei and Xiying were busy running away from ___. Then we were barbequeing stuff and seeing who could eat more satay sticks because we had 250 sticks. Hahaha! I ate like 30+ sticks like that! Blahblah then crapped and ate more satay sticks and watched Sheryl play Dynasty Warriors and she's quite pro! xDD And farmer played first but he was so lousy at that game that Xiying took over and she was way better than him. Erm, then they were defeating some weirdo called lu bu, and Bingyi was shouting something like, "How can a girl defeat lu bu?" and "I only have one last drop of blood" -.- Zzz then Sheryl was making so much noise and christening herself Salt (after Jeremie's dog Pepper).

Went upstairs to play UNO! And Xiying won first (Farmer's fault) and then me, and then.. Shipei? Yawn what does this tell you! Me & Xiying are the winners! And Farmer is the.. ultimate loser? Erm, then watched a bit of YugiohGX, and Jeremie's comp is fking fast luh and the whole thing loads damn fast. Gosh I miss watching YugiohGX. So i am going back to watching! Yay! :D Zane is soooo hot ♥

Yeap, then Jeremie dapao-ed food for us home. Thanks Jeremie pig. Erm, then we walked home, and it was like damn dark, and Shipei was screaming the whole way through (stupid). And lols, Im so happy my father was at least picking me up. And shipei was so scared to walk through the block of flats, but in the end she didnt die, and what does this show? Even desperate b***las dont want her :D

Today. Woke up at 12.30. And believe me, I would have slept longer, if my brother hadn't woke me up. Anyway I skipped breakfast and I lost 0.3 kg :O Which means I dropped at least 1kg by skipping lunch and breakfast. Yawn. But whatever, I slept damn late yestd okays! About 3 like that. Im damn tired now zzz. But whatever, I am going out later! :D Yay! Hahaha. And I havent ordered my books yet :X

Went hospital today to visit my grandmother. I hate hospitals :D Nothing much. The hospital food is like damn disgusting. I never want to stay in a hospital man. Skipped lunch today and lost 0.5 kg O.O But dont worry, it's all gained back by Ben & Jerry's, lagsagne, and alot of coke. Was busy talking cork with Sheryl. Have to say that her twinny and her are plain weird. Lols, but can't blame them. What else? My brother is bleddy retarded luh :D Class party tomorrow! I want my mangas. :) So random. Back to my online shoppng 0.o


Your such a bleddy hypocrite. I cant believe how anyone can be as twofaced as you. Disgusting. Who am I talking about? Good question :D

Currently online shopping now :D Saw many very very pretty dresses and shirts, and some are like damn cheap luh. Hahhaa I want to buy all of them! But no money la shit D: Shit man. I need a JOB which is like Boiboi's job ($200 damn bucks for three hours playing stupid piano songs &#@^*@#) hahahaa. So I can buy all my animes and my clothes! D: Shitxzxz. Well, this is one pair of shoes that I saw. HAHA. Damn cute okay, I think it was about $18.


Super cutexzxz luh. I'm going to get it someday. Ambition: Get this pair of shoes. Zzz looking at other stuff. Ribbon earsticks are super chio, $1 only, no earholes sadxzxz. Im off to maple. Lifeless post again. No substance hahaaa. Byee :)

I will never ever ever go rollerblading anymore. Seriously.. it was a very bad experience heh :D Alot of falling on my butt, alot of crap, and I came back dirty. Heh, and after I exercised I went and ate macs & icecream :D Yum. But whatever, had a lot of fun with you girl! ♥

Today PSLE results are coming out. Heehee good luck to my brother! :D I am such a nice girl. No? Hahaha.

Someone called me damn early in the morning. When I was stil zzz-ing. Whatever, I can guess who it is! Stupid, retarded Boiboi! :] Yeah of course. Because who else calls me so early in the morning huh? :D So early. People 12 then wake up :]

'Kay, must go ks noobs already. I know that 2389473958439057483574385 noobs are waiting to be ks-ed. Oh and my fame reached 1000 already! MUST tell Kevin when we go class party :D make him drool and look sad ): Poor Kevin. Heeheehee. I want to torture kevin 182798632375627638 times when we go to the class party. It's the last chance to do so :(

im currently experiencing writer's block. No ideas for my new fic. Dont care. Im off to maple :D

Perhaps I was rash in saying all that.
Don't let us lose this friendship okay?♥

It's your first time.
As you lie back your muscles tighten.
You put him off for a while searching for an excuse,
but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you.
He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely.
He has had more experience,
but it's the first time his finger has found the right place.
He probes deeply and you shiver your body tenses;
but he's gentle like he promised he'd be.

He looks deeply within your eyes and
tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before.
His cool smile relaxes you and
you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.
You begin to plead and beg him to hurry but he slowly takes his time,
wanting to cause you as little pain as possible.

As he presses ;closer, going deeper,
you feel the tissue give way;
pain surges throughout your body and
you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues.

He looks at you concerned and
asks you if it's too painful.
Your eyes are filled with tears
but you shake your head
and nod for him to go on.
He begins going in and out with skill but
you are now too numb to feel him within you.

After a few moments,
you feel something bursting within you and
he pulls it out of you,
you lay panting,
glad to have it over.
He looks at you and smiling warmly,
tells you, with a chuckle;
that you have been his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience

You smile and thank your dentist.
After all,it was your first time to have a tooth pulled

HAHAHA. It's super retarded no? :D I know what perverts like Xiying and Farmer were thinking! Sighs so superduper unholy man :/ At least there still are HOLY people like me and Sheryl (Chumley huffington) in the world :D

Who am I? Why are you here? To torture me? To force me to say lies? To piss me off? I should stop lying to myself and you.

Chatted with Boiboi on the phone. Was watching teevee (kids central). Yay :D And me & Boiboi solved the mystery already! We solved the Mystery of Farmer Browns Missing Ballxz. :D Gosh, aint we smart.

We were watching Ben 10 :D Lols. See there's this guy who can change into 10 different monsters to save the world. -.- Yeah and then in this mission they were rescuing two BALLXZ. and when we saw that, boiboi and I just went "Isn't that farmer's ballxz?" Oh yeah INTERESTING FACT. A boat by the name of FOF (yes, me and boiboi screamed with laughter when we saw it) rescued farmers balls. GONGXI FARMER! :D Yeah, and basically there was a lot of fighting between the bangla (sheryl!) and that ben 10 (that cute guy is me) and then farmer's balls landed in the bottom of the sea with some stupid monster.. So yeah. So sorry Farmer :( I know this kinda sucks but.. no more balls for you! :D

Heehee, anyway, after that Sheryl's cousins came.. and well, uh, there's one big Aster fan that came talk to me. Neither boy nor girl 0.o Okay nevermind. And then Sheryl declared that she was Chumley Huffington! :D So that means, her husband is.... I leave all of you to guess. But kinda obvious, no?

Im holy :D So i refrain from any vulgarities :D Im really really holy :D

This really sucks and i dont want to care anymore.

who do you think you are? you think i give a damn about you? i wont forget okay. i will not forget. and i will make sure this mistake haunts you forever. i will NEVER forget what you said to me. i will never ever let you forget too. i'll make sure of that. Just disappear. Get the * away from me. You should just DIE. I would be so happy. Get out of my life. I dont care.

Haha I want to see all these shows! :D I am Legend (coming out Jan 2008), The Demon Barber of Fleet Street (Feb '08), december boys (STILL NC16 so sadx), 27 dresses (Jan '08), enchanted and doraemonnnn! :D

Shows. ): I hope Jeremie stocks up on his food. Im going to download maple into his comp xD Then we can go show off to KLWC :D

Yay I just got another anime/manga - Fruits Basket! Yay. Pretty slow, but ohwell, I always have no money! ): If some KIND people would come and treat me, I wouldn't mind hor :D

Fourth job out for maple! I got another 30+ more levels to go. Zz life sucks like crap okay. But nevermind, I should be optimistic because people like Kevin Lim has like 60+ levels to go. Lol. Kevin is noob la. :D Kevin jiayou jiayou! I won't make his leveling easier, I'll go ks him. Hohoho.

Gonna go for Movie marathon maybe next week? :D Yay. I love movies. But that's such a long long way away zomgshitxz. I really want to watch Enchanted after seeing the ads on teevee. Yay. I want to watch Enchanted! Looks pretty cool although my cousin says she fell asleep, which is almost true that I'll fall asleep while watching it too :D

Maybe going for iceskating this Friday. Let me tell you I cannot skate for nuts. Im going to fall on my butt for about 100+ times. I suck at all this shit. Damn. But who cares. After I've exercised and everyth, Im going to get back all my fat by eating Ben & Jerry's. :D I love Ben & Jerry's. Heeheehee.

Class party this Sunday at Jeremie's house. Stupid Xiying has been reminding everyone for at least 2 times to bring $6. Hohoho, does she think we're as stupid as she is? :X It's decided already, me and Kevin are going to have a race to see who raids the fridge faster :D Does Jeremie have xbox? I want to play!

Have to hand up booklist, by when? I dont know. Heehee. Although Doreen was already filling it up. I shall just hand it up after I get back :D Kinda sucks. I already made my father write 3 different cheques because I miscalculated. :X

Been sleeping later and later and waking up earlier and earlier. Zz Im not like Xiyig doing VERY vigorous activities okay. I dont know whats wrong with me :X Maybe Boiboi's 'natural body alarm clock' has rubbed off me. Just ystd I slept at 3, woke up at 5, couldn't go back to sleep. #%@*#@(#*@( I only slept 2 hours. Zz that must be some kind of miracle. or maybe its because every night, i can't go to sleep because your in my head.

Think I've been blabbering on for a long while. Zz I love fanfic! ♥ Yay yay yay. I'm off to train my hermit :D

i hate you. let me sleep properly without you in my head every night without fail.
i hate you. its not even funny. dont you scare me like that again. >:((

Hello people, it's 4.32 now :D And Im writing another Crackfic! I love writing crackfics. So now, I'm writing one -.- I love making Chazz suffer. Mwahaha. One day Im going to do one of Aster Phoenix. (:

Erm, Im lucky I remembered to bring my lappy. If not I'd die of some disease. I hate this shit man. :D I can't wait to go back. Go back go back go back. Bye.

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SUBMITTED NEW STORY @ FANFIC :)
(click here now!)
Haha, I love this crackfic - Into the life of Chazz Princeton.
Chazz Princeton ogling at Alexis's ... :D
Read & Review! ♥

We both know it.
Stop pretending :)

Movies I want to watch!
Stardust
Enchanted
December boys (NC16! CRAP!)
Good Luck Chuck
The Game Plan
The Kingdom
The Seeker
Doraemon
Hero

Yay I've got happy news! Just came back from Orchard Road, the lights there are, er, pretty. But kind of waste of money, no? :D I had lots of fun today you know (: Plus I bought my animes! That is very very good news! Yay! So I am like about 11 more books closer to book 22! :D Zz ate alot today. Steak is kind of weird. I prefer macs! But yeah, then went kinokuniya to try my luck with fruitsbasket. Could only find volumes 17-22 so went to popular. Yay I finally got my animes after 1234567 years! (: Im super excited. Boiboi is going to come to my house one day and unlock all those burnout events, eliminator, burning lap & crash! My brother wants her to :D Zz oh and yeah, Farmer brown, you dont talk so much okay? your stress also not much better than mine. Heehee :)

hoho three birthdays on one day. (: dunno why hor? today like very.. lucky like that? :D Realised it's 3 and i havent eated at all. That must be a miracle or something. But Im feeling hungry already! :D Byeeeee, Im off to eat eat eat the whole day ♥

Just submitted a crackfic. A lame attempt, but who cares I had a lame idea too :D Heh. Okay yestd in a conve with Shipei and Kevin, Kevin said, "but i am not interested in the food at all" and "i not interested in porn and food". Hands up those who believe that :D Zz who is Kevin trying to lie to anyway? Those who believe him should try to go and kill themselves with a sausage :D Boiboi is being lame as usual hoho. Yawns :] Byeeee people. This quote is.. cool? :D

Personality quizzes are cool! :))

Stress pictures: Check your stress level.

These pictures are used to test the level of stress a person can handle.
The slower the pictures move, the better your ability of handling stress.
Alleged criminals see them spinning around madly while seniors and kids see them still.





:D kinda cool. haha.

First and last time. You must cheer up okays? No matter what, remember what you told me! :D Yup, that's right! Stay happy. Because, I'll be here okay? I won't say that anymore if you dont like it, alright?

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are good at making friends and when the joyful moment arrives, you make the most out of it. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

www.drawahouse.com :)) got it from tabithas blog :D

I dreamt I was falling yesterday. Yawn :))

Falling
Dreaming of falling may represent the fear of letting go of something or someone, or the loss of control in a situation.

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Check out my fanfic! 7 stories already including a lemon one :X (title: XXX)

I think this is cute :D Zz just came back from the library. I am a smart genius, as boiboi agrees with me :] She's a retard. Oh and she's still busy trying to guess! ;D Class party on the 25th. Jeremie says there are 15 people going. 0.o cool, I dont care. Because KEVIN'S going! Isn't that reason enough to go, people? If you say no, you're officially declared stupid. Heehee I hope Jeremie's house has a pool, so we can throw Kevin in. Or at the most, me and Kevin have a race raiding Jeremie's fridge :P I bet I'll win. Oh and the cheena woman's going too! (: Cheena woman's cool wad. (Ahem I lie so much :X) Such a stupid post. Bye :]

Boiboi sucks at guessing games xD

Went for a haircut. I tell you okay I screwed my hair #@(@#*&(@#)@(@&# The stupid auntie went to cut cut cut then I closed my eyes and my fringe is screwed the next thing i know -.- Whatever. So I did the second best thing and went to buy food to eat -.-

Shit. I might not be able to go to the dance camp. Zzz sucks. Byee Im off :D

Fuck. So you dont dare to attack me in public and you decided to do this? Whatever. I don't care. Im not going to cave in to you. Fuck you. Ill do the second best thing. Im not going.

Haha all those harrypotter fans should see this story man
[here] It's called My Immortal.
And Rachel introduced this to me.
You can google "worst Fanfic ever" and this is the first story that comes out.
Seriously this story is stupid, no storyline, horrible spelling, totally out of character, etc etc xD
Heh but she has 7000+ reviews :X

Whole day spent sleeping late.
Woke up at like 1+ because I slept damn late yestd.
Played Xbox with my brother and tio own T.T
Im working on a FRUITSBASKET fanfic! xD
Heh you can say my passion for fruitsbaskets has not faded yet, nor am I getting bored of fanfic.
surprise or what? :D

Im going for a jog.
One of those rare times I do anyway.
Or else I just sit there and gather fat xD
Zz I hate jogging.

Heh Im going out to watch a movieee! :) dont ask me how Im going to sneak. I have an IQ of 139 (better than tayxiying!) which means im smart and i can think on my feet! (unlike xiying!) yay to smart people (me! xiying not included). Damn I got a fever and Im going out but I dont care :) Im moviedeprived.

:D Just got off the phone with retarded boiboi.
& I found out new stuff about her!
She, fondles =X her little pigtail -.-
She thinks AsterPhoenix's * is like a rolled shrimp. :X
Which is like freaking tiny.
She fondles AsterPhoenix :O
Lol she even told me to spread about her fondling Aster Phoenix.

And ChanChan is freaking retarded!
Sheryl's mother called the penis teacher and asked to speak to the teacher in charge and was directed to Miss Lee, who directed her to Mr Chan.
Stupid Chanchan asked Sheryl's mum to write an email to Cheong May Lan and act angry o.o
Lols stupid chanchan & his banana.

I remember how much I missed piano :))
Heh. You made me miss it all over again ;DD
You made me realise I made a mistake.
You made me realise mistakes can be written over, if we're willing to.

Byee. Im waiting for my brother to come back so I can play xbox with him :X
Zz and level in maple! Im level 90! :D
i miss you i really miss you): & i recall how much we tried to hurt each other, and I really regret it.
why you?

Isn't this pretty? :D

Went to school with Sheryl Boiboi just now. Nothing much except we spent like 20mins+ looking for stupid Mr Chan. Went inside the general office at least three times till the lady was damn familar with us. :D Went library played computer and the stupid librarian thought we were so free to come back to use comp and said we were not supposed to play games. Zz please, we have btr things to do (read: fanfic!) Went 85 to buy food then came up and talked about chiobu. (read: xiying does NOT fit into that category) Lala homeschooling is kinda cool I guess. :D :D When we found MrChan (read: by calling Mr Chua because Mr Chan did NOT want to answer his intercomm -.-), we realised he was eating bananas. Zz we were busy trying to call every teacher and there he was eating a stupid banana. -.- Damn. Anyway heh Mr Chan is still as evil as ever and erm, a randomxzxz fact? Sheryl is going to do engineering (read: science) which is what she told Mr Chan. Ooo. She lied -.-

Im playing lame games and eating icecream D: I want to get out of this damn house!

I know im going to regret this :/
But I've already made my decision and that is to walk away from you.
Besides....................................

Back to FanFic! :))

Going to school to meet Sheryl later.
Stupid Sheryl (:
Pretty bored at home because I can't go out anyway.
But Im still going out anyway :X

Heh. Finished another fic! This one's for Sheryl.
Chazz x Alexis, because you wanted smthg different.
Going to start on another fic for the idiot (:
Don't have any ideas now though :/

Why am I blogging?
Because you wanted a daily update -.-
No more! (: Hehe.
Find me at my fanfic! :D

Byee. Im off to play Xbox. :D

Sum41's With Me, chorus.
I think the lyrics are cool -.-

I want you to know.
With everything,
I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul,
And I'll hold on to this moment you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show.
And I won't let go.

Thoughts read unspoken,
Forever and vow.
Pieces of memories,
Fall to the ground.
I know what I did and how so,
I won't let this go.
Cause it's true,
I am nothing without you.

Byeee! xD

Yeah this picture says it all :D

Fuck. Was writing a new fanfic and then my comp hanged.
And I didnt save it so now my whole story is gone!!!!!
Ohmygod I feel like dying now. I wrote until 2000+ words already!
Allow me to say this:
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!
Grrrr. I'm not going to restart. Shit luh :/

A new story as always.
[click] It's called Numb. :/
I couldnt think of a better name and that was the song playing anyway.
R&R! :))
I prefer Reality anyway.
Dreams are cool no? dreams(: where i meet you every night.

Urgh, what am I doing here anyway?
I'm in love with fics again. Reading crappy fics xD
Back to my fics! :D

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you :/ is this wrong? missing you so much. do you feel the same?

I read this stupid comment given on my first Fanfic and I totally feel like laughing.

Hornyboii
OMF! what a fantastic story!
U should add more lemony stuff like give vivid descriptions of what they did
Keep up the good work :D
Senior must have known alot...
No comments

Lemon lemon lemon! XXX :D
Lols, that something holy senior and junior are good at, no?

Great day. :))
Writing fanfics. Eating icecream. Talking on the phone. Watching FantasticFour1. Ogling at Jessica Alba o.o
Im fickle. But I love Fanfic again :]

And Boiboi's long & lame comment on Reality.

LOL Mama you are damn weird and stupid :D
Just like BOIBOI me! (:
Why so short? Read le still hungry?
Stupid mama :P Haha!
But it's nice luh xD hurhur can write something else other than Royalshipping?
And why you dedicated story to some idiot never dedicate to your dear boiboi?
HAHAHA XD
I LOVE MAMA! not.
ptui!
Stay stupid and continue writing more coolio stories ok x3
FAVE LAH!

(omg i submitted such a long review for you mama. you better love me lots okaye)

Hahaha. :D Okay I shall write a Valentineshipping story and dedicate it to you! :] ChazzxAsuka.
A bit weird though. :(( I mean I prefer RoyalShipping! xD
Heh but Ill settle for Valentineshipping then maybe try out.. Spiritshipping :))

Life :D It's just a matter of how you live it.
It's great now.
Back to the fics! JUNIOR go comment. >:((
i have everything i want, except for you..

Submitted a new story! :)) R&R please. [click]
RoyalShipping (again!) and title's Reality, btw.
It was a request by an idiot >:((

i love escape ♥ that much. im sick now. fever, cough and flu. heehee. who cares? im not going to stop playing my life away :)) Trying to play towerbloxx now. I suck at it. My highest combo is only 4 -.- Hoho. Im going out to get my mangas.. maybe?

i dreamt you killed her. and yet, maybe, that isnt surprising. maybe i would have done that too if i were you.

thank you <3
its nice to know someone cares.
even though your an idiot ^^
we've such a long road to walk..
imagine how many memories that would mean?

Going to Escape later! I feel like a little kid all over again :D I love holidays. And Im going to spend everyday of my holidays out. with you & only you.

Heh. Plus there's no more bridging. That's like the best. I hate bridging :D Going to play about in facebook before I go out. ;D Heehee. Cornelius just informed me about the Towerbloxx application in facebook! Way cool. I must go get that application.

hmm isnt he hot? :/

"Apologize"

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

This song is really... nice?

everytime i look at you,
im reminded of the past we used to have,
the memories we used to have,
the laughter we used to share.
but everytime i look at you,
i see the mistakes and stuff you put me through,
the empty promises, the missed chances,
and i know, i can never love like this again.

Streaming results and I've got into the combi which I wanted so I guess Im not going to opt out. Evil Mr Chan says that the results would come out at Christmas (!!!) which is like, still 1 month and a half left. Stupid Mr Chan. I hope all his hair drops out! :D See I can be evil too. But most of the time, Im like holy. ;D

Bridging today again. Had the test. Me and SherylBoiboi were carrying on talking throughout the test :] Was it a test anyway? Heehee I found out there was two more questions at the other side of the paper at the last ten minutes and they were undone! Heehee but I really couldnt be bothered. Heehee 11 marks gone :D

Had dance. Zz now Jolyn, Wenqi and Looloo transfered to the other weird dance while Im stuck with this cheena dance and this crazy teacher. She shouts her head off and I swear, if you were standing outside the PAS, you could hear it clearly. Heehee. But she doesn't scare me, mainly because I laugh at her barking her head off, and I always give that i-am-a-holy-girl face. I am, no? Zz the music is like freaking fast and without Jiaying, me, baobao and isabel have no one to copy the moves :X

Went to a party with alot of people at some condo. Heehee condos are cool. 0.o I dont really like parties with quite alot of people.. like very.. crowded? -.- We played stuff like charade, pictionary, zhong ji mi ma, 7up, all those lame games. EXCEPT. the punishment is that if you're like the ultimate loser, you have to be thrown into the swimming pool T.T And guess how many times I was the ultimate loser? (We played many games okay) TWELVE TIMES! O.o Means I was ponded twelve times! Wtfzzz -.-

Went to play Burnout Three. Tio own again. Zzz -.- But I owned some people.. Heehee. ;D I guess Im till quite pro yeah? Played stress -.- Zzz I ALWAYS tio own in stress. You can ask Xiying.. playing with me is SURE to boost your ego -.- Anyway Yunxuan (Sandra) loves playing with me because it's nice to lose sometimes according to her xDD Erm. I TIO OWN AGAIN AND TIO PONDED AGAIN AT LEAST 10 TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!! Zzzz wtfz -.- Then played murderer. And I tell you okay, I OWN IN THAT FREAKING GAME. I tio murderer like 5 times, and I killed off alot of people including the detective ^^ means I got to pond people!!!!!!!! -.-

Anyway the part I liked best about the party wasnt the games. It was the food o.o Lols. Heehee. I love cream cakes! Yay. DD; Anyway I was ponded so many times (at least twenty!!) and Im sure Im going to get sick...

Happy deepavali to whomever it matters. Woke up at 1 today. Well I was freaking tired, no? Three killer specimen papers to do, and Im only going to do two one. Im just going to say I left the other two at home. No test? Heehee I dont care ;D Tmrw is fridaaaaay. Kinda like doomsday again. But whatever, its the last prac for dance and then I can rejoice, and anyway dance is kinda fun when the teacher is barking her head off. And tmrw can see the streaming results! :/ Damn.



Heh I found someone who's worse than me in stress! xD heehee but isnt it a little fun to be own someone else? it was fun ^^
i guess i was just tired. tired of pretending everyth was alright between us. and the mistakes you made would be what i remembered when i looked at you. and that no matter what you said, you never learnt and made the same mistakes over and over again. And that time make any difference.

Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test

HAHAH! TAYXIYING! :] SEE THIS! IM SMARTER THAN YOU! Wheeeeee. Xiying is stupid her IQ's only like 120+? :/ Gosh jiayous okay Xiying! You see where the smart genes comes from, Sheryl's 160 (according to her). Well she must blame that smart mama of hers for her wonderful smart genes! :]

Whatever. I love my xbox though. Heehee and my computer. But my xbox has been keeping me company the whole day ystd! :} i owned my brother in one game of burnout then tio own for the rest -.-

suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunsets :] I love sunsets. Aren't they like way pretty? Dawn is pretty cool too ;D Hoho a very random fact. (Y)

Anyway have to finish three damn specimen papers for maths for "preparation for the test". Can i just give up my turn? Damnnnnn. Im going to die. Three specimen papers! And I havent even started on ONE :/

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks for everything.
thanks for showing me what a fucktard you are ^^
fucktard fucktard fucktard. you like it? it's a name specially for you.
only you fall into that category. ;D
fucktard :D

isnt that ours? but i still wont & cant let you go :/

Have you ever . . . . ?

[ ] Gotten detention(sch)
[x] Gotten your phone/mp3 player taken away
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test.
Total= 2

[x] Gotten late to a class more than
10 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times.
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total so far= 6

[x] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you
out of school.
[x] Text people during class.
[x] passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher

Total so far= 11

[x] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace, friendster, xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took pictures during school hours.
[x] Called someone during school hours.
[x] Listened to an ipod cd , etc during class.

Total so far= 16

[x] Threw something at the teacher. (for fun nia)
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission (all the time :X)
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class

Total so far= 21

[x] Gotten a call home
[x] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go
[x] Stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear

Total so far= 27

[x] Forged your parents signature
[ ] Made out in school
[x] Slept in class
[x] Cursed at a teacher
[x] Copied homework

tota l so far: 31
Total = 31
multiply by 3
31x3=93

i screwed up 93% of my life!

First put a 016.....
Here's your new digits;

1st number, put what you are
1- gay
2- taken
3- single and what ever happens,happens
4 - single and taken
5- happily taken and love that person
6- single but like someone
7- taken and confused
8- single and like someone, but can't
have them
9- just see what happens
0- single confused the fcuk of

2nd number, put your current Mood
1- Nervous
2- Bored
3- Confused
4- Just fine
5- SADDDD
6- Hyper
7- Sleepy
8- Angry
9- Tired
0- Happy

3rd number is The color of your shirt
1- Black
2- Pink
3- Red
4- Orange
5- Blue
6- Green
7- Yellow
8- White/Gray/brown
9- Camo
0- none

4th Number is the month you were
born in
1- Jan. or Feb.
2- March
3- april
4- May
5- Jun. or Jul
6- Aug.
7- Sep.
8- Oct.
9- Nov.
0- Dec.

5th Number is your Favorite Color
1- Black
2- White
3- Pink
4- Blue
5- Green
6- Red
7- Orange
8- Yellow
9- Purple
0- All

Next Number is your favorite sport
1- Soccer
2- Basketball
3- Swimming
4- basketball/soccer
5- Rodeo
6- Volleyball
7- Baseball/softball
8- Track
9- Dance (:X :X :X)
0- Other

Last number is your Sign
1- Aries
2- Virgo
3- Sagittarius
4- Leo
5- Cancer or Capricorn
6- Taurus
7- Libra
8- Aquarius
9- Gemini
0- Scorpio or Pisces

016408822 :D

Lame quizzes from friendster. Went to 85. Were talking bout uniforms. Yawn. :D Thats a lame topic but Duel Academy's uniforms are like way hot! I mean look like Obelisk Blue's uniform for girls (and guys!) for that matter. Way hot can :D Erhm of course if it's like.. okays nvm evil thought. Im off to gaming! :)
even though you are the one who makes me cry, you are also the only one that can stop me from crying.

I took the quiz and this is the results that I got! [here] Which YugiohGX guy is yours? :D Mine is ZaneT & Boiboi's is AsterP! Yay that's damn hot! :D I bet farmer's will be Crowler. Crowler's girl ;D Gosh doesnt he look so hot? Yay! Loveeeeee ZaneT :D


I took the Which YugiohGX guy is yours? quiz and i got him! :D [here] Gosh this is so wonderful! He's even hotter than Zane okays! :D Heehee. I loveeeee YukiSohma! <3>

library. blogging.

what can i say? bridging was way boring again. and i think after this it'll be very hard to get out of the house again. imagine holidays- stuck in the house. Urgh thats not a very nice thought, but whatever. I will still find ways to get out :D heehee. Im going out later, I think ;D

fuck. so what if i said i dont like *? what if i said it was a waste of time? it IS a waste of time and i dont like hate it and i'd rather spend my time doing other stuff.

this is going to be a way vulgar post.
if you dont like it, im not exactly INVITING you to read it ;D

and i break my no-vulgarities-for-this-week promise. sorry ):

oh fuck the world.
ithoughtofsomeoneandifeltlikecryingdying.
ididwhatiwanted,whyaminothappy?
whydoeslifeworkthisway? ihatethis.
howcananyonegethappiness? fuckthisshit.
ihatethisemptiness. ihateallthesefuckingfeelingsyoumakemefeel.
andthefuckingthingisyoudontevenknowcare.
youdontbloodyfuckinggiveafuckingdamnsowhyshouldifuckingcare?
itriedandifailed, itriedandfailedagain, itriedandfailed.
againandagainandagain.
howlongdoyouwantmetofuckingholdon?
howlongmoredoyouwantmetofuckingfeelthisshiteverytime?
ipromisedmyselfnottocare.
ipromisedmyselfnottobeemo.
ihatebreakingpromises, butireallycanthelpit.
readingpeople'sarchives.
irealisedhowmuchimiss*and*.
iwishicouldjustturnbacktime.
icouldforgetallthis.
iwishicouldjustgobacktoatimewheniwastrulyhappy.
i'vegottalivewithallthis.

...
Im back to normal, I think. :]
Anyway Im sorry i cant go out tmrw Boiboi, Xiying, Shipei yeah?
If you had told me earlier, maybe yeah. :]

Oh IYtuliprulez, my guild! :]
Mwahaha. And :/ I dont feel like writing Fanfics anymore.
:/

fickle. :]

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